Brown Sugar Substitute In Brownies

1 - SUN ROAD 17

*Nota by Lore:Vorrei fare una piccola precisazione, i capitoli sono raccontati dai protagonisti e a volte dai loro amici, per capire chi sta parlando basta guardare sotto il titolo...



Kimmy

Mio Dio! Questa valigia pesa da morire e in questa stupida, stupidissima, città non c’è un taxi! New Shine … Strade sporche e rumore assordante: mi abituerò mai a tutto questo? - TAXIIIIIII - Scream out loud but not bad damn it stops! What should I do? Have a flutter on the 50 euro ticket for having a moment of attention?? Luckily the apartment is not too far away (or so I believe), certainly if it were not for this damned case I would have arrived ... My God, do not take it anymore ... - TAXI! HEY TAXI! - But fuck that ... we do not want me there at home for free! Sun Road 17, 5th floor, inside 2 will be my new home! The map I drew the moon, is clear enough, but had not said that these evil - TAXIIIIII ... - ... but hating the strangers who yell to do now? I dare not even imagine that was painful I am, I feel the dirt of the train in my hair ... All because of my ridiculous fear of flying, of course I could find a taxi to the airport rather than stay here to scream and trudged through the streets of this town ... absurd I already miss my parents, is the first time I parted from them, but I decided once and for all tagliareuna the umbilical cord because I felt that my little town began to close permanently Starmie ... Even though I'm not alone here in NS: There Luna Peter my friend and also my best friend who is tasferito here to study medicine ... Maybe if things with CJ (my ex) had not gone bad at this, I'd be a Longweeks take care of so many junior ... Drummon

Kimmy ENOUGH! I must be strong, every time I think of him I will close my stomach and I get tears in my eyes ... Better to concentrate on the map which actually is not very clear ... My God! When Luna told me that he could not come to the station to get me a shot soon! Besides poor mica could know that his "head" would have stuck with a course on new color techniques mean ... What the hell next?? Luna is an illustrator. It 'very good, once showed me a picture and I swear that I had never seen her so beautiful!
I need help ... .- ... Excuse me - I call the signore dall’aria distinta che mi è passato accanto…- Sto cercando Sun Road, vado bene di qua? –Lui mi squadra dalla testa ai piedi e mi fa stare male…
- Tesoro, cosa mi dai in cambio se ti rispondo? – sgrano gli occhi e faccio dietro front, qui sono tutti pazzi, una città di pervertiti e tassisti crudeli… AIUTO!!!
Ma perchè sono così imbranata???
Perchè non ho chiesto a Peter di venirmi a prendere???
Proprio quando sto per mettermi a piangere qualcosa colpisce le mie orecchi...Mio Dio…Che bella musica…Da dove verrà? Mi guardo intorno e capisco che quelle note provengono da un garage con la saracinesca verde abbassata a metà…” Il tuo male è stato anche il mio, la tua confusione ti ha dato modo di capire che sbagliando strada hai trovato quella giusta per te… “ ma dove l’avrò già sentita? Certo che la musica mi da un senso di sollievo, è come se anche la valigia fosse più leggera… MA E’ PIU’ LEGGERA ! NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO….Tutti i miei vestiti…. Ma come hanno fatto a saltare fuori??? Oh certo la cerniera è esplosa! Una valigia da 300 carte! Che vergogna… Eppure nessuno sembra farci caso… Questo è il bello della città, puoi far svolazzare fuori da una borsa 50 paia di mutandine che a nessuno importa nulla ma non puoi chiedere una semplice informazione that immediately catches the freak place! Or at least, I believe that no one seems to notice because the music from the garage and no longer feels strange looking up I see 5 guys that I enjoy watching: a blonde girl from the face unpleasant, from a fat guy 'sweaty air, a young girl as a thin asparagus, another that I can not even explain how so much so strange and a fifth from the air arrogant guy that comes close to me ...
- these are yours? - Tells me show you my pink lace panties all ribbons and giving a wink ... But that has eyes this guy? It makes me feel my God, never seen a blue so clear! I do not start crying because are humble enough whining for today and put in front of the Addams Family seems somewhat unseemly
- Sure you can ... - answer with his head down still in my purse
- Carine ... - he tells me with that face those who try to imagine only the ones on ... the garage is coming for another nice stab myself, the blonde chick is not happy with the humiliating discovery of underwear on my head wants to kick his hand to make me feel even worse ...
- why do not you ask Steve if he has a couple for Zack? Maybe black silk ... .- I know that Zack is the type fat because if all the laughs ... But luckily Steve does not seem to make fun of me ...
- Want a hand? - Calls for cold eyes
- Need a taxi? - I said one face of broccoli, stopping next to me! What timing, congratulations ... Just in time for an explosion ...
- IF I NEED A TAXI? Sure, maybe when we find out how to turn back time I'll call you and your goddamn taxi cabbage! -
- Fuck stupid fool! - Replies the taxi driver stunned
- And I will send you a taxi?? - I ask but can not hear me because it's already gone ... - ... I hate this city - I tell myself disconsolate and gather the latest stuff from the ground
- Not so bad ... I am Steve ... - is He has giving me a hand
- Kimmy ... you tell me where the case for both Sun Road? Maybe without me indecent proposals? -
- There are already ... - shows a nice big table where it says are in Sun Road ... .- You need more? What do you mean by "indecent"? -
- Forget ... You have an idea for the event to bring this case home ... Maybe tape to close it, no matter what, even the string ... or a new suitcase or a helicopter to bring me directly on the roof of my building ... See you ... -
- What number are you going? -
- At 17 ... Maybe waiting for a taxi! -He did not answer me and take my suitcase in her arms ...
- What do you do? 'Can you? Ask-after realizing its a great idea! Wants to take the suitcase back home! What a wonderful thing! But that bad hair ... I do not like guys with long hair too ...
- I'll help you, so at least no risk of spreading your assets around the city ... -
do not respond in time to dislike the girl reaches us- Steve, where are you going? - Calls on gravely, not even the same port on the gallows ... It will be his girlfriend
- I'll be back Anja, meanwhile tune your guitar ... who needs it - I do not think his girlfriend, he is too cold ... She looks at me cold from behind his glasses lenti viola e se ne va a quel paese!
- IL BOY SCOUT DEVE FARE LA SUA BUONA AZIONE QUOTIDIANA…- urla ai suoi amici facendo la vocina da bambina deficiente…
- E’ la prima volta che vieni a New Shine? – mi chiede con la voce affaticata…
- Si… La mia amica mi ha trovato un lavoro e quest’appartamento… Si è la prima volta… Mio Dio ma vuoi una mano? –
- Ehi Dio… Vabbè che sono forte ma questo è troppo… E non hai paura che la tua amica ti abbia mandato in una catapecchia? –
- Non credo.. Suo padre è il proprietario della palazzina, è anche l’architetto che l’ ha progettata quindi non credo che…- lui I look so strange ... And if he were a maniac? But because I went to the first comer trust? And whether you know where I live decided to rob me or kidnap me?
- I understand ... But why look at me like that?? I'm not a maniac, just nice! - But what I read my mind?
- I-I ... - He laughs heartily
- And what about you? -
- I what? But you want this hand? -
- No, do not worry .. No I say, what do you do? -
- I, I am here to work ... study ... and acting as a child -
- And then the big city can help you realize your dream! You've already contacted an agency? Or the mother of your friend you has already found a place in her favorite soap opera? -
- but my God how much you dislike! - I say giving him a pat on the shoulder as if it were the nice boyfriend and I the poor fool who sfotte - Unfortunately, my friend's mother died six years ago and I have no agent or anything, I'll keep working as a secretary ... - I'll refrain from saying that the secretary for a friend of Luna's father ... he realized he had made a gaffe beautiful ... 's the classic type that Luna would hate at first sight but instead changes the subject to apologize
- A hand me ... You would get in the pocket and light a cigarette? -
- In ... in which pocket? - God please do not be the one behind ...
- In the back, the package is also lighter ...-It 's been so nice that I can not say no ... approaches his hand to his jeans pocket .. cabbage in a sense I am going to touch your butt to a perfect stranger!
light it up ... I'm not a smoker but sometimes a shot in the company I love it - There it is ... - I say awkwardly stuck the cigarette in his mouth but at the time he puts down the suitcase and told me my
- We have arrived! "But when we arrived because he has made search in jeans? Oh but of course we are New Shine ... And if the cigarette was drugs??
- There is no grass in the cigarette ... -
?????
- but what?? -
- What viziosetta, not even there and I know you have palpated my ass ... - I do not answer to his challenge, after a comparison of Palpatine what good work you have done??
- I do not know how to thank you for allowing me to touch you ... and for the suitcase! I do not know ... how can I repay - he smiles mischievously, but I pretend not to understand ...
- Do not worry ... So I go ... - We're going to greet us at the moment but it intrudes upon an elderly gentleman who has noted here before ...
- She's Miss Davis? - I said smiling - It's me ... - I say happy, someone who knows me, someone che sa qualcosa di Kimberly Davis…- Mi dica pure! – dico ammiccante col mio miglior sorriso…
- L’ascensore è rotto e mio figlio non c’è per aiutarla con bagaglio, sa io sono anziano e la schiena non mi permette di…-
- Ok, ho capito! – dice esasperato Steve…- A che piano dobbiamo salire? –Questo ragazzo è davvero fatto strano.Ha un’aria antipatica e strafottente ma ha certi slanci di generosità che ti fanno venire voglia di prepararli la cena per 7 anni di fila…- Vuoi anche che ti lavi i panni ora? – mi chiede lasciando cadere la mia valigia sul pianerottolo
- La cosa non mi dispiacerebbe… Magari domani, eh? –
- Mi can offer a glass of water? -
- I have nothing ... I have to go to the grocery store ... but if you wait a while and you go to the shop below ... -
- by No do not worry ... and then I go back in "rehearsal" ... - I am so sorry greet him, I do not think it'll never see ...
- Ok, thank you ... then again, he makes a gesture of greeting with his hand and back down ...

is all so empty around here, but my ... This is my home, and are in my new town ... I do not know what will happen tomorrow but I am convinced that this place in one way or another be able to give me so many emotions ...

Upgrading Baystat 239

2 - seriously affect the health

Steve

I do not know what the fuck was in my head when I helped to bring that crazy its two tons of stuff for the entire Sun Road, is not even my type, too prissy, Carucci and first class ... A those girls bitches that after two years of engagement we have destroyed even that remaining half neuron, the kind that force you to go with them to church at Christmas and doing the "mesiversario" and the like vomiting ... the worse these good witches girls who come from remote villages, as sure as the shit that comes from some or merdacity urinatown! I do not remember his name, to tell the truth even if I do not remember 'I asked name .. Bo, I do not care much never see her again!
- Here I am! - I greet the losers waiting for their God, I'm excited as fuck now is as if these jeans had a magnun charge!
- The return of the hero ... - Anja snorts all gall
- What's the matter blonde are you jealous? - The ball of lard sfotte Zackary, his smell of sweat has haunted him throughout the garage but do not give a bat is so happy and Zacky ...
fuck all - not even fat ... you say - I love when they fight
- Yet the other night you liked covered on this slice of meat ... -
- seee in your dreams! To find something useful in you must first love a sausage-like ... He simply raises his middle finger and show him smiling, well, well, the little asp of Anja is a prick when he wants ... He manages to keep his head forever, just the opposite of her friend Selena, that apart from the name by a real Trojan and a porcelain doll
- Steve draws your big dog, not the 'you brought up properly ... - she looks at me as un'assatanata ... I know what you want from me, the' had already but I have a great desire give it to him ... Shit, I'm not a fag like that of mica became Spley? But how can you call this guy really?? He attended the garage for a year and he did not know pretty much a dick, not even what color his eyes or if they did ... I just know that it is as bad ass and that is impossible to describe ...
- all'Artic Tomorrow night we play? - Poor in Selena tries every way to calm the waters ...
- the answer is pretty ..- printing a kiss on the forehead. Shit makes me almost afraid to touch it so much so thin, would seem to break at any moment ... - Are you excited? - She's all red, it is the emotion? My neighborhood? The suffocating stench of ascellone Zack? No ... I think it's the look of murderess Anja ... I do a little talk with this girl ...
blessed - I-I ... no ... It was just to say ... - babbling away from me ... Spley mumbles something and two seconds later he rushes to the toilet to pee, ah here I found one thing that distinguishes it: piss all the time, I have to find out if there is some piss to enroll in the league, he has more water in the bladder that God in reserves pre-diluvio.Dio.
- If today we finished I'd go home and take a shower ... - I feel the turds as I tie my hair in a queue, then a messenger to me disheveled ...
- The tourists made you sweat? - Making me tells me Zacky winked ugliest in the world, can not do it for nothing, twisted around the lower lip and close the other eye, it's a nervous tic that more ...
- No, but you know the mie parti ci si lava almeno una volta al giorno… E’ un’usanza che dovresti provare, puoi iniziare a piccole dosi e poi aumentare…-
- Grazie del consiglio amico… Dai andiamo a casa che qui ci pensano le signore a chiudere…-
- Io non sono la serva di nessuno hai capito lardoso? – si lamenta Anja
- E chi cazzo ti ha nominata? Io intendevo la secca e quell’essere…- dice Zack lanciando la chiave a Spley che sorride mostrandoci un apparecchio ai denti verde acido… ma chi è che si va a mettere un apparecchio verde ai denti? Solo una testa di cazzo!

Io e Zack abbiamo sempre diviso ogni cosa:L’appartamento, alcune ragazze, le bollette, la gestione di a room somewhere for a few months a year and a fine device called "Voicemail" ... There are 6 MESSAGES
"Zacky dear passes to get into the store at 9 ... Got love? At 9 "Petra, Zack's girlfriend, a kind of cabinet 2 meters high with three large breasts so big that you get used to it ... I remember when I met her I could not remember his face as if it was because I had set to look at her tits to determine the weight ... But I was also out for other reasons, that night ... Yes ... "Zacky you understand true, at 9? Do not be late, ok love ... At 9 "Zacky not occur before 10 and you lo sai… Passiamo al prossimo“ Dovete smetterla brutti figli di puttana a fare bordello alle 4 del mattino, in questo palazzo c’è gente che lavora sul serio e vuole dormire” Questo stronzo di Blackie ora le prende- CI HA CHIAMATI BRUTTI FIGLI DI PUTTANA! – urlo a Zack che è chiuso nel cesso…- Ehi stronzo tira lo sciacquone, che 'sto gas nuove gravemente alla salute…- Zack s’inebria con la puzza della sua merda… E’ così strafatto di gas intestinali che non si degna nemmeno di rispondere… Chissà in quale merdoso trip si è perso a furia di sniffare cacca?“Zacky amore, ma dove sei?” Mio Dio questa Petra…Mio D.…Quella sciroccata di oggi l’avrà said at least 16 times ... How the hell was it called? Mindy? "Steven, I am the mother ... Call me ..." no ... How long have you not heard his voice, you know that I can not call you mother ... You know too well because I can not ... Damn stupid voice, what the hell do we do and I The Human Stain of this fucking bullshit? The last message and Anja who reminds me to tell Zack to do it in the ass ... When the curtain finally Mister tappacessi lever (and ventilate the room after half an hour) I can go to get a good shower ... We manage this species cocktail bar, open from 9 am until the last recidivist drunk does not collapse with the head on the table ... It 's a place without many pretensions, attended only by the faces of shit from some of the neighborhood and the university in search of a place where shit drown his fears for the future .. And to think that a few years ago I too ... Oh well, better wash now .. I feel the smell of Zack enter my skin like a disease ... I tie my hair and put on a pair of clean jeans and a striped shirt above that gives me the air of a young entrepreneur (ok, not exactly look like a loser with a clean shirt ). Looking in the mirror I can not see the beauty that speaks to me as Anja ... The other night while I fuck her in the toilet you were telling me things like "I can not stop staring at your lips," to which I came the paranoia of having the lips fennel ... The Stasta are fleshy like those of my mother ... Should I call her my mother, only to say that I'm okay, now I let the ghosts sleep ... I should but I can not start a fight with her and him .... The air is starting to heat up, summer starts in a few days and just the thought makes me throw up ... This summer I make 28 years ... But I do not I'm not even 18. Fuck.

Peter, the new bartender, is preparing two martinis for the only two customers, but are still 10 and people here do not arrive before midnight ... I have two girls, one that is in front of me looks snob and disgustedly could stay at home 'is bitch instead of coming to grimace in my room! The other do not see it, known only to clear off a lot of hair on his shoulders ...
- Evening slack, eh? - I ask Pet - thank goodness there are those two to cheer us up ... How? - I see a little 'strung ...
- S-are two of my friends ... old friends ... - fuck fag mica I do not want to send her to fly!
- So you want to say that on the house? -
- My treat ... - here we cat ... hatching - Which would you take to bed? -
- What do you mean ... They are like two surprise ... Oh ok, the devil, I like Luna ... The one with red hair, but that is a partita persa dall’inizio… - la faccia di cazzo? Questo Peter deve avere qualche rotella fuori posto...
- Ma dai Peter, sei un bel ragazzo, forse un po’ goffo ma scommetto che quando ti ci metti… E poi anche se non va puoi provarci con l’altra… O che così cesso da non poterla guardare? -
- Kimmy? No Kimmy è davvero come una sorella… Pensa che poverina è appena arrivata in città è…-Kimmy? Cosa mi ricorda questo nome? Cazzo come la tipa di stamattina... Sarà una coincidenza oppure….? Peter continua a parlare e parlare mentre io mi avvicino al tavolo dove queste due ragazze stanno ridendo come due matte…
- Scusate ma…- non so nemmeno io what to say ... I do not know what came over me but the curiosity of the case makes me dumber than usual ... Everything is unfolding in slow motion, the red glares me why I stopped and slowly turned to her friend about me ... beginning with eyes wide (maybe think of some other maniac) but then his mouth opens into a bright smile and I must admit it is the truest and most beautiful smile I've ever seen ...
- But hello! - I scream her while the other looks at me questioningly ... - Moon, he is the kind of guy was telling you about! Your name is Steve right? -
- Yes ... ... Kimmy -
- Kimberly's friend points out ..- how to keep me away from her little Kimmy ... But what I hate is bitch? It 's so hard that it seems we have a pole shoved up your ass!
- Can I buy you a drink? - I asked her ... - ... to repay - I can suggest us a better way to repay? You do not have to do is levarti panties e. .. then came to the table ...
Pet - I do not think there is a need Kimmy, he is the head ... here - watching the moon smiles that does not return at all
- What a coincidence ... - she does ... I did not realize it was so beautiful and has her hair loose over her shoulders and wearing a black shirt that makes it simple but sexy and scopabile, has a mouth and eyes that seem designed sweet ... sweet? What the fuck am I saying? It 's true I'm getting a fag ... However I am convinced that will be under something like pink silk skirt, or maybe one of those ridiculous pants style jockey who wear pussy lately and instead, to my great surprise, known when he gets up in that the phone rang, she wears a pair of tight jeans that accentuate a nice little body, those who molded like clay ... And fuck that ass to sleep at night
- Oh sorry ... I have to go to answer ... It 's been a pleasure to see you again ... -
- Yes for me ... -

How come all of a sudden I stopped believing in coincidences?

Crusy Spots In Columbus Ohio

3 - The red scarf

Kimmy

- Ready ... -
- Hello ... Kimmy - You can not ... CJ
- Hello ... You ... -
- Disorder? - But what questions me? We are not strangers or at least we did not think the CJ or want your name Carl Joseph ...?
- Why did you call? -
- Because I wanted to know how are you, how was your arrival in the city's all ... ... -
- This does not help ... - do not understand how his voice makes me sick? My God is so insensitive? - CJ if you called me ... there must be a reason -
- I've already said Kimmy, just to feel like you're ... -
- I'm fine ... - (lie, now that I've heard I feel like dying!) - ... And I'm 'a very beautiful city, I'm sure I'll get used to them soon ... -
- I'm happy for you So ... hello ... -
- Hello ... Yes ... That's what-I has been a long engagement almost 6 years, only an embarrassing conversation, harrowing in its sad truth: that he and I are zero, that everything is dissolved in boredom and flatness of the day all the same, the projects never realized, of evenings spent talking to reach further in this ... nothing ... Al Impotence me gripping my stomach and I feel the tears fall but fortunately the arm of the Moon is surrounding me now:
- Was he right? - She asks her voice caressing and already I feel a little 'better ...
- It was ... to know how it goes ... ... -
- And how is it ...? Seriously ... I mean - is tender, protective and is sincerely worried about me
- Better .. How about we go back in there and get drunk? -
ask - I say it's better to go somewhere else, maybe a nice restaurant ... We offer the most delicious dinner you've ever tasted! I took your bag and your jacket ... come on ... Come on, I follow her to his car as automation, I feel like an abandoned puppy who has just found ... a new home.

The next morning ...
- Another trick to controllatina eeeeeee ... I'm ready! - The I have to stop talking to herself in the early morning or in this establishment I will be the reputation of crazy ... My God, my first day in office ... shoes, bag ... ok, ok ... And my favorite scarf ... but where 'is? My red scarf to it?? HORROR! I left the room ... well, Luna has forgotten to take it ... The only hope is that the pet has taken
... Of course the number of Peter and I try to call it off ... Mobile! Oh no, I get it back, I care too much for that piece of cloth ... I did it my grandmother's hand when I was a kid and I've never separate summer and winter, always with me ... I feel terribly guilty, as if forgetting that I wanted to say decided to forget my past ... but this is only two-bit psychology and if I wanted to be a psychologist at this time would not be here, come late for my first day at work and then I have not forgotten I mica ! Esco

of race: the scarf I'll think about later ...

'm exhausted, I ran like crazy for the city but I did arrive in time to the study: This morning from the secretary of Dr. Masterson, a nice dermatologist about 50 years old with a mustache and one meter high and a banana! The working day was a real godsend, I just have to take appointments and receive patients: stop! Today I had a whole day free to browse the internet and look for possible auditions in town and my search was rewarded, they are looking for a girl up to twenty-five (like me), handsome (I make my figure), high (put the heels), with a great desire to be known (I am) ... I'll bring my book and I hope my lucky scarf (which I feel will find it) ... At 7 pm

are already out of the doctor's office, and a quarter ' hours after they are already on the way home ... I took the subway for the first time, that wins! As I walk past the garage I can still hear that beautiful song " and I wonder now where you are, if your light shines still, or are you just an illusion ... "I want to give a peek to see if I can play better .. I go up to more and see them, and known as the weird guy, the type of case and the pub has changed its face ... as she sings her eyes become shiny and its expression is completely won over, it keeps makin ' love that song! My God I thought that jumping on his head! I feel a lump in my throat and I feel paralyzed I'm under a spell ... ... But then la canzone finisce e vedo tutti loro ritornare come sempre e poi… Mio Dio ma cosa sta facendo?
- Cosa stai facendo con la mia sciarpa? - Il tipo soprappeso si sta pulendo la fronte madida di sudore con la mia sciarpetta rossa! – la sciarpetta della nonna!!!! – Tutti mi guardano e poi il ciccione con in mano il corpo del reato (puzzolente) ride! Ride! Sento le lacrime salirmi agli occhi (è capitato troppo spesso in due giorni!) e quando la stronza bionda gliela prende di mano e me la butta addosso dicendomi:
- Eccola, riprenditela pure e tornatene a casa…- sento la mia guancia bagnarsi…
- Ehi, non sapevo mica fosse tua! Io l’ho trovata al bar ieri sera e mi piaceva and I have taken the cock, not so we need to take it? - He is justified, I can not speak from anger ... my scarf ...
- Hey? But you passed out with eyes open? - THAT MEANS YOU SVEN EYES OPEN?
- Look, I do not know what you mean but I ... E 'I, me and my grandmother did it ... - The two girls burst into laughter has made me grandmother, my God what should I look ridiculous in this time their eyes ... not stand faccio.Mi face and without saying anything, not even recover the scarf I leave that garage disgusting, insensitive, and with those characters that asshole with blue eyes that did not not even deign to say hello!

What Is The Risk Of Rubbing Cocaine On Your Gums

4 - IMAGE ONLY

Steve

that asshole an asshole made us do what we can kindly define a figure of great shit! And that girl, cabbage ... If the field enough to have a child (something unlikely) should never, ever look at me as she looked at me last night ... what the fuck I hate that evil dark storage of fat! And she ... She has succeeded in making me feel too guilty about the crap that has an asshole, but I had to do? Mica I could say,
- Bridesmaid I offer my excuses, and instead rather not, but my friend was wrong plebeian, was vile, miserable, wretched (and other synonyms is shameful) or and I humbly ask forgiveness ... -
but I remained standing there like a rubber cock to look at her without seeing her ... And then the whole scene of tears and that bitch Anja ... What should I do? When they are gone to fuck I took my grandmother's scarf parchment directly from the garbage and I have brought to the wash ... I have an education dick, and maybe if the girl is moved to see me, maybe we beat a pretty sorry ingroppata sensual a meeting ... It was really bad yesterday and I'd hate to take them off her panties for us to talk in her bedroom color candy (I'm sure) ... I play on the door ... At this time should be at home. I hear footsteps reach the door, and then I opened the fuck not even question "who", you see that is one of those countries where we know all painful and Sunday are expected to have a good reunion after Mass (I'm about to die) ... But it's fucking beautiful ... that has full lips wrapped around just imagine my fan club to me ... hard to come
- Hello ... - I say fake as ever
- Ah ... you're Steve, right ? - Ask me more pissed off than ever ... wearing trousers sporty than wide and soft and quiet ... a T-shirt short, I have to stay calm the fuck
- Yes ... Look, I have reported ... And your scarf 'washed, ironed and smelling most important thing is ... I'm sorry about yesterday, if I had known it was yours ... - She takes it and looks at her with love, as we look at an old photo of when you were happy ... And I almost regret having her tits looked earnestly trying to understand the extent to which ports ...
- Thank you ... - I said smiling ... this is my lucky night I feel it!
hello ... "Then - like hello? I bothered to come here ...
- Do not invite me to join? - Bad move, I think is stupid enough not to notice my tone from Uncle vicious villain with a lot of dross leaking ...
- Maybe another ... time - bad bad bad ...
- Ah ok ... listen, we play tomorrow night all'Artic, if you want to come to feel ... Skip ok? -
- I do not think ... - answer me unmounted shot that bitch God, not even a little 'feel
- Why? - Ask the gall I find myself
- There are enough fun you and your cronies? Thanks for the invitation but I am convinced that it is better to have nothing to do with you ... - I left the shit! But who does he think he is a snob?
- Ok, so hello and excuse me if I'm allowed! - I'm sincerely shocked with that silly ... do not know what has been lost ...

But what has been lost then?
Of course she is the girl who would put up with someone like me, and then who knows what the kids might say ... Well who the hell cares, now I'm going to take a shower ... maybe tonight to find local materials that do not Anja is the plague, but what you want from me? Fucking is one thing, a person ... intolerable, with his tongue and cursed that his stick on him like a nasty crab ... yet ... and yet in those dark times, when I'm tired of the bird and tortured by her that I go back to the stupid fuck ... scarf and his lips from bocchinara!

Not even 24 hours have passed and already I regret to have decided to send to that country Kimmy, but really I did not maliciously ... Here ...
Why do I say this?
But because she's coming ... It 's coming to feel, applauded and smiled at me ... And when I smiled I felt bad because at that moment I realized that she is just that, she is just an image, the person with which I could be ... If I had been better ... I do not even know ...
apologized, shit, after all those scenes apologized:
- ... I've been rude to you, but you know I was still angry about the fact of scarf but you do not have guilt, you were kind and I'm sorry ... I ... - then it went away with Peter, that boy who works with me and who does not think day and night to have it .... Like me, now is a fixed idea in my head then cazzo.E enough, then I saw it go in a tight pair of jeans and a small world .... I joined the other, we laughed and drank and I felt happy ...

are 3 of the night and in front of the house with Zack, and Zack ... Petra has just farted and flew down to the car, while one of his crazy girl remained with him to laugh and enjoy the aroma ... Shit, if it is true that God makes them and then couples the filthy bastards ... I had never dropped out of that car smelly
- Steve ... - I hope it is just a hallucination ... E '... But it was the alcohol he is here, stop in the middle of the night and looks at me ... I can only mumble a word not uttered from time
- Dad ... - are shocked I do not see too long, and he seems to be ready to go with his favorite phrase "'ve never done anything for anyone, not even for yourself ..." I am surprised with the new hit of the moment:
- I want to offer a second chance guy ... -
- I do not want ... I have my life now ... -
- But have you looked good? Have you looked away? It is not to live so that you have your mother and I grew up ... If you are here just for her ... She is not feeling well and you know it ... And your sister, she is about to graduate ... -
- Go on ... - I told him softly.
He clenches his fists and think for a moment that hit me like "force Dad, get me on the right path" but he does nothing, gets on his car and leaves me without them ... I still ... I feel something inside ... And then salirmi spark laugh like a madman, like a fool, a laugh ... And while I'm crying and I remember. ... I'm going to bed and I open the drawer of my dreams ... My juicy and fragrant cane looks at me and just waiting to be turned at last to wish goodnight ...
*... and 'what a night non riesco a dormire mi rigiro nel letto e non socosa mi puo' mancare cos'e' che mi tiene sveglio, poi tutto ad un tratto avverto chemi manca un brivido, un'emozione, una senzazione e vorrei urlare tutti quanti svegliare ma non si può...Poi decido di alzarmi cerco di distrarmi, poi mi affaccio di fuori e vedo che il cielo e pieno di stelle e comincio a contarle e mi accorgo che una di quelle sei tu...Ed ecco un brivido, un'emozione, una senzazione e vorrei chiamarti ma dovrei svegliarti e non si puo' certe ore no è vietato amare!La notte se ne sta' andando con se ti sta' portando e si sta' portando via anche un brivido, un'emozione, una senzazione e dovrei dormire invece di amare perche' non si puo' in certe ore no... Ma era solo un brivido a magical moment, a feeling, an emotion ... Just a thrill ...

* Paint - just a thrill

Pavilion T3000 Treiber

5 - A BEER ...

kimmy

My God, but they all happen to me? Last night Peter
name because I wanted to see a friendly face, Luna was busy with her new beau, and he takes me where? But where the band sounds full of idiots ...
course I did not always make for stories that "ruin the party" but I was nervous as never headed
... We come and we sit right in front of him that is so beautiful ... It seemed that the words slip fuori di bocca mentre cantava… non ho mai provato quella sensazione, mai… Poi senza rendermene conto gli sorrido da ebete, come se mi fosse presa una maledetta paresi facciale, lui viene da me ed io capisco che in fondo, molto in fondo a quel suo cuore da ribelle, c’è qualcosa di bello e dolce… Ci parlo, mi scuso e sorrido ancora, mio Dio che idiota sono! Mi sono portata disegnato in faccia questo sorriso da cretina fino a pochi minuti fa…

Eh si perché ora il sorriso è sparito, sono andata a fare il provino e dopo aver parlato mezz’ora, mostrato il mio book e sorriso ancora un tizio che era rimasto in silenzio tutto il tempo, con la faccia a pallini e una cravatta inverosimile mi dice candido:- Now you can undress ... - and I do not have it done ... I will never be an 'actress, ever, ever ... But what I expected? I noticed a talent scout at a bar and said to me is you're the one I was looking ... no this will never happen and I'm not and I will not be 'that' kind of actress who strips at the first opportunity ..- we'll know, I assured Mr. pustule and at that moment I began to fear and the truth presented itself before me as unpleasant an aunt who comes to see you back with his hateful dog, Tinkerbell: I am a secretary for the rest of my life! But what I thought? What a silly country girl like me become the new Julia Roberts? I feel like a rag ...

- Kimmy, sweetheart, sit down! - That is Moon with his buonumorefuoriluogo to take the last "good" news, my God, I would just disappear!
- No inventory ... - say putting on the coffee ... I'm about 9 pm but I make the coffee! I have not had dinner and I do not know if I will, I'm too bad
- You can not get down to a test gone wrong! -
- not just the test but all that ... -
- seee seee, ok ... You feel a bit '... I've never talked about my new boyfriend? - Will not let me respond, he never does ... - Anyway, he is a doctor and a friend named George ..-
- Clooney? -
- How many times have I heard this joke? 60 times? It never laugh ... He wants to meet you and I have organized everything, so go get dressed and go up, up! We expect from "Charles's" at 9:30! -
- Are you completely mad? One is nine one minute, two are not ready, three ... -
- Three is the guy for you, I'm sure! - George
Although this was my perfect half moon of him too Starmie m 'annoying as hell ... Anyway " now I can not refuse", it seems to me to talk to a Sicilian mafioso " un'offetta Ie you can not rrrifiutare ! after I dragged out of the shower and dressed Italian restaurant (to remain in the field) are out ....

The evening was not bad, George uninterrupted except for a terrible blow his nose and a nervous tic that made him constantly banging the lids simultaneously with the palm of your hand on your right thigh is not a bad company, to the point of the evening uncerto I felt like getting up and dancing to the rhythm ... This is the last one that makes me my dear friend! What's more the two gentlemen do not even have transported back to the hospital because they had an emergency ... I just hope that George should not make anyone ... Prior to "bye" if he came up with the classic
- When can I see you again? - My God, me 'he asked in a tone of voice that I did not like
- ... I'll call you back - I forgot to add "5 seconds before you commit suicide with rat poison" you never know ... It's better to take a crack, a doctor is always comfortable perhaps decide to take off, I do not know, the spleen?

- How about if we go to say goodbye to Peter? The restaurant where she works and is way ... - I ask the moon ... Tonight is very sexy, wearing a black skirt below the knee and a beautiful white shirt, I think Versace ... Too bad my friend has always disgusted face that air
- You will not be a crush on Peter? - I asked raising his eyebrows and enriching nose
- Are you stupid? And then he's crazy about you ... and you know - poor Peter ...
- Honey, can you imagine what kind of couple I could do with him? Does the bartender to keep! -Here 's what I do not like the Moon, it is believed the best in the world only because his father is filthy rich! You understand that we are upset because of his last statement for the series "the malice of Miss Van Slayer" and decided to please ...
- Let's welcome Peter, God you're really bad girl ... You are not even in the city for a week and have been twice in the same room I'm looking for ...-
Peter with a look ... It 's a wonderful guy, too sweet and I know I will be happy to see that I brought Luna ... In place of Peter, though, I see that face ... Her hair twisted into a tail like snakes, is talking to the blonde who plays in his team even if his attention seems devoted to beer in front of him ... I was convinced that I had not noticed him and instead turns his cold eyes at me, takes a split second, then smiles at me ...
- Hello ...- tells me
- Hello ...-
say - It 's nice to be present at discussions between educated people ...- Luna says disgusted by the mere fact that Steve has spoken to me ...- We sit somewhere in this place or using patented standing? - Steve looks as if it were an alien and she looks like shit ...
- The tables are occupied ma vi libero due sedie al banco...-
- Meraviglioso... - risponde Luna sarcastica, mentre Steve ci fa strada lei mi prende sottobraccio...- Ma hai visto che gente viene qui? Ci saranno i peggiori individui della città e anche qualche prostituta...-
- Si, c'è nascosto anche Bin Laden qui dentro... Mio Dio Luna ma che hai? Rilassati...- lei alza gli occhi al cielo e quando un tipo sbronzo perso mi da una spallata mi guarda soddisfatta e con gli occhi mi dice "te l'avevo detto"
- Ciao Pet! - finalmente ecco il mio amico! l'altra ragazzina del gruppo sembra pendere dalle sue labbra ma quando lui vede arrivare me e Luna corre da noi
- Ecco le mie amiche! - esclama tutto allegro
- Non dirlo così forte o la gente potrebbe believe it ... For me a dry Martini ...- ordered my friend - for you the same, right? -
- No, I take a beer ... Chiara ... Small ...- Peter nods and turns to serve as Steve is sitting next to me ... He smells good, though mixed with the smoke ... It has something, something I can not explain ... CJ is not that beauty has no way out to Brad Pitt, no ... Steve is as if the vibrations emanate, as if his eyes wanted to talk to me without ever lie to me ...
- It seems strange to see you here ...- tells me so sweet ...
- Peter E. ..- We work intrudes between us
Moon - .. And it's a long way! After a fantastic event like you've got tonight we wanted a more relaxing time ...- Lightning Luna with her eyes but she continues to enjoy the Martini
- This was not a real appointment ...- but I'm justifying why him? I take a sip of beer that goes through me now ...
- Hey ... You plan, you would not want suffocate in my local ... -
- It 's that this beer is a little strange ... Already my head is spinning ...-
- How about this one evening we go to the cinema and I? - Luna is now gone through the drink!
- At the movies? But not even know you ...-
- Mica we get married! And if you marry me we can make a quick trip to Las Vegas! -
- M-I'm sorry but I can not
...- - I'm not your type, eh? Well I tried ...- I do not understand if joking, either as a joke and not even because I feel so bad! I do not know what to say! but then I refused because that would hurt us? My God ..
- My God .. It is not ... It is not for you ... And 'because I do not like guys with long hair too ... -He dissolves the hair and get run over by a wave of perfume, which will use shampoo?
- not so long ... I come up behind you and then you hear what they are soft ... Caress ...- takes my hand and gently leads to hair ... The crowds and the drunks, Luna, Peter, the world ... They're all gone ... - Kimmy So, you say? Is it worth it to go out with me? -
- It's late and you have to get up early tomorrow ...- Luna reminds me ready to go
- Go soldier, the general calls you to report! - Says it kidding, I know that guy is ... I know what to look for and what he wants from me ... I greet him with a smile and walk away, as if I was still in his hands his stupid hair, stupid hair beautiful ... I hate ...

Meble Wypoczynkowe Meblotap*bayer Plus*

6 - ... MAKE A WISH!

Steve

When that asshole of my grandfather (peace to his soul) died, smashed in by a given cancer by smoking 80 cigarettes every day, I left a little bad luck . I was just a boy with a head full of shit ... The money I had never missed to all those money, all mine, were a boon from heaven fucking ... Most of that money ended up in the form of piasciazza or in the worst case of vomiting: I drank all the stocks of the local bar, I drank so much that the operator of Old New York Bar (a name that does not fit fuck that we saw in New Shine) is able to make the journey of his life in America, the fucking asshole! I drank and pissed, and I sent him to fuck everything, including studio and family ... When I broke my balls I started to drink to me, clutching a tourniquet around the arm was the sweetest moment of the day ... Then I came out, and with the money that I had not fucked with Zack I embarked on this ship of love, this shitty place now where I am sure I will die ... Told so my life seems to have been living in a moment: money, alcohol and drugs and the rising great ... But there was another, much more and if I decide to start thinking about it, maybe I could find myself on the ground like some years ago ... My head turns in this spiral of depression because I and my obese friend we concluded that: - our music is not worth a fuck ...- the only thing I've always believed, the only thing I know do ... It is not worth a shit ... Doing two calculations, not complex, what should I get? That I'm not worth a shit ... You are much more . Much more than you think, you make me feel You make me alive ... no no no no vibrate nodevo stop hurting, I have to stop thinking ...- I decided to write a new song piece of shit ...- announcement while Zack is licking with the wisdom edge of the map that wraps up our dreams of grass ...
- Oh but come on ... It speaks to Anja Job? - Big Belly laughs blessed the ravine - you do what you fucking want, I advise you to focus a bit on our dive ... Everything is going to shit and I'm not going to return to work on the press ...-
- You could go into prostitution, to give your fine ass pimply community ...- suggest
- First, my ass is as smooth as that of a newborn baby ...- ... expecting a baby ... Our children love my ...
- I gotta get out ... I need to get out of this place
...- - What you got? Ahhh maybe you need to see the blonde? That's not to thee, filthy and sick as you are ... And with his face to fuck you find yourself, that's stuff to get some fucking lawyer or doctor ... Some sparrows sweep after we scoured the qualifications ...-
- Damn, how much you fool! One, there are good chances scopereccie. Two, even if there were I do not give a shit ...-
and three - and three are a dickhead, there are four vendors to be paid ..- e. But because no one kills this pile of lard ?
- I'm going for a ride, now you're on the balls like never before ... I wonder how the hell do you born Petra ... No, I do not know! - The last time we opened a speech with the shit, perverted, in response came down to his underwear (briefs so great that we could use it as a tent) to the present showing the bat ... Vomiting not to remember why you have not eaten since yesterday ... Meeting
Spley it on the street, Jesus Christ How long ugly! He dyed his hair yellow and keeps them all fired in the air like a fucking scarecrow but more ugly, and what about the glasses that door? We could write a book about the oddities of the head buggy, it has now secured with tight pants that make it seem even more and fennel Fucking horrible ... if I was dreaming at night I would have nightmares ... ones you have are not enough, nothing will ever be enough ... I broke my head, I have to sit down .... Fortunately Spley goes on, perhaps, or maybe look for Zack tries to avoid ... Like the girl last night, I tried to do the romantic I even offered a film, what the hell he wanted more? maybe I could talk to my father's successful surgeon maybe I would have given if Zack's theory is true ... I really have to be put fucking bad if I'm going to follow the advice of that evil Big Belly ... But one thing he just said, I came because I want to see ... Maybe pass here before, my cock became obsession, I have to take it home, I scoparmerla .... Or maybe it is just sex to appeal to me? What the fuck do I know ... I do not give a damn about that bitch with no brains and no taste ... Now I know just started coming to my hard ....
- What are you doing here? - Anja ... And 'bitch is possible that he can feel the smell of shit? megliore has a nose of a dog ...
- Mirrors ...- sod off
- Is not it time to open the restaurant? - Asks me sitting next to me ... And 'this is my destiny, she is my destiny? I shudder just thinking about it ...
- ...- Let's go she follows me like a faithful dog truffles that is ... Now how do I remove this image of her four-legged sniffing the ground? And the excitement mounts ... The room is empty, è ancora presto e per ora non ci verrà nessuno...- Andiamo di là...- le dico, anzi le ordino e lei esegue da puttana diligente che è, da cagna che è... Me la porto nello stanzone che abbiamo adibito a magazzino e tra una cassa e l'altra sento che è venuto il momento di liberare il corpo, e la mente...Lei mi si struscia contro come una serpe, indossa una minigonna di jeans e quasi la ringrazio per avermi evitato di farmi perdere tempo con quei stupidi pantaloni che indossa di solito... Le metto una mano sotto la gonna e scopro che non porta le mutande...- Dio quanto sei eccitante...- le sussurro nell'orecchio mentro infilo due dita nella sua passera schifosa, Dio quant'è troia... Perchè non posso essere sincero? Perchè non posso say, "Are you slut" and find my papers? Why should I make me, here, now! - On all fours
...- - I ...- prostesta you dirty, low ... I just put them on the other hand boobs that I immediately obeyed ... I feel like that bitch last night, as her friend Kimmy face of evil ... Here it is, still to blend in my head ... I am now behind Anja and with a superhuman effort of imagination I can pretend that it is not you, that pussy is sucking my cock is not her ... It's all about going well, it's a dream ... At least until the cum from uscirmi however the fuck I get to the head and call Anja
- Kim ...- I can not even finish that she moves forward and slips it out - what the hell are you doing? -Turns and I see that she is crying
- you make me sick ... You're an asshole, bastard son of a bitch! - I spit venom in his face and walk away ... I feel like shit ... merda.Sono Now I realize, now I understand why ... Fucking and say the name of another, but fuck you if you wanted ... I feel empty ... I feel lost, I know what I want or what I need ... Panzone flaccid enters the closet, luckily I put the merchandise in place ... It makes me feel to think of me naked with him-What the fuck was that? It was moved by the vederto authorized at last? -
- But why do not you go to hell? I do not know who took it ... There you stay here? I'm going back home ...- he stops me and his face becomes serio... Cioè non è cambi molto il suo volto da mollaccione ma i suoi occhi hanno un barlume di serietà
- Qui ci resto io ma tu vai a fare cosa? -
- Ho solo mal di testa voglio dormire... Nient'altro, niente di ciò che credi...- lo rassicuro...
- Ok frocio, vatti a sparare un sega ma per favore stavolta non pensare a me...-
- Non lo farò! Promesso -
Per strada non c'è nessuno, si vede che l'estate è alle porte, c'è quell'aria profumata e quella quiete che ti fa pensare che tutto andrà bene, che chi vuole davvero può essere diverso...
- papà farà tardi anche stasera... Mi dispiace Steven... Ma ci sono io, c'è tua sorella... Soffia le candeline treasure and make a wish ...- I would be better ... Today is my birthday today ... I did not remember ... In the bathroom. I run to the bathroom to vomit ... What I do not know, I have not eaten yet and I do not remember why ... Vomiting flavor of Anja, vomiting my soul confused ... I look in the mirror - mirror, mirror on the wall ... Who is the unhappiest of all? - I'm out of my mind ... I just have calmarmi.La scissor Zack is on the sink, is pointed, is perfect to get into a chest to snatch a heart ... And 'perfect Greetings my love ... I get my hands on a lock of my hair and I remember the crazy rambling "E 'because I do not like guys with long hair too ... "Cut a lock, then another ... then another ... I have to do something about this do not put scissors in his chest, not to rip the heart ...

Pusye Brutal Piercing

7 - Behind ... the aura of a girl sweet, nice and nasty

Luna

morning, just woke up, after three series of abdominal and after drinking a glass of lemon water and I looked carefully in the mirror and what I saw I did not like. I am not referring to the deep red of my hair, nor the black of but my eyes to what really reflects ... I wondered who they are and how do I live in spite of the burden that I must bring ... The fault, stained with myself more vile betrayal! Kimberly, my Kimmy, the My only true friend ... She has never chiesto nulla, io da lei ho sempre voluto tutto... Ogni cosa... Ho sempre desiderato quello che le apparteneva...I sensi di colpa mi fanno stare male, non sono una buona amica e non lo sarò mai, prego ogni notte che il mio segreto rimanga tale perché Kimmy è l’unica persona a cui voglio bene... Eppure non lo so, non capisco perché le ho fatto tanto male...Ma chi voglio prendere in giro? Io lo amo...Lei lo amava ma io lo amo e l'amerò sempre...Perché sono andata a letto con C.J.? Non so darmi una risposta, all'inizio nemmeno mi piaceva! Era solo una sfida, lui era un trofeo che dovevo vincere per dimostrare ancora una volta di essere la migliore! I sensi di colpa... Sono come degli attacchi di nausea, vengono ma poi passano...E' a classic, sweet, caring boyfriend who goes to bed with her best friend at the first opportunity ... Yet for me there was a meeting one night, from that day I feel it inside me ... I since that day I lost him ... I tried to call but never answered, I tried I tried to be a. .. Kimmy for him after his words were
sex - I fucked up ... I can no longer face her ...- and still had to put on his pants ... I tried to make indifferent, I turned on the other side and pretended to be asleep but my head was sunk in the pillow, I was not sorry for myself but for Kimmy! For me, I realized that to love a guy who could not love me, my delight and my sentence ... - Luna, darling, are you there? - Kimmy is, right in the room I had to leave ...- ...- I fucked with your boyfriend - What you doing? - was nice, you have no idea what - I was just arranging things ... I'm ready, where do we go? - we did some things with you that he has never done so, we have put under your feet, you have lied ... And I know I'd do it again! - Peter asked me if we go to listen to Steve and the other ...- when he kissed me I pretended that you did not exist when he was inside of me I wish you were dead
- God Kim, you want a friend of beggars at all costs? If you want to know something you do before going to the dealer station at night! - fucked me all night, in every position and every position I have enjoyed as never before, without ever thinking about your face ...
- But how much you bitch! E 'Pet ...- Did I sucked your boyfriend, a good girl from private school who are diligent ...
- All right, let's go ... But do not get used to it! - I licked and kissed every inch of her body ...
- But there is something wrong? - She asks me suddenly
- C-What do you mean? - Can not ...
- Hell, lately I always say yes! You have to forgive you of anything? - Kimmy you never forgive? One day I can tell you that the night I dream about your ex boyfriend? What a dream to repeat what I did and do it again forever? What a dream his eyes, his cock, his voice?
- What pops into your mind? It 's just to help you to settle in the city, six ...- naive as naive as a stupid child, the next day we went shopping, remember? I've got a nice shirt ... And my conscience was silent for a while
- Oh, thank you mom ... ...- Let's take my macchina.A Sometimes I think you should know, I'm sure that sooner or later he will find out, can not be such a secret forever ... What am I thinking? You must not know ... I never light a cigarette, not smoked for a long time and that you know ...- Luna, darling, are you okay? - Ask me again with his face
stupid angel - Never been better ...- say inhaling the sweet nicotine relaxes me - every now and then a smoke, just to relax ...-
- Problems at Work? - My problem is you ... You always have been! You with your love you all, with your family happy, you with your love for CJ! When you did the first time you came to me, I trembled with emotion when he told me the most intimate details of your meeting ... I too intimate details to tell you ...
- Yes, the usual stuff ... My boss is too stressful! - That's enough - Here we are, I took with me to put the tissues on the chair ... -
- My Moon God will say seriously? - Of course I'm serious! Do you think I want to soil my pants sat down on some new filthy stool? Of course behind the aura of a girl sweet, nice and nasty is not even a glimmer of intelligence ...
- But how you do not understand when a joke? You have many things to learn ...- better not take it too long, it is always my best friend ...- Oh look, called me George ... I gave him your phone number! -
- What have you done? How could you? I do not want to see that person! Do not you want me marry all costs with a guy like that ...- I want you'll never know, what I want and keep away from CJ
- It 's a doctor! Not bad and his family è molto in vista in città... Cosa vuoi di più? -
- Amare... Sai cosa significa essere innamorati? - si che lo so... Lei si morde il labbro e mette quel broncio che tutti adorano - scusa... E' solo che tu... Tu affronti le tue storie con una tale freddezza, sembra che nessuno riesca mai a sciogliere il tuo cuore...- Kimmy, Kimmy... Non so come fare a trattenere una risata...
- Perchè ridi? -
- Perchè hai del rossetto sui denti...- rido perchè sei talmente cieca che vorrei piangere...
- Guarda c'è Peter... E Steve...-Quelle due facce da galera si avvicinano a noi... Steve Garrison, sto prendendo informazioni su di lui... E' come se io lo conoscessi già, come se ne avessi sentito parlare di lui...Peter, the crab is penniless is to sit next to me
- Hello Moon ...- I do not have the strength to return his smile fool and try to greet him nodding, I will not encourage him ... The Jerk number two sits next to Kimmy
- Then you came to hear me sing? - The Portara to bed, we will ask her back and then leave ... I can not afford!
- We came because we did not have better things to do ...- must know, shit, he has nothing to do with us ... He and his Peruvian horrible hat!
- Oh you brought Cruella Demon? - But how dare I bitch? Kimmy you run a chuckle
- Funny you ... What a beautiful hat you Steve, in which trash you found? - He smiles at me, makes me rage!
- If you do not like my hat off ...- I can also talk to me but is looking at Kimmy. When the shit takes off his hat, I see that it is completely shaved, my friend looks at him with his mouth open and I ... I'm going to vomit ...

Send Invites Sorority Life

8 -... can only do me good ...

Kimmy

Moon tonight is strange, too gentle and condescending, I'm afraid it has something ... Maybe a virus or a brain tumor ... Something that does not do it to be 100% herself a little bitch! Besides, he also picked up a cigarette and if I know as I know it means that there is something under ... He agreed to come to this place tonight, knowing that Peter will sit at our table ... Even knowing that Steve will approach me ...- Watch's Peter ... And Steve ...- ad with a bit scared, luckily the arrival of the boys are doing to herself: it seems the picture of disgust, my God in the dictionary beside the word must be to force her face! Steve is like a detective studies scrutinizing the alleged offender and Peter, hope you go to sit next to her only by obtaining a constipated smile, a greeting forced and nothing more! Of course my friend has the mood swings are worthy of a psychopath! Steve sits down beside me and smiles showing perfect teeth, is so ... My God, I do not know ... When you feel close to me lo stomaco chiudersi e la testa mi diventa talmente leggera che se non fosse attaccata al collo mi volerebbe via come un palloncino dalle mani di un bimbo distratto!
- Allora sei venuta per sentirmi cantare? - sto per rispondere ma Luna s'intromette tra noi
- Siamo venute perchè non avevamo di meglio da fare...- ma che sta dicendo questa stupida? Meno male che Steve sa difendersi da solo
- Oh ti sei portata dietro Crudelia Demon? - mi viene da ridere, la faccia di Luna è contratta, le si è formato un solco sulla fronte e i suoi occhi sono diventate sue fessure: è una gatta pronta a graffiare! Non posso trattenermi, devo ridere per forza! Mio Dio, me lo rinfaccerà finchè campo!
- Divertente si... Ma che nice hat you Steve, how did you find the trash bin? - He continues to smile, and Moon is increasingly angry! I know you would bang his head on the table and then inserts the index and middle finger in the eye ... But he is unperturbed, unassailable! It seems that nothing ever touches it to the end, reminds me of a phrase that I read many years ago "was a hit for you to caress me, because the blade breaks on the soul" I am God because they are deficient, this where I caught it now? - If you do not like my hat, I can also remove ...- The hat. The hair !!!!! My God
- D-where is your hair? - What did you do?
- You know last night I had nothing to do e. .. But I did not for you - precise - though now you must, go out with me! - Yeah I have to ...
- Well, at least not to take risks more lice! - I felt that the moon would have to say ...- Kimmy I broke the balls or we go to this dump or you can go home on foot! -
- You can also leave a nasty slut to fuck you I'll ...- OH MY GOD Moon is livid with rage, I feel that soon will take the form of the incredible Hulk and the tables begin to fly! Cala silence of grave embarrassment that my God! She called "Ugly bitch! What vulgar though! Moon is petrified and I have come to an aneurysm, Peter would take up the defense of his beloved but has neither the arguments and nor the desire to discuss with Steve that if the Blessed laughs in his sleeve: all expect my reaction! I have to say something ... Kimmy Think, think! Moon, after all, is my best amicama Steve ... He is ... He
- Luna I ....- he's just a kid - I'd say ...- but it's a special guy and me is whispering something in his ear
- Go ahead, carried away the frigidona ... What the fuck is a pain in the ass I know ... 'He's bitch ... But tomorrow we go out together, just you and me ...- all this has nothing but the same romantic feel of being about to faint!
- Come ...- she gets up and seems to want to give a slap to Steve but he does not ...- I'm going to pay the bill! - Said sway me to check out
- Now I understand why you with her little freeloaders ...- that feeling again, as if all around us there was no one
- I do not ... And 'you is like that ...-
- I know what I need ... And I'm sure that we could help Peter ...- I feel like dying from embarrassment! These references to sex made me feel bad! Better to put the record straight from now
- Tomorrow night I'll go out with you ... But do not think that will go up on your bike! -
- I have no bike ... Ah ... I understand! You step to take at 9 ...- Moon is almost here and drag me away by force, while Steve is still talking -... Kimberly Davis never say never! -Luna is upset, he just turned on the nth cigarette and I do not deign to have a look! Midway finally speaks
verb - How can you go out with that worm? - I asked with the air of those who would say "I've disappointed, hurt and trampled"
- But if you're the one to start! and then you know ... I realized that Steve can only do me good ...-
- Yes, if you want to start a career in drug addicts! -
- not this! -
- So what? Why do you insist on wanting to go to certain people? -
- Why I have not even thought for a moment to CJ! Here's why! - I say in one breath, she looks at me, throws his cigarette out the window and smiles at me, then you do well to go out with him ... But beware ...- starts now to scare me ....

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E 'morning.
I think ... It was morning, Sunday of shit ... The sun filters through the blinds half down and the kitchen comes the nauseating smell of fried anchovies fucking Petra ... This bitch is here every Sunday to break the balls! Has to cook for her boyfriend's huge stronzone then that would be my shitty conquilino Zack ... I hate them, the smell of rotten fish and their voices ... Actually I feel I hate them a little less than usual because last night was beautiful ... I understand that because this morning I have no hangover headaches that I find absolutely every morning as a wake up call of the cock ... Last night I went fuori con Kimmy... Anche se ho i coglioni come due cocomeri perchè non me l'ha data, ho quasi avuto un orgasmo pensando alla faccia di cazzo contrariata della sua amica quando ha capito che uscivamo insieme! Quella ha bisogno di solo una cosa: un'iniezione di carne, gliene prescriverei almeno 3 al giorno, visto il caso grave di acidità da vagina secca che si ritrova... In mezzo alle gambe quella troia c'avrà il deserto del Sahara! Giuro che me la sbatterei solo poi vederla sorridere! Fanculo, non la toccherei nemmeno con quello di Zack, troppo velenosa... E a proposito del panzone, eccolo entrare scorreggiando nella mia stanza: è il suo modo di dirmi buongiorno, modo del cazzo!- Allora te la sei fatta? - ma che faccia di merda ha?
- You care because you need a starting point for your daily saw? - Ask
- No I am interested to know whether or not you become a fag! -
- I Cock My Shit ...- How can I admit to not having sex? My reputation is ruined forever ...
- fucking fag - he says as he goes away as a greeting is always better than a fart flavored with anchovies! Shit I get up I nailed in this bed, I'd change the sheets are dirty and sweaty ... Worse than when I did and I was in rota ... No no no no ... I can not think right now I'm clean and that's how I want to stay ... I'm napping ... Shit, I want to fuck a brutal ... Almost, I almost do a nice saw ...
- Good Morning ...- Who the fuck is that? I open one eye and then another, and I see the white face in front of Anja, how the hell did you get in the room with the silencer? An honest man these days can not even get a saw in peace! Anja fuck off!
- What the fuck is it? - I can finally ask
- I dreamed last night ... Steve - Tell me more slutty than ever, but softly as if it were a state secret!
- Were not you the one who did not want to have anything to do with me? - Ask
knackered - The words fly ... These things are said when one is angry ...- see, especially when you have the cock inside ... It 's normal for her! Things that you say? - Did you miss me? - Ask me and slips under the blanket with me ... I should make me now and I leverei thought and a bit of tension but ...
- I'm not going to have sex with you ... I think it is better to close this our non-story ... For the sake of both ...- Who the fuck said that? She looks at me as if I had stuck a knife into the cracked and suddenly his eyes become cruel troiosi
- I do not give up on you, Steve ... What's between us is something unique, you are now taken for that bitch but when you pass me is that you will be looking for ... You know that you will always be so and so ... We belong! - I can not say anything, I would take it and knock it out but luckily we think alone a levarsi dalle palle...Dormo... Cos'hai fatto? Come potrai portarti dietro questo rimorso? L'hai uccisa... Se stato tu! Li hai uccisi... Non usare la scusa del povero ragazzo depresso, cazzo sei sempre stato un egoista... Il bere, la droga... Non ti bastava quello che stavi facendo a te stesso? Mi sveglio madido di sudore, ho avuto un incubo.. O era solo un ricordo? Voglio scrollarmi ogni cosa di dosso, voglio ricominciare una nuova vita...Dopo essermi fatto una doccia ed aver buttato in lavatrice le lenzuola fetide sono passato dal locale, oggi siamo chiusi e non ho un posto dove andare... Mi sto rendendo conto di non avere più nessuno a cui infliggere la mia presenza, forse Anja ha ragione quando ha detto noi ci apparteniamo, anche se era better to have said we belong to the caste of the stragglers ... After a day spent not doing shit I found myself wandering to the Sun Road ... I do not know if subconsciously I came here to Kimmy wants to see or do if the tests (but none of it is presented, which heads fucking slacker), control the clock, seven and I have the stomach growls ... Even today I had a decent meal cooked by the rubbish because I do svomare Petra at the thought of putting them in your mouth! When I was a "young" and still living with my parents, my mother cooked Sunday lunches delicious and it took everyone at the table together ... Or at least almost all ... Remember these pieces of "good life" make me sad as hell, true as fuck that these things will never come again ... Now I do not ... fuck ... I'm at the gate of Kimmy, put a plate that makes me want to run away like hell, a kind of thing with the pink and fuchsia lacquer shiny things around (my God) and cursive "Kimberly Davis" ... But what c'azzecca girl is with me? I must run away before being dragged into this whirl of pink handbags, jeans with rhinestones and sunburn ... I'm going ... As real as the fuck I'm leaving and never come back to this magical world of Barbie. .. Yet my finger seems to be in conflict with his brain because he is pressing on the doorbell ... Finger nasty son of a bitch!
- Hello Hey Steve, what a nice surprise! - I am all happy smiles, Christ good sign! A better sign would have been to see her naked with a box of condoms in one hand and ice cold beer in another ... Or to find it in ... suspenders And just ... God, I'm getting hard ... But why are so manic? Another surprise would be not to see that sour face fucking full of arrogance of the Moon! Fortunately, the bitch is leaving, has the coat of a million dollars in hand and face fucking fact! He looked me from head to toe this bitch, look at me as if I had just killed his eldest son's cock in a satanic ritual
- do me a photo? - Ask you to take advantage of the fact that Kimmy went to answer the phone
- Maybe it would be better to control the arms ... - son of a bitch ... Now I've got the fucking face ... But what can you find me? Perhaps he said so because he is convinced that someone like me may be nothing less than a bucomane! Damn, that was an aneurysm ...
- I see you're making friends! - Kimmy dumbed down begins ... I hope I'm kidding
- See right! - Not if he misses more than the reference to my arms, but her face appeared on a strange smile, who knows and enjoys the know ... God I hate when I have to buy a car just for the sake of putting it down! Sure as fuck that this bitch I odia.Com 'is sure that a machine has it ... Better Starla away! I'm on the ball but never as much as you can Starmie on balls ... Evil Steve does it with these self-conceited sluts
- Then I go ...- Praise be to God - have fun ...-
- We'll do it for sure! - Take that fucking bastard ... As soon as she crosses the threshold of output in quest'appartemento feel that the air has become cooler, it's as if someone had made a super smelly fart and like magic if it were sucked into ass!
- So ... Here I am ... So ...- compliments Steve, great variety of language
- There you are ...- is so beautiful that ...
- What can we do? - Dazed wonder
- My God! Well I have an idea if I would ...- goes into the bedroom and returns with a vibrator I swear that I give it to me gambe.O marry her!

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- Surprise ...

Kimmy

My God what a nice surprise me Steve! Last night, just as he was leaving the Moon, came to him with that lost puppy that made me a tremendous desire ... To welcome him home! My God, it all happened so fast that I do not know where to begin to remember ... In two minutes I get up and go to work yet I can not unrivet this bed, I'm mentally going over again last night, is like reliving a movie ... As soon as the moon is gone I thought I raised him, the thing I a little disappointed because ... Well I'm sorry for Luna at the bottom is not bad ... However, once he just asked me (and God, if he was embarrassed!):
- What can we do? - Looked strange, he seemed excited! I went in the room to get the DVD of a movie that I wanted to see and then I asked him to stay for dinner, he accepted even though it seemed to me in a bit disappointed! Anyway, I put the lasagna in the oven (surgelate!) and while we waited for the dinner was ready we began to see the DVD of "The Boondock Saints" I sat next to him and immediately I realized that he had no desire to see the movie ...
- How come your friend is angry with me? - I asked the players while they were making a massacre in the room
of a Hotel - Do not have it with you ... Luna's got a little bit with the world ... You know he does it to protect me ... E ', is like a big sister! - He told me that her aunt seems more sour! I did not want to spend the evening talking to the moon and he did not seem so enthusiastic about the prospect ... We got to eat on the couch and God if I felt at ease! So much at ease to ask:
- Why did you go? - But I asked naively, we say that was a rhetorical question ... Oh I do not know if in this case we can say rhetoric ... ok, I asked him but I knew because it was past! My God what are conmplicata! Anyway ... He staggered a bit, then white as always told me:
-... Well you know, the bar is closed and I wanted to be with someone who does not smell of sweat and burgers! And then ... Yes I went to see you! -When he said so I felt a tight stomach, I started playing with the dough in the pot, he seemed amused by my embarrassment and he laughed
- Do not you eat that? - Asked me hungry
- No tiene ... - And who bear it to eat?
- You're a fantastic cook! I did not eat frozen lasagna so good for years! - What a shame! I wanted to die!
- I know how to cook very well ... I just have to give some time! -
- But you believe it! - He replied sarcastically (but so cute!)
- Mmmmhh bet that's a whole tactic to get invite to dinner, right? - He nodded ... We talked a lot and it was amazing, I never felt so free ... We also talked about our dreams, his music and my passion for acting ...
- Do you think that one day I can become an actress? - I asked him point blank, and instead of responding with the classic phrase made me puzzled and said
- You're an actress, you have the passion and beauty that is displacing anyone, then you are ...- and here is the crime happened, I did not and I approached him to kiss him! My God, I never behaved like that! At first it was an almost casual brush against me and then he licked his lips with the tip of the tongue, causing her to slip into his mouth ... God, I can not get out of this bed! I do nothing but relive that moment forever, it's all engraved in my head! Too bad he has misunderstood my intentions, after having kissed tried to go over but I understand that I was not the case: we know each other too little, plus we're not even together! I'm not that kind of girl, I! About midnight he went on, we kissed again and almost for a moment I was sorry to be so completely bigoted!

cabbage as late! I have to rush to work! Who knows if he calls me ... The morning is so boring ... On Monday, the study a kind of graveyard populated by old zombie staggering ... Yet I would see well in a horror movie, I improved my screaming scared for years! I remember once, to joke I screamed so well in the machine of CJ who arrived the police because they were convinced that they were killing me! My God, what a shame ... How stupid! CJ I wonder what would you say if I came to know Steve and we kissed, I wonder if there would be bad ... But who cares? He now no longer part of my life ... I heard Luna before, I told her of my night and his response was:
- Not gliel'hai date? I do not see her again more! - There's been terrible, for a moment I believed that I I started to cry! I do not understand why my best friend to treat me this way ... I feel so alone ...- beep - my phone tells me that you got a text message, I hope that the apology of the Moon! "It 's been nice to kiss you ... do it again?" MY GOD! MY GOD! MY GOD! And fuck to Luna and his cynicism stronzissimo! And now what I write?
- Miss Davis? -Who the fuck is that distracts me from my very important to reflect on ... - Oh ... Mom? Dad? - My parents! - My God! And are you doing here?? - I run to hug them - that wonderful surprise! -
- We missed you honey! - My mother confesses solemn as my father, as always, remains on the sidelines when it comes to feelings
- E ' a fantastic surprise! I ... Thanks! Come, I present to my employer! -After much unnecessary chat with Dr. Masterson on what I am nice, kind and serious, the happy family, Davis decided it was time to go to lunch ... I have not sent the MSM to Steve ... Better do it now, but first I need to know ...- Mama ... How do you stop in the city? - God, do not remain too much! It's nice to see them but they arrived just when more wrong!
- We stop all week! We want to visit the city where our daughter lives! - But that "luck"! - Perfect! - I hope my tone is not totally bogus
- Unfortunately we did not find a hotel near you! - Thank God
- Mi sarebbe piaciuto ospitarvi a casa mia - spero che il naso non mi sia allungato troppo! - ma è troppo piccola! - usa la mia migliore aria mortificata mentre clicco sul tasto ok, l'sms "I miei sono in città ma possiamo vederci domani sul tardi"
- Tesoro...- mi madre abbassa il tono della voce, siamo in pieno "pericolo confidenza"! - sai, prima di partire ho visto C.j. -
- E allora? - dalla mortificazione all'aggressività, questo è un ottimo esercizio!
- ... Mi ha detto che sente molto la tua mancanza, che un giorno o l'altro ti telefona...-
- Oh ma che caro ragazzo! Ti ha dato anche la cioccolata da portarmi? -
- Tesoro perchè usi questo tono? -
- Scusa mamma ma... Non m'importa CJ nothing! Actually ... I believe I have a crush on another boy! -My mother looks at me in exasperation, believed to be one of the excuses I use to mask the pain of breaking ... Yet it's all true, I feel everything inside me is changing ...

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11 - have never been in love ... Steve


This garage always smells like a pigsty, but luckily the seventh plague of Egypt, Anja spinanelculo today did not appear to make the big test before the concert - That asshole - is babbling and smoked Zack pissed - If you mess up the opportunity to act as supporters Under the Skin, I swear that tear your heart to bits! - We were
chosen dick! Our manager SCAC, a distant relative of Zack who smells of garlic and mint, finally managed to find a worthy engagement, even if we do the ass-licker in the group of queers fucking bum that if anyone has a way of let us know ... And the curse of the prima donna bitch ass is coming!
- must have had to do! - Tries to justify his partner Selena ... A bird told me that our smorfiosetta is trying to get into the pants of the little Peter ... Well, well ...
- Sel So, how 'is the story of you and Pet? - Has become all red and Zack Instructs
dose - There are rumors about you and not a little itchy, eh? Who are dying but what the fuck is ...- lascivious' I'm fucking Big Belly, but it makes me burst!
- It is not true ... I'll not go back ...- poor little ... It seems totally lost, I know the story behind 's got a cock, the family did not have increased if an uncle that got their hands on one night, making her run away forever ... Fuck that pathetic, I think the story of one of those whores American talk-show then go to cry on while your bank account rises, there is nothing to do violence pays, fuck!
- if not then go back do not care to know that he is in love with another bleached ...- Christ as God! That Peter's cock, a certified asshole! He got a thing for the evil bitch, to some men pussy sour taste, shit might enjoy this tidbit scopabile Selena and bony but instead dribbles behind lesbian snob Moon ... Valli understand some balls!
- Are you serious? - You are asking about the small liquid-eyed one is either dropped or is really in love
- So they say around ... But if you know you'll play your cards hole in his heart - God love them hoes talk like they write the answers in the newspapers for frigid women! When I lived with my Piasca under me when I read the reviews of my sister, she knew it and left casually around the house for me to find, I think she even give a fuck about those fashion magazines but it was so amused by my comments that he could not do without it and also bought a 5 week ... It 's a girl affixed my sister ... I was his drugs, then my drug I took her away! I do not talk more, and collapsed the myth of her beloved older brother, first boasted of me with her little friends from high school with all the same brand and coats hair with highlights ... Now even ashamed of my existence ...
- You started without me? - Anja arrived, it seems undone total ... She is wearing a sweater two sizes larger and a pair of tight jeans as if they were a second skin is kept depressed by toxic shit, I hate her with all my strength ... Zack has my own thinking and destructive attacks verbally
- But who the fuck you think you are anyway? Want to fuck up everything? Okay, there we find another who can come to your place! - She answered bad but strangely not coming at me with his pace cat, stray cats like never before ...
- ...- tells me I need to talk tough, looking into my eyes as only she can do: it manages to make you feel like shit only the look, it's a fucking witch I've always said! Now
atteccherà menate with its boring because we belong to, without my bird she knows to be there and that we must try again! I swear it is taking me to the asylum ... I now have other ideas, I have one for the head pussy, fuck a pussy Serie A
- Dopo le prove, eh? Ora abbiamo da fare! - cerco di non trattarla troppo male perchè ci serve 'sta merda, non vale un cazzo ma a suonare è un Dio. La puttana.
- Devo parlarti ora...- scruta Zack che sta facendo roteare gli occhi e aggiunge -in privato...-
usciamo dal garage e ci appoggiamo ad un muro
- Senti Anja, tra di noi non c'è più nulla e...-
- Senti tu Steve, ora come ora di te non me ne frega un cazzo, ma devi sapere...- cazz no, non può essere... Stai a vedere che l'ho messa incinta?
- Te lo ricordi Will? - cazzo me ne frega di quel frocio di Will? Ricordo benissimo chi era, il suo ex ragazzo bisessuale, drogato, marchettaro e fuso
- E come dimenticarlo quell'esemplare di Perfection? -
- Will is dead ...- pauses that should mean respect for the deceased but it is now feet under is always an insignificant fool and a fag, I try to do a half-sorry / shocked but she sgam the false - do not pretend to give a damn! -
- So tell me what the hell to do? -
- Will AIDS had gone for pneumonia ... I had sex with him I know where he wants ...- going with
-... Have you done the test? -
- An hour ago, a day I will have the results ... You can too ...- Steve Christ is not as serious as ever, but I'm fine cock! I will not do any tests! I have not caught the virus in years and years of honorable service by bucomane not sure I caught me a whore who took it from a fag! We did it without a condom, okay, but only a few times e. ..
- See you soon, okay? Thanks for your interest ...-
- Steve Shit do not be fool! You know that the virus takes time to manifest itself - now is scared, it is more for me than for herself ... If this is not love ... - You have to do this fucking test! - I feel like dying ...

- Tell Zack I'm going ...- can not be, is not happening to me!
- Steve, I have already ...- thousand miles away from her, my mind has already turned on ... I've always been a pessimist, but now everything is lost ... And if I was sick? And if I caught this new plague so fashionable? Shit, I have not yet turned thirty, I've never been in love ... What will become of me and my fucking life? Cursed Will, the son of a bitch and a fag at this'll be grinning at me underground with rotten teeth and face decomposed while the worms are disgusting if swallowed happily ... I'll finish it? It 's a perfect ending of my life wrong, it's as if I deserve to end up dead ...
Now there's only one thing to do ... before the test, before deciding if I should shoot me in the head, first of all ...
- Hello ... Kimmy? -
- Steve, hello! - Is so happy to hear, cazzo Dio... Se ci sei aiutami
- Senti, stasera non possiamo vederci... E' saltato fuori un impegno che io...- mi si bloccano le parole in gola... Ma cosa posso fare? Devo dirle "Sai Kimberly bella, forse mi sono beccato la sindrome di immunodeficienza acquisita causata dall’HIV... sai l'AIDS, quella cosa che hanno quasi tutti... Magari poi ti faccio sapere, eh? Non per qualcosa solo per renderti partecipe di questa novità!"
- Ok, Steve... Possiamo fare domani, no? -
- Ti chiamo io... Ciao allora...-
- Ciao...- la sua voce ha perso allegria, a quest'ora starà pensando che sono solo un povero stronzo che la molla perchè non gliel'ha data al primo colpo...
Sono un povero stronzo e chissà what else must find out about me ...
I'll do that test, I will be the last thing I do ...
And then everything will change.
I swear ...


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12 - MY MIAO yum yum! Kimmy


I admit it sucks ...
Not really sucks, but I feel pathetic and defeated ...
I can not tell Luna that he was right! How can I tell you that a week ago Steve did not hear any more? I tried to call but he disconnected the phone ... I'm stupid! Naive ... My God!
And now she is here in front of me waiting ... You know how it turned out but he wants to hear it, is dying with excitement ... My God, I know I should not think about certain things but I can feel his excitement in the air is so thick and deep that you could cut with a knife ... God, I believe that as soon as I open my mouth I will have an orgasm on the couch!
This makes me sick.
- Moon ...- with the torso leans forward and fresh hair system behind the ears of hairdresser showed me her new earrings ancient ...- Do you want a cup of tea? - She team ... So what is going to say and precedes ...- Green Tea, eh ...-
- Of course I can not bear her dear ...- ...- But look okay? I see strange ...- I slumped on the couch, I seem to have stepped back in time ... I seem to relive the days of my break with CJ! So that is not the same thing with Steve because there was nothing but ... It 's the same feeling of emptiness and loss that I felt long ago, I feel it envelop me and oppress me, has a heavy heart ... But Luna was, thank God she was with me and helped me work it out ...
- ... You were right about everything ... Steve ...- say his eyes have a glimmer of dumb and full satisfaction, that's the face I should have sex while ago ... My God!
- You did not get into your pants and now avoids the phone to hear from you ... Typical of his ilk, not that I'm happy to tell you ...- Kim Kim did not you call! This day will go down in history ...- But I tell you, no? If I had accepted my advice at this time non saresti così umiliata! -
- Ma io non sono stata umiliata! Non è andata, ok... Mica ero innamorata di lui! -
- Cristo Kimmy! Un tipo del genere, un poveraccio, si prende pure il lusso di scaricarti e dici di non essere umiliata? A chi vuoi darla a bere? -
- E' così... Ti giuro che è così non importa...-
Mi chiedo se davvero non me ne importa... Ma con Luna è meglio non parlare di queste cose.
- Dovresti dare un'altra possibilità a George, è un ottima persona... E non è brutto!-
- Quello? Non gli affiderei nemmeno un cane se l'avessi! Perchè vuoi affibbiarmi a tutti i costi quel microcefalo? -
Per fortuna il telefono interrompe la nostra piccola baruffa
- Hello? Yes .. Kimberly Davis, I am ... Ha ha ...-
I can not believe my ears!
close the conversation and feel my legs soft ... My God!
- What happened?? - Asks me alerted Luna - who was it? -
- were chosen for the spot! - I did not realize keep screaming! My God! I did that test a week ago as a joke in a mall and have chosen me!
- Which spot? -
- For the cat food "Yum yum my meow! We start shooting tomorrow! - Luna's expression is unreadable and does not speak - Luna, my first job! The spot will be on TV! -
- A commercial for Cats ...-
disgusted says - is not an advertisement Cat! Mica will see the cats! I'll be on TV! -
- holding a smelly box to feed a cat Piscione! You'll be lucky if your face you will see 2 / 2 ...-
But why do not you understand??
- Come ... Let me ...-
best wishes - Happy ... I wonder if you give a supply of treats for a year, you could take your Steve, air tramp has it ...- and now why they have pulled out of Steve? I do not understand why it must necessarily ruin this moment!
- Well, if they do dinner invite your friend George, is so stupid that it liked it! -
Luna is a puff, which in his body language means "ok, discusisone chiusa".
Dopo aver bevuto il the e sparlato un pò la mia amica va via...
Si è fatto tardi ma non riesco a fermarmi, sono talmente eccitata, mi sento una pallina impazzita! Domani andrò sul set, il primo set della mia vita!
Suonano alla porta, è Peter
- Ehi Pet, qual buon vento? - ha in mano una piantina grassa deliziosa!
- Ti ho portato un pensierino per il tuo nuovo appartamento... Disturbo? -
- Ma no! Grazie... Pensa che non hai beccato Luna per un pelo! Ma accomodati...-
Dopo avergli fatto fare il tour dell'appartamento (tour abbastanza breve) ci mettiamo a parlare del più e del meno... Conosco Peter sin da bambina, i nostri genitori erano amici e passavamo spesso e volentieri time together ... Peter was always a sweet guy but he could not live a decent relationship with his father and once he decided to come of age go ... And here it is! He studies and works to keep itself it is a really great guy!
- So .. Luna has placed you right, eh? -
- I pay the rent! - Exclaimed indignantly pretended - that you believe should scrounge? -
- I would not ... - Sends down the coca-cola in a long sip and go straight to the point - will never go out with me, right? -
- Peter ... - That embarrassment
- Yeah .. I know ... They are not "the type for you ... But what about the dramas of the heart ...-
- Please change the subject! I will not learn anything from Steve! - He looks at me and smiles
- And who has ever mentioned the name Steve? I was referring to CJ! - Ugh, but why do not I ever shut up? - Anyway, I saw strange these days ...-
summarize briefly the story flash Peter with Steve but he is not the same idea of \u200b\u200bthe Moon - Kimmy, I do not know him well but I am convinced that after all is a good boy, messed up but not bad ... -
- So why has behaved so shit with me? - Whined like a child now I have not a shred of pride, my God!
- A valid reason we will treasure ... Just a TIP, watch your back from Anja ... It 'a snake
...- - I will! You love a pet, you've pulled up! What can I do you?? - I said? So what do you want me to do
- Well ... A little thing would ...- and already a "little something" a little something to the comparison would climb Everest in shorts and flip flops! Yet an idea to convince Luna to go with him I already have .... *
Lorelai2/11/2005, 12:25
13 - Guess Who's Coming to Dinner

Peter

not really know how to dress up fuck!
Not that I'm a model, I have not even a dandy wardrobe, and even underpants Armani D & G jeans to show off ... What the fuck, what the fuck!
Kimberly did not know how to organize this evening, but I'm already regretting ... Nasty that bitch, do not even know what I can bring? Wine, sweet grass? What brings you to a dinner like that? The other day I ripped the unpleasant to the concierge plan a nice fat Did I reach, so that bitch has thousands of them, he's not even noticed! I laugh alone for the satisfaction ... But for dinner, something I've got to wear!
My mother thought he just did not these things to teach! He stood all day at the nail lacquer, to get the hair streaked and was fine when he stood on the balcony drinking coffee and smoking cigarettes as Signoroni, long and thin, with the mother of Kimmy, but was not that bad indeed ... But would teach me many things that unfortunately I do not know ... Impacciatissimo are with women and this is everything.
My father was not of any help. In a fuck in my life.
My father is an asshole and I do not know what the fuck put me to a dinner of shit is his fault. I'm sure.
But enough.
A suit is fine, it's an evening at home, right? A home should be comfortable, and then should be an evening with friends and friends there should be no problems these assholes. Among Friends
not, but with Moon ...
Cursed's cock when I came into my head! It 's the most posh, and mounted the most bitchy girl I have ever known, but at the same time is simply the most beautiful girl in the world ...
I go out and stop.
I slam into the meter.
I did not buy a fucking Kimmy to take these things but she does not care ... We do not really care.
I know everything about her, I know when my period came, when I had sex the first time and even underwear that uses ... Mine is not a perversion, but it is the fault of our mothers were told everything and especially my father's fault that we did live in a house with walls so thin sheets of paper that looked like ... And I felt everything in my bedroom, everything ... Even the moans when fucked.
Vomiting.
here on the subway. I have seizures.
An old shit arrappata face looks at me and I know what you think of me, I can see it in those eyes of one who "has seen too many", is safe che sono uno sbandato, uno di quelli che si fanno e si ubriacano come se non ci fosse un domani. Invece non sai nulla di me... Glielo vorrei urlare.
Io mi guadagno da vivere io vado avanti da solo, non ho mai chiesto un cazzo a nessuno! Quando non mi rompo il culo al locale schifoso di Zack e Steve, studio come un pazzo. La voglio quella laurea. La voglio più di ogni altra cosa al mondo... Luna viene in secondo piano...
Anche se questa sera è al centro dei miei pensieri...
La vecchia di merda sta bofonchiando qualcosa, cerca di attirare la mia attenzione... Non capisce che per me lei è merda? Che le stia venendo un infarto o che si sia pisciata nel pannolone a me non ne può fregare un cazzo.
Sono arrivato, questa è la mia fermata... A mai più rivederci!

Arrivato da Kimmy noto un macchinone parcheggiato nel viale, si vede che questo è un condominio di gente ricca e perbene.
Presto mi comprerò anch'io un appartamento da danaroso, una macchina figa e magari anche un guardaroba come si deve...
Kimmy mi apre la porta con un sorrisone dei suoi... Com'è che uno scacato come me non si è mai innamorato di una come lei? Magari perchè la sento troppo una sorella? O perchè lei è sempre stata persa per quel C.J., un coglione totale, mi è sempre stato sul cazzo per come la trattava e la cosa che più mi stava sul cazzo era che lui veniva sempre messo su un piedistallo... Ai tipi come lui non puoi che augurargli una brutta fine, con quella sua faccia da prendere a calci! Tutte le ragazze gli sbavavano dietro, dicono che somiglia a quel Brad Pitt dei miei coglioni. Un altro stronzo come C.J.
- Peter! Sei arrivato finalmente! - Kimmy mi stampa un bacione e mi invita ad entrare emana un calore tale che mi fa sentire subito a mio agio - lei è in bagno... - mi sussurra... Io le sorrido e mi sento subito una merda per non averle portato un cazzo, sto per scusarmi quando vedo un tizio, faccia di merda e pizzetto, seduto sul divano - Oh pet, ti presento George...- io e l'ameba castana ci squadriamo, non è brutto ma ha la faccia più di merda che io abbia mai visto! Stai a vedere che Luna si è portata questo cretino senza espressione a rimorchio? Sono tentato di fuggire away when I notice the beautiful flowers on the table, my sixth sense tells me that George was to take them and when I confirm with her voice to calls for fennel:
- I hope you have enjoyed the anthurium, Kimberly ... - She agrees, is too polite to send it to shit and if I know as I know it is trying to do and how! The anthurium, did not even know there was a flower with the name of the cock!
The light of my eyes into the room and greets me, I levarmela from the head, not for me ... Yet the dream of the night. Fuck I'm sick in the head, I dream trip that seem to tell the truth ... The other night I was a princess and her slave ...
- Hello Moon ... All right? - Nods, definitely Kimmy the notice has to behave strangely with me and starts to make conversation!
- Well thank you ... And you? Studies? - Know that George is very interested in the buttocks of Kimmy and not to the moon, I can breathe a sigh of relief thanks to the ass (mine and Kim) ...
an evening spent at the bottom of the sucker is not so bad, is a doctor and we also talked a lot gave me some tips that will help me later on, once you graduate.
When we were alone (women were in the kitchen) has made me the third degree on the life of Kimmy, but I did not like his tone, he is also a CJ, the classic shit that looks good but inside is rotten to do disgusting ... Some time ago I saw a cock telefilm americano, sulle casalinghe frustrate (o disperate non ricordo) e c'era una tizia dall'aria psico con un marito che all'apparenza era un dottore tutto d'un pezzo ma nel privato era un porco sadomasochista... Cazzo, non riesco a levarmi l'immagine orrida di questo George non è brutto con indosso una tuta di latex nera... La cena mi sta risalendo. Mi torna la stessa nausea che pensavo di aver abbandonato sulla metro...
Quando è ora di salutarci chiedo a Luna se le va di andare al cinema una sera di queste e lei mi assicura che mi farà sapere. Sicuro come al cazzo che non mi farà mai sapere nulla... Kimberly ci ha provato ma proprio non può andare, da stasera giuro su Dio ci metto una pietra sopra!
Mi sento vuoto e non ho want to go home, I decide to head to the local level, maybe they need help and I can gather enough that some money is always handy ...
Unfortunately there are only local to the usual four students with fake communist Kefiah neck and jeans, Zack is washing the glasses (I rinse them and replace fottendose of the most elementary rules of hygiene) and Steve is a Rolling cane on the counter, I seem to be landed in a parallel dimension or cocks like that, it's all so different and distant from what it was even half an hour ago at the home of Kimmy, and even more absurd is that I do not belong the fantasy world of George and neither the doctor sadomaso this sort of clique of vicious, I'm in the middle of the fucking non-existent
- Want to smoke? - At least Steve is a generic type ... Too bad he did the shit with the little
Kimmy - Thanks ...- is a nice padded barrel, this is good "leader." Aspiro already avidly and I feel a little better, I feel in the mood to talk ... One schoolboy is close to us, some assholes do not resist the lure of drugs, but now the gun has not been impregnated with a filter of our saliva
- The recovery of the same shot ...- begs the son of dad ... In a few years here before the shit do not even look at someone like Steve and Zack and is now here to whine for a shot ... I lose a stupid laugh and Steve realizes it
- Are you happy tonight Pet, you are getting some good Samaritan that you offered it? -
- See maybe ... I was at dinner ... - Try to avoid talking about her - a friend ...-
- Ah ...- I'm sure he understood where I was, my female friends you can count on the fingers of the hand ... A one-handed!
- How are things? - Ask to divert
- Good ... Well ...- really has the air of one who had to be raised to pull a tooth but have just discovered that the dentist is dead - Feel Pet ... Not that I care but ... Have you dined Kimmy? -
- Yeah ..-
- Ah ...-
- We talked about you a few nights ago, if you want to know ...- he replies with a shrug as if he did not care but I know that Scrub all right, continuous, I can not stop me! - Has been bad for your conduct has ...- sorry the air, shit I've never seen so ... Perhaps it is better not to
- Pet ...- he has no intention to stop ...- you believe that you are interested in me? -
- Kimmy is a good girl ...-
- You have not answered my question
...- - I think so ...-
- it is better that I stay away this thing ...- Fucking right I do not understand!
- Are you sure this is not just that you need? - I think so ... He is basically like me, deep down we are all alike, all looking for someone to love, sometimes we fall in love with people too different from us, so different to make us think you are wrong ... Steve does not respond but smiled at me ...
smile too - that fucking fags! - Zack yells - Take a room that you are more sluts! -
burst out laughing but then reassemble at the bottom of Steve's right for Kimmy, I really hope she can understand this shit ... *
Lorelai9/11/2005, 10:23
14 - HOW YOU WANT ME ... Steve


Ok, the test came out negative, which in medical terms means that the pea is all resolved, I have not caught a fuck even if the doctor told me that in six months I have to do it again etc etc etc! Fuck that asshole of a doctor made me take a shot! When I said "negative" I do not have understood as a fuck, what do I know that is positive and negative be positive or negative?
After making sure that I understood not to have the virus smadonnato me the whole history of safe sex, not sharing needles with others (because he has taken for granted that I am a junkie) and not having anal intercourse with those at risk. Maybe I am the first to poke in the ass if someone tells me is "at risk" I hate the doctors pundits ugly motherfuckers ... Eventually I said - boy you must thank God that is giving you another chance - I have laughed at me and went, even though I was back I knew it was shaking his head but I can not give a shit him and his god, how did they fail to realize that it is only the imaginary friend for adults? As a child you think of talking with Tobias and the child does not exist when you're big then it becomes our Lord the Eternal Father ... However
:
1 - no fucking
2 - Anja great whore that has to disappear from my life
3 - The words of a limp dick that Peter gave me to think that ...


Are you sure this is not just that you need?
I think so ... But she needs someone like me?
There's only one way to find out ...

- Have a doctor's appointment? - Is so cute with those glasses on his nose and his eyes angry that I would solo stringerla tra le mie braccia e dirle che tutto andrà bene cazzo... Ce l'ha con me ma è comica! Fa finta di non conoscermi e di controllare l’agenda, per vedere se ho preso un appuntamento!
- Eh già... Abbiamo parlato al telefono proprio ieri! Mi meraviglio come una segretaria efficiente come lei abbia potuto dimenticarsene! - starà pensando che ho una faccia di bronzo e mi aspetto che mi mandi a cagare da un momento all'altro ma stranamente sta al gioco
- Sfortunatamente il dottore è molto impegnato quindi può anche andarsene! - conclude incazzata, un signore dall'aria stitica ci guarda senza capire un cazzo e s'intromette
- Se vuole posso cederlo io il posto al ragazzo, signorina... Non vorrei mai she passed a mess - does not add "for a dickhead like that," she glares at him but to laugh, it's all madness!
- I came to apologize for making me seriously
...- I say - I have to work ...- can not even look me in the eyes
- But please ... Kim You see that you do not have a ca .. A what to do ... Just give me two minutes to explain and then I go and never come back ...-
not know where he pulls out a small hourglass and the tips - talk - he says without looking at me in the face
- Kimmy an hourglass, is this a joke? - In response to drums with his hands on the table and looks me straight in the eye ...
- Time is running ...-
- Alright! But you know that when you look like a psychopath you do that?? - Fuck this does not help ... - Ok, I was an asshole and I'm sorry ... I had problems at work, with the group e. ..-
- At least one phone call you could make it right? What will it cost? You have unplugged the phone to avoid me! - Old dick that wanted to give me the first place (some people live by the doctors, how sad) now shakes his grizzled head, but what the fuck you want?
- Kimmy please ... I want to forgive me e. ..-
- Miss - but because there is this fucking bastard? E 'was created to break my balls? I have nothing in principle against the faces of pustular ass but this guy is really on his balls now I
- Hey do not see that I am talking about and that the hourglass is not mine? Wait your turn and what the fuck! -
- But Steve! Do not be rude! - Do not be rude? But holy shit it is rude to the guy who cut me off and shit talking!
- seee ok, sorry ... eh? - The shit nods satisfied and turns to Kimmy, I'll caverei eyes from evil ferret
- If the doctor can still move delayed the appointment next Thursday is not so urgent! -
but if it is urgent because you insist on shattered balls?
- The Doctor arrives in time ...- smiles at her - said Steve? -
Oh deign to turn his attention!
- I said that I'm going to forgive me ... -
- How? - Asks curiously like a kid on Christmas morning
- I do not know ... I'm not good at these things but I swear I'll do whatever you ask me ...- I try to put myself completely in the good 'intentions and stared, never in my life I have been more pathetic!
- ... And would you do anything? - Is giving! I am a fucking legend!
- Of course ... - Look a little grease between starts clapping! Thanks to the dick, we are offering the film for free at this shit, the strongest emotion of his life was to be Sboro in the hands of a bitch!
- Take me to make a small nick in the park then! - Are you kidding?
not funny - I'm sorry? -
- There is a wonderful park nearby and when I started working at the studio for me has become an obsession! Take it alone would not make sense, people might think that I have some wheel out of place! - Could it? instead to see it with me directly call the police
- You and me in a park? See what people would think that I will is threatening to steal the bag or worse! -
- It 's true! - Confirmation that dickhead - This is not the lady! -
- But she questioned who the fuck? - I try to be cool but this shit makes my life miserable! I swear that if I speak again ...
- I'd really like Steve ... It 's a romantic thing ...-
are sunk into the worst of nightmares: romantic, park, pic-nick? Who the fuck thinks I'm the prince? - Anyway, your time is up ... My lunch break starts at one ... Hello! -
As if by magic it becomes invisible to his eyes ... And 'The doctor and the scab is delighted meddler, now I will visit and his life will be better ...
I'm going.
This girl is not for me ... Sure as the cock.
I went from myth to shit but I can never be like you want me ...

* Lorelai16/11/2005, 12:54
15 - THE LIGHT .... Kimmy


That anger, I still can not believe it! That ... That ... Microcephalus tattooed, you are allowed to come up here on my place of work to do as a funny guy if nothing ever happened ... That guy should not be normal mica! At least he came out with the phrase - you know I saw you on TV, you were beautiful in the commercial for cat food! - But no, nothing (someone who knows and has never seen that ad !)... I was not just us talking for days because I have avoided, but my mom always told me "You must know how to give people a second chance, and if you think it is people who can give him a third," but my mom is too good ... My prof. French in high school said something similar "to forgive the first, second and third to condone it beats" ... I already beat the first because after she prayed and begged him After talking and telling me I swear I'll do whatever you ask me is gone like hell! I'm still the same old stupid ...
If you do not want to do the picnic with me well! She did not understand the history of the park was just a way to test, I did not even stand it much green! I am allergic to pollen, I hate things that crawl and if a bee stings me is the end for me! Fail Steve, ritententare not because you will not be so lucky.
Luckily I have a nice tuna sandwich and a salad waiting to be discarded ... yum ... I got a hunger! After shooting the spot and have earned a pittance I found myself an agent ... An eccentric middle-aged woman who reminds me of the agent Joey from Friends! The first advice I gave is to lose a few pounds and now I'm always on a diet ... When will I become rich and famous actress as fat Kirstie Alley, Fat Actress happy that a better anorexic full!
- Not ready yet? - But what? Steve? OH MY GOD! - What's so funny? -
as that's so funny? It 's too hard to be ridiculous with that face, tattoos on his arms and the basket with a pink bow in his hand ...
- look like a lunatic, you know it? - Not that I'm smarter sandwich made with wholemeal bread and the diary marks in front but heat ...
- humiliation is part of the atonement ... we go? - This is the most beautiful thing I have ever done for me!
- Yeah .. My God, I thought it would come ... I'm dying with laughter, but that is trash? -
- Oooohhh, but you should never be anything good? You wanted to make a small nick, no? I went to a store and I asked a girl to make me a sandwich to take to the park, that bitch I laughed at him five minutes after I explained the situation and I also got the trash at the end ... -
- It 's odd that the best explanation I've ever heard ... But are you really sweet ...- ...- looks at me weird and not make that face you're sweet ...-
I approach him and kiss him ... It has very warm lips, as if he had a high fever
- Scotti ... It's not that you got the flu? - I say, putting his palm on his forehead ... He takes my hand in hers and caressing
- not the flu but the bitter humiliation! As I said before the humiliation ...- I kiss again ... - Wow, if only for a small nick these kisses me if I take you to make me full service restaurant? - Would you like to do the vulgar, but this time he fails, his eyes have a new light, more beautiful ... And 'the light that could illuminate an entire city but also one heart ...
I can not explain what is really what goes on between us but I hope it lasts forever ...
At the park, as if by magic, brings up a blanket and lie down over there, ready to continue our lunch with kisses ... I look furtive da una parte all'altra in cerca di bisce, api e fiori assassini
- Rilassati... Per essere un'amante dei parchi non mi sembri tanto a tuo agio... Non è che l'hai chiesto solo per mettermi alla prova? - sgamata :P
- Ho solo schifo degli insetti... E sono allergica al polline... E alle api... E odio sporcarmi di terra le scarpe e...-
- E sei caduta nella tua trappola! Ben ti stà! - ci stiamo scrutando... Siamo occhi negli occhi e le parole, tutte le parole sembrano non avere senso... La magia s'interrompe solo quando lui, colto da fame improvvisa tira fuori dal cestino delle meraviglie dei panini dall'aria invitante...
- Rucola e Tacchino! Sei un uomo pieno di sorprese... Cosa nascondi ancora dentro il cestino cappuccetto rosso? - gli chiedo facendo la vocina più stupida che abbia mai fatto...
- Vuoi davvero saperlo? - annuisco e lui mi sussurra qualcosa nell'orecchio
- Non capisco! - rido perchè mi sta baciando il collo e mi fa il solletico, vorrei che tutta la gente in questo parco sparisse, vorrei essere una di quelle ragazze sfacciate che non hanno paura di lasciarsi andare con il ragazzo che amano... Mio Dio... Il ragazzo che amo...
- Steve...-
- Che c'è? -
- Mi sei mancato davvero tanto in questi giorni... Io credo che...-
- Non dire niente Kimmy... Non roviniamolo questo momento... Un'ora passa in fretta... Abbiamo tanto tempo per parlare...-
Ha tutta l’aria di chi vorrebbe dire tante cose ed io vorrei davvero ascoltarle, I wish I could understand it, be part of his life ... That light in his eyes is gone, now there is only a shadow across his face ...
- I would really be important to you ...- I do not understand it myself to what I said ...
- The six ...- I know it's true ... Sit on this blanket, lawn quest'anonimo above, in a big city where you're nobody here we are ... Wrapped in something unknown with all our senses ...
- I'm too good about yourself, as I had never happen ... Yet you hardly know and we are so different ...- people watching us, for them it is just the guy with the shaved ice-blue eyes set in the thin face and the air just recommended to me is the only person that exists on earth
- Perhaps on the surface, but inside you know very well that we are equal ... - I once read a Greek legend: the man and woman are in principle be a single birth is divided by being forced to look for all my life ... When I was engaged to Cj I thought it was just a silly fairy tale, but now I realize that all my life I have done nothing but look for Steve ...
- It 's time ...- I say flew disconsolately watching the display of the phone - I have to go back to work! -
- When can I see you again? How about you come and get you after work? -
- You have nothing to do tonight? - I ask as I get out of plaid
- There's the Big Belly to look after the local
e. ..- - Oh no, I have to go to dinner tonight from Luna's father, she goes to pick cabbage ...- I'd completely forgotten
- It does not matter ... We can see each other tomorrow night ... -
- Promise me you will not disappear again ...-
- I promise ... In fact to make you understand what I'm willing to sacrifice myself I invite you to dinner ... eheheh! -
- Can you cook for me ...- I suggest you ... It 's wonderful when bleaching that way!
- I could ... But it is better to live a few year or so yet? -
- Maybe ... We will talk later ...- Steve
We kiss again and I'm going to study all perky!
My God! I feel like walking on clouds, are in seventh heaven!

The evening with Luna's father is stata come me l'ero aspettata: una noia mortale condita con olio extra vergine d'oliva! La fissazione di quell'uomo per il mangiar sano rasenta la follia, mai nulla di fritto o di troppo cotto ma nemmeno completamente crudo, niente insaccati e formaggi, nè bibite gasate, nè dolci, caffè... Niente di niente! Dovrei trasfermi con lui per fare una vera dieta...
Ma ora basta pensare, voglio solo mettermi a letto e riposarmi... Non ho detto nulla a Luna di Steve e del pic-nick, non mi andava di sentirle dire qualcosa di cattivo sul mio pranzo perfetto... Ma cosa c'è sotto la porta... Un bigliettino?
Vuoi vedere che Steve mi ha fatto un'altra sorpresa e... Oh mio Dio...
“Puttana” – Oh mio Dio! - Who was here? *
Lorelai23/11/2005, 10:34
16 - Look at me bitch? Anja


I hate that bitch, I behaved like a fool girl, I know, but you can not take away from Steve, she does not know anything about him ... He is ... he is mine, we are meant to be together. Fuck.
A bitch came out of nowhere, emerging from some kind of process instead of fucking believe that I can fuck ... I fuck me under a table this slut fucking essermela brainless and after the spell alive. And I do.
I will.
When I see it coming it seemed so ridiculous with his suitcase smashed Who would have thought that the petulant little bitch would have destroyed me la vita...?
Sto male... Sono io ad essere sfasciata, distrutta da lei e dal male che mi perseguita e mi corrode dentro, sento le ossa frantumarsi...
Ho bisogno di una mano... O forse ho solo bisogno di un buco... Devo farmi, sento di non riuscire a passare la giornata...
Non pensavo che sarebbe diventato (farmi) parte della mia vita. Non pensavo davvero, mi son detta fin dall'inizio - tanto io cazzo, smetto quando voglio - e lo stesso discorso l'ho fatto con Steve, solo sesso, senza sentimenti. Smetto quando voglio... Non è vero! Sono dipendente da due droghe... E' solo che io voglio sentirlo sempre con me, dentro di me, e non mi sento una puttana per questo. Non è migliore di me la piccola Kimmy, chissà da chi si faceva slamming the village, lying with her legs open in the back seat of a car while out people waited their turn! It is a bitch ...
A bitch that is taking me off my drugs ... Luckily I still have the heroine, she's the only friend I have ... honest You can give me happiness and can make me feel good about everything and everyone. There are entry of toxic by-case basis in the space, thanks to his friend of a friend, my so-called "friends" do not know, Selena does not know and does not know Steve ... Or maybe he knows and pretends not to see, he knows a lot about drugs! When I met was a rag, thin to do shit, I weigh 50 kg ... Now is the big fucking pimp, I do not know that his past as a toxic fucking è sempre dietro l'angolo, pronto a saltargli addosso alla prima occasione, al primo vero dolore... Chissà come la prenderebbe la storia della droga la povera Kimmy mi piacerebbe tanto saperlo, mi piacerebbe conficcarle le unghie in quelle sue guance di pesca e scarnificargli la faccia...
Non ce la faccio...
Mi devo preparare uno schizzo, ho tutto l'occorente: gli arnesi, la roba... Sembra di prima qualità... Ne aspiro un pò nella siringa, voglio spararmela in vena... Vorrei spararmela nel cuore...
Selena sta bussando alla porta della mia stanza... Non mi disturbate proprio ora... Chi ha scritto prendi il tuo orgasmo migliore, moltiplica la sensazione per mille e non ci sei nemmeno arrivato? Un genio cazzo... Un genio...
I hear it come straight to the punch ... Straight to the brain! Go up up up up up up up up ....
by God I'm fucking! I am a wonder! The more good stuff in the world and I'm the most beautiful in the world, the only girl in the world!
- We've put it to the door of time, eh? - I do not understand why I lose again this time with failed! So does her friend, but I bet we would not think twice about accoltellalmi behind that if I asked the barman Peter fag fuck.
- I had to get dressed right? - Look at me with inquisitive eyes, oh oh, but that fear is my best friend ... You look at me bitch? What do you discover?? From me you will not do anything while I have you all, I have thee, and do not know ... Do you remember that night when you were sick? When I told you all that this holy man of your uncle gave you? How old were you when you did it taste? I do not know how I held back the laughter! She was born to be a victim, you should thank me for the fact that thanks to me is living a life half-decent! I have found a home, I brought my friends and now has a lousy job as a hairdresser ... But I have not helped because I am a good person, I did it just because I'm sure one day I will be useful in one way and another ... Get to the local
Selena starts to make nice with Peter the barman. I certainly did not forget that the shit that bitch is a friend of ... One of his good friend ... Who knows if he was there in line for ingropparsela ... I lose a little laugh ... I had to be a writer, I have a vivid imagination ... But no, but no, it's all true ...
- So Peter ... How's life? - Ask question but he did not pretend to drink my kindness, I see, I keep his eyes for a moment make me uncomfortable ... But only a moment
- It's okay, thanks ... - But go to wash glasses, that smug son of puttanta! It is believed the God of the world just because he studied at the University ... Poor fool who has never lived ... I'll kill you study and then? Push you under a train and go. I enjoy it all me life, I live the great ... Work from time to time in the record store that my brother's stupid ... To be true are the times that fuck the collection of the day, but the poor bastard understands me, reminds me a little that my brother Peter. So me being the shit, but never on Starmie because it can fuck his girlfriend silly.
- Have you seen Steve? - I would add "crab" but I bite my tongue
- He 's gone to lunch with Kimberly ...- it also highlights ... He 's gone to lunch with Kimberly believes me dealt the final blow ...
- I can imagine ... I hope your friend has good gums ... You know, if there is one thing that your boss loves you oral sex ... - Became livid - I hope not dislocated jaw ...-
- Come Anja, stop ...- Hark, even the oppressed have a voice ... The launching a look that made you swallow your tongue and she lowers her eyes and looks a bit dear Peter, the champion of justice embraces solidarity ... It makes me sick ... Love is in the air! Shortly after arriving here
Steve, the only missing the white horse ... All my conviction that seems to invalidate the first miserably, or maybe it's just the effect heroism that begins to wane?
see him with those short hair makes me feel strange, it's so nice to look like a dream ... The dream of another. Deprives so I can not, he will come back to me after essersela buffing, always has been and should remain so ...
go toward him, throwing her arms around him, must understand Peter che nessuno può pisciare nel mio vaso...
- Ehi...- dico strusciandogli addosso ma lui si libera dal mio abbraccio davanti a tutti, umiliandomi...
La pagherà quella puttana, giuro che la pagherà...
- Senti Peter, sono spariti soldi dal registratore di cassa tu ne sai qualcosa? - sta chiedendo Steve, ha l'aria davvero incazzata
- No che non ne so nulla... - risponde stranito la mezza sega
- Ne sei proprio sicuro? Era l'incasso del fine settimana e...- sento puzza di bruciato...
- Mi stai dando del ladro? -
cazzo cazzo cazzo, bene un litigio... La piccola Selena sembra di ghiaccio! Ma certo, è stata lei a ripulire Steve e Zack, l'avrà fatto quando Peter è andato a pisciare... Poor bastard, fucking! Not a saint in pisciatina pacem eh? Some losers are born to be taken for a ride ... My friend can not talk, she used that money for rent and must have thought that the two SCAC not they would ever realize, and perhaps he would also put back in place ... I look at her, she knows that I know ...
- Peter I do not know shit, but my money is gone! Who the fuck should I take? - I know Steve ... But I can not ruin this moment sublime ...
- do not you fucking dare! I'm not a thief and you should know ... I do not need the money of shit! - Replies the bartender beating his fist on the counter!
- And then run away, you're fired! - Selena is going to speak but the words die in the gola...
Cazzo se ci sto bene!
*Lorelai6/12/2005, 12:30
17 – NON LASCIARMI SPROFONDARE...
Steve

Perfetto.
Perfetto un cazzo.
Ho pregato il ciccione maledetto di spruzzare un po’ di deodorante in camera sua e di pulire il cesso (visto che è il suo regno, il Re della merda) ma la faccia di cazzo è più di un'ora che si aggira per casa in mutande tenedomi il muso più brutto del mondo (peggio di quando tenta di fare l'occhiolino): ce l'ha con me perchè ho licenziato Peter senza parlare prima con lui! Ma cazzo che dovevo fare in quel momento? Quei soldi erano anche miei! Dentro di me sento che non può essere stato lui ma doveva vigilare cazzo, che lo to do if we can not prevent us fuck every fifteen minutes?
- Eh talk shit ... With that pout seems that thou hast smashed in the face of a cat's ass! - Let's see if I can take it with good ... - From Zack fuck, I do not want to make a fool of her ...-
- It 's your girlfriend? - Oh, finally deigns to speak to
- It 's more complicated than that ... - in the sense that I do not want her to be just a wad and best regards ... Or at least I do not know exactly what I want ...
- But what you see in her? Do you realize that you do not have anything in common? - And two ... Why to stay with a person must necessarily have something in common? For example, this manufacturer shit and sweat is my best friend yet (I hope) that he had nothing in common with him! Fucking kill me if I'd like him to think of it! It looks like a living horror movie: Freddy Kruger's dress to the seamstress, had better get in his face a mask as Jason, has a sense of humor of IT and the morning has the same hairstyle of Count Dracula!
- Yes I realize this but ...-
- seee seee ok, I'm not going to hear that you are "in love" ... What a pathetic asshole! - But in saying it is happy, has the same relaxed air that after smoking
- Hey Zack ... Sorry for the story of Peter and sorry for ... Shit, oh well ... -
- Hey but when you're nervous?? -
- I'm not nervous! -
- seee and I'm not fat! You're all dirty ingrifato bad! The have promised a special dinner and the girl you has stuck with the history of home-made dinner! Poor fool! Did you buy anything right? Do not want to poison the poor thing ... At least not before essertela ...-
- Do not tell ... And then the only thing toxic is your presence ... BUT WHAT I SEE ON THE SOFA! Zack fuck your socks there are mushrooms in an accident? -
- maybe you do ... the risotto - girandoso tells me from behind (fuck the sight of her ass is disgusting unclean) - I'm going to clean the toilet master! - I went to take

Kimmy at 8 o'clock.
fucking beautiful to be frightening, wearing a denim miniskirt and a tight t-shirt that does not make me come hard I had to think all the time that Zack fucks his girlfriend, with the unfortunate result of not understanding a fuck you for calling the film and Kimmy "Big Belly" twice. ..
- Are you nervous? - I asked all Carucci, he purred all the time and I am not even able to put an arm around my shoulder, I feel a fool of the 50 'in the drive. I just have to fuck me the line and are affixed to the side!
at 22:30 fucking movie is already finished, we're some little kiss and I could feel her tits in passing, even things that were so elementary in the 4th caste ...
- We arrived at my house ...-
- Yeah ...- I thank God every
I know, even Buddha: Zack is gone and the house appears miraculously in order, also sprayed the hell deodarante! Deserves an award ... and
- I can go to the bathroom a moment -
fucking god no!
- Hey Steve ... Can I? -
- Emmmhh yes, but of course! Go! Wait let me make my way ...-
swear I do not blaspheme for a month, I swear I will behave like shit but fuck we hope that everything is ok ...
I open the door as a sort of archaeologist of shit that tries to open the sarcophagus of a mummy of shit ...
- This is the bagnno ass ...- Oh thank you! I did not know that the tiles were bluish! - See there's toilet paper! - But I say fuck?
She bursts out laughing - but what an honor! And to think that I come from is still not legal! - I would kiss her cock now, levarle everything off and make love in this realm of cleaning would not be romantic but remember our first time to the process ...
You know, Mom and Dad are very popular on this cup of water
- EhhmmSteve excuse, I would like some privacy! - Avoidance
me with a sort of bow from the announcement that queer and the look in the living room, five minutes after the fall of my eye in the room ... I want to say something nice, something to ask her, but the only question that I can make is "You have done a better pisciatina (pisciatina say is more delicate) and so I'm quiet and do the usual figure of limp dick in a barrel of cleft wet!
- that order! Even my house is so neat ... - she breaks the ice
- eat? - I ask, nodding ...
- I'll help you to set the table? -
- No, no! I prepared everything before leaving and I have already put ...- What the fuck did I buy? What the fuck is in the oven?? And they say that getting the pipes will not damage your brain! - Things in the oven ... -
- In fact I feel a smell very inviting! -
We sit at the table and between one and another forkful of rigatoni with peas, meat and the sauce is done and I do not know what the hell we talked a little bit of Peter ... Damn, how I hate him! Save Private Peter!
- You know he never would steal
...- - I know ... Ma ..-
- Peter is like a brother to me, Steve ... - If you swear off your bra that sums it up, even the elect employee of the month and will put a picture of her in plain sight at the bar!
- I know ... - I was captivated the record ...-'ll talk if you want ...-
- It 's what I want ... - This fucking me Peter is packing the evening! Our dishes are now empty and the conversation is dwindling ... - You are very sweet Steve ...- I missed your sweet ... - And this dinner is delicious! Compliments to the chef! -
finally came time to do great!
- Thanks, I'm glad you
...- - Complimenti allo chef del ristorante all'angolo... Ho visto le scatole nel box doccia! Non sapevi dove nasconderle? -
giuro che lo ammazzo Zack, gli faccio trovare un sicario sotto il letto stanotte!
- Ah... Mi hai scoperto...-
si è alzata dalla sedia, cazzo vuoi vedere che prende e se ne va?
- Posso sedermi qui vicino a te? - lo dice quasi tremando, deve essere anche lei agitata quanto me anche se è molto più brava a mascherare il nervosismo, finalmente mi risveglio dal mio torpore e l'abbraccio, finalmente…Ha quegli occhi che penetrano il cuore, ti prego Kimmy non andare via, non lasciarmi sprofondare...
*Lorelai14/12/2005, 12:14
18 – KIMMY/STEVE
Kimmy

Ci stiamo baciando da più di venti minuti, sento le labbra bruciarmi ma va bene così... Non ho la solita vocina in testa che mi martella dicendomi "è ora di andare via", tra le sue braccia sto bene, tra le sue braccia mi sento protetta e davvero amata...
Vorrei andare oltre… Riuscire a lasciarmi andare del tutto, sarebbe fantastico sentire le sue mani sul mio corpo e poi poi fare l'amore con lui come non l'ho mai fatto... Ho avuto solo C.J., è stato l'unico e pensavo che sarebbe stato solo lui per sempre ed ora il pensiero di farlo con Steve mi agita e mi eccita allo stesso tempo, un nuovo corpo da accarezzare e da scoprire, e mostrarmi a lui come sono davvero... Sembra stupido tutto ciò., specialmente che una che come me vuole to be an actress but the nude, my naked scares me, makes me feel vulnerable and small ...
- what is it? - Asks me stroking his face as only he can, his eyes were never more clear
- I ... I like you very much and I wonder what ... My God, where this is leading our frequent ...? -
- if I answer in the bedroom I'll kick it? I can not know Kimmy, I swear I do not know ... but now you're here and I know you want what I want, because you get all this paranoia about what will happen tomorrow or in ten years? Now you're here with me, let go ... - I would, but I would really need certainty
... - Maybe it's better to go ...- but why can not I be myself? I'm afraid to lose by doing so but I need a sign
- Stay, I swear that I do not care to take you to bed, I just want to stay a little longer with you ...- as soon as finishes talking the lights go out! If this is not a sign!
- Steve ... I changed my mind ... V-I want to spend the night with you ...- as if by magic, the room is lit up again and I note that Steve's face is the most beautiful face I have ever seen, I feel I want so much to feel bad, it's like if my heart is swelling out of proportion ...

I was wrong not to miss' cause you say so and I do not regret their
are in stock now
I believe in what I want and maybe I hurt
but do not recognize myself in what should
I like to slip out from any calculation
will serve to bring me in line 'a miracle
Accomplices and the like to believe in fairy tales
With our dreams in the throat seems made for us tonight ...

THAT THERE NEVER LOOK BACK THERE LOOKING BACK NEVER


ferried from a fate sometimes dull and melancholy
In a clandestine trip between hallucinations and panic
maybe 'cause I know I have a diamond in his hands a soft shelter
for times less good
He pushes me on the couch I know it has already 'decided
And gasps between hell and heaven
Dissolves i capelli in boccole di nuvole
Il suo sapore e' miele e questa notte sembra fatta apposta per noi...

CHE NON CI GUARDEREMO INDIETRO MAI
NON CI GUARDEREMO INDIETRO MAI


Steve
Ho acceso la radio per alleviare la tensione.
preliminari.
Devo concentrarmi sui preliminari ma è meglio portarla di la non vorrei vedere arrivare lo scorreggione, non vorrei vederlo pisciare nel portaombrelli che non sapevo nemmeno di avere, non ho ombrelli. Non ho un cazzo di ombrello con cui riparare Kimmy dalla pioggia. Non ho davvero un cazzo da darle...
La porto per mano nella mia stanza e lei si stende sopra al letto e mi guarda con degli occhi da cerbiatto che vorrei poter baciare da quanto adoro...
I let myself slip over her and around her with my arms, slowly, gently, like a beautiful swan crystal that I never want to scratch ... Never.
promise I'll never hurt. I swear to you baby.
are only words I know well, but I never want to hurt you, ever ...
Gradually our barriers fall, fall to the ground clothes, and she lets go away the shame ... I feel her breasts hot under my fingers we'd die a thousand times on these little pink mountains ... From one good, cream scent, you know that are cool and warm at the same time ... I'm savoring the inch by inch and she moans and caresses me like a dream and I find myself floating with her, in her beautiful and tranquil sea. Are inside her, and not in her pussy but in her soul, her heart. We are something that had never been created before by any god, we are the essence of all that we can define love. There's no Steve, no longer my Kimberly. We are all that is beautiful and precious in the world and I only now realized that I can be near her best. Unlike
.
only with her ...
I wake up and beside me there is Kimmy, Kimberly Davis Kimberly Garrison ... but I jump on his head? Yet with my last name would be well ... his face says everything about her, but it is sweet and firm. Adorable while sleeping peacefully ... I would leave him alone in his dream that is giving a smile sulle labbra ma devo abbracciarla, è più forte di me.
Non lascerò mai che ti accada qualcosa di brutto. Non a te.
E' morta Steve. L'hai ammazzata. La mia bambina. Sporco drogato figlio di puttana. devi guardare, guardala. Dovevi starci tu in quella tomba. dovevi morire tu....

E lei si sveglia, è ancora nuda ed è troppo bella…
- A cosa pensi? - grazie amore mio. Il tuo sorriso ha cancellato mille brutti ricordi...
- A te... A quanto sei bella...-
- Non ti credo... Dai a cosa pensavi davvero? -
- Ma te l'ho detto... E' stata una notte fantastica...-
sembra credermi. Deve credermi è tutto vero!
Non mi va di alzarmi e lei sembra della mia stessa opinione
- And then many things are better left unsaid ...- looks down, I hope it does not hurt, I know I would feel part of my life and when I asked my family can not refuse
- ... There is talk of years, or rather we do not have a civil conversation when he decided to quit school, my father is a respectable member of society "is a plastic surgeon and president of a thousand charities and my mother a decorator ... But only fucking knows if he ever worked evramente in his life ... And then I have a sister, but I prefer not to speak more ...- I did not speak so much of my family for centuries ...
- Ok ... There is little to say of my ... -
- Listen, how about talking about us? If you do not have commitments tonight I want to take you to a concert where the Under Skin sing too ... That is, are the shoulder shit, but ... I would like you to come, and I want really ...-
- Of course I'll come but I can ... I stand behind the "scenes" with you? You know, but have not been to a concert e. ..-
NOT 'NEVER BEEN TO A CONCERT!
- Never Been? But do not believe it! -
- It 's true ... All this confusion, people sudadiccia, and those who smoke crap! And only God knows what they do ... -
hates drug addicts, beautiful, good start ... just Steve, also tell her about your past junkie!
- I swear that I will protect you if you come at the cost of my own life! - And we joke about she does the fake offense but then hugs me and kisses me
- I will not go away ...-
- do not do ... - I feel a strength inside me that pushes me to kiss him the chin, is so small and cute ... I can not do unless caress her cheeks, I know I take you for a fool but I can not stop touching and kissing every inch of her face, she laughs and I have to embrace stronger ... - I do not want you to go ... -
- I do not go ... - Zack is back and I hope it does, so soon ... our day together, I would say that I have rid a heavy heart but I can not. Not now, not today ... *
Lorelai28/12/2005, 11:56
19 - Did you know? Kimmy


Once, long ago, I read that all life is a test and that until the end of our days we will be challenged by small and large challenges of life. Here, my God, a test to be met will tell Luna that Steve and I are together ... Already
together! It 'happened all of a sudden, we were still in bed and he was caressing her arms, I suddenly took a fulminant paranoia and I asked what am I to him - my girlfriend and said ...- then we fell asleep hugging ... It is not romantic?
- Kiiiimmy ... - Luna me back down to earth, as always - but where are you these days, eh? I missed you! - Says, slamming the porta del mio appartamento
- Luna...- Dio dammi la forza
- Pensa che stavo per chiamare la polizia! Devi raccontarmi tutto! Oh sei uscita con George, vero?! - ma come si spegne?
- Luna... -
- Ah senti, ho conosciuto uno che...- ora basta!
- LUNA! MI SONO MESSA CON STEVE! ERO CHIUSA IN CASA SUA A FARE SESSO! -
Mio Dio, in tutta la mia vita non ho mai visto una faccia così inorridita. Ho paura che stia per andare in corto! Mi sembra di vivere in uno di quei film americani quando il protagonista viene colto da crisi di panico e gli porgono un sacchetto per respirare! - Luna... Ti prego non morire! - cerco di scherzarci su ma lei è ancora di pietra
- Kimberly... Cosa... Cosa puoi saperne tu dei ragazzi as Steve? Indeed, what do you know him? Who is it? Where you from? Do you have any infectious disease? -
- Does it seem to be exaggerating? It 's just a guy who has had some problems in the past, is a guy who loves me as I am e. ..-
- What do you know who loves you? - Asks me eyes wide, like an old aunt who is surprised in watching grandson degenerate while you are smoking a joint!
- Some things you understand ... -
- I got information about him ...- my God, Oh my God, and Jesus
- WHAT HAVE YOU DONE?! - If I had fangs them to him
plants in the stomach - to wake me a little bit better! -
- Luna ... - I try to stay calm, I have to stay calm ... - I would love to prey to slap ... And now you go out of my house! -
- Kimmy fuck, I do it for your own good! Your Steve has never been a gentleman ...- my hand move as part of a dark power and goes to crash on his cheek ... My God! I slapped my best friend ... Her eyes filled with tears ...
- S-sorry ... I ... I ...- she held her cheek with one hand in a gesture that has the theatrical ... I hit in the face my best friend ...
Knowing now I have two options: 1
- to see her walk out the door never to return
2 - wait at least two slaps
- No excuse ...- you see that you do not know really - I have to learn to get me on my own ...-
- Luna is mortified ...-
she smiles so strange ... What makes me feel even worse! Fortunately I am saved by the bell: Peter is
- Hello girls ... I interrupted something? - Poor darling even if he looks worried when he sees the moon's eyes light up ... I also wonder if I see that light when Steve ...
- No. .. Sit ...- he takes his seat near the Moon that appears in trans
- sorry girls it's just that ... Shit, I can not find a decent job and I do not know how! - Luna regained consciousness and that glimpse of madness in his eyes malignant
- Why did you do that shitty job that was decent? - I know that would mean something bad even on the "employer" but still burn my five
fingers in his face - Maybe it was decent but at least I could keep my ...- Peter is too sad and it makes me sick
- Peter ... I talked with Steve and I think ...-
- No Kimmy, I will not ask for favors to anyone e. .. -
Sound ... E 'own Steve!
- ...- Hey I'm in a bit embarrassed ... Moon, Peter, Steve ... My God - Come ... There are my friends ...-
he winces in pain when he realizes that the definition of "friends" includes
Luna - Hello everyone said ...- without getting even a nod of their heads - can I talk to Peter? -
- What you are saying you can do it in front of them he says ...- Dry ... No other argument can not stand!
- Ok ...- Steve says calmly - I apologize to you, I was nervous and angry ... I'm sorry and I want you to come work for me and Zack -
They shake hands and Moon is about to vomit on my carpet!
- I'm going to find out who was to get me in trouble ...- Pet announces how to seal a pact between him and Steve ...
Moon from my couch is not even taken down and Peter ... But Steve and I must get out!
- So beautiful you ready? - Asks me, embracing me
- Yeah ..-
- Where are you going? - My friend is strangely interested in! Perhaps he is afraid that Steve takes me to fly?
- We play in a club tonight ...- he replied wearily
- Maybe we go home! - Peter makes a proposal! I think Steve is planning di licenziarlo per la seconda volta!
- M-magari... Perchè no... - risponde riluttante (come se gli stessero chiedendo un rene)...
La serata è andata benissimo e credo che Luna si sia anche un pò divertita, non abbiamo più parlato della mia stupida e isterica reazione per fortuna, ma mi sento tremendamente in colpa...
La serata non va più alla grande: Anja si venuta a sedere con noi... Ha l'aria strana, gli occhi liquidi e credo che sia totalmente fumata!
- Allora Kimberly... Ti siamo piaciuti? - mi chiede abbracciandomi in modo fasullo, mi fa star male il contatto fisico con lei... Mi libero dal suo abbraccio prima di rispondere
- Si siete molto bravi...-
- Ma Steve è il più bravo di tutti...- he stops
- Kimmy going? - Without even answer I get ready to leave but did not finish Anja
- Sure lovebirds spent a good night, especially now that swept quietly Steve was tested and found HIV negative! What luck, eh? Years of drug abuse and unprotected sex and there he is handsome and fit as a fiddle! You know the real Kim? Did you know? - Suddenly
haul falls silent and the last thing I see are the bad eyes, the same, Anja and Moon as two headlights aimed at me ... *
Lorelai4/1/2006,
11:08 20 - TI AMO
steve

Kimmy's face is drawn like an old shit that you Upon your face-lift is made of shit.
But Kimmy is not an old woman.
Shit ... We all look at me and she looks
- Take me away - as mumbles after a night of drunken revelry
I go on ...
Street with her ...
The hands tremble with rage and frustration and the worst thing is that the bitch will stand by her friend at this time as enjoying a sow in heat and she'll be laughing, enjoying the magical moment when his voice will tell snob nose: - I told you baby! -... And Anja?
And already, the slut sucker, drugged right into the asshole ache she'll be enjoying his beautiful shot ... At least I have brought two women together!
- Kimberly ...- try di raddorcirla, di abbracciarla ma lei mi sfugge
- Perchè? - mi chiede fermandosi di colpo - perchè mi hai tenuto nascosto che tu... Mio Dio, Steve! Perchè? - ha gli occhi pieni di lacrime, cazzo mi taglierei via una gamba pur di non vederla piangere
- Avevo paura di perderti... Non volevo spaventarti o...-
- No Steve... Mio Dio no! Non è così che ho intenzione di stare con te... Ti rendi conto di quello che mi hai tenuto nascosto? Eri... Tu eri un tos-si-co...- lo scandisce prendendo le distanze da quella brutta e perfida parola... Povera piccola mia
- Ho passato dei momenti orribili...-
non è niente in confronto a quello che hai fatto passare a me... Lurido drogato figlio di puttana... Lei è morta, AND 'DEAD! This can not tell her, she ran away and you will die because you love her ... You love her ...- ...- But I love you just a big secret, painful and impossible to tell ...
You were stoned, you piece of shit ... You should die you die that day and not leave her ... Have you killed, you've torn the life was just a girl ... You deserve to die murderess ...
- You love me? - I'm afraid that everything is finally ... When I said I love her? I look around ... Who said that? - I had no idea that you ... -
but I love her ... I love her eyes and what's behind ... She is my salvation ...
- I love you ... Forgive me please ... I did not know how to tell you ... I just met you I could never talk to you about ... And I did not want to miss ...- I can not lose my love, do not you!
- Everything you've been through, they must have been horrible day! could I tell you, I would have understood
...- - I know ... But I do not like much about me ... I mean I do not like to boast of my victory! What was I supposed to say? "I came out unscathed from the darkness of drug addiction has been difficult but I'm still alive" - \u200b\u200bI do with the item to be delayed - if I told you a thing you'd run away like hell! -
she bursts out laughing I put my arms around his neck - ...-
say it again - I came ind ....-
- not this stupid ... Tell me again I love you ...-
- I love you Kimberly Davis ... I will always love you so we kiss ...- con un bacio degno di un film strappalacrime dove si parla si parla ma alla fine non si scopa mai... Ma non importa... Non importa..
- Ti amo anch'io Steven Garrisson... Ora portami a casa tua e sbattimi sul letto! - scherza lei, ma solo a sentirle uscire quelle parole di bocca sento il risveglio del guerriero nei bassi fondi (non ce la faccio a fare il romantico!)...
Arriviamo a casa mia...
Mi vergogno un pò perchè è tutto come l'abbiamo lasciato, non ho rifatto il letto nè cambiato le lenzuola ma non importa nemmeno questo, perchè lei è già nuda davanti a me e tutto quello che mi serve e stringere il suo corpo caldo e profumato tra le mie braccia... Non ho mai desiderato tanto una ragazza in tutta la mia vita... Surely you will not be perfect but for me is irresistible ... All I do is think of her legs and how it will support the head in half and lick, suck, kiss up to make her pass out ... His shoulders are narrow and perfect skin and so smooth that I could massage it until it wears out, until you get to touch the bones ... She is mine and I do not want to lose ... It makes me crazy what he does and how he does, his hands on my cock tense and hard lead me to heaven ...- I can not wait ...- I want now, my.
I lie down and she is bristling over with her breasts and pink nipples that seem to be about to burst ... It moves to the beat of my heart, tum-tum tum-tum tum-tum me ... I feel it to merge with Even the feeling ... With two fingers digging into his hair bristling up to the clitoris, now I feel hot and sticky ... I'm going to come ... I pull over at me as if I could get you in the soul, and she moans and then collapsed on my chest ...
And I love you, I love you I love you, te amo, te amo, te amo, te amo, te amo, te amo, te amo, te amo, te amo, te amo, te amo, te amo, te amo I love you, love you ...
Sleep Will not Come to this tired body now peace will not
as to this lonely heart there are
Some Things
I'll live without But I want you to know That I need you right now
I need you tonite I steal
a kiss from her sleeping shadow moves
Because I'll always miss her wherever she goes
and I'll always need her
more than she could ever need me
I need someone to ease my mind
but sometimes a someone is so hard to find
and I'll do anything to keep her here tonite
and I'll say anything to make her feel alright
and I'll be anything to keep her here tonite
because I want you to stay, with me
I need you tonite
she comes to me like an angel out of time
as I play the part of a saint on my knees
there are some things I'll live without
but I want you to know that I need you right now
suffer my desire
suffer my desire
suffer my desire for you *
- Buongiorno dormiglione...- Eccola con una tazzina di caffè che non sapevo to possess (is the cup that the coffee) wearing my T-shirt and unkempt hair
- Hey ... You have to be careful how revolutions dressed for home ... That mass of fat is not reliable! - A little joke
- Zack is sleeping ... And it's not so fat as you say! - Seee ok, and I've got two feet! Takes off his shirt. Those tits ... Those breasts ...
- Are you ready for the third round? - Mmmmhhh but because you are putting your bra?
- Actually it would be the fourth ... But I have to go ... I have to go back home ...-
- Oh no please ... mica working today! - Kisses me on the lips before going in search of slip between the sheets
- No, but I have to do a lot of things to ...- panties 10 hours, now stole it away so he can not go
- Stay with me, just an hour ...-
- No, no ... Hey! I've seen you know! Ridammele! Steeeeve I hurt! -
idea - You the reissue the command to a single condition ...-
- The one thing I do not do e. ..-
- scemina But no ... To show my love for you I decided to tattoo your name on the back
- But stop! If you want to prove your love take me to make a trip to the country
...- - I'm allergic to everything ... A marketing years ... Come on ... Could you make one too ... small small ...-

do not know how but I managed to convince her!
Only that once you start to let me tattoo her name she starts sclera:
- but does it hurt? - Whines
- ah .. no ... a little ... Nuisance ...-
- Let's go, please by ...- Gurd around ... This place is not just for her ...
- But Kim, the ... Little miss-ah ... little! -
- The stop hurting my boy! We go! Steve clothed! - I'm dying of laughter and serious and as the face of my friend Ted jailbird knows how to do tattoos but as an artist!
- But I'm not done! - Protest - I had to malappena K and hints of I. ..- but she glares at him
- We go! - Beats like he was talking to a simpleton ...
This is my girl ...
What a fine mess I got kicked out!

* In the arms of sleep - Smashing Pumpkins (Dedicated a. ..)