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1) Looking for a normal life.
<< Il saper controllare le proprie emozioni è alla base del benessere psico-fisico.
The extreme feelings - emotions become too intense or last too long - undermine our stability. And
'normal and healthy negative feelings such as anger, anxiety, sadness, and these feelings can become valuable guides for us and push us to take the appropriate decisions, but it is essential that negative emotions do not escape the intense control, sweeping away all moods nice ...>> Dr. Jackson had tried to explain to my mother what had happened to me and she was repeating step by step to one of his co-worker spoke through his headset, was in fact looking imbarazzantissimo take notes while he talked.
<< …si adesso sta bene, trenta giorni di clinica le hanno fatto bene! >> explained cheerful while parked your car in our driveway, so he decided to hang up. Taken from the back seat of my medical records. "Melanie Brown - rage" was written on the blue folder. Classified for life.
<< Ti hanno colorato i capelli di rosso! >> smiled stroking, I answered with a sullen nod.
<< Un po’ acceso…>> I had actually done in anticipation of removal from the center "Mens Sana" so everyone would have singled out as crazy, the better your hair color as I pleased.
sooner or later I would be finished by the wayside as anyone SkysT (SkyscraperTown - Shyngton-Loreland.). Objective one: do it as soon as possible.
The thing that upset me more was going home to see me live with my mother's new partner, such an Adam Philips. I had been away 30 days during which my mother had seen fit to find a new tenant.
It was a real shock to find when visiting my mother on Wednesday. I immediately picked up between me and that he was feeling "ZERO". I greeted him with
a mock hug and then I decided to position myself in front of my dear old PC while my mother tried in vain to brief about the news of the neighborhood. I had arrived thirty
spam mail and a mailing list from the Centre of the girls, the ones already out obviously.
The appointment was the same afternoon in a cafe tres chic, definitely chosen by Daisy.
<< Hai l’incontro con il professor Brian domani. >> informed me my mother.
Professor Brian, the only school to come see me during hospitalization.
It had happened so fast, the diploma, the break with Pet, his car over the lake and now I would have to decide which university to go, no wonder the fact that my nerves gave no signs of stability.
I had won a scholarship before the crash, how to use it now?
dined together after the initial silence Adam decided to talk about my future, as if he has anything to do.
<< Megan, che ne dici di qualche scuola d’arte specializzata, non è in quella materia che la nostra Mel ha vinto la borsa di studio? >> our Mel?
<< Sì, che ne dici tesoro? Ti va ancora di disegnare?>> did not know, or maybe even thought I did not, in fact I had not tried to take a brush (a pen or pencil) in her hands.
Fork, we went to the couch, silently watching some sports program, I was not so much iron in sports, but I was fine all the time.
I got up from the couch to 5 pm, waving quickly went out.
I made two steps, I did not meet anyone I know, I was not very happy with the meeting but all were eager to update me on their lives outside the center.
arrived in a coffee shop, Daisy Miss Anorexia "welcomed me, I looked around, they were all smiling and relaxed, with the university to the hand rails.
<< Ragazze Ciao! >> stood up and hugged me. What disturbed me a bit, 'I never had all those friends.
I told him of changing their lives, saying they had waited until it issued by the Center for the first official meeting of the Group Ex Mens Sana. " To all was going pretty well, lying? Maybe yes.
<< Come va con tuo padre? > > I asked Daisy.
<< Il solito, con il tuo patrigno?>>
<< Non chiamarlo così per favore, mi fai venire la pelle d’oca.>>
<< Non è che sei solo gelosa di tua madre? >> I asked Emma, \u200b\u200b"Miss bipolar.
<< Che complesso sarebbe? >> the mocked a bit '.
<< Ed io che ne so? L’ho chiesto tanto per…magari esiste!>>
<< Almeno ti sei decisa per il college?>> Shan asks me, Miss GAD.
<< Assolutamente no…>>
<< Sei una frana! >> all laughed at me.
<< Lasciatemi stare, il prof Brian è la sesta volta che mi chiama a colloquio per una decisione finale… >> the other five had been before admission.
<< Devi capire, che è ora di crescere Mel. >> Daisy waged the coup de grace.
It 's true, they knew what to do except me.
We greeted each other with the intention of doing so each "reunion" of the genre, at least until the games would be away for college.
got home, I found my mother kissing passionately Adam on the couch, like little boys.
<< Meno male che siete entrambi sui quaranta!>> commented acid just entered, spinning live in my room.
<< Signorina? Dobbiamo parlare…>> I followed the steps.
<< Cosa c’è mamma? >> I made to close the door.
<< Non mi piace l’atteggiamento che hai con Adam, non gli parli nemmeno! >>
<< Da quando sono diventato la sua Mel?>> particular that I had not digested.
<< Devi portargli rispetto, come se fosse tuo padre!>>
<< Io non so cosa sia il rispetto verso un padre, perché non ce l’ho mai avuto! Devo ringraziare te per questo! >> I had this big, did not mean it so bad, she turned into tears.
<< Mamma!>> turned into leaving me alone in my room.
was a good result as the first day out of "Mens Sana, I took a notebook and started scribbling, painting and drawing was out at that time.
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2) Trying to decide.
I woke up the next day with an 'incredible anxiety. Something was happening in me, I realized, during the night-with-nightmare, it was time to leave.
Professor Brian was waiting for me to choose the university.
I thought that my indecision was due to the fact of not wanting to grow, since I was born my mother had always needed my emotional support, but with the events of recent months I realized that it was time to leave the nest . He had his own special person, who was just rifacesse a life, got married and had other children.
I wondered if the month in the middle "Mens Sana had been a must for my life, to allow both to move on and so on.
The professor was sure it was the right decision at the time, would help me and I could talk about anything with people who were there willing to listen.
In that place I met so many people, everyone was different, socially, mentally and physically. L 'activities that I hated the most was the group meeting, we made sure that everyone teaching and learning something from others. The most difficult moment was to mention the fact that I had never had a father.
resisted because I was a little over a month before, I was so confused, because of pet, not to enjoy even on graduation day.
Peter was my boyfriend for three years and I had abandoned without explanation.
I stopped painting since that day (plus all the other things that caused that event) and I was not able to return, but until recently was the first time all I had. The scholarship I had received thanks to the talent that others ascribed to me.
I slunk home in the morning, the day before my mother and I were talking about there, I felt very downcast, despite everything I really wanted to her.
The interview with Professor B. was eleven, I arrived at school at 10, I went to the library, I lit one of the PC room, I realized I'd received a new message, not the girls were back in the "Gems" (Group ex Mens Sana), upset that I read the name "Peter Landshow.
I opened in slow motion, my heart began to beat ... Pet? Now? Why '?
"Hello Little Mel, how are you?
you read this mail, you will be leaving the Center.
Know that I think of you often ... when you go ... we could meet with friends! A kiss. "
I think of you often? Meet?
Sgranai eyes and read it five more times, cliccai to respond, even though I knew I should not do it. I spent hell because of him.
"Dear Peter" was perhaps no better than "Hello Pet "mmmh! "Hey P."
I was so confused that I decided to answer after the interview, at home, from my pc. She had time, I walked to the 'office, but I had forgotten something, ran to the bar downstairs and then back on. I walked into the office, red face, I took the coffee ', because I do not remember when I was able to take it again.
<< Buongiorno Pi. Bi.! >> m'introdussi familiar with.
<< Pi.Bi.? Sembra un nome da Druck Queen!>>
<< Ma no prof, it’s very cool! Ecco il caffè…>>
<< Con…>>
<< Si, tanto zucchero e una spruzzatina di panna…>>
<< Bene!>> sipped coffee 'too fast to burn your tongue.
He said he was proud of me, as I discussed last month. It was my reference point from the penultimate year of school, when unjust punishment for a second-me-threw his books out the window. Since then we chatted a while. I had changed, thanks to him. I trusted his advice, so I did not flinch when I proposed to go to the "Mens Sana," he agreed and that mattered to me, both in the same way I would not have had the spirit to decide.
<< Mel questa e’ la…>> we started to talk about it so I was there.
<< Sesta volta! >> I said.
<< Ti ho riempita di scartoffie, depliant, allora?>>
<< Allora?>> I made the dumb.
<< Andiamo Mel, lo so che ti piace venir da me.>>
<< Portarle il caffe’…>>
<< Si, ma le iscrizioni chiudono tra un po’. >> seemed impatient.
<< Dopo tante insistenze, da parte sua, la mia decisione potrebbe essere chiara, no? >> joked.
<< Stai insinuando che ho cercato un qualche modo di suggestionarti? >> answered a fake offended.
<< Nemmeno un po’.>> smiled.
<< Signorinella mi ringrazierai.>>
<< Pi.Bi. però le sembra normale chiedermelo ora? Che sono appena uscita da una clinica psichiatrica? >> I tried to stall again.
<< Non era una clinica psichiatrica e poi lo sai bene che sono un fan dei tuoi “Paesaggi”. >> was the person that I was better, so they said. << Su quelli che mi disegnasti sulla carta igienica avrei delle cosa di ridire...>> added, smiling, and I did the same at the memory.
One day I had asked him to hang a picture in his house, pointed out to me that he wanted SkysT landscape it represents. When the framework was ready even on toilet paper reproduced him to make him a joke.
I asked him to paint a wall after graduating from school, Bi I had proposed a deal, I would have drawn on the wall but I had to go down ' IDES after high school, after all the commotion in my life, the covenant had been broken.
<< L’Accademia d’arte? Impossibile prof, ci entrano solo quelli con GRANDE TALENTO, se sono i ricchi però. >> I had said months earlier.
<< Puoi sempre contare sulla borsa di studio e poi ti farò una lettera di raccomandazione, conosco qualcuno della sede di New Shine (New Shire- Loreland). >> had replied at the time.
<< No, no Pi.Bi., non mi va! Significherebbe entrarci senza meritarmelo.>>
<< Mel, dovrai comunque fare il test d’ingresso! Chiamala pure “spintarella”. >> on that occasion, promised to think about it, and now I was there to make the local mind.
Academy of art! The International Design (IDES). A venue was also SkysT (SkyscraperTown) as well as in New Shine. It would be a golden opportunity.
The second branch, one to the north, was strictly devoted to art, that of ST was addressed more to the artists / actors and artists / singers (the full name of that place was in fact MS_IDES : Music, Entertainment Design International).
<< Le jeux son fait!>> I cried after that long discussion.
<< Che sta a dire…?>> asked curious.
<< Massì, - Ci proverò sia qui che a New Shine… mi affiderò alla sorte!. >> I said, the professor gave me a nod of approval. I finally made my choice.
3) Searching for the truth.
That afternoon I was put in the garage of the house to look for inspiration.
As a child that was my art studio, my mother had bought a table and colors (which I had gradually enriched with other grades and special brushes for all the nuances), and since that was my refuge after a bad time or after a time of great happiness. Pet
When I left, I stopped drawing, I was so depressed that it appeared that he had damaged my artistic side, fortunately the hospital had made me a bit to find 'myself. Prof.
I had reported that the admission would consist of a test of general knowledge (in practice and as a donkey '!) And a' work of 'aspiring student. The work must be unique so I'll make two, one for each school.
I was sitting on the desktop (right above you!) And looked at the sky looking for inspiration.
"We're going to force me, tell me something!" - Begged silently.
Suddenly I heard the home phone, Adam would have to be: why did not respond Why? Grr!
back into the house.
<< Pronto?>> answered almost annoyed.
<< Ms Brown?>> had a male voice at the other end.
<< Sì? Chiamo in merito a suo padre…>>
<< Cheeeeeeee? >> I I did not have a father.
<< Mr Melvin Brown!>> clarified the man, thinking perhaps he had the wrong number.
<< Mio nonno? Cosa gli e’ accaduto?>> I was taken by anxiety.
<< Non c’e’ sua madre?>> the man was trying to gain time.
<< Insomma mi vuole dire che cazzo sta succedendo?>> now my voice was choked.
<< Signorina si calmi, suo nonno ha avuto un infarto… abbiamo fatto il possibile, ma ha avuto delle complicazioni… un edema polmonare…lo stiamo riportando a casa, non possiamo fare altro… mi dispiace!>>
<< In che ospedale é?>>
<< Lo stanno portando a casa, signorina! Sotto richiesta di suo nonno!>>
In two seconds I was completely wet face and eyes blurred by tears. Do not leave me
grandfather please! - Was the only thing in that moment I thought.
I asked Adam to his car, calling my mother to work and make it reach grandparents' house, he acquiesced in silence with confidentiality.
I drove but I see nothing, his eyes continually produce water, I could not wait to get home of his grandfather.
arrived and found his grandmother out the door, waiting for someone.
<< Mel…>> came up to me.
<< Non so cosa fare, ho paura!>> told me it seemed a little girl.
<< Ci sono qui io!>>
<< Vai dentro il nonno vuole parlarti…>>
I went in his room, he was so pale that it seemed already lifeless, I went to look death directly in his face.
<< Mel…>> uttered in a faint voice.
<< Non avrei voluto andarmene così presto, volevo vederti diventare la piu’ famosa pittrice del nostro secolo…>> I fell on his chest.
<< Non mi lasciare…>> implored him with tears on the breast.
<< Bambina, sappi che anche se non ti sarò vicina fisicamente, non sarai mai sola…>>
<< Resta con me…>> I was selfish on my part, there he was suffering, death was his release. I could not let that person, the only father in my life, let me just then, what would I do?
<< Mel, prima però devo dirti la verità... tuo padre non ha mai saputo della tua nascita! Era un artista, un jazzista… tua madre non ha voluto rovinargli la carriera, l’ha lasciato andare senza muovere un dito… non ho mai compreso perché… però l’ho rispettata…>>
<< Nonno…>>
<< Ti dirò un nome ed un luogo… fai quello che devi fare Mel… fregatene, cercalo… l’importante e’ che tu sia felice…sempre… >> I wanted to keep him from speaking.
<< Alexander Jefferson diciotto anni fa e’ andato a New Shine per cercare di emergere… >> before I voluntarily refuse this information, I had already 'stored everything.
At the same time, my mother went through the bedroom door, throwing himself at the foot of his bed, I decided to leave them alone, the grandfather said goodbye with a kiss and an "on after ". It was the last time I saw him alive. Two hours later he died.
I went home and painted all night, watching the black sky the night I tried to remember the lake where my grandfather took me as a child, if I were her male grandchild, I his Melvin Brown Melanie Brown, Mel called both. Both had green eyes a bit 'to almond chocolate brown hair and I, round face and slightly pointed nose. I could look like her daughter, except for the lips, mine were a bit 'fuller, and the complexion. I was slightly darker. Often during the fishing trips I had mistaken for his daughter, often to his son, as my fishing clothes. He would be my dad forever.
In that night my grandfather was beside me, then take off with the first rays of morning light.
was what made me decide, one painted a single institution, the New Shine. The painting that I had already made a name ... that of my grandfather!
4) Trying to get to SHINE NEW!
What it followed the death of my grandfather's story not so happy, so I omit. Unfortunately, neither my mother nor my grandmother took it very well, not that I had so much strength.
The grandmother lost her head and force majeure practically moved in with us. It was a decision my mother but a family doctor's advice, and since we did not going to miss miss you too, Mom and Adam agreed.
The grandfather's house was uninhabited, it was not known what to do, I wanted to keep it empty for a while because he wanted so much. Adam opted to sell it and saw that Mom was not at all a woman's wrist, the less mature to take responsibility for the choice, I knew that sooner or later he would have consented.
Perhaps it was true, I was too angry with you to understand the situation, but it was what I felt at that moment. When I communicated
dell'IDES discussed the choice of ugly, I was deluded that it might please her.
<< A New Shine? Con tutte le università ottime che ci sono a SkysT?>> had complained.
<< Mamma, qui non ci sono università adatte a me, l’ IDES di ST e’ più per i musicisti e gli attori, c’e’ arte ma non quella che voglio fare io quindi era ovvio che avrei dovuto cambiare città per frequentarne una appropriata…>>
<< Tu non lo farai…>>
<< Vuoi questo per me? Vedi questo nel mio futuro? Cosa n’e’stata della tua bambina piena di talento? Appendevi i miei quadri per prendermi in giro?>>
<< No, i tuoi quadri sono belli. Diciamoci la verità però gli artisti non vanno da nessuna parte… >> was definitely talking about my father.
<< Ti sbagli, gli artisti vanno via perchè tu non dai nessun motivo per rimanere.>>
<< Allora vai! Non sarò qui ad accoglierti dopo un tuo fallimento. Quindi giocati bene le tue carte!>> at the time I left the room, furious.
Since then we stopped again to talk of my trip to NS for the placement test I was talking to Adam, who was sure gliel'avesse reported. Brian, Professor, had proposed to accompany me in the car.
<< Non le ho causato disturbo? Con la scuola?>>
<< Le lezioni non sono ancora iniziate quindi nessuno sentirà la mia mancanza e poi amo New Shine! Voglio sempre andarci ma non ho mai tempo e poi nella commissione d’ammissione c’e’ un mio amico, devo fare qualcosa per te!>>
<< Professore non e’ che mi piaccia poi tanto questa cosa…>>
<< Che lagna! Mettiamo in chiari queste cose! UNO: non so se posso aiutarti! DUE: una raccomandazioncina non ha mai fatto male a nessuno! Levami una curiosità, perché poi solo New Shine?>> was a whirlwind of emotions, leaping from one topic to another.
<< Glielo dico se mi giura di non dire niente a nessuno! Quanto meno a mia madre…>>
<< E’ una cosa seria allora…>>
<< Ovvio professore non ho mica fatto testa o croce!!!>> laughed at him.
<< Ah si allora lo prometto…>> I did not speak, I tried to go on expecting him to understand that the oath. << Prometto di non dire a nessuno quello che stai per dirmi, quanto meno a tua madre!>> ended puffing.
<< Ok, prima di morire mio nonno mi ha confidato che… beh si ecco… mio padre e’ a NS!>> said in one breath and then close your eyes.
<< Cosa?>>'s eyes widened.
<< Il mio padre naturale, quello che ha spupazzato mia madre e l’ha messo incita…>>
<< L’avevo capito anche senza spiegazione “scientifica”, lo cercherai?>>
<< Non so, forse si o probabilmente lo incontrerò e non me ne accorgerò, però voglio avere una piccola possibilità di vederlo, che se resto a casa non avrò mai! E poi come ha detto lei New Shine e’ New Shine!>>
<< Ah si, senza dubbio!>> smiled, but frowned, looked slightly worried.
no longer mention 'talked, I knew it would not intervene in such a sensitive subject and personal, but even if you do not agree, by that time the situation would not change, I had already decided.
arrived all'IDES Prof.Brian and left me in the garden on campus with my picture wrapped with wrapping paper in his hands.
I looked around trying to see that students could have that kind of 'school - I was as usual a fish out of water: I was too trivial! All accessories with strange or different hair colors, I separate the red (which had gone from red to mahogany access after the death of his grandfather) of the hair I had. Suddenly I saw a beautiful girl from a distance coming towards me, it was so beautiful that it seemed to shimmer, I came up.
<< Sei nuova, eh? Test d’ammissione?>> said
<< Eh si, mi chiamo Melanie Brown, per gli amici Mel!>>
<< Allora Mel, sono Yvonne Durant, non sono francese…solo d’origine…>>
<< Ah ecco…>> I was very embarrassed.
<< Mi puoi chiamare Yvy.>>
<< Yvy!>> I repeated like an automaton.
<< Ascolta, frequenterai per caso Stilistica?>> finally came to the point.
<< No, arte visiva: vedi ho un quadro!>> said showing.
<< Vero! Peccato, mi servono collaboratori per il laboratorio stilistico, creato da me ed una mia amica! Quando inizia l’anno c’e’ una vera e propria lotta per accaparrarsi le matricole, perciò sono venuta adesso per trovare qualcuno…>> was in the grip of the explanations.
<< Mi dispiace!>> I was lost, what else could I say?
<< Ah non fa nulla, io continuo la mia ricerca! In bocca al lupo!>>
<< Crepi…>> while that beautiful girl named Ivy went away with her hair loose and bright, I saw the professor out of gesturing to get closer.
5) Trying not to lose hope.
Prof. informed that my student teachers were planning to meet me. I was furious, embarrass me like that, it was all his fault, I was hoping that at least he spoke well of me.
I went into a 'classroom austere and I felt like the protagonist of flash dance, I was suddenly terrified that someone had asked me to put in body and begin to lash out, I had not prepared any price, but my mind was crossing the boundaries of lucidity.
the middle was the headmaster of the Academy, I did notice an awkward PiBi (Professor Brian).
<< Saluta il signor Preside, Melany.>> he suggested.
<< Buongiorno signor Preside…>> said.
The situation was a bit 'awkward, the headmaster stood up to greet me.
<< Buongiorno Miss Brown, sono il preside Robert Willis…>>
<< Buongiorno Signor Willis…>> ok, in that moment I thought that was enough for the greetings, I was so excited that even my underwear was wet with sweat.
<< Come ben saprà signorina, la nostra accademia e’ suddivisa in quattro specializzazioni :
1. DESIGN STYLE (for future designers)
2. VISUAL DESIGN (for future photographers and painters)
3. CREATOR DESIGN (For sculptors, goldsmiths, etc.)>>
<< Lei sa a quale classe apparterrà?>>
<< Certo signore, alla Classe di Visual Design.>>
<< Con precisione Virtual Design indirizzo Pittura, di cui responsabile è Miss Martinez!>>
The teacher looked at me lightning and I bowed to her, thinking he had suffered too much.
President after introducing "special" me into a huge door behind the committee. And I thought I did worse ...
access directly to a 'huge class almost full, so I went to finish among the latest banks. After giving us the welcome, Bob (the principal renamed by me) explained to us what would concern the admission tests.
<< Come avrete notato siete in molti, per lo meno, 150 iscritti! Bene miei cari ragazzi, noi abbiamo bisogno di 70 allievi. Trenta per la prima classe, trenta per il visual e dieci per i creator.>> continued.
<< La prima parte dei test saranno di cultura generale, dalla letteratura alla matematica, dalla chimica alla storia… perché, come gia ben saprete, le vostre lezioni mattutine avranno per argomento queste materie, mentre il pomeriggio dovrete dedicarvi ognuno alla proprio specializzazione. Dopo questi test passeranno in esame le vostre opere…>>
Meanwhile, a guy who spoke at my side drew on a piece of paper, stared at his work and he noticed my prying eyes. Careless winked at me.
<< Complimenti!>> I said, blushing.
<<… per cosa…?>>
<< Ho sbirciato il disegno…>>
<< Ah credevo guardassi me!>> oxygenated the guy was flirting with me, I felt quite embarrassed but I could not deny that it was pretty neat, well apart from the hair.
<< Come ti chiami?>>
<< Mel…>>
<< Io sono Simon, o anche Sick boy!>>
<< Il tuo soprannome e’ tutto un programma! Cosa disegni?>>
<< Un aquila! Credo che ogni pittore abbia un soggetto preferito…il tuo per esempio qual’e’?>>
<< Paesaggi. Che fantasia eh?>> I had a subject a bit 'trivial.
<< Caspita, io li odio invece. Sono carichi di particolari, complimenti…>>
<< Non è poi tanto difficile, basta progettarselo tutto in mente…>> explained.
<< Miss Brown!>> the Sanchez handed me a sheet.
<< Se fara’ bene questo test potra’ dimostrare a tutti quanto e’ brava, una volta entrata in questa scuola…>> that sympathy. I was even more embarrassed, I was not even become part of the academy that I was already reprimanded.
<< Mi scus…>>
<< 30 minuti!>>
<< Cosa?>> I fell from the clouds.
<< Avete 30 minuti per finire questo test!>>
Test! I hated the tests, the better the answers open at least scrambling to answer sooner or later we could also arrive, I do not like the open-ended responses with defined number of words. I was very confused.
6) Looking for the admission.
test ended and I quickly passed the assessment on our work. M'impancai, there had been a long time to make that plan, but heck, muttered to myself, I considered a memory of my grandfather. His last breath.
Sick and I continued to get to know waiting for our turn.
<< Allora tu sei di…?>>
<< Skys… tu?>>
<< Silvertown, sai ieri ho fatto ieri le prove nella tua città, tu ci hai provato? Devo ammettere che però la sede di NS si avvicina di piu’ al mio genere...>> completed.
<< No, in realtà ci ho provato solo qui. Questa filiale è nelle mie corde, come dicevi tu, poi sai voglio allontanarmi da casa…>> is not that I was unbuttoning too? Someone at the same time put his hand on my shoulders.
<< Mel? Allora?>> was PiBi.
<< Beh la prova scritta credo sia andata bene, erano abbastanza facili, vero Sick? >> sguincio he nodded looking for the professor who was paralyzed from the eye.
<< Ehm, Mel posso parlarti un secondo da solo?>> Bi asked me at the hearing.
<< Certo, scusa Sick. >> we got behind a door.
<< Chi e’ quello? Familiarizzi con uno che si chiama Sick?>> asked his father, had done the same with pet at the time.
<< Simon Williamson!>> explained.
<< Inizio a preoccuparmi, la mia piccola Mel.>> pretended to be anxious.
<< Prof mi ha messo nei casini, cosa ha fatto alla Sancez?> > I returned with the same coin.
<< E’ una mia ex..>> seemed somewhat embarrassed.
<< SONO FOTTUTA!>>
<< Mannò mi vuole ancora bene…>>
<< Forse troppo, non le piaccio e visto che sono amica tua, gli piaccio ancora meno.>> explained.
<< Senti Mel, tu sei bravissima, non hai bisogno di raccomandazione! Se non sarai ammessa riuscirai a fare comunque della tua passione il tuo successo… facciamo una cosa: vai, mostra il tuo meraviglioso quadro e se nessuno di quei cervelloni lì dentro capira’ il tuo talento allora ti farò da manager.>>
<< Prof sei molto incoraggiante! Ma… >> while trying to fight back, I was called into the room where the committee would assess my picture.
<< Vai… >> man visibly shaken, tried to wipe his sweaty hands.
As I entered the room I saw my picture Sancez that looked suspiciously. It was a landscape is not a nude erotic frigidona the kaiser! I said in my head.
<< Miss Brown, come mai questo quadro ha un nome di persona? Mel Brown non è lei? Sa e’ molto strano, ci sono stati pittori che hanno fatto questo! Ma erano grandi pittori, anche gia’ affermati. Visto che non vi trovo nulla di granche’ interessante a prima vista io direi che vorrei ascoltarne la storia.>>
<< Purtroppo questo quadro non ha storia. E’ stato disegnato in una notte, una splendida notte in cui un’anima si e’ ricongiunta alla sua meta’ immensa.>>
<< Non riesco a capire Signorina, puo’ spiegarsi meglio?>> the headmaster asked me puzzled.
<< Mio nonno era appena morto, ed io credo che mi sia stato accanto mentre lo disegnavo! Credo che questo quadro testimoni il grande fenomeno che e’ la natura. Forse non mi esprimo tanto bene, ma io ho ricordato quel paesaggio dove lui mi portava da bambina, dalla finestra del mio garage. La mattina seguente ho visto la grande luce che lo aspettava. Forse ho sola molta fantasia ma questo quadro rimarra’ per sempre. L’uomo che mi ha lasciato mi ha dato tanto quando era in vita. Questo quadro testimonia che lo fara’ anche ora che non c’e’ piu’. Ognuno di voi avra’ perso una persona speciale se solo provate a ricordare il vostro stato d’animo al momento della perdita, capirete il significato del mio quadro…ah e beh, si mi chiamo come lui. >> after you finish speak I felt a great sense of awe: and if I was wrong to talk about? I presented the painting, but the words I had gone out like a river in flood.
Secure all my picture in silence, but I could not watch any of them in shame.
<< Puo’ andare Signorina!>> I told the dean after a couple of minutes. I went out and found myself waiting
PiBi and Sick, I came curious about how it went.
<< Non ne ho idea, ho cercato di far capire cosa ho provato disegnandolo, mi sa però che erano tutti un po’ scettici.>>
<< Ah caspita! Come si fa a non capirlo? Io mi sono quasi commosso.>> Simon said.
<< Mammoletta! Com’hai fatto a vedere il quadro?>> said unpleasant prof.
<< Ho sbirciato mentre lei era in colloquio, professor Intelligenza.>>
<< Ragazzi? Che avete? Simon mi sa che e’ il tuo turno, infatti chiamano uno all’inizio e uno alla fine dell’elenco . Appena esci andiamo a mangiare qualcosa insieme.>> suggested.
While I waited for Simon, I sat outside and Professor in a large grassy square.
<< Ho pensato che se non dovessi entrare qui, visto che ormai per l’MS_IDES di ST non posso piu’ provarci perche’ le selezioni erano ieri, mi unirò ad una compagnia CIRCENSE.>> joked
<< Questa e’ bella! Ci sono tante lauree per le tue doti. > >
<< Non me ne viene in mente nemmeno una. Comunque l’importante e’ venire qui per me.>>
<< Tua madre non la prendera’ molto bene.>> said the prof.
<< Lo so, ma deve capire che anche se siamo lontane, resteremo sempre madre e figlia. Non credo che lo capira’ però forse man mano vedendomi lontana forse...PiBi tu cerca di parlarle!>> implored him.
<< Con Adam e’ un po’ difficile avvicinarmi a tua madre ma ci proverò. Comunque Mel sappi che sono fiero di te.>> said reaching out a hand on his shoulder.
<< Grazie Prof.>> - we split up in a warm embrace. Perhaps we have never embraced before.
<< PiBi sono troppo giovane per lei!>> - did not know if you give him or her now.
<< MELANIE!>> looked at me shocked.
7) Looking for my new life.
I had it done! A couple of days later, Professor, along with a bunch of giant sunflowers, I had sent a note to congratulate him. He did certainly make known indirectly to the mother.
The day before class, a few hours before the departure of my train, my bags were still not ready.
checked what time it was expected the last train to NS, I thought that all dejected that I had put in suitcases, I had to rearrange my room. I already knew the name of my roommate, a certain Suzanne.
All were being lined up to greet me. The girls of the "Gems" I was told that would come to see me, but strangely I suspected that was the last time I saw them.
Perhaps that aura of melodrama had not abandoned me.
The minutes seemed interminable separated me from the start, I felt as if this case does not ever fill. My mother did not
had showed it all day. She had returned from work and was locked in the room, while Adam went back and forth to buy the stuff I missed.
I have to say that he had put a lot to me. She could not wait for me to leave? I tried not to think about it.
Professor Brian was there too that was almost moved. I would accompany him to the station.
He asked to speak with my mother, but had no positive response.
I was leaving, I was leaving. Away Grandma and Adam greeted me affably.
Adam gave me a big good luck, my grandmother was moved. Mom's not even the shadow.
I regretted not having seen even a second, but I brought some of his photos with me, I knew I was close.
just left Brian gave me a letter.
<< Questa e’ l’ultima volta che faccio il “ruffiano”.>> said.
"Dear Mel, as usual I have been a disappointment. I could not rejoice in your achievements and I have not had the courage to watch him go. I want you to know that I tiferò for you that you are a great pride for me and you will be forever in my heart. From today we will try to grow apart. I hope I have the courage to call you soon. With all the love that I can. Your mom. "
Can not hold back the tears, BiPi handed me a handkerchief.
<< Che c’e’ ora non vuoi partire piu’? >> asked.
<< No anzi, ora che ho la sua benedizione mi sento piu’ motivata. >> said, her voice broken by sobs.
Professor looked at me getting on the train, the I saw from a distance, thinking that I would like to have a father like that.
A couple of hours later I was in New Shine.
got a taxi to the student. Greeted me at the gate attendant was only the night shift and that she knew a Kaiser of the new arrivals.
<< Mi scusi ma io devo avere le chiavi, devo posare tutta questa roba entro stanotte! Quindi apra il registro e faccia il suo dovere.>>
<< Signorina ma e’ arrivata troppo tardi!>>
<< Capisco, ma domani e’ il primo giorno di scuola!>>
snorted and then opened the register.
<< Come ha detto che si chiama?>>
<< MELANIE BROWN! >> repeated for one hundred and twentieth time. That would be stupid, I thought to myself.
<< Camera 28, la sua compagna di stanza non e’ ancora rientrate. Però e’ del secondo anno. Lee…>> called a guy who was just crossing the gate.
<< Che vuoi? >> was a type available.
<< Accompagnala, e’ nella 28 tu sei 27 se non sbaglio…>>
<< Seguimi! >>
<< Ma scusa ...sono corridoi unisex?>> I asked the bewildered keeper.
<< Si, unisex anche i bagni, non lo sapeva signorina?>> he said.
I cut short and waved to thank him. I followed the boy, seemed a strange one. I had seen loads of cases and had not even offered to help me, but where did the gentlemen? I wondered what was up, I supposed 2 meters. Okay that was small (one meter and sixty) but heck, he was very tall.
'll be right and he did not turn around even once, had a hat that almost covered his eyes.
<< Questa e’ la tua stanza, Miss Unisex.>> had a tone quite deep.
<< Grazie.>> immediately went into his room.
I looked around. An empty part of (my), the other party full of models and busts. I was sure at that point that my roommate was studying Stylish design.
8) Trying to make a good impression on the first day of school.
I woke up the next day, after 2 hours of sleep.
I arranged all my stuff in the room and I was destroyed, also because 'the tall boy beside had messed up all night, did not know whether alone or with a woman.
My tenant had not yet arrived and I had already come out for lessons.
I was out to wash for the shower, I returned to the dressing room thinking that the next time I should wear my hair in the bathroom. As soon as I put on my shirt I heard the sound of a key in the lock.
imagined that my roommate had arrived.
<< Ehila’! >> under the his cap. << Hai gia’ sistemato tutto! Da non crederci…>> continued.
<< Si, ecco, anche perche’ non e’ che tanto riuscivo a dormire…>> explained.
<< Causa del “pallemosce” qui di fianco?>> churches.
<< P… lo spilungone? >> I was stunned, certainly not for his colorful language.
<< Si, Lee. Fa un gran baccano. Ma non si capisce cosa fa, mai! Comunque io sono Suzanne Todd.>>
<< Melanie Brown, Mel! Studio al primo anno di “arti visive” indirizzo pittura>>
<< Suze, design stilistico.>>
<< Mi puoi fare qualche bel vestito…>>
<< Vedremo…!>> seemed friendly at first impact.
<< Ora devo scappare, ho lezione…>> said, smiling.
He greeted me with a thumbs up while I tried desperately to escape.
during my mad dash I noticed the lanky stroll the night before along with a girl all dressed in fashionable, I thought it was a little girl, but in fact will have '... I was very surprised the fact that it is not yet able to watch the lanky right in the face.
finally arrived in the classroom, and so began my long day. At about half past four p.m.
I also finished the first lesson of Visual Design. The Miss
Sancez was a really smart person, but I did not understand how bravely we had asked to draw the hands. What could ever be? Did not expect to be able, I was so depressed, it was the first day and I was already 'in serious trouble'! For more of 'the academy cafeteria sucked. I wanted to eat a triple cheeseburger! Going back to sleep, I realized that downstairs there was an internet point available for free for each student.
I rushed to see my mail and noticed two emails quite important: that of Simon Peter and that of my ex.
I was pleasantly surprised to discover that not Sick avendocela NS-made, had been admitted to SkyscraperTown! Even for him what was the first day. I was hoping to meet him soon.
Peter wrote instead that she had returned in ST (porcaccia misery! When I left I?), Who had learned from my mother who had been admitted to 'IDES and these days he would come to bring NS a bit 'curriculum (which seemed to me an excuse not credible that was to attend the university'). In the email I also asked to send him a text message from my new mobile number so just come to town I would have called.
replied to emails quite quickly, also because 'I was starving after that do I rushed to my room to take some money and slingshots in a pub.
When I entered the room I found my roommate Suze lying on the bed while another girl caresses her hair.
<< Scusatemi…>> I asked awkwardly.
<< Ma scherzi e’ camera tua!>> Suze said.
<< Per questo ci siamo trattenute. Per le porcellate andiamo da me che ho una singola al di fuori dello studentato. >> ok, my suspicion was confirmed, they were together.
<< Ma io ti conosco!>> shrill cried the girl of my roommate. In fact she had a familiar face. With another strilletto clarified the conundrum was the Ivy the first girl I met at 'IDES.
<< Bene allora non servono le presentazioni. Ho un terribile mal di testa, ma stavamo uscendo. Com’e’ andato il tuo primo giorno di corsi?>> On asked, pulling on his jacket.
<< Bene, direi, la mensa fa un pochettino cagare, ho una fame terribile e per Visual Design devo disegnare “delle mani” entro domani. Non so assolutamente come fare.>> sbuffai.
<< La Sancez e’ un po’ strana… lo dicono tutti!>> Ivy said.
<< Dai non ti scoraggiare, se guardi nella cartellina al lato della mia scrivania dovresti trovare qualcosa!>> suggested to me on.
<< Dovrei copiare?>>
<< No sciocca, sono foto, prendi quella che ti piace e la riproduci.>>
<< L’hai fatte tu?>> I asked curiously.
<< Che importanza ha? Ci dovrebbero essere delle mani se non erro. Cerca quello che piu’ t’ ispira… >> did not understand 'cause a lot of availability. It was perhaps in love with me?
<< Non so che dire.>> I to thank.
<< Non dire niente, potresti tornarmi utile.>> this explains everything.
<< Noi andiamo Mel, se cerchi un pub c’e’ quello dietro l’angolo, che fa panini ottimi! Un po’ pesanti ma ottimi.>> suggested the blonde.
<< Grazie Ivy, grazie Suze. >> hugging appearance. I tried hurriedly in my wallet to go out in a hurry, I decided that the pictures of Suze would have given us an eye later. I rang
Unexpectedly phone.
"Hello, I am Peter, I'm under your dorm! Would you like to eat something together? "
9) Trying to overcome the obstacle Ex (Who Knew).
You took my hand
you showed me how to (do) you
you promised me I'd be next
yes, so I thought I
your words as well as all the things you told me
yes, so I
truccai quickly, hoping not to have blurred. My stomach was rumbling and my head throbbed.
Oh God, I was going to see Pete!
not met him for months and in the process of me was always the same effect, on the other hand we had been together three years and after him there had been nobody, you know how things go, the boy was my first time.
I saw him, unfortunately in my eyes it was still beautiful.
<< Mel! >> embraced me warmly.
<< Peter!>> What we could never ever tell us?
<< Sei bellissima, davvero! Piu’ ancora di quando hai fatto il ricovero, avevi un altro colore di capelli prima, vero?>>
<< Si, ero piu’ rosso fuoco appena uscita adesso sono mogano, ma anche tu stai bene, forse un po’ sciupato.>>
<< Si, ho lavorato molto quest’ estate, ora mi sono iscritto all’universita’ di ST.>>
<< Filosofia!…>> anticipai.
<< Eh sì, mi conosci.>> sure he knew how he could doubt that?
If someone had told me three years ago,
you'd gone.
I'd been raised and I would have punched,
because I knew they were wrong. I knew I
more because you said "forever" and "always" ... Who could have known ...
We entered the pub recommended by Ivy. It was a nice place, a bit 'alternative, full of posters of The Cast! Which I did not mind, I considered them very strong and not at all jocks.
upon a person at the desk, a type of high color and thick, that place was short a bit 'of women, however.
We opted not to sit on the bench, took a table.
It was not an appointment, it was not an appointment, I had to concentrate on one thing.
The black guy came up to us now. Strangely, he had green eyes, had a special charm.
<< Cosa prendiamo ragazzi? Siete turisti?>> friendly churches.
<< Io no, frequento l’IDES.>>
<< Ci vedremo spesso allora, io sono AJ.>>
<< Mel, e lui e’ il mio amico Peter, mi e’ venuto a trovare.>> I answered, smiling.
<< Peter, come il gestore di questo locale…Bando alle ciance…cosa prendiamo?>>
<< Un hamburger gigante! Tante patatine, tanto ketchups e una birra, media, doppio malto…>>
<< Quanto mangia la signorina! Lei signore? >> I smiled and stroked her hair awkwardly.
<< Lo stesso…>> Pet said.
<< Arrivano subito!>> darted away quickly, while Pete looked at me inquiringly.
<< Se ti conosco bene, direi che sei nervosa per qualcosa, n’est pas?>> asked.
<< No, ho davvero famissima, la mensa fa schifo, anche se so che mi abituerò… devo fare un disegno per domani…”delle mani”, ma andiamo… come posso disegnare delle mani che possano esprimere qualche sentimento? E poi tu…>> I stopped searching for appropriate words.
<< Io cosa..>>
<< Tu qui…>>
<< Sei felice…?>> questions but he was not?
<< Non lo so. Che ci fai qui? Ci ho messo troppo per liberarmi di te…>>
<< Volevo vederti, morivo dalla voglia di vederti!>> sighed.
remember when we were so stupid and so convinced and so fashionable
I could touch you again
I wish I could still call "friend" I'd give anything
AJ took us in a flash as I strafogavo hamburgers and not treating him (he was the only boy in front of which I am not ashamed to eat like a betrayal to sow) tried to clarify the topic.
<< Peter ti chiedo gentilmente di non rompere i ciglioni!>> gorge said that while he did the same.
<< Anche perche’ mi hai lasciata e non ho saputo mai il vero motivo.>> continued, as I was not Peter, to see me without breath, even at that time was not enough air in the lungs.
when someone said "count your blessings now,
since they are all gone"
guess I did not know what was wrong
they knew more than me but you kept on saying "forever"
and "always" ... Who could have known
The beer I had gone to his head, told him that I want to go to him.
had a hotel room. I walked into the room, everything was really bleak.
<< Sai, la mia coinquilina e’ lesbica!>>
<< Bene, potrai fare nuove esperienze.>> grinned so irresistible.
<< Non credo, e’ innamoratissima della sua ragazza, comunque sei un maiale!>>
<< Per questo sei qui stasera…>>
She kissed me with passion and in a few seconds I put a hand under her shirt ... I feel so alone, but it was just sleeping with someone just for that reason?
He could not answer me because I felt his hands all over my body, I gave him no time to breathe ... My body knew what he wanted but my mind was telling me to stop because it was not that it should be, not with him, not there ...
happened yet, lying on the bed that was already defeated ... he had entered into me but his mind was far away ...
I could feel the skin burning under him, and my eyes began to burn.
I loved him. I hated him ...
yes yes, I'll hold you in my head until we meet
and do not forget you my friend
what happened?
He had never been so desolate sex with Peter, I almost felt like crying for the things that we had no more ', but all had gone to hell that day.
That damn day.
At that moment I felt like in a trance, scenes from my life pass before my eyes. Pet
and I will discuss in a dark alley, I rage that I had ripped the car keys from the hand leaving him in that dark alley, the tears flowed in torrents from my eyes. I had found near the lake where my grandfather took me fishing as a child. I was tempted to dive without a swim, go down like a stone. The desire for revenge, however, had taken over. In reverse and without hand brake had pushed the car into the lake, throwing the keys as if they were pebbles.
I saw the call to my mother. << Mi vieni a prendere Mà?>>, then she brought me back home << Oddio, cosa hai fatto Mel?>> asked excited and looking in the rearview mirror that no one saw me. Megan
I remembered that it intended to protect at all costs. << Lo spiego io a Pet, tu non ci devi più parlare con lui…>> m'impose the next day.
<< Ho detto a lui che è stato un incidente, non ti denuncerà, dirà che gli hanno rubato l’auto, l’assicurazione ripagherà tutto!!>> my mother spoke to me agitated, in the meantime I did not bat an eyelid. I did not regretted what I had done, had two choices: either I or the machine's Pet.
As a last scene relived the outcome of the interview with PiBi << Il professor Brian mi ha detto che sarebbe meglio che ti ricoverassi al centro “Mens Sana”, potrebbero aiutarti più di me… Ti daranno una mano a dimenticarlo ed a trattenerti in determinati momenti…> was the last memory I had of that time. I turned to him.
<< Perche’ non mi rispondi mai quando ti chiedo il motivo per cui mi hai lasciato?>>
<< Va bene…>> said and turned his head on the pillow while the other, almost as if he would look at me as I was telling the truth '.
<< In realta’ sto con un'altra, da prima che ti lasciassi. Sei mesi prima…>>
<< Perche’?>> was the only thing that occurred to me to ask.
<< Perche’ lei ha bisogno di me!>>
<< Ah, lei ha bisogno di te? Ed io non ne avevo?>> I was experiencing another nervous breakdown?
<< Tu eri troppo presa dalla tua arte per accorgerti di me, per accorgerti di lei.>>
<< No! Questo non te lo permetto! >> I got a half-length, and he also, this time I would not have sold, for mom and PiBi. << Non scaricare la colpa su di me, se tu non hai saputo… non so…>>
<< Mi dispiaceva tanto per lei, tu invece non avresti mai sofferto.>> I could not find the words that he took when he said those things.
<< Non riuscivo ad alzarmi dal letto e vivere! Ho smesso di disegnare. Tu eri il mio mondo. Per non parlare dell’ira…>> spit in the face of those words.
<< Non potevo immaginare, non credevo di essere alla tua altezza.>>
I got up and got dressed. He could not say anything.
<< Sei un idiota, non sei riuscito a liberarti di un estranea. Non riesco a credere che per te e’ stato piu’ facile liberarti di me. Non ti perdonerò mai!>> were in my own words.
<< Ti amerò per sempre…>>
<< Si, me l’hai gia detto…>> said that shutting the door violently.
cried, bitter tears.
pain, melancholy, to have understood all alone at the time.
I returned to the student and I fell on the bed crying, Suze would not come back that night. I got up quickly and hastily recalling the task I had assigned for the next day, I opened his bag to find some interesting photos. Hands have not seen, unfortunately, until 'I found not one, very small and very attractive.
At 2:30 am I finished my task of "drawing" in pencil, I had also colored. I had to remember the next day to thank Suze.
Goodbye Peter, was the last thing he said before closing his eyes that night.
if someone had told me three years ago, you'd be gone
way I was going up and I would have punched
because
all wrong and that last kiss I'll cherish
until we meet again
time makes it harder
I wish I could remember everything but I will simply
Remembering you
visit me during sleep
treasure
who could have known ...
treasure, treasure
who could have known ...
who could know I miss ...
10) Trying to get familiar with the neighbor.
<< Guarda che quando dormi hai la bavetta alla bocca! Chiudila almeno Mel, sei davvero orrenda.>> I was waking up the next morning with this sentence.
I turned toward the voice and saw Suze, rigged to perfection and dressed like a fashion show ready to go to class.
<< Sono in ritardo? >> I asked worried.
<< No, tranquilla! Sono tornata io a casa così, mi sono truccata da Ivy.>>
<< Ah meno male…>>
<< Comunque non sei una brutta ragazza, ma quando dormi ti ci vorrebbe un cuscino in faccia.>>
<< Quindi non cercherai mai di approfittare di me nel sonno…>>
<< Questo non si può mai dire!>> both snorted a laugh.
<< Ascolta Su, ho preso una tua foto per il compito di visual design.>>
<< Fa un po’ vedere…>> reached an eye on my design and made a satisfied grin.
<< Ottimo direi...ma…>> suspanse left me for a moment.
<< Non e’ mio!>>
<< Oddio, e ora? Di chi e’? Cosa farò? Dovrò disegnare qualcos’altro per non essere citata per plagio. In così poco tempo?>>
<< No Mel, calmati niente di tutto ciò, il disegno e’ di Lee. Il burbero di fianco.>>
<< Lo spilungone?>>
<< Ebbene sì, guarda non e’ male. Vai da lui, mostragli il disegno e chiedigli se puoi presentarlo.>>
<< No, mi vergognoooo! Mi accompagni?>> the pleaded.
<< Non posso, tra poco devo uscire per andare al laboratorio.>>
<< Ma non stara’ dormendo?>> I tried in every way to avoid that thing.
<< Ha lezione! Come noi…frequenta il secondo anno di Visual design – fotografia però!
I washed, got dressed (ie 'Su, I ordered the dress) and I truccai (as he went with clothes), afraid I rushed to the room next door. The 27. Maybe I was too dressed up, I thought reflected in the windows of the corridor.
No one I opened, I was tempted to leave and instead tried again adi, bloody conscience.
The second time he went through.
<< Un attimo!>> I heard the voice of the kind.
When I opened it, my eyes almost came out of their sockets.
What I knew was high, which had a sour face no. She had beautiful eyes but an expression a bit 'grim. An angelic face but a face tough. My heart began to beat.
<< Cosa c’e’? >> had wet hair, maybe he was having a shower. I hid behind the design.
<< Cos’hai li?>> asked.
<< Oh no! Ecco, Lee…so che ti chiami Lee… però! Io sono Mel Brown.>>
<< Lo so, l’hai ripetuto al portiere dieci volte l’altra notte…cosa vuoi?>>
<< Ecco volevo farti vedere questo!>> showed him my drawing, I closed my eyes not to be blamed. I felt nothing. I opened my eyes.
<< Senti Lee, posso chiamarti Lee?, si altrimenti come potrei chiamarti? Suze mi aveva detto che potevo scegliere tra le sue foto per ispirarmi… dovevo fare questo disegno, non credi sia venuto bene?>> stared at him, maybe I had not even heard.
<< Su non c’era, e’ stato un caso, e’ una foto favolosa…>>
<< Si, lo so…>> humble guy, eh?
<< Posso presentare il disegno? Non ti dispiace?>>
<< Ciao Lee! >> behind me appeared a girl, the one with which to walk the day before. Immediately recognized in her a familiar face.
<< Sei Cat Mattei di Popstar? Il programma televisivo delle giovani promesse? Tu sei una cantante vero? Ohmiodiooo! Sei bravissima, sai? >> she seemed embarrassed.
<< Si, sono io. Sei nuova vero? Qui tutti sanno che sono un allieva dell’IDES quindi essere riconosciuta così mi crea un po’ d’imbarazzo.>>
<< Sei favolosa Cathrine! Io sono Melanie (Mel) Brown.>>
<< Grazie, ma dobbiamo andare, scusaci! Lee, muoviti ad asciugarti i capelli su… >> Lee opened the door to let her in, was about to close it a few inches from my face.
<< Aspetta, non mi hai ancora risposto. Posso presentare il disegno? Lo segnalo che e’ interamente ispirata alla tua fotografia. >> even if I did not know the surname of Lee, I would have asked Su.
<< Rumorosa, sei chiassosa. Presenta il tuo disegno, stammi bene.>>
<< Ciao Mel.>> smiled at her friend pop star.
<< Cat, posso chiamarti Cat?>>
<< Certo, alla prossima.>>
could not believe my eyes, Cat participated in a popular television program. Probably at that time was the winner, his voice was very similar to Amy Lee of Evanescence and its quality had to give so much sweetness, unlike me that at most for my city I would have remembered my stay at " Mens Sana, thinking about what had happened shortly before Lee realized that I hated, I was sure.
Cat and I wondered if he were together, would have been a pretty pair.
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