11 - have never been in love ... Steve
This garage always smells like a pigsty, but luckily the seventh plague of Egypt, Anja spinanelculo today did not appear to make the big test before the concert - That asshole - is babbling and smoked Zack pissed - If you mess up the opportunity to act as supporters Under the Skin, I swear that tear your heart to bits! - We were
chosen dick! Our manager SCAC, a distant relative of Zack who smells of garlic and mint, finally managed to find a worthy engagement, even if we do the ass-licker in the group of queers fucking bum that if anyone has a way of let us know ... And the curse of the prima donna bitch ass is coming!
- must have had to do! - Tries to justify his partner Selena ... A bird told me that our smorfiosetta is trying to get into the pants of the little Peter ... Well, well ...
- Sel So, how 'is the story of you and Pet? - Has become all red and Zack Instructs
dose - There are rumors about you and not a little itchy, eh? Who are dying but what the fuck is ...- lascivious' I'm fucking Big Belly, but it makes me burst!
- It is not true ... I'll not go back ...- poor little ... It seems totally lost, I know the story behind 's got a cock, the family did not have increased if an uncle that got their hands on one night, making her run away forever ... Fuck that pathetic, I think the story of one of those whores American talk-show then go to cry on while your bank account rises, there is nothing to do violence pays, fuck!
- if not then go back do not care to know that he is in love with another bleached ...- Christ as God! That Peter's cock, a certified asshole! He got a thing for the evil bitch, to some men pussy sour taste, shit might enjoy this tidbit scopabile Selena and bony but instead dribbles behind lesbian snob Moon ... Valli understand some balls!
- Are you serious? - You are asking about the small liquid-eyed one is either dropped or is really in love
- So they say around ... But if you know you'll play your cards hole in his heart - God love them hoes talk like they write the answers in the newspapers for frigid women! When I lived with my Piasca under me when I read the reviews of my sister, she knew it and left casually around the house for me to find, I think she even give a fuck about those fashion magazines but it was so amused by my comments that he could not do without it and also bought a 5 week ... It 's a girl affixed my sister ... I was his drugs, then my drug I took her away! I do not talk more, and collapsed the myth of her beloved older brother, first boasted of me with her little friends from high school with all the same brand and coats hair with highlights ... Now even ashamed of my existence ...
- You started without me? - Anja arrived, it seems undone total ... She is wearing a sweater two sizes larger and a pair of tight jeans as if they were a second skin is kept depressed by toxic shit, I hate her with all my strength ... Zack has my own thinking and destructive attacks verbally
- But who the fuck you think you are anyway? Want to fuck up everything? Okay, there we find another who can come to your place! - She answered bad but strangely not coming at me with his pace cat, stray cats like never before ...
- ...- tells me I need to talk tough, looking into my eyes as only she can do: it manages to make you feel like shit only the look, it's a fucking witch I've always said! Now
atteccherà menate with its boring because we belong to, without my bird she knows to be there and that we must try again! I swear it is taking me to the asylum ... I now have other ideas, I have one for the head pussy, fuck a pussy Serie A
- Dopo le prove, eh? Ora abbiamo da fare! - cerco di non trattarla troppo male perchè ci serve 'sta merda, non vale un cazzo ma a suonare è un Dio. La puttana.
- Devo parlarti ora...- scruta Zack che sta facendo roteare gli occhi e aggiunge -in privato...-
usciamo dal garage e ci appoggiamo ad un muro
- Senti Anja, tra di noi non c'è più nulla e...-
- Senti tu Steve, ora come ora di te non me ne frega un cazzo, ma devi sapere...- cazz no, non può essere... Stai a vedere che l'ho messa incinta?
- Te lo ricordi Will? - cazzo me ne frega di quel frocio di Will? Ricordo benissimo chi era, il suo ex ragazzo bisessuale, drogato, marchettaro e fuso
- E come dimenticarlo quell'esemplare di Perfection? -
- Will is dead ...- pauses that should mean respect for the deceased but it is now feet under is always an insignificant fool and a fag, I try to do a half-sorry / shocked but she sgam the false - do not pretend to give a damn! -
- So tell me what the hell to do? -
- Will AIDS had gone for pneumonia ... I had sex with him I know where he wants ...- going with
-... Have you done the test? -
- An hour ago, a day I will have the results ... You can too ...- Steve Christ is not as serious as ever, but I'm fine cock! I will not do any tests! I have not caught the virus in years and years of honorable service by bucomane not sure I caught me a whore who took it from a fag! We did it without a condom, okay, but only a few times e. ..
- See you soon, okay? Thanks for your interest ...-
- Steve Shit do not be fool! You know that the virus takes time to manifest itself - now is scared, it is more for me than for herself ... If this is not love ... - You have to do this fucking test! - I feel like dying ...
- Tell Zack I'm going ...- can not be, is not happening to me!
- Steve, I have already ...- thousand miles away from her, my mind has already turned on ... I've always been a pessimist, but now everything is lost ... And if I was sick? And if I caught this new plague so fashionable? Shit, I have not yet turned thirty, I've never been in love ... What will become of me and my fucking life? Cursed Will, the son of a bitch and a fag at this'll be grinning at me underground with rotten teeth and face decomposed while the worms are disgusting if swallowed happily ... I'll finish it? It 's a perfect ending of my life wrong, it's as if I deserve to end up dead ...
Now there's only one thing to do ... before the test, before deciding if I should shoot me in the head, first of all ...
- Hello ... Kimmy? -
- Steve, hello! - Is so happy to hear, cazzo Dio... Se ci sei aiutami
- Senti, stasera non possiamo vederci... E' saltato fuori un impegno che io...- mi si bloccano le parole in gola... Ma cosa posso fare? Devo dirle "Sai Kimberly bella, forse mi sono beccato la sindrome di immunodeficienza acquisita causata dall’HIV... sai l'AIDS, quella cosa che hanno quasi tutti... Magari poi ti faccio sapere, eh? Non per qualcosa solo per renderti partecipe di questa novità!"
- Ok, Steve... Possiamo fare domani, no? -
- Ti chiamo io... Ciao allora...-
- Ciao...- la sua voce ha perso allegria, a quest'ora starà pensando che sono solo un povero stronzo che la molla perchè non gliel'ha data al primo colpo...
Sono un povero stronzo e chissà what else must find out about me ...
I'll do that test, I will be the last thing I do ...
And then everything will change.
I swear ...
* Lorelai27/10/2005, 10:54
12 - MY MIAO yum yum! Kimmy
I admit it sucks ...
Not really sucks, but I feel pathetic and defeated ...
I can not tell Luna that he was right! How can I tell you that a week ago Steve did not hear any more? I tried to call but he disconnected the phone ... I'm stupid! Naive ... My God!
And now she is here in front of me waiting ... You know how it turned out but he wants to hear it, is dying with excitement ... My God, I know I should not think about certain things but I can feel his excitement in the air is so thick and deep that you could cut with a knife ... God, I believe that as soon as I open my mouth I will have an orgasm on the couch!
This makes me sick.
- Moon ...- with the torso leans forward and fresh hair system behind the ears of hairdresser showed me her new earrings ancient ...- Do you want a cup of tea? - She team ... So what is going to say and precedes ...- Green Tea, eh ...-
- Of course I can not bear her dear ...- ...- But look okay? I see strange ...- I slumped on the couch, I seem to have stepped back in time ... I seem to relive the days of my break with CJ! So that is not the same thing with Steve because there was nothing but ... It 's the same feeling of emptiness and loss that I felt long ago, I feel it envelop me and oppress me, has a heavy heart ... But Luna was, thank God she was with me and helped me work it out ...
- ... You were right about everything ... Steve ...- say his eyes have a glimmer of dumb and full satisfaction, that's the face I should have sex while ago ... My God!
- You did not get into your pants and now avoids the phone to hear from you ... Typical of his ilk, not that I'm happy to tell you ...- Kim Kim did not you call! This day will go down in history ...- But I tell you, no? If I had accepted my advice at this time non saresti così umiliata! -
- Ma io non sono stata umiliata! Non è andata, ok... Mica ero innamorata di lui! -
- Cristo Kimmy! Un tipo del genere, un poveraccio, si prende pure il lusso di scaricarti e dici di non essere umiliata? A chi vuoi darla a bere? -
- E' così... Ti giuro che è così non importa...-
Mi chiedo se davvero non me ne importa... Ma con Luna è meglio non parlare di queste cose.
- Dovresti dare un'altra possibilità a George, è un ottima persona... E non è brutto!-
- Quello? Non gli affiderei nemmeno un cane se l'avessi! Perchè vuoi affibbiarmi a tutti i costi quel microcefalo? -
Per fortuna il telefono interrompe la nostra piccola baruffa
- Hello? Yes .. Kimberly Davis, I am ... Ha ha ...-
I can not believe my ears!
close the conversation and feel my legs soft ... My God!
- What happened?? - Asks me alerted Luna - who was it? -
- were chosen for the spot! - I did not realize keep screaming! My God! I did that test a week ago as a joke in a mall and have chosen me!
- Which spot? -
- For the cat food "Yum yum my meow! We start shooting tomorrow! - Luna's expression is unreadable and does not speak - Luna, my first job! The spot will be on TV! -
- A commercial for Cats ...-
disgusted says - is not an advertisement Cat! Mica will see the cats! I'll be on TV! -
- holding a smelly box to feed a cat Piscione! You'll be lucky if your face you will see 2 / 2 ...-
But why do not you understand??
- Come ... Let me ...-
best wishes - Happy ... I wonder if you give a supply of treats for a year, you could take your Steve, air tramp has it ...- and now why they have pulled out of Steve? I do not understand why it must necessarily ruin this moment!
- Well, if they do dinner invite your friend George, is so stupid that it liked it! -
Luna is a puff, which in his body language means "ok, discusisone chiusa".
Dopo aver bevuto il the e sparlato un pò la mia amica va via...
Si è fatto tardi ma non riesco a fermarmi, sono talmente eccitata, mi sento una pallina impazzita! Domani andrò sul set, il primo set della mia vita!
Suonano alla porta, è Peter
- Ehi Pet, qual buon vento? - ha in mano una piantina grassa deliziosa!
- Ti ho portato un pensierino per il tuo nuovo appartamento... Disturbo? -
- Ma no! Grazie... Pensa che non hai beccato Luna per un pelo! Ma accomodati...-
Dopo avergli fatto fare il tour dell'appartamento (tour abbastanza breve) ci mettiamo a parlare del più e del meno... Conosco Peter sin da bambina, i nostri genitori erano amici e passavamo spesso e volentieri time together ... Peter was always a sweet guy but he could not live a decent relationship with his father and once he decided to come of age go ... And here it is! He studies and works to keep itself it is a really great guy!
- So .. Luna has placed you right, eh? -
- I pay the rent! - Exclaimed indignantly pretended - that you believe should scrounge? -
- I would not ... - Sends down the coca-cola in a long sip and go straight to the point - will never go out with me, right? -
- Peter ... - That embarrassment
- Yeah .. I know ... They are not "the type for you ... But what about the dramas of the heart ...-
- Please change the subject! I will not learn anything from Steve! - He looks at me and smiles
- And who has ever mentioned the name Steve? I was referring to CJ! - Ugh, but why do not I ever shut up? - Anyway, I saw strange these days ...-
summarize briefly the story flash Peter with Steve but he is not the same idea of \u200b\u200bthe Moon - Kimmy, I do not know him well but I am convinced that after all is a good boy, messed up but not bad ... -
- So why has behaved so shit with me? - Whined like a child now I have not a shred of pride, my God!
- A valid reason we will treasure ... Just a TIP, watch your back from Anja ... It 'a snake
...- - I will! You love a pet, you've pulled up! What can I do you?? - I said? So what do you want me to do
- Well ... A little thing would ...- and already a "little something" a little something to the comparison would climb Everest in shorts and flip flops! Yet an idea to convince Luna to go with him I already have .... *
Lorelai2/11/2005, 12:25
13 - Guess Who's Coming to Dinner
Peter
not really know how to dress up fuck!
Not that I'm a model, I have not even a dandy wardrobe, and even underpants Armani D & G jeans to show off ... What the fuck, what the fuck!
Kimberly did not know how to organize this evening, but I'm already regretting ... Nasty that bitch, do not even know what I can bring? Wine, sweet grass? What brings you to a dinner like that? The other day I ripped the unpleasant to the concierge plan a nice fat Did I reach, so that bitch has thousands of them, he's not even noticed! I laugh alone for the satisfaction ... But for dinner, something I've got to wear!
My mother thought he just did not these things to teach! He stood all day at the nail lacquer, to get the hair streaked and was fine when he stood on the balcony drinking coffee and smoking cigarettes as Signoroni, long and thin, with the mother of Kimmy, but was not that bad indeed ... But would teach me many things that unfortunately I do not know ... Impacciatissimo are with women and this is everything.
My father was not of any help. In a fuck in my life.
My father is an asshole and I do not know what the fuck put me to a dinner of shit is his fault. I'm sure.
But enough.
A suit is fine, it's an evening at home, right? A home should be comfortable, and then should be an evening with friends and friends there should be no problems these assholes. Among Friends
not, but with Moon ...
Cursed's cock when I came into my head! It 's the most posh, and mounted the most bitchy girl I have ever known, but at the same time is simply the most beautiful girl in the world ...
I go out and stop.
I slam into the meter.
I did not buy a fucking Kimmy to take these things but she does not care ... We do not really care.
I know everything about her, I know when my period came, when I had sex the first time and even underwear that uses ... Mine is not a perversion, but it is the fault of our mothers were told everything and especially my father's fault that we did live in a house with walls so thin sheets of paper that looked like ... And I felt everything in my bedroom, everything ... Even the moans when fucked.
Vomiting.
here on the subway. I have seizures.
An old shit arrappata face looks at me and I know what you think of me, I can see it in those eyes of one who "has seen too many", is safe che sono uno sbandato, uno di quelli che si fanno e si ubriacano come se non ci fosse un domani. Invece non sai nulla di me... Glielo vorrei urlare.
Io mi guadagno da vivere io vado avanti da solo, non ho mai chiesto un cazzo a nessuno! Quando non mi rompo il culo al locale schifoso di Zack e Steve, studio come un pazzo. La voglio quella laurea. La voglio più di ogni altra cosa al mondo... Luna viene in secondo piano...
Anche se questa sera è al centro dei miei pensieri...
La vecchia di merda sta bofonchiando qualcosa, cerca di attirare la mia attenzione... Non capisce che per me lei è merda? Che le stia venendo un infarto o che si sia pisciata nel pannolone a me non ne può fregare un cazzo.
Sono arrivato, questa è la mia fermata... A mai più rivederci!
Arrivato da Kimmy noto un macchinone parcheggiato nel viale, si vede che questo è un condominio di gente ricca e perbene.
Presto mi comprerò anch'io un appartamento da danaroso, una macchina figa e magari anche un guardaroba come si deve...
Kimmy mi apre la porta con un sorrisone dei suoi... Com'è che uno scacato come me non si è mai innamorato di una come lei? Magari perchè la sento troppo una sorella? O perchè lei è sempre stata persa per quel C.J., un coglione totale, mi è sempre stato sul cazzo per come la trattava e la cosa che più mi stava sul cazzo era che lui veniva sempre messo su un piedistallo... Ai tipi come lui non puoi che augurargli una brutta fine, con quella sua faccia da prendere a calci! Tutte le ragazze gli sbavavano dietro, dicono che somiglia a quel Brad Pitt dei miei coglioni. Un altro stronzo come C.J.
- Peter! Sei arrivato finalmente! - Kimmy mi stampa un bacione e mi invita ad entrare emana un calore tale che mi fa sentire subito a mio agio - lei è in bagno... - mi sussurra... Io le sorrido e mi sento subito una merda per non averle portato un cazzo, sto per scusarmi quando vedo un tizio, faccia di merda e pizzetto, seduto sul divano - Oh pet, ti presento George...- io e l'ameba castana ci squadriamo, non è brutto ma ha la faccia più di merda che io abbia mai visto! Stai a vedere che Luna si è portata questo cretino senza espressione a rimorchio? Sono tentato di fuggire away when I notice the beautiful flowers on the table, my sixth sense tells me that George was to take them and when I confirm with her voice to calls for fennel:
- I hope you have enjoyed the anthurium, Kimberly ... - She agrees, is too polite to send it to shit and if I know as I know it is trying to do and how! The anthurium, did not even know there was a flower with the name of the cock!
The light of my eyes into the room and greets me, I levarmela from the head, not for me ... Yet the dream of the night. Fuck I'm sick in the head, I dream trip that seem to tell the truth ... The other night I was a princess and her slave ...
- Hello Moon ... All right? - Nods, definitely Kimmy the notice has to behave strangely with me and starts to make conversation!
- Well thank you ... And you? Studies? - Know that George is very interested in the buttocks of Kimmy and not to the moon, I can breathe a sigh of relief thanks to the ass (mine and Kim) ...
an evening spent at the bottom of the sucker is not so bad, is a doctor and we also talked a lot gave me some tips that will help me later on, once you graduate.
When we were alone (women were in the kitchen) has made me the third degree on the life of Kimmy, but I did not like his tone, he is also a CJ, the classic shit that looks good but inside is rotten to do disgusting ... Some time ago I saw a cock telefilm americano, sulle casalinghe frustrate (o disperate non ricordo) e c'era una tizia dall'aria psico con un marito che all'apparenza era un dottore tutto d'un pezzo ma nel privato era un porco sadomasochista... Cazzo, non riesco a levarmi l'immagine orrida di questo George non è brutto con indosso una tuta di latex nera... La cena mi sta risalendo. Mi torna la stessa nausea che pensavo di aver abbandonato sulla metro...
Quando è ora di salutarci chiedo a Luna se le va di andare al cinema una sera di queste e lei mi assicura che mi farà sapere. Sicuro come al cazzo che non mi farà mai sapere nulla... Kimberly ci ha provato ma proprio non può andare, da stasera giuro su Dio ci metto una pietra sopra!
Mi sento vuoto e non ho want to go home, I decide to head to the local level, maybe they need help and I can gather enough that some money is always handy ...
Unfortunately there are only local to the usual four students with fake communist Kefiah neck and jeans, Zack is washing the glasses (I rinse them and replace fottendose of the most elementary rules of hygiene) and Steve is a Rolling cane on the counter, I seem to be landed in a parallel dimension or cocks like that, it's all so different and distant from what it was even half an hour ago at the home of Kimmy, and even more absurd is that I do not belong the fantasy world of George and neither the doctor sadomaso this sort of clique of vicious, I'm in the middle of the fucking non-existent
- Want to smoke? - At least Steve is a generic type ... Too bad he did the shit with the little
Kimmy - Thanks ...- is a nice padded barrel, this is good "leader." Aspiro already avidly and I feel a little better, I feel in the mood to talk ... One schoolboy is close to us, some assholes do not resist the lure of drugs, but now the gun has not been impregnated with a filter of our saliva
- The recovery of the same shot ...- begs the son of dad ... In a few years here before the shit do not even look at someone like Steve and Zack and is now here to whine for a shot ... I lose a stupid laugh and Steve realizes it
- Are you happy tonight Pet, you are getting some good Samaritan that you offered it? -
- See maybe ... I was at dinner ... - Try to avoid talking about her - a friend ...-
- Ah ...- I'm sure he understood where I was, my female friends you can count on the fingers of the hand ... A one-handed!
- How are things? - Ask to divert
- Good ... Well ...- really has the air of one who had to be raised to pull a tooth but have just discovered that the dentist is dead - Feel Pet ... Not that I care but ... Have you dined Kimmy? -
- Yeah ..-
- Ah ...-
- We talked about you a few nights ago, if you want to know ...- he replies with a shrug as if he did not care but I know that Scrub all right, continuous, I can not stop me! - Has been bad for your conduct has ...- sorry the air, shit I've never seen so ... Perhaps it is better not to
- Pet ...- he has no intention to stop ...- you believe that you are interested in me? -
- Kimmy is a good girl ...-
- You have not answered my question
...- - I think so ...-
- it is better that I stay away this thing ...- Fucking right I do not understand!
- Are you sure this is not just that you need? - I think so ... He is basically like me, deep down we are all alike, all looking for someone to love, sometimes we fall in love with people too different from us, so different to make us think you are wrong ... Steve does not respond but smiled at me ...
smile too - that fucking fags! - Zack yells - Take a room that you are more sluts! -
burst out laughing but then reassemble at the bottom of Steve's right for Kimmy, I really hope she can understand this shit ... *
Lorelai9/11/2005, 10:23
14 - HOW YOU WANT ME ... Steve
Ok, the test came out negative, which in medical terms means that the pea is all resolved, I have not caught a fuck even if the doctor told me that in six months I have to do it again etc etc etc! Fuck that asshole of a doctor made me take a shot! When I said "negative" I do not have understood as a fuck, what do I know that is positive and negative be positive or negative?
After making sure that I understood not to have the virus smadonnato me the whole history of safe sex, not sharing needles with others (because he has taken for granted that I am a junkie) and not having anal intercourse with those at risk. Maybe I am the first to poke in the ass if someone tells me is "at risk" I hate the doctors pundits ugly motherfuckers ... Eventually I said - boy you must thank God that is giving you another chance - I have laughed at me and went, even though I was back I knew it was shaking his head but I can not give a shit him and his god, how did they fail to realize that it is only the imaginary friend for adults? As a child you think of talking with Tobias and the child does not exist when you're big then it becomes our Lord the Eternal Father ... However
:
1 - no fucking
2 - Anja great whore that has to disappear from my life
3 - The words of a limp dick that Peter gave me to think that ...
Are you sure this is not just that you need?
I think so ... But she needs someone like me?
There's only one way to find out ...
- Have a doctor's appointment? - Is so cute with those glasses on his nose and his eyes angry that I would solo stringerla tra le mie braccia e dirle che tutto andrà bene cazzo... Ce l'ha con me ma è comica! Fa finta di non conoscermi e di controllare l’agenda, per vedere se ho preso un appuntamento!
- Eh già... Abbiamo parlato al telefono proprio ieri! Mi meraviglio come una segretaria efficiente come lei abbia potuto dimenticarsene! - starà pensando che ho una faccia di bronzo e mi aspetto che mi mandi a cagare da un momento all'altro ma stranamente sta al gioco
- Sfortunatamente il dottore è molto impegnato quindi può anche andarsene! - conclude incazzata, un signore dall'aria stitica ci guarda senza capire un cazzo e s'intromette
- Se vuole posso cederlo io il posto al ragazzo, signorina... Non vorrei mai she passed a mess - does not add "for a dickhead like that," she glares at him but to laugh, it's all madness!
- I came to apologize for making me seriously
...- I say - I have to work ...- can not even look me in the eyes
- But please ... Kim You see that you do not have a ca .. A what to do ... Just give me two minutes to explain and then I go and never come back ...-
not know where he pulls out a small hourglass and the tips - talk - he says without looking at me in the face
- Kimmy an hourglass, is this a joke? - In response to drums with his hands on the table and looks me straight in the eye ...
- Time is running ...-
- Alright! But you know that when you look like a psychopath you do that?? - Fuck this does not help ... - Ok, I was an asshole and I'm sorry ... I had problems at work, with the group e. ..-
- At least one phone call you could make it right? What will it cost? You have unplugged the phone to avoid me! - Old dick that wanted to give me the first place (some people live by the doctors, how sad) now shakes his grizzled head, but what the fuck you want?
- Kimmy please ... I want to forgive me e. ..-
- Miss - but because there is this fucking bastard? E 'was created to break my balls? I have nothing in principle against the faces of pustular ass but this guy is really on his balls now I
- Hey do not see that I am talking about and that the hourglass is not mine? Wait your turn and what the fuck! -
- But Steve! Do not be rude! - Do not be rude? But holy shit it is rude to the guy who cut me off and shit talking!
- seee ok, sorry ... eh? - The shit nods satisfied and turns to Kimmy, I'll caverei eyes from evil ferret
- If the doctor can still move delayed the appointment next Thursday is not so urgent! -
but if it is urgent because you insist on shattered balls?
- The Doctor arrives in time ...- smiles at her - said Steve? -
Oh deign to turn his attention!
- I said that I'm going to forgive me ... -
- How? - Asks curiously like a kid on Christmas morning
- I do not know ... I'm not good at these things but I swear I'll do whatever you ask me ...- I try to put myself completely in the good 'intentions and stared, never in my life I have been more pathetic!
- ... And would you do anything? - Is giving! I am a fucking legend!
- Of course ... - Look a little grease between starts clapping! Thanks to the dick, we are offering the film for free at this shit, the strongest emotion of his life was to be Sboro in the hands of a bitch!
- Take me to make a small nick in the park then! - Are you kidding?
not funny - I'm sorry? -
- There is a wonderful park nearby and when I started working at the studio for me has become an obsession! Take it alone would not make sense, people might think that I have some wheel out of place! - Could it? instead to see it with me directly call the police
- You and me in a park? See what people would think that I will is threatening to steal the bag or worse! -
- It 's true! - Confirmation that dickhead - This is not the lady! -
- But she questioned who the fuck? - I try to be cool but this shit makes my life miserable! I swear that if I speak again ...
- I'd really like Steve ... It 's a romantic thing ...-
are sunk into the worst of nightmares: romantic, park, pic-nick? Who the fuck thinks I'm the prince? - Anyway, your time is up ... My lunch break starts at one ... Hello! -
As if by magic it becomes invisible to his eyes ... And 'The doctor and the scab is delighted meddler, now I will visit and his life will be better ...
I'm going.
This girl is not for me ... Sure as the cock.
I went from myth to shit but I can never be like you want me ...
* Lorelai16/11/2005, 12:54
15 - THE LIGHT .... Kimmy
That anger, I still can not believe it! That ... That ... Microcephalus tattooed, you are allowed to come up here on my place of work to do as a funny guy if nothing ever happened ... That guy should not be normal mica! At least he came out with the phrase - you know I saw you on TV, you were beautiful in the commercial for cat food! - But no, nothing (someone who knows and has never seen that ad !)... I was not just us talking for days because I have avoided, but my mom always told me "You must know how to give people a second chance, and if you think it is people who can give him a third," but my mom is too good ... My prof. French in high school said something similar "to forgive the first, second and third to condone it beats" ... I already beat the first because after she prayed and begged him After talking and telling me I swear I'll do whatever you ask me is gone like hell! I'm still the same old stupid ...
If you do not want to do the picnic with me well! She did not understand the history of the park was just a way to test, I did not even stand it much green! I am allergic to pollen, I hate things that crawl and if a bee stings me is the end for me! Fail Steve, ritententare not because you will not be so lucky.
Luckily I have a nice tuna sandwich and a salad waiting to be discarded ... yum ... I got a hunger! After shooting the spot and have earned a pittance I found myself an agent ... An eccentric middle-aged woman who reminds me of the agent Joey from Friends! The first advice I gave is to lose a few pounds and now I'm always on a diet ... When will I become rich and famous actress as fat Kirstie Alley, Fat Actress happy that a better anorexic full!
- Not ready yet? - But what? Steve? OH MY GOD! - What's so funny? -
as that's so funny? It 's too hard to be ridiculous with that face, tattoos on his arms and the basket with a pink bow in his hand ...
- look like a lunatic, you know it? - Not that I'm smarter sandwich made with wholemeal bread and the diary marks in front but heat ...
- humiliation is part of the atonement ... we go? - This is the most beautiful thing I have ever done for me!
- Yeah .. My God, I thought it would come ... I'm dying with laughter, but that is trash? -
- Oooohhh, but you should never be anything good? You wanted to make a small nick, no? I went to a store and I asked a girl to make me a sandwich to take to the park, that bitch I laughed at him five minutes after I explained the situation and I also got the trash at the end ... -
- It 's odd that the best explanation I've ever heard ... But are you really sweet ...- ...- looks at me weird and not make that face you're sweet ...-
I approach him and kiss him ... It has very warm lips, as if he had a high fever
- Scotti ... It's not that you got the flu? - I say, putting his palm on his forehead ... He takes my hand in hers and caressing
- not the flu but the bitter humiliation! As I said before the humiliation ...- I kiss again ... - Wow, if only for a small nick these kisses me if I take you to make me full service restaurant? - Would you like to do the vulgar, but this time he fails, his eyes have a new light, more beautiful ... And 'the light that could illuminate an entire city but also one heart ...
I can not explain what is really what goes on between us but I hope it lasts forever ...
At the park, as if by magic, brings up a blanket and lie down over there, ready to continue our lunch with kisses ... I look furtive da una parte all'altra in cerca di bisce, api e fiori assassini
- Rilassati... Per essere un'amante dei parchi non mi sembri tanto a tuo agio... Non è che l'hai chiesto solo per mettermi alla prova? - sgamata :P
- Ho solo schifo degli insetti... E sono allergica al polline... E alle api... E odio sporcarmi di terra le scarpe e...-
- E sei caduta nella tua trappola! Ben ti stà! - ci stiamo scrutando... Siamo occhi negli occhi e le parole, tutte le parole sembrano non avere senso... La magia s'interrompe solo quando lui, colto da fame improvvisa tira fuori dal cestino delle meraviglie dei panini dall'aria invitante...
- Rucola e Tacchino! Sei un uomo pieno di sorprese... Cosa nascondi ancora dentro il cestino cappuccetto rosso? - gli chiedo facendo la vocina più stupida che abbia mai fatto...
- Vuoi davvero saperlo? - annuisco e lui mi sussurra qualcosa nell'orecchio
- Non capisco! - rido perchè mi sta baciando il collo e mi fa il solletico, vorrei che tutta la gente in questo parco sparisse, vorrei essere una di quelle ragazze sfacciate che non hanno paura di lasciarsi andare con il ragazzo che amano... Mio Dio... Il ragazzo che amo...
- Steve...-
- Che c'è? -
- Mi sei mancato davvero tanto in questi giorni... Io credo che...-
- Non dire niente Kimmy... Non roviniamolo questo momento... Un'ora passa in fretta... Abbiamo tanto tempo per parlare...-
Ha tutta l’aria di chi vorrebbe dire tante cose ed io vorrei davvero ascoltarle, I wish I could understand it, be part of his life ... That light in his eyes is gone, now there is only a shadow across his face ...
- I would really be important to you ...- I do not understand it myself to what I said ...
- The six ...- I know it's true ... Sit on this blanket, lawn quest'anonimo above, in a big city where you're nobody here we are ... Wrapped in something unknown with all our senses ...
- I'm too good about yourself, as I had never happen ... Yet you hardly know and we are so different ...- people watching us, for them it is just the guy with the shaved ice-blue eyes set in the thin face and the air just recommended to me is the only person that exists on earth
- Perhaps on the surface, but inside you know very well that we are equal ... - I once read a Greek legend: the man and woman are in principle be a single birth is divided by being forced to look for all my life ... When I was engaged to Cj I thought it was just a silly fairy tale, but now I realize that all my life I have done nothing but look for Steve ...
- It 's time ...- I say flew disconsolately watching the display of the phone - I have to go back to work! -
- When can I see you again? How about you come and get you after work? -
- You have nothing to do tonight? - I ask as I get out of plaid
- There's the Big Belly to look after the local
e. ..- - Oh no, I have to go to dinner tonight from Luna's father, she goes to pick cabbage ...- I'd completely forgotten
- It does not matter ... We can see each other tomorrow night ... -
- Promise me you will not disappear again ...-
- I promise ... In fact to make you understand what I'm willing to sacrifice myself I invite you to dinner ... eheheh! -
- Can you cook for me ...- I suggest you ... It 's wonderful when bleaching that way!
- I could ... But it is better to live a few year or so yet? -
- Maybe ... We will talk later ...- Steve
We kiss again and I'm going to study all perky!
My God! I feel like walking on clouds, are in seventh heaven!
The evening with Luna's father is stata come me l'ero aspettata: una noia mortale condita con olio extra vergine d'oliva! La fissazione di quell'uomo per il mangiar sano rasenta la follia, mai nulla di fritto o di troppo cotto ma nemmeno completamente crudo, niente insaccati e formaggi, nè bibite gasate, nè dolci, caffè... Niente di niente! Dovrei trasfermi con lui per fare una vera dieta...
Ma ora basta pensare, voglio solo mettermi a letto e riposarmi... Non ho detto nulla a Luna di Steve e del pic-nick, non mi andava di sentirle dire qualcosa di cattivo sul mio pranzo perfetto... Ma cosa c'è sotto la porta... Un bigliettino?
Vuoi vedere che Steve mi ha fatto un'altra sorpresa e... Oh mio Dio...
“Puttana” – Oh mio Dio! - Who was here? *
Lorelai23/11/2005, 10:34
16 - Look at me bitch? Anja
I hate that bitch, I behaved like a fool girl, I know, but you can not take away from Steve, she does not know anything about him ... He is ... he is mine, we are meant to be together. Fuck.
A bitch came out of nowhere, emerging from some kind of process instead of fucking believe that I can fuck ... I fuck me under a table this slut fucking essermela brainless and after the spell alive. And I do.
I will.
When I see it coming it seemed so ridiculous with his suitcase smashed Who would have thought that the petulant little bitch would have destroyed me la vita...?
Sto male... Sono io ad essere sfasciata, distrutta da lei e dal male che mi perseguita e mi corrode dentro, sento le ossa frantumarsi...
Ho bisogno di una mano... O forse ho solo bisogno di un buco... Devo farmi, sento di non riuscire a passare la giornata...
Non pensavo che sarebbe diventato (farmi) parte della mia vita. Non pensavo davvero, mi son detta fin dall'inizio - tanto io cazzo, smetto quando voglio - e lo stesso discorso l'ho fatto con Steve, solo sesso, senza sentimenti. Smetto quando voglio... Non è vero! Sono dipendente da due droghe... E' solo che io voglio sentirlo sempre con me, dentro di me, e non mi sento una puttana per questo. Non è migliore di me la piccola Kimmy, chissà da chi si faceva slamming the village, lying with her legs open in the back seat of a car while out people waited their turn! It is a bitch ...
A bitch that is taking me off my drugs ... Luckily I still have the heroine, she's the only friend I have ... honest You can give me happiness and can make me feel good about everything and everyone. There are entry of toxic by-case basis in the space, thanks to his friend of a friend, my so-called "friends" do not know, Selena does not know and does not know Steve ... Or maybe he knows and pretends not to see, he knows a lot about drugs! When I met was a rag, thin to do shit, I weigh 50 kg ... Now is the big fucking pimp, I do not know that his past as a toxic fucking è sempre dietro l'angolo, pronto a saltargli addosso alla prima occasione, al primo vero dolore... Chissà come la prenderebbe la storia della droga la povera Kimmy mi piacerebbe tanto saperlo, mi piacerebbe conficcarle le unghie in quelle sue guance di pesca e scarnificargli la faccia...
Non ce la faccio...
Mi devo preparare uno schizzo, ho tutto l'occorente: gli arnesi, la roba... Sembra di prima qualità... Ne aspiro un pò nella siringa, voglio spararmela in vena... Vorrei spararmela nel cuore...
Selena sta bussando alla porta della mia stanza... Non mi disturbate proprio ora... Chi ha scritto prendi il tuo orgasmo migliore, moltiplica la sensazione per mille e non ci sei nemmeno arrivato? Un genio cazzo... Un genio...
I hear it come straight to the punch ... Straight to the brain! Go up up up up up up up up ....
by God I'm fucking! I am a wonder! The more good stuff in the world and I'm the most beautiful in the world, the only girl in the world!
- We've put it to the door of time, eh? - I do not understand why I lose again this time with failed! So does her friend, but I bet we would not think twice about accoltellalmi behind that if I asked the barman Peter fag fuck.
- I had to get dressed right? - Look at me with inquisitive eyes, oh oh, but that fear is my best friend ... You look at me bitch? What do you discover?? From me you will not do anything while I have you all, I have thee, and do not know ... Do you remember that night when you were sick? When I told you all that this holy man of your uncle gave you? How old were you when you did it taste? I do not know how I held back the laughter! She was born to be a victim, you should thank me for the fact that thanks to me is living a life half-decent! I have found a home, I brought my friends and now has a lousy job as a hairdresser ... But I have not helped because I am a good person, I did it just because I'm sure one day I will be useful in one way and another ... Get to the local
Selena starts to make nice with Peter the barman. I certainly did not forget that the shit that bitch is a friend of ... One of his good friend ... Who knows if he was there in line for ingropparsela ... I lose a little laugh ... I had to be a writer, I have a vivid imagination ... But no, but no, it's all true ...
- So Peter ... How's life? - Ask question but he did not pretend to drink my kindness, I see, I keep his eyes for a moment make me uncomfortable ... But only a moment
- It's okay, thanks ... - But go to wash glasses, that smug son of puttanta! It is believed the God of the world just because he studied at the University ... Poor fool who has never lived ... I'll kill you study and then? Push you under a train and go. I enjoy it all me life, I live the great ... Work from time to time in the record store that my brother's stupid ... To be true are the times that fuck the collection of the day, but the poor bastard understands me, reminds me a little that my brother Peter. So me being the shit, but never on Starmie because it can fuck his girlfriend silly.
- Have you seen Steve? - I would add "crab" but I bite my tongue
- He 's gone to lunch with Kimberly ...- it also highlights ... He 's gone to lunch with Kimberly believes me dealt the final blow ...
- I can imagine ... I hope your friend has good gums ... You know, if there is one thing that your boss loves you oral sex ... - Became livid - I hope not dislocated jaw ...-
- Come Anja, stop ...- Hark, even the oppressed have a voice ... The launching a look that made you swallow your tongue and she lowers her eyes and looks a bit dear Peter, the champion of justice embraces solidarity ... It makes me sick ... Love is in the air! Shortly after arriving here
Steve, the only missing the white horse ... All my conviction that seems to invalidate the first miserably, or maybe it's just the effect heroism that begins to wane?
see him with those short hair makes me feel strange, it's so nice to look like a dream ... The dream of another. Deprives so I can not, he will come back to me after essersela buffing, always has been and should remain so ...
go toward him, throwing her arms around him, must understand Peter che nessuno può pisciare nel mio vaso...
- Ehi...- dico strusciandogli addosso ma lui si libera dal mio abbraccio davanti a tutti, umiliandomi...
La pagherà quella puttana, giuro che la pagherà...
- Senti Peter, sono spariti soldi dal registratore di cassa tu ne sai qualcosa? - sta chiedendo Steve, ha l'aria davvero incazzata
- No che non ne so nulla... - risponde stranito la mezza sega
- Ne sei proprio sicuro? Era l'incasso del fine settimana e...- sento puzza di bruciato...
- Mi stai dando del ladro? -
cazzo cazzo cazzo, bene un litigio... La piccola Selena sembra di ghiaccio! Ma certo, è stata lei a ripulire Steve e Zack, l'avrà fatto quando Peter è andato a pisciare... Poor bastard, fucking! Not a saint in pisciatina pacem eh? Some losers are born to be taken for a ride ... My friend can not talk, she used that money for rent and must have thought that the two SCAC not they would ever realize, and perhaps he would also put back in place ... I look at her, she knows that I know ...
- Peter I do not know shit, but my money is gone! Who the fuck should I take? - I know Steve ... But I can not ruin this moment sublime ...
- do not you fucking dare! I'm not a thief and you should know ... I do not need the money of shit! - Replies the bartender beating his fist on the counter!
- And then run away, you're fired! - Selena is going to speak but the words die in the gola...
Cazzo se ci sto bene!
*Lorelai6/12/2005, 12:30
17 – NON LASCIARMI SPROFONDARE...
Steve
Perfetto.
Perfetto un cazzo.
Ho pregato il ciccione maledetto di spruzzare un po’ di deodorante in camera sua e di pulire il cesso (visto che è il suo regno, il Re della merda) ma la faccia di cazzo è più di un'ora che si aggira per casa in mutande tenedomi il muso più brutto del mondo (peggio di quando tenta di fare l'occhiolino): ce l'ha con me perchè ho licenziato Peter senza parlare prima con lui! Ma cazzo che dovevo fare in quel momento? Quei soldi erano anche miei! Dentro di me sento che non può essere stato lui ma doveva vigilare cazzo, che lo to do if we can not prevent us fuck every fifteen minutes?
- Eh talk shit ... With that pout seems that thou hast smashed in the face of a cat's ass! - Let's see if I can take it with good ... - From Zack fuck, I do not want to make a fool of her ...-
- It 's your girlfriend? - Oh, finally deigns to speak to
- It 's more complicated than that ... - in the sense that I do not want her to be just a wad and best regards ... Or at least I do not know exactly what I want ...
- But what you see in her? Do you realize that you do not have anything in common? - And two ... Why to stay with a person must necessarily have something in common? For example, this manufacturer shit and sweat is my best friend yet (I hope) that he had nothing in common with him! Fucking kill me if I'd like him to think of it! It looks like a living horror movie: Freddy Kruger's dress to the seamstress, had better get in his face a mask as Jason, has a sense of humor of IT and the morning has the same hairstyle of Count Dracula!
- Yes I realize this but ...-
- seee seee ok, I'm not going to hear that you are "in love" ... What a pathetic asshole! - But in saying it is happy, has the same relaxed air that after smoking
- Hey Zack ... Sorry for the story of Peter and sorry for ... Shit, oh well ... -
- Hey but when you're nervous?? -
- I'm not nervous! -
- seee and I'm not fat! You're all dirty ingrifato bad! The have promised a special dinner and the girl you has stuck with the history of home-made dinner! Poor fool! Did you buy anything right? Do not want to poison the poor thing ... At least not before essertela ...-
- Do not tell ... And then the only thing toxic is your presence ... BUT WHAT I SEE ON THE SOFA! Zack fuck your socks there are mushrooms in an accident? -
- maybe you do ... the risotto - girandoso tells me from behind (fuck the sight of her ass is disgusting unclean) - I'm going to clean the toilet master! - I went to take
Kimmy at 8 o'clock.
fucking beautiful to be frightening, wearing a denim miniskirt and a tight t-shirt that does not make me come hard I had to think all the time that Zack fucks his girlfriend, with the unfortunate result of not understanding a fuck you for calling the film and Kimmy "Big Belly" twice. ..
- Are you nervous? - I asked all Carucci, he purred all the time and I am not even able to put an arm around my shoulder, I feel a fool of the 50 'in the drive. I just have to fuck me the line and are affixed to the side!
at 22:30 fucking movie is already finished, we're some little kiss and I could feel her tits in passing, even things that were so elementary in the 4th caste ...
- We arrived at my house ...-
- Yeah ...- I thank God every
I know, even Buddha: Zack is gone and the house appears miraculously in order, also sprayed the hell deodarante! Deserves an award ... and
- I can go to the bathroom a moment -
fucking god no!
- Hey Steve ... Can I? -
- Emmmhh yes, but of course! Go! Wait let me make my way ...-
swear I do not blaspheme for a month, I swear I will behave like shit but fuck we hope that everything is ok ...
I open the door as a sort of archaeologist of shit that tries to open the sarcophagus of a mummy of shit ...
- This is the bagnno ass ...- Oh thank you! I did not know that the tiles were bluish! - See there's toilet paper! - But I say fuck?
She bursts out laughing - but what an honor! And to think that I come from is still not legal! - I would kiss her cock now, levarle everything off and make love in this realm of cleaning would not be romantic but remember our first time to the process ...
You know, Mom and Dad are very popular on this cup of water
- EhhmmSteve excuse, I would like some privacy! - Avoidance
me with a sort of bow from the announcement that queer and the look in the living room, five minutes after the fall of my eye in the room ... I want to say something nice, something to ask her, but the only question that I can make is "You have done a better pisciatina (pisciatina say is more delicate) and so I'm quiet and do the usual figure of limp dick in a barrel of cleft wet!
- that order! Even my house is so neat ... - she breaks the ice
- eat? - I ask, nodding ...
- I'll help you to set the table? -
- No, no! I prepared everything before leaving and I have already put ...- What the fuck did I buy? What the fuck is in the oven?? And they say that getting the pipes will not damage your brain! - Things in the oven ... -
- In fact I feel a smell very inviting! -
We sit at the table and between one and another forkful of rigatoni with peas, meat and the sauce is done and I do not know what the hell we talked a little bit of Peter ... Damn, how I hate him! Save Private Peter!
- You know he never would steal
...- - I know ... Ma ..-
- Peter is like a brother to me, Steve ... - If you swear off your bra that sums it up, even the elect employee of the month and will put a picture of her in plain sight at the bar!
- I know ... - I was captivated the record ...-'ll talk if you want ...-
- It 's what I want ... - This fucking me Peter is packing the evening! Our dishes are now empty and the conversation is dwindling ... - You are very sweet Steve ...- I missed your sweet ... - And this dinner is delicious! Compliments to the chef! -
finally came time to do great!
- Thanks, I'm glad you
...- - Complimenti allo chef del ristorante all'angolo... Ho visto le scatole nel box doccia! Non sapevi dove nasconderle? -
giuro che lo ammazzo Zack, gli faccio trovare un sicario sotto il letto stanotte!
- Ah... Mi hai scoperto...-
si è alzata dalla sedia, cazzo vuoi vedere che prende e se ne va?
- Posso sedermi qui vicino a te? - lo dice quasi tremando, deve essere anche lei agitata quanto me anche se è molto più brava a mascherare il nervosismo, finalmente mi risveglio dal mio torpore e l'abbraccio, finalmente…Ha quegli occhi che penetrano il cuore, ti prego Kimmy non andare via, non lasciarmi sprofondare...
*Lorelai14/12/2005, 12:14
18 – KIMMY/STEVE
Kimmy
Ci stiamo baciando da più di venti minuti, sento le labbra bruciarmi ma va bene così... Non ho la solita vocina in testa che mi martella dicendomi "è ora di andare via", tra le sue braccia sto bene, tra le sue braccia mi sento protetta e davvero amata...
Vorrei andare oltre… Riuscire a lasciarmi andare del tutto, sarebbe fantastico sentire le sue mani sul mio corpo e poi poi fare l'amore con lui come non l'ho mai fatto... Ho avuto solo C.J., è stato l'unico e pensavo che sarebbe stato solo lui per sempre ed ora il pensiero di farlo con Steve mi agita e mi eccita allo stesso tempo, un nuovo corpo da accarezzare e da scoprire, e mostrarmi a lui come sono davvero... Sembra stupido tutto ciò., specialmente che una che come me vuole to be an actress but the nude, my naked scares me, makes me feel vulnerable and small ...
- what is it? - Asks me stroking his face as only he can, his eyes were never more clear
- I ... I like you very much and I wonder what ... My God, where this is leading our frequent ...? -
- if I answer in the bedroom I'll kick it? I can not know Kimmy, I swear I do not know ... but now you're here and I know you want what I want, because you get all this paranoia about what will happen tomorrow or in ten years? Now you're here with me, let go ... - I would, but I would really need certainty
... - Maybe it's better to go ...- but why can not I be myself? I'm afraid to lose by doing so but I need a sign
- Stay, I swear that I do not care to take you to bed, I just want to stay a little longer with you ...- as soon as finishes talking the lights go out! If this is not a sign!
- Steve ... I changed my mind ... V-I want to spend the night with you ...- as if by magic, the room is lit up again and I note that Steve's face is the most beautiful face I have ever seen, I feel I want so much to feel bad, it's like if my heart is swelling out of proportion ...
I was wrong not to miss' cause you say so and I do not regret their
are in stock now
I believe in what I want and maybe I hurt
but do not recognize myself in what should
I like to slip out from any calculation
will serve to bring me in line 'a miracle
Accomplices and the like to believe in fairy tales
With our dreams in the throat seems made for us tonight ...
THAT THERE NEVER LOOK BACK THERE LOOKING BACK NEVER
ferried from a fate sometimes dull and melancholy
In a clandestine trip between hallucinations and panic
maybe 'cause I know I have a diamond in his hands a soft shelter
for times less good
He pushes me on the couch I know it has already 'decided
And gasps between hell and heaven
Dissolves i capelli in boccole di nuvole
Il suo sapore e' miele e questa notte sembra fatta apposta per noi...
CHE NON CI GUARDEREMO INDIETRO MAI
NON CI GUARDEREMO INDIETRO MAI
Steve
Ho acceso la radio per alleviare la tensione.
preliminari.
Devo concentrarmi sui preliminari ma è meglio portarla di la non vorrei vedere arrivare lo scorreggione, non vorrei vederlo pisciare nel portaombrelli che non sapevo nemmeno di avere, non ho ombrelli. Non ho un cazzo di ombrello con cui riparare Kimmy dalla pioggia. Non ho davvero un cazzo da darle...
La porto per mano nella mia stanza e lei si stende sopra al letto e mi guarda con degli occhi da cerbiatto che vorrei poter baciare da quanto adoro...
I let myself slip over her and around her with my arms, slowly, gently, like a beautiful swan crystal that I never want to scratch ... Never.
promise I'll never hurt. I swear to you baby.
are only words I know well, but I never want to hurt you, ever ...
Gradually our barriers fall, fall to the ground clothes, and she lets go away the shame ... I feel her breasts hot under my fingers we'd die a thousand times on these little pink mountains ... From one good, cream scent, you know that are cool and warm at the same time ... I'm savoring the inch by inch and she moans and caresses me like a dream and I find myself floating with her, in her beautiful and tranquil sea. Are inside her, and not in her pussy but in her soul, her heart. We are something that had never been created before by any god, we are the essence of all that we can define love. There's no Steve, no longer my Kimberly. We are all that is beautiful and precious in the world and I only now realized that I can be near her best. Unlike
.
only with her ...
I wake up and beside me there is Kimmy, Kimberly Davis Kimberly Garrison ... but I jump on his head? Yet with my last name would be well ... his face says everything about her, but it is sweet and firm. Adorable while sleeping peacefully ... I would leave him alone in his dream that is giving a smile sulle labbra ma devo abbracciarla, è più forte di me.
Non lascerò mai che ti accada qualcosa di brutto. Non a te.
E' morta Steve. L'hai ammazzata. La mia bambina. Sporco drogato figlio di puttana. devi guardare, guardala. Dovevi starci tu in quella tomba. dovevi morire tu....
E lei si sveglia, è ancora nuda ed è troppo bella…
- A cosa pensi? - grazie amore mio. Il tuo sorriso ha cancellato mille brutti ricordi...
- A te... A quanto sei bella...-
- Non ti credo... Dai a cosa pensavi davvero? -
- Ma te l'ho detto... E' stata una notte fantastica...-
sembra credermi. Deve credermi è tutto vero!
Non mi va di alzarmi e lei sembra della mia stessa opinione
- And then many things are better left unsaid ...- looks down, I hope it does not hurt, I know I would feel part of my life and when I asked my family can not refuse
- ... There is talk of years, or rather we do not have a civil conversation when he decided to quit school, my father is a respectable member of society "is a plastic surgeon and president of a thousand charities and my mother a decorator ... But only fucking knows if he ever worked evramente in his life ... And then I have a sister, but I prefer not to speak more ...- I did not speak so much of my family for centuries ...
- Ok ... There is little to say of my ... -
- Listen, how about talking about us? If you do not have commitments tonight I want to take you to a concert where the Under Skin sing too ... That is, are the shoulder shit, but ... I would like you to come, and I want really ...-
- Of course I'll come but I can ... I stand behind the "scenes" with you? You know, but have not been to a concert e. ..-
NOT 'NEVER BEEN TO A CONCERT!
- Never Been? But do not believe it! -
- It 's true ... All this confusion, people sudadiccia, and those who smoke crap! And only God knows what they do ... -
hates drug addicts, beautiful, good start ... just Steve, also tell her about your past junkie!
- I swear that I will protect you if you come at the cost of my own life! - And we joke about she does the fake offense but then hugs me and kisses me
- I will not go away ...-
- do not do ... - I feel a strength inside me that pushes me to kiss him the chin, is so small and cute ... I can not do unless caress her cheeks, I know I take you for a fool but I can not stop touching and kissing every inch of her face, she laughs and I have to embrace stronger ... - I do not want you to go ... -
- I do not go ... - Zack is back and I hope it does, so soon ... our day together, I would say that I have rid a heavy heart but I can not. Not now, not today ... *
Lorelai28/12/2005, 11:56
19 - Did you know? Kimmy
Once, long ago, I read that all life is a test and that until the end of our days we will be challenged by small and large challenges of life. Here, my God, a test to be met will tell Luna that Steve and I are together ... Already
together! It 'happened all of a sudden, we were still in bed and he was caressing her arms, I suddenly took a fulminant paranoia and I asked what am I to him - my girlfriend and said ...- then we fell asleep hugging ... It is not romantic?
- Kiiiimmy ... - Luna me back down to earth, as always - but where are you these days, eh? I missed you! - Says, slamming the porta del mio appartamento
- Luna...- Dio dammi la forza
- Pensa che stavo per chiamare la polizia! Devi raccontarmi tutto! Oh sei uscita con George, vero?! - ma come si spegne?
- Luna... -
- Ah senti, ho conosciuto uno che...- ora basta!
- LUNA! MI SONO MESSA CON STEVE! ERO CHIUSA IN CASA SUA A FARE SESSO! -
Mio Dio, in tutta la mia vita non ho mai visto una faccia così inorridita. Ho paura che stia per andare in corto! Mi sembra di vivere in uno di quei film americani quando il protagonista viene colto da crisi di panico e gli porgono un sacchetto per respirare! - Luna... Ti prego non morire! - cerco di scherzarci su ma lei è ancora di pietra
- Kimberly... Cosa... Cosa puoi saperne tu dei ragazzi as Steve? Indeed, what do you know him? Who is it? Where you from? Do you have any infectious disease? -
- Does it seem to be exaggerating? It 's just a guy who has had some problems in the past, is a guy who loves me as I am e. ..-
- What do you know who loves you? - Asks me eyes wide, like an old aunt who is surprised in watching grandson degenerate while you are smoking a joint!
- Some things you understand ... -
- I got information about him ...- my God, Oh my God, and Jesus
- WHAT HAVE YOU DONE?! - If I had fangs them to him
plants in the stomach - to wake me a little bit better! -
- Luna ... - I try to stay calm, I have to stay calm ... - I would love to prey to slap ... And now you go out of my house! -
- Kimmy fuck, I do it for your own good! Your Steve has never been a gentleman ...- my hand move as part of a dark power and goes to crash on his cheek ... My God! I slapped my best friend ... Her eyes filled with tears ...
- S-sorry ... I ... I ...- she held her cheek with one hand in a gesture that has the theatrical ... I hit in the face my best friend ...
Knowing now I have two options: 1
- to see her walk out the door never to return
2 - wait at least two slaps
- No excuse ...- you see that you do not know really - I have to learn to get me on my own ...-
- Luna is mortified ...-
she smiles so strange ... What makes me feel even worse! Fortunately I am saved by the bell: Peter is
- Hello girls ... I interrupted something? - Poor darling even if he looks worried when he sees the moon's eyes light up ... I also wonder if I see that light when Steve ...
- No. .. Sit ...- he takes his seat near the Moon that appears in trans
- sorry girls it's just that ... Shit, I can not find a decent job and I do not know how! - Luna regained consciousness and that glimpse of madness in his eyes malignant
- Why did you do that shitty job that was decent? - I know that would mean something bad even on the "employer" but still burn my five
fingers in his face - Maybe it was decent but at least I could keep my ...- Peter is too sad and it makes me sick
- Peter ... I talked with Steve and I think ...-
- No Kimmy, I will not ask for favors to anyone e. .. -
Sound ... E 'own Steve!
- ...- Hey I'm in a bit embarrassed ... Moon, Peter, Steve ... My God - Come ... There are my friends ...-
he winces in pain when he realizes that the definition of "friends" includes
Luna - Hello everyone said ...- without getting even a nod of their heads - can I talk to Peter? -
- What you are saying you can do it in front of them he says ...- Dry ... No other argument can not stand!
- Ok ...- Steve says calmly - I apologize to you, I was nervous and angry ... I'm sorry and I want you to come work for me and Zack -
They shake hands and Moon is about to vomit on my carpet!
- I'm going to find out who was to get me in trouble ...- Pet announces how to seal a pact between him and Steve ...
Moon from my couch is not even taken down and Peter ... But Steve and I must get out!
- So beautiful you ready? - Asks me, embracing me
- Yeah ..-
- Where are you going? - My friend is strangely interested in! Perhaps he is afraid that Steve takes me to fly?
- We play in a club tonight ...- he replied wearily
- Maybe we go home! - Peter makes a proposal! I think Steve is planning di licenziarlo per la seconda volta!
- M-magari... Perchè no... - risponde riluttante (come se gli stessero chiedendo un rene)...
La serata è andata benissimo e credo che Luna si sia anche un pò divertita, non abbiamo più parlato della mia stupida e isterica reazione per fortuna, ma mi sento tremendamente in colpa...
La serata non va più alla grande: Anja si venuta a sedere con noi... Ha l'aria strana, gli occhi liquidi e credo che sia totalmente fumata!
- Allora Kimberly... Ti siamo piaciuti? - mi chiede abbracciandomi in modo fasullo, mi fa star male il contatto fisico con lei... Mi libero dal suo abbraccio prima di rispondere
- Si siete molto bravi...-
- Ma Steve è il più bravo di tutti...- he stops
- Kimmy going? - Without even answer I get ready to leave but did not finish Anja
- Sure lovebirds spent a good night, especially now that swept quietly Steve was tested and found HIV negative! What luck, eh? Years of drug abuse and unprotected sex and there he is handsome and fit as a fiddle! You know the real Kim? Did you know? - Suddenly
haul falls silent and the last thing I see are the bad eyes, the same, Anja and Moon as two headlights aimed at me ... *
Lorelai4/1/2006,
11:08 20 - TI AMO
steve
Kimmy's face is drawn like an old shit that you Upon your face-lift is made of shit.
But Kimmy is not an old woman.
Shit ... We all look at me and she looks
- Take me away - as mumbles after a night of drunken revelry
I go on ...
Street with her ...
The hands tremble with rage and frustration and the worst thing is that the bitch will stand by her friend at this time as enjoying a sow in heat and she'll be laughing, enjoying the magical moment when his voice will tell snob nose: - I told you baby! -... And Anja?
And already, the slut sucker, drugged right into the asshole ache she'll be enjoying his beautiful shot ... At least I have brought two women together!
- Kimberly ...- try di raddorcirla, di abbracciarla ma lei mi sfugge
- Perchè? - mi chiede fermandosi di colpo - perchè mi hai tenuto nascosto che tu... Mio Dio, Steve! Perchè? - ha gli occhi pieni di lacrime, cazzo mi taglierei via una gamba pur di non vederla piangere
- Avevo paura di perderti... Non volevo spaventarti o...-
- No Steve... Mio Dio no! Non è così che ho intenzione di stare con te... Ti rendi conto di quello che mi hai tenuto nascosto? Eri... Tu eri un tos-si-co...- lo scandisce prendendo le distanze da quella brutta e perfida parola... Povera piccola mia
- Ho passato dei momenti orribili...-
non è niente in confronto a quello che hai fatto passare a me... Lurido drogato figlio di puttana... Lei è morta, AND 'DEAD! This can not tell her, she ran away and you will die because you love her ... You love her ...- ...- But I love you just a big secret, painful and impossible to tell ...
You were stoned, you piece of shit ... You should die you die that day and not leave her ... Have you killed, you've torn the life was just a girl ... You deserve to die murderess ...
- You love me? - I'm afraid that everything is finally ... When I said I love her? I look around ... Who said that? - I had no idea that you ... -
but I love her ... I love her eyes and what's behind ... She is my salvation ...
- I love you ... Forgive me please ... I did not know how to tell you ... I just met you I could never talk to you about ... And I did not want to miss ...- I can not lose my love, do not you!
- Everything you've been through, they must have been horrible day! could I tell you, I would have understood
...- - I know ... But I do not like much about me ... I mean I do not like to boast of my victory! What was I supposed to say? "I came out unscathed from the darkness of drug addiction has been difficult but I'm still alive" - \u200b\u200bI do with the item to be delayed - if I told you a thing you'd run away like hell! -
she bursts out laughing I put my arms around his neck - ...-
say it again - I came ind ....-
- not this stupid ... Tell me again I love you ...-
- I love you Kimberly Davis ... I will always love you so we kiss ...- con un bacio degno di un film strappalacrime dove si parla si parla ma alla fine non si scopa mai... Ma non importa... Non importa..
- Ti amo anch'io Steven Garrisson... Ora portami a casa tua e sbattimi sul letto! - scherza lei, ma solo a sentirle uscire quelle parole di bocca sento il risveglio del guerriero nei bassi fondi (non ce la faccio a fare il romantico!)...
Arriviamo a casa mia...
Mi vergogno un pò perchè è tutto come l'abbiamo lasciato, non ho rifatto il letto nè cambiato le lenzuola ma non importa nemmeno questo, perchè lei è già nuda davanti a me e tutto quello che mi serve e stringere il suo corpo caldo e profumato tra le mie braccia... Non ho mai desiderato tanto una ragazza in tutta la mia vita... Surely you will not be perfect but for me is irresistible ... All I do is think of her legs and how it will support the head in half and lick, suck, kiss up to make her pass out ... His shoulders are narrow and perfect skin and so smooth that I could massage it until it wears out, until you get to touch the bones ... She is mine and I do not want to lose ... It makes me crazy what he does and how he does, his hands on my cock tense and hard lead me to heaven ...- I can not wait ...- I want now, my.
I lie down and she is bristling over with her breasts and pink nipples that seem to be about to burst ... It moves to the beat of my heart, tum-tum tum-tum tum-tum me ... I feel it to merge with Even the feeling ... With two fingers digging into his hair bristling up to the clitoris, now I feel hot and sticky ... I'm going to come ... I pull over at me as if I could get you in the soul, and she moans and then collapsed on my chest ...
And I love you, I love you I love you, te amo, te amo, te amo, te amo, te amo, te amo, te amo, te amo, te amo, te amo, te amo, te amo, te amo I love you, love you ...
Sleep Will not Come to this tired body now peace will not
as to this lonely heart there are
Some Things
I'll live without But I want you to know That I need you right now
I need you tonite I steal
a kiss from her sleeping shadow moves
Because I'll always miss her wherever she goes
and I'll always need her
more than she could ever need me
I need someone to ease my mind
but sometimes a someone is so hard to find
and I'll do anything to keep her here tonite
and I'll say anything to make her feel alright
and I'll be anything to keep her here tonite
because I want you to stay, with me
I need you tonite
she comes to me like an angel out of time
as I play the part of a saint on my knees
there are some things I'll live without
but I want you to know that I need you right now
suffer my desire
suffer my desire
suffer my desire for you *
- Buongiorno dormiglione...- Eccola con una tazzina di caffè che non sapevo to possess (is the cup that the coffee) wearing my T-shirt and unkempt hair
- Hey ... You have to be careful how revolutions dressed for home ... That mass of fat is not reliable! - A little joke
- Zack is sleeping ... And it's not so fat as you say! - Seee ok, and I've got two feet! Takes off his shirt. Those tits ... Those breasts ...
- Are you ready for the third round? - Mmmmhhh but because you are putting your bra?
- Actually it would be the fourth ... But I have to go ... I have to go back home ...-
- Oh no please ... mica working today! - Kisses me on the lips before going in search of slip between the sheets
- No, but I have to do a lot of things to ...- panties 10 hours, now stole it away so he can not go
- Stay with me, just an hour ...-
- No, no ... Hey! I've seen you know! Ridammele! Steeeeve I hurt! -
idea - You the reissue the command to a single condition ...-
- The one thing I do not do e. ..-
- scemina But no ... To show my love for you I decided to tattoo your name on the back
- But stop! If you want to prove your love take me to make a trip to the country
...- - I'm allergic to everything ... A marketing years ... Come on ... Could you make one too ... small small ...-
do not know how but I managed to convince her!
Only that once you start to let me tattoo her name she starts sclera:
- but does it hurt? - Whines
- ah .. no ... a little ... Nuisance ...-
- Let's go, please by ...- Gurd around ... This place is not just for her ...
- But Kim, the ... Little miss-ah ... little! -
- The stop hurting my boy! We go! Steve clothed! - I'm dying of laughter and serious and as the face of my friend Ted jailbird knows how to do tattoos but as an artist!
- But I'm not done! - Protest - I had to malappena K and hints of I. ..- but she glares at him
- We go! - Beats like he was talking to a simpleton ...
This is my girl ...
What a fine mess I got kicked out!
* In the arms of sleep - Smashing Pumpkins (Dedicated a. ..)
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