31 Where's my guitar?
I'm still sleeping peacefully in my bed when I hear people call me Stephen.
- Hey, Pssss, Michal!
- Um ... who? - In fact I know very well.
- Micol it's noon!
- Really?
- Paola is already here, if you hurry let's go for a ride together, what are you doing home?
- Okay, I get up.
but trouble! E'tremendo girlfriend have a friend, Ilaria without boring. always go out in three, do not leave me alone at home to look it but I figure the thumbs of the candlestick does not hold water.
After half an hour I'm ready and go downstairs.
Paul is playing the piano (we because my mother and Stefano play it, while my father is a half-hearted bass player). He has just completed a classical piece and mine are lost in the applause of admiration.
- What good! - She told my mother.
- Sai Paola, Micol also played the guitar! Then he stopped for no reason ...- added my father.
- True, Micol then why did you stop? - I asked my mother.
- Er, parents will explain again, in a hurry!
me have slipped away quickly, I actually stopped playing for a reason very useful, I do not want to talk about especially with my parents.
arrive at the bar. I am looking desperately for someone to exit.
- Faith Hello, Hello Luke. - Entertain me a bit 'with them.
- Bede thanks, du? - Luke did not answer me in the prime of his health.
- Tonight I want to go out for pleasure! I was only three days with these two, do not take it anymore!
- Hey, thanks. Ungrateful, that we we care about you. Go for good! - Stephen complains.
- No Stephen, maybe I explained evil, you will not ever see. I would like to leave you a little 'just me ...- evidence and its a bit' if you drink it.
- I can not help box, Sendo bi bo ... influence ribango home ...- cries Luca.
- Out of a Friedrich? - I ask.
- tonight I should be going to a club, playing a friend of mine, if you want you can come with me?
I accepted in a flash and now I'm waiting to be taken. First dress I opened the closet and saw my guitar. Do not use it this summer, four months. Here's the intercom will be Faith.
We came into the room, nice but nothing special.
- There is already playing, maybe we made a little 'late.
- It 's all your fault, you have come to take me an hour and a half hours!
- I'm not very punctual, here it is anyway! That's my friend Mark Mink.
Another turning point, a fork stuck in the road. / Another turn at the junction
blocked the road Time grabs you by the wrist, Directs you where to do. / Time grabs you by the wrist and gets you where you were going
So make the best of this test, and don ' t ask why. / Then take the best of this text and do not ask why
It's not a question, But a lesson learned in time. / Is not a question but a lesson learned in time
It's something unpredictable, But in the end is right. / Is something unpredictable but in the end I hope you are right
Had the time of your life. / I hope you have had time in your life So take the photographs
, and still frames in your mind. / Take photos and
Framed in your mind Hang it on a shelf of good health and good time. / Hang it on a shelf in good condition and at the right time
Tattoos of memories and dead skin on trial. / Tattoos of memories and dead skin on trial
For What It's Worth, It Was worth all the while. / To what it's worth it was worth all the time
It's something unpredictable, But in the end is right. / Something but unpredictable the end is right I hope you
Had the time of your life. / I hope you have had time in your life. (= Green Day Good Riddance (Time Of Your Life) / Good riddance (Time of Your Life))
I have to admit that it is really very good. He plays the guitar so beautifully that I should be getting even I on the scaffold. When he plays brings heart sank.
- Come on you present it! - Federico brings me in a closet that should be "behind the scenes."
- There he is, Mark, how are you?
- Well thanks and you? - Says running a hand through her long blond hair to the "Beatles" new way.
- Quiet, let me introduce my friend Micol.
- It is a pleasure is Marco. - Show me your smile.
- The famous Mark, the pleasure is all mine! - I say.
We sit at a table for a drink and Federico shoots suffered third degree.
- So how are you career?
- Today here, tomorrow somewhere else. Luckily I always have the old guitar that keeps me company!
- You know Mark, I was playing too long ago! - Do not know why I'm telling you.
- Not long ago! I saw you play this summer and do it very well!
- Maddai! Micol, I must tell you something. There I have on my lips since I saw you, you look like my sister terribly, the same eyes! He played the guitar, a real talent, I compared I am nothing. Then for one reason or another stopped playing, but fate did not give her the time to take a motorcycle accident took her away! Now my songs are all dedicated to my angel.
I feel a chill wind through my heart and if I was wrong to leave the music?
- I'm sorry! - I say, as Fred has been embarrassed embalmed. Mark turns to me with shining eyes and said.
- Do not let some silly reason to take away your passion, before it is too late. Think about it ...
I feel lonely and empty. I feel only now the absence of a part of me. Back home, I opened the closet, just before leaving I saw my guitar and now ... no more! Where's my guitar?
Shy316/7/2008, 19:52
The Angel 32.
'm at the bar with Paola to discuss my latest misfortune: the death of my guitar.
- Have you asked your mother or your father?
- What could have done with my guitar?
- I do not know, ask Stephen. Arriva
Frederick and embraces us.
- Adore Hello! How are you? - Spupazza us both.
- Hello, well ... - I say pouting.
- What's goodie? - Begins to shake his chin with two fingers.
- It's cheese, I can not find my guitar. - Exclaimed in despair.
- I'm sorry! Also what you said Mark, when I seen her at home I was sad sad little face!
- Who is Mark? What did he say? - Asks Paola.
- This is not true! It was not my sadness.
- Maybe ... - And Frederick 's a bit skeptical.
- Explain! - Demand for new Paola.
Fred is trying to tell what happened the previous evening when Stephen falls among us and greets his beloved with a fiery kiss on the lips.
- Hello everyone! - After it discovers us.
- Stephen, have you seen my guitar case? Yesterday was in my closet then when I got home it was gone.
- In truth the last time we had my mother!
- Really? Thanks! Hello guys, I'm going to solve this problem.
I moved away from them, leaving Fred to tell my adventure. Known faces of the other two questions.
get home in record time and I rush to my mother.
- Mom, for if you took my guitar?
- Well, since not used it more, I thought I'd give it to charity. The auction on Sunday.
- Brava! Without even asking ... - I feel that the smoke is coming from his ears.
- sorry you did not think, now where are you going? - I do not want to discuss and leave her to speak for itself.
- I'm going to auction so you have something else so I - being close the door shut.
I do not know where to go, I can certainly go to the parish to pick up the guitar. Whom should I contact for advice? With my scooter
vague aimlessly to find myself out in the local last night. I remember that this is the last day that I find Mark.
me a warm welcome and immediately asks me what happened to me, as if he read my heart.
- My mother gave it to charity and the last thing I would do is to resume andarmela. So I do not have my guitar! It 's true you realize the importance of a thing when you seem to have lost it ... Mark really made me realize that I had long since lost a significant part of me and now what do I do? Please tell me something? I feel so stupid! - Tears wet my face.
- Micol, you know, this is my last day in this city. Tomorrow I will start a promotional tour across the country ... one thing is to say ...- and as she does me tight shoulders.
- ... Never give up! Even when you feel lost, we both know what your destiny. E 'written in your eyes and that's why I'll give you my guitar! - Literally shocked me the curtains.
- There are very affectionate but I always knew from day to day I had to part with it and give it to you that I think is the fairest way to do it.
Me put it in his hands, then a voice tells him he must go on stage!
- We play together tonight ... - Pulling me by the hand.
- But you like playing?
- I feel that my manager does not lead guitars reserve? Come on ...
The stage, the light pointed at us, this is my life, for a moment I feel really ALIVE:
This here is for you and even if there is a much
I just wanted to say was that
here at the end of me.
It is for you that you know who I'm talking from
and you will like a minute and then you'll forget it.
Why are you alive as you are alive
how much life I've spent
and not ever get back alive and six
alive for that you're always ready, always greedy always
just as you want ....
(Viva! Ligabue)
After our performance, he still has a half-hour concert. But it is behind the stage to greet me.
- Thanks Mark, this is the best gift I ever received.
- Come on! It 'also used! - Said ironically.
- So, farewell ... - I say with a great desire to embrace him.
- No, I'm sure we'll meet again! - I pull the guitar in his hands and pulls a pen from her purse. On the back of the guitar writes: "Michal, the angel of music! With Love, Mark. "Then I return and I can not hold back my tears.
- Thanks! - Is already experiencing a drop down my cheeks. He me a big hug and kisses my forehead and I'm looking for is how: with his eyes clear and thin and his hair is in constant disarray. Greets me after a while, 'because his audience is waiting, while I see his shoulders from a distance in a fit I'm shouting
- Hello brother! - He turns to me with a beaming smile and then I stop cry.
I go home relieved, I open the door and my mother joined me at the entrance.
- Micol, really sorry!
- Mama I'm sorry you have been stupid! I solved it, see? - I say, showing my guitar.
- You have given back in the parish?
- But no! You gave me one of my close friend!
- I am happy - relieved to embrace approaches.
- Honey, look you got a package .- tells me. I'll take
shaking comes from New Shine, do not embarrass me holding the camera in close and open the note.
"Hello Witch! I admit, I made it there ... I open your gift in advance! Thank you! It 'really hot and has a fabulous color! You have good taste! Here in NS is all very well, maybe sometimes we come together. I send you my CADEAU POUR TOI! I hope you like it, because I turned the whole city 'to not look bad! Best regards, Andrea. "
anxious and I open it I get his hands on the cute bracelet cauchu targhettina with over a white gold with the words: "DESIRE PUOR TOI JE LE meilleur", you should know that New Shine 'was of French domination, and therefore many souvenirs are in French.
I put it immediately and I do not think I will never part. It 'a very special present for me and he is really special.
Dear readers of my blog,
January started a few days, soon everything will return to normal.
Sx in a bit 'again for Skyscraper Town, Px for now does not want us to think and does it well. Better to enjoy them without thinking these last days!
year that ended has brought me many beautiful things ...
- Ix Px and have become my best friends.
- Ax I deepened the friendship with that before I only knew of "oversight "...( bloggers gave me a gift so sweet and beautiful my darling).
- I got acquainted with the magnificent Fx (too strong), Lx and small Anx.
- Mx I met a guy whom I respect very much (almost as Axmio) ... that came into my life, bringing light. I hope to really meet again one day.
So what more could I ask for next year?
(Maybe that Axmio finally noticing what I love?)
That's all folks
KissKiss
Nx
Shy ~ 07/26/2008, 16:30
33 The Trio.
- Micol But where is'? - Ilaria exclaims impatiently.
- Dai calmati, è sempre la solita non la conosci? - cerca di calmarla Paola
- Ciao ragazze! - eccomi spuntare da dietro di loro.
- Finalmente... - mi risponde la mia cognatina mentre Ilaria mi fa un cenno di capo, scocciata.
- Dimmi cara, ti sei divertita? Noi ti siamo mancate? - chiedo per cambiare argomento
- Tu no di certo, specialmente i tuoi ritardi! Dai scherzo, mi siete mancate tanto entrambe.
- Che carina! Chiedo scusa per avervi fatto attendere... - dopo averla addolcita sparo loro le mie scuse.
- E’ di mezz’ora il tuo"piccolo"ritardo... - Ilaria non accetta spiegazioni.
- Scusatemi, ma ecco, beh parliamo d’altro? Ho una proposta!
- Dai sputa il rospo.- he asks finally.
- How about forming a "Trio"? I play guitar, keyboards and drums Paola we put Ila ...
- But I do not play drums. You've got some lessons ... but ... I do not know the play well ...
- IMPROVED! - Reply.
- A trio of music? A Band? Ficooooooo! - Paul answers.
- first try of the other songs, then maybe ...- explain.
- Yes, then better to get our own style and began to compose something of our own! - Adds Paola.
- Just what I wanted to say, Paola how long you think? - I asked.
- I thought about it often!
- even I'm starting to develop, we ask the Faith, to find some little place we do show ...
- Yes, but I believe more in there! - Ilaria as usual exaggerated.
- But where we feel? - Is back down to earth.
- I do not know ...
- We will need a box, a garage, a cellar ...- says Paola.
- My garage is unusable, you plan stuff! Barely got to do the scooter and the car ... -I say.
- I'd better, a warehouse: it's my family! My father will surely agree it is unused for years so I think it will take only a good cleaning! - Proposes Ilaria.
- Fantastico, a few days we organize ourselves and go to clean it ...- I surplus.
Paola asks to be advised and I assure him. Afternoon
boring, sound a bit ', then rest. It 's a real monotony, I almost miss school. Ilaria
I decide to go to see the fateful stock. Do not really think of nothing else from this morning, not much notice are sure to find at home. I do not call
Pa, why are the last days is here that Ste.
Here. Foschi. Peeeeeeeee (sound of telephone).
- Who is it? - Will be the mother.
- I Micol.
Without even asking another, I opened. I take the elevator second floor, and 'my second time at the home of Ilaria. Mrs. Foschi waiting for me outside the door.
- Good evening ma'am. There Ilaria?
- No dear, you exit with his father, want to wait here?
- The talked about the stock? - Maybe give me the keys.
- Yes, wait if you want to give him a look I give you the keys. - BINGO.
- In truth I wanted to start clean ... - I say in the face of 'naivety.
- All alone? Wait Ilaria give you a hand, no?
- No, no problem so I do not think ...- end today as I speak and disappears after a couple of minutes again.
- Here are the keys, and two blocks from here! Very close to the supermarket. If you see out there is an intercom that says "gloomy" ... I'll just get back Ilaria.
I leave and run away, now I see him. I can not do anything, I'm too curious.
- Micol beware - this is the voice of ...
- Andreaaaaaaaa! - I can not suppress my joy at seeing him.
- Did you enjoy this gift?
- Yeah, see? I do not hardly ever get up! - Tell him showing.
- Almost never? - Maybe I exaggerated.
- Scherzo, though I appreciated very much. But when you come back?
- Just this morning. Where are you going? Have you been shopping? - He says pointing to the bag in my hand.
- I'm going to clean up a warehouse, these are the cleaners ...
- Have you made do the cleaning?
- No, you idiot! I need help, do you want? - Ask him slamming the eyes, he looks at me puzzled.
meet by chance at the bar and Paola Ilaria. The first comes with Stefano who has a date with Luke, the second just returned from the committee with his father was made to accompany himself. Let the sunshine boys, the two find themselves talking.
- Where are those two? - Calls Ilaria.
- Ah I did not understand very well ....
- What do you have?
- Did you just noticed? I hate to be a "life" ... - Paola ironic answers.
- Fool, look ... dubious?
- Good point, are a couple of days are like this, Ste has noticed but I can not help it.
- Are you sad about his departure?
- No, doubt was the exact term. - She says putting his hands through his hair.
- May I ask why?
- I think it's time to make love with him ...
- I believe it ...- Ila replied confidently.
- You think so?
- Of course I say, do not waste time. You do not know what you're missing .- ensures a wink.
- What a pig! - From a pat on the shoulder.
The two start laughing when the car's mother Ilaria stops outside the bar, the girl the note and leaves, after a short fall.
- We must go, Michal came home. I gave my mom the keys to the store and told her that I would have reached, we gotta go 'cause he had to clean it. - Communicates with Paola.
- Let's go! It 's the usual impatient. - Snorts another.
We entered the store and I Andrea.
- What dark! - I can not stop coughing.
- What filth! - Andrea adds.
- We must get to work immediately.
- There is not even a light bulb! - Complains.
- Force! - I recall it.
- Who put me in a situation? Micol Eh? - He says sullenly.
Shy ~ 02/08/2008, 13:57
34 Declaration failure?
the bar and Paola Ilaria are about to go to the store.
- But 'cause they always seem to have snow in your pocket? - Paola complains.
- will be a disaster in there, I did not want to clean today! In the meantime I
and Andrew.
- I checked the electric meter, it's alright. There are only bulbs ...- Andrea announced.
- Thank God I'm tired ...- I'll jump on a bench and left as soon as you sit up a halo of dust.
- Yuck! - Says Andrea coughing while in the meantime, close the gate, so, however, remain totally in the dark.
- Why have you locked in?
- We need to talk! - Sits next to me, I can not wait for anything good. I feel "strange" excited to be here alone with him.
- What is it? - Ask him.
- No, do not panic. I want to talk, tell me a bit 'of the Trio.
Always at the bar the two girls meet Luke and Stephen.
- No way, I can not take Stephen away from you, which began to collapse. - Exclaims Luca.
- How cute! - Ilaria said.
- Darling I thank you, but ... - Trying to explain Paola.
- Do not listen, we're back because we solved quickly. But I really missed you! - Stephen, clarifies his girlfriend welcomed hug.
- Guys, we're going to give a system for the store. Come and help us out? - Luca and Stefano aggregate without stories. In the meantime
warehouse.
- ... It made me realize how important it is for me the music and feel that I have to start doing something about it, I do not know if the reasoning is clear? - I see that my face did after the story but suddenly I feel and embrace the heart starts beating fast.
- Sure, you understand and do not know how much respect you.
not know what the fact of being a little 'appreciated by him is true for me. How do you feel for me Andrea? Because I feel your heart beat as mine?
- It 's been a gradual thing, our friendship has reached a point that well here, I want that between us
...- I'm dreaming. Do not wake me, leave me here forever safe in his arms.
Andrea approached her to my cheek and I'm leaving you feel the magic of the moment, but suddenly I hear a loud knocking at the gate.
- MICOL ...- is the voice of Ilaria.
- perhaps not yet arrived! - Explains Paolo.
- No! It must be here, the gate is not locked.
The magic is broken and Andrew runs to open them, I get up and take a cloth and start dusting. We were not doing anything wrong, but we are both embarrassed.
- Andrea! What are you doing here? Micol alone with the dark? -Asks the Ilaria meddling.
- A helping hand? Nothing, but where were you lazy? - He explains in tone.
- Andrea, you will not hurt my sister - inappropriate comments of Stephen.
- What the hell are you saying? - I say nervous.
- Do not worry Steph! Ok, Micol because now there are many people who can help you, I'm going. Hello everyone! - In greet the choir and I would start crying like a hysterical.
- Miss, I do not tell it right. - I Ilaria whispers.
- We begin to clean up here, then I'll explain! - That hassle.
We spent the afternoon tidying up but I'm completely absent, I can not help but think of him. In a break three of us sit on the bench and the memory of what was happening right there emerges, suddenly I cover my eyes and tell you everything.
- Cosaaaaa? - Says Ilaria.
- think what would have happened had we not had our timing! - Adds Paola.
- Do not tell me! - I replied, biting his lips.
- Come on, if he intended to plead, he will find another occasion to comfort me ...- Ilaria.
- hope ... - I'm not very confident.
- By the way, what do you think that Paul will love with your brother?
- What? - Now it takes me a drink.
- Actually I had not even told you! - Ilaria apologize.
- Are you sure, really? - I ask Paola.
- I think so ... - Is she a bit 'of rosy cheeks.
- will be the only virgin among the three? - This is not 'right.
- Apparently yes! - Ilaria laughs.
- I think it is best done with an expert, Stephen .- type comment without thinking.
- Expert? - My cognatina opens her eyes.
- Well I mean that it did, did not you know? - Explain.
- Well, I supposed. But I never thought ... - Seems a bit ' worried.
- he just did not condone .- importance. Luke and Stephen are back with the bulbs and Paola reaches them.
- Cursed tongue to say ...- Ilaria.
- Look, there's really nothing wrong to have done so already with other, perhaps she does not mind this, maybe it's a bit 'unsafe. It seems to me too obvious.
cabbage that day, may Andrea you were really saying? And now they will not do more? I feel sick at the thought of the opportunity lost. Passing through the room I see Stefano di Paola and I decide to talk to him, swearing to myself that is the last time I m 'intruding.
- Have you ever thought of making love with Paola? - I ask him after the usual pleasantries.
- What questions do I? - I understand that what it dry a bit.
- I know it's not my business, but maybe she thinks and if you do not worry, never will.
- reassure her about what?
- I will not understand but maybe because there has never been afraid of making mistakes, of not being up. -
After he said this left him restless and I think, want to make love with Andrea. But maybe I'm speeding up a little 'time because we have not even kissed.
Stefano di Paola went home, she invited him to speak to her room because her mother is not there and the nurse is too busy doing other things.
- I want to make love you Paola! - he exclaimed suddenly.
- Me too! But I'm afraid.
- What?
- I'm afraid not to be so familiar, in fact are not, and therefore can not do it like me.
- Look I'm not a Don Juan?
- You have more experience than me.
- My love, will be the most beautiful of my other times, this time because I love a girl in a total ... I've never loved anyone as I love you now!
- Stephen, two days walk away, and I do not know if the next time I see you everything will be like now, but with my whole being, now as ever, I want you to be the boy of my first time .- Paola closes the bedroom door key, approaches a lui sedendosi sulle sue gambe e baciandolo con sempre più passione. Ormai ha deciso, e' sicura che quello sia il momento e la persona giusta.
Shy~11/8/2008, 18:02
35 - Romeo&Giulietta.
- Mio dolce Romeo...ehm...- lapsus.
- Eh no Micol! Questa parte proprio non entra proprio in quella testolina, vero? Eppure di tempo per prepararti ne hai avuto. Pensa che al tuo fianco ci sarà il Romeo dei tuoi sogni...- esclama Paola che mi sta aiutando a provare.
- Si, mi devo impegnare.
- Mi dicevi che sarà in versione moderna come il film con Leonardo DiCaprio.
- Sarà meno cinematografico, niente incendi a pompe di benzina ma semplici scazzottate, niente pistole ma coltellini, niente Extasi.
- say more theatrical ... - While I pretend to laugh at the jokes of Paola I find myself on a cell phone call, I hope Andrea - for whatever reason - but is instead 'Luke.
- Luke? Do you ring? Why? - Asking curious my friend.
- I do not know, for weeks we are more affectionate. Hugs, rings. And 'something happened naturally. We have gained confidence.
- Do you remember ...
- I know it's with Annie and issue a case that is one of the best friends.
- Exactly ...
- change the subject can not understand! But Ilaria?
- Ilaria went out with her mother, I'm good, you're saying? Has passed the ugly story of Fred H?
- I do not know PA. It 's very close but in my opinion is better ... Meanwhile
Ilaria and her mother are shopping, you get to the music store appears before their eyes a giant poster of Fred H. Ilaria for a couple of seconds it stops to look away but her mother draws the attention.
- Ila, what's the matter? We go there after my favorite clothing store.
- step inside you, you wait outside, take a little 'air.
Once the mother came into the shop, Ilaria leans against the wall to think.
With the help of my friends I'm leaving, feeling of being past the block "Alfredo Accardo."
- Look who's here! - Federico stops beside her.
- Hello. - Answers her, but annoyed tone.
- Talk about the fate ...
- I believe that fate sometimes should mind his own business.
- Sob! Wait ... "your eyes are blacks ..."
- Save! My eyes are not blacks, are brown - hazel-tending to not do cascamorto to do with me. - She adds sour.
- Indeed! Let's go get something from the bar?
- I can not wait for my mother.
- Ok, it will be for next time.
- Okay! - The answer but just think he's a nuisance.
Later, the auditions.
- Federico! -I admit it.
- Hello Michal, I called you but your phone?
- I left it at home, what did you tell me?
- moved the test.
- when?
- A day after tomorrow.
- Um ... not bad ... but now?
- Now the director will make us a speech, I think the usual laments about whether to engage seriously .... etc. ... - In the meantime, I notice a strange movement.
- But in the front row, next to Andrea who?
- Did not have made? It 's a friend of hers, she starred in the soap.
- A place of love: it was Sheila.
- It's called ... - I interrupt.
- Lara Balestri, I know all of that soap is my favorite!
- Will participate in the hearings. He is trying, together with Andrea, he wants that part at all costs. You better keep an eye, see How long cute? - Actress in a school play? Here we cat breeding.
- umpf, if you want to test, does not scare me one bit '. For other things, is not that I care all that much ...- What a liar, I'm already 'gnawing jealousy.
After the speech of Professor, I met my friends at the bar. I explained to them so quickly.
- It 's perfect, beautiful. Have you ever seen in "A place of love"?
- I do not see that stuff ...- Ilaria answers.
- I see an episode every now and then, but I do not remember any character named Sheila. - Paola says.
- In any case, you should absolutely beat! - Ilaria encourages me.
- Treasury today but I can not help you, I have a backlog of 50-year history because of your dear brother. I have to recover completely. - Informs me my cognatina.
- Do not count on me, I can not. I have training with the volleyball team. - Explains the other.
- UFFAAAAAAAAA! Who can help me?
- What do you need? - Luca intrudes.
- A hand, we see today ... the stock of Ilaria not miss it! - And suddenly he's proposing is a bit 'confused. Me and Luke
friendly, we got to try my hand for hours.
- "Farewell Juliet" - Luke states stretching me.
- No stretch, is not the case, we can skip the kiss scene.
- How no! I'm trying for hours just for this moment.
- If I had read the script carefully you would realize that there are many other parts still more HOT!
- Yes, but then you tell me ... "he goes on "...- jokes.
- Oh, but it's too late! Do I have to audition! Come with me? - Ask him.
- Better not! These things make me nervous and my presence annoy you too. I close here I go, breaking a leg.
- I can not answer, I should say "Amen"? - Ask him out of the race as he laughs.
I arrived at school but I can not find the classroom of the specimens, have changed the last minute. I'm opening the doors of all classes.
- Opss sorry! - I just sgam Andrea in atteggiamenti calorosi con quella rossa, Lara.
- Micol, dove vai?- mi chiede lui imbarazzato.
- Cercavo la classe dei provini...- spiego, vorrei mettergli le mani al collo.
- E’ quella seguente! - si intromette lei con aria di sufficienza.
- Grazie, allora io, ehm vado. - sto per chiudere la porta.
- Stavamo provando! - si stara' mica giustificando?
- Che interpretazione magistrale! - esclamo sbattendo con forza la porta.
- Accidenti! - esclama Andrea.
- Quella era Micol?- chiede Lara.
- Sì. - risponde lui e lei sembra irritata.
Quel quadretto romantico mi ha fatto perdere la concentrazione. Erano avvinghiati, altro che provare. Erano fin troppo realistici.
- Hello Fred, what part do you suggest?
- Tybalt, Juliet begin auditions for silence. - I warned.
- But with all this public, which embarrassed! They are already devolved. - I'm not the head.
- The first is the star, Lara announced ...- Federico.
- Yes, well ... be prepared with Andrea! Federico
advances and she starts to play, Andrew and Juliet Romeo with which the aspirants will do the test and obviously there is harmony between them already. They are perfect, it seems the movie, but I have tried with Paola and Luca. Not enough, I can not do this picture of me ** a. It was with him, in front of her. Do not let anyone laugh at me. Go away! I say to a of my company and I leave the class.
How could I ever compare me to her? As usual there is always something that dismantles all, I do not know why I'm crying. Why did I take so long? On the other hand was just a stupid party.
In the class where they are doing the test.
- Mico Blanco ...- called Professor / Director.
- He said he went ...- someone responds.
- What? - Andrea exclaimed aghast.
- He was here until two minutes ago. - Added Federico.
- all I know, he told me he was going away!
Andrea left the class and begins to travel to reach the exit, I just wiped my tears and he calls me.
- Micol, but where are you going?
- At home, why? - I do not even want to talk to him.
- Are you kidding?
- Not at all! - Not even to see him.
- Are you going?
- Yes, but what do you care? - My tone and 'raised a decibel.
- Lara, has you scared?
- Andrea ** kr iti! - I say attack.
- run away forever the face of difficulties? When you grow up?
- What the hell you say, you idiot, eh? We understand well that everything is already decided, it's all a farce. A 'actress to a school play, boo! If not, have asked me also to try together. We could find the harmony that we have all seen with your girlfriend. You're screwed, even a chiedermi se avevo avuto dei problemi a provarla da sola. Non ti sei fatto sentire, dunque, fatti gli affari tuoi! Non scocciarmi ed AUGURI per la rappresentazione perfetta di Romeo e Giulietta, ops! Auguri porta sfortuna, vero? Non l’ho fatto apposta! - bugia.
Non ha parlato, non poteva, se no gli avrei mollato anche un calcio in c**o, ho voltato le spalle e me ne sono andata. Non aveva giustificazioni, mi sento così depressa e penso di andare da Luca al bar, senza motivo. Lo abbraccio e piango sulla sua spalla.
- Non è possibile che non sia andata bene. Eri preparatissima, cos’è successo?
- Mi sono ritirata ma non è solo per la parte. - singhiozzo.
- Vuoi un succo d’arancia?
- No, Luca per piacere mi accompagni a casa.
- Certo, avviso papà...
- Grazie!- non è una stupida parte visto che era Andrea la persona a cui volevo stare vicino.
Shy~25/8/2008, 18:55
36 La crisi.
Stamani a colazione con i miei genitori.
- Micol cosa c’è? Hai qualche problema? - mi chiede mio padre ed io rispondo con un cenno con la testa.
- Qualche peso sullo stomaco? Ti puoi confidare lo sai. - continua.
- No, non ho niente, davvero. - dopo aver detto questo faccio una pausa di silenzio, poi mi alzo saluto e vado via.
- Sta crescendo!- esclama convinto mio padre.
- Caro, ma ha 17 anni! Il periodo della crescita è iniziato for some years!
At school my friends look at me worried, I think they're afraid that might react badly, but certainly not the kind of girl who cuts the vein for a fool.
Out of school, while I take the scooter, you decide to talk to me. We enter into the conversation "Andrea."
- I understand. This situation is not easy ...- Ilaria tells me sympathetically.
- You're right! Micol but you have to respond - advice Paola.
- And that's what I'm going to do. I do not want to attend more acting, I do not care. I will change course. - Proclamation.
- Brava! - Approve Ilaria.
- What? - Are in crisis.
- You can join the volleyball team, I will speak with the coach! - proposes Ila. Answer refused.
poem? - Offers Paola.
- Imagine! Thanks girls for your efforts, but I think they should leave it alone with my own forces, if you know what I mean.
- Sure, you're right answers .- Ilaria.
- But do not forget that for anything, we are here! - He says Ilaria.
- I know, dear, thank you. Girls sure that neither wants a ride? - The others are mentioned not to worry, before leaving I put the headphones with Linkin Park. I love this song.
From the Inside / From the inside (from experience)
I do not know who to trust no surprise / I do not know who to trust no surprise
Everyone feels so far away from me / all feel far away from me Heavy thoughts sift through dust
and the lies / thoughts rummaging through heavy dust and
lies Trying not to break but I'm so tired of this deceit / I try not to break I am so tired of this deceit Every time I
try to make myself get back up on my feet / every time I try to get up
All I ever think about is this / that's what I think of all this All the tiring time between
/ And all this time tiring
how Trying to put my trust in you? Takes just so much out of me / and how to trust you?
cost me so much I take everything from the inside / I take it all inside of me (I know everything experience) and
throw it all away / and throw it away
'Cause I swear for the last time /' Cause I swear for the last time
I will not trust myself with you / I trust you Tension is building inside steadily
/ tension increases continuously in
Everyone feels so far away from me / all feel far away from me Heavy thoughts forcing
Their way out of me / heavy thoughts come forward with the strength out of me
I will not trust myself with you / I do not trust you
I will not waste myself on you / I do not waste it with you
You / You
- I hope you manage to survive, I do not know how it goes. He has always denied even though we all knew! If you only vent a bit ' also with us - said Paola.
- does not tell us for fear of what you feel the same test. - Ilaria replica and the other is in agreement.
- Girls, hello! Micol just wanted to know how he is!? - Luca approaches. The others do not say more than a "might feel better."
- I'm sorry too, I swear, I did not imagine that he cared so much for Andrea. Does not deserve it! I would do anything but her.
- Do not want to be helped. - Says Paola, Luca after greeting goes away immediately.
- I see too share the sentiments of Micol, here we cat breeding. - Ilaria has doubts.
- Impossible, has a girlfriend.
- Well, I will not be drinking.
I started thinking about everything ilo afternoon on what to do, but nada.
I phoned my friends to go out a bit, 'I'm going to the park where I will meet Ilaria, later we will reach that Paola is studying (really have to be doing well and I Ila, but we overlook!). Ilaria
the street clashes again, as often lately, with Frederick.
- Ily!
- Federico hello ...
- How are you?
- So far so good ... not to see me nervous.
- How have you prevented! Where are you going?
- Appearance Micol!
- I'll give you company if you want! Eh?
- would say no to anything?
- No.
- Exactly.
I went out running, I made an appointment to Ila and I'm getting late. In a hurry I was undone the bracelet he gave me Andrea, maybe fate has it that the toggle. For now I try to put it back.
- Micol.
- Sob! Andrea! - F ** o! I saw it with her bracelet! And he wears my scarf, it should not grr! If kissing Lara, you soak in the scent of DIVA.
- I need to talk!
- What do you want? -I say without even stopping.
- I want to understand what happened!
- Well I do not care to talk about it, I can not wait! Hail!
- How do you want, but someday you'll be forced to talk to me!
But those who think he is? Force me to talk ... tze! Ila and I find I get to the park and Faith.
- As usual, too late! - He says Ila.
- Sorry ... but ... you had a date? - I ask ironically.
- Absolutely NO! And 'he glues.
- I love that its aggressive air! - He explains.
- And I hate that I adore her anything! Grr. She says. - Burst out laughing. I'm really funny together.
- OMD is a miracle, Micol is smiling! - Says Ilaria.
- No, my dear, if the taste is laughing! Laugh at us?
- Federico're a funny guy! - My compliments.
- Thank you my darling! - Ilaria not respond while my ability to compliment.
We sat on a bench to talk about this and that, then finally came Paula and Luke with the scooter. We have become a really nice
group. I have not thought of Andrea in this pair of Oretta.
Luke was attentive throughout the afternoon, took care to entertain me then he proposed to take me home.
- you live here, right? Now I know it by heart this place.
- Yeah, how much trouble this time, right?
- not even tell a joke! Micol Listen, I know ... ... that you are suffering ... I am aware of ... but I really want to tell you ... that when you want ... I'll always be ... - Seems extremely embarrassed.
- You are sweet, but like I said to my friends, I have to overcome alone. Anyway thanks, you're a true friend. - I'm going to hug him but he stops me.
- No, Micol. I do not want to be just that.
- No I know Luke.
Try to tell me something, but then reaches out and strokes my cheek. I feel his warm hand on my neck down, close and support her lips on mine. We left in a warm and sincere kiss. Then I realized and detachment.
- No Luke, we can not.
- ...- I'm sorry you feel discomfort.
- Better than a little 'no see, I am a friend of Annie!
- And I love her ... but ...
- Luke, do not say things you may regret tomorrow! Dormice on.
We salute you and I go home. I think, I think! I felt protected by that kiss, I felt that my heart would not have suffered for that. I do not want to suffer, Ugh! I know, however, that Luke can not be my refuge.
I open the door and my parents are watching a dance competition.
- Micol, come see how good they are here.
- Why not 't sign up for a course of dance "Latin American".
- Latin American?
Shy ~ 13/09/2008, 09:58
37 You can dance!
We're out of school waiting for the bell sounds. I decided what to do instead of acting and my friends are informed.
- Latin American dance group ... - I answer.
- Cooosssa? - Ila exclaimed aghast.
- Look do not tell me, do you want me realize that maybe you do not like? - I say.
- Not at all! But I hope that at least a little something to know already do ...
- Absolutely not! - Replied, smiling widely.
- Double good luck then!
- Thanks Pa! I thought you told me "best wishes".
- "Congratulations!" - Plus the wicked Ilaria and I do answer with a tongue. The bell rings and we start the school day.
Strange but true, when Andrea and I have not had a fight we fight more in the corridors, rather, so I will not ruin your day.
afternoon. 17.00.
I went to register at the gym. Has nothing to do with credit points, gym and private, but I is still registered to play until I make 5 absences, that is to say 4 weeks e mezzo per ora (poi con l’avvicinarsi della rappresentazione Romeo e Giulietta il corso s’intensificherà!) fino ad allora troverò una soluzione.
Dopo aver pagato l’iscrizione, la prima retta ed aver preso il dépliant dei corsi mi si avvicina una ragazza occhialuta con un sorriso smagliante.
- Ciao sei nuova? Io mi chiamo Sara!
- Sì, io sono Micol.
- Anche io frequento solo da un paio di mesi...
- Ah e ascolta Sara, io sono una principiante, é forse un problema?
- No, leggi sul dépliant, ci sono corsi proprio per noi: c’è scritto ”ballerine alle prime armi”.
- Ah, non l’avevo notato.
- Guarda un po’ là! That is our teacher. His name is Carlos, and Puerto Rican! Beautiful, eh? - Eyes widened and I almost stuck to the glass that allows me to see him dance.
- Very hot ...- comment.
- Yeah, to be honest, I attended another course in this gym, aerobics, but then seeing him ... well ... I wanted to change.
- understandable!
Shortly after I rush to the bar, I meet with my friends, I have to give them the news that I met a guy that I like more than Andrea.
- You can not understand what was lucky! - My debut.
- I'm glad, what happened? - Asks Paola.
- My instructor is a cool scary!
- Interesting! - Ila answered.
- Who is interesting? - Federico arrives and sits down at our table.
- certainly did not talk to you. - Ilaria replies.
- You are always so cute baby. Micol But let me say that I think you were wrong to leave everything!
- has better things to do now ... - Paola says to avoid the topic.
- Yes, watch the master in his shorts ...- continues Ilaria winking.
- No, no shorts, pants-wearing a simple jazz, but we see a bad ass.
- Ila, you do not dare to look at others! - Says Federico covering the eyes.
- Levami your hands off me, you moron!
- Frederick, but for you is it serious? - Paola question.
- Why, I'm sorry What did you think? - he says.
- The stop, please? - Ilaria says impatiently.
First day of class in Latin America. I got in tight suit, I'm really cute, who knows what would he say if he saw me Andrea ... but never mind! I do not have to think anymore!
- Good morning, my ladies, you're the new girl, right? I had warned ...- Carlos tells me as beautiful as the sun.
- My name is Michal!
- I'm Carlos, approached. So I can follow you better. - Very embarrassing.
- So girls, let's make a list for our Micol?
Start the music and dance but I distracted him to look, how sexy!
- Micol, are you there? - Closes the music to attract my attention.
- Hehe, not much ... - I admit. He decides to take him to the first lesson. What a man!
Meanwhile in acting. Andrea Federico approaches and start a conversation.
- You know yesterday I saw Micol.
- Do you understand, at least you, why not more?
- Well actually the whole world knows. I know that now attends a course in Latin American dancing and his teacher has to sit at the mandolin.
- Mh. Spit it out. - Seems interested.
- I just know this I swear! - Andrea looks suspicious.
After the course, after the shower, I went to the bar. I have to clarify with Luca.
the kiss I have not yet told anyone, not even to my friends, I do not know how to react.
- I need to talk urgently and in private! - Introduce me.
- Come with me on the back, I talk to myself.
- What's put me in suspense!?
- Nothing Micol, I heard Annie.
- did not not tell you ... the ...?
- No! How are you thinking?
- Look Luke, I like you a lot. But this story does not lead to anything good. E 'game already on the wrong foot and can hardly stand up.
- I believe it myself. - Wiping his hands on his pants.
- We are alone and that this leads to one another. - Explain.
- Yes, then you know I felt guilty. She said he had a surprise for me.
- Poor baby, I swear to you Luke, I'll keep this secret from the grave. - M is a ** from a friend.
- Thank you, kisses good but ... - Says making me a wink.
- You're not wrong. - I like to say, our kiss was really hot.
We look at the attraction is there and you hear it, but I get close and kiss her cheek.
- Keep a safe distance but ...- laughs, then smiles at me and hugs me. I would be fine with Luke, but if it had not existed Annie and Andrew. The first is fundamental for him, the second for me, though I do not want to admit it.
fall within the bar and we argue that Frederick and Ilaria.
- Together Again? - I say.
- Always together. Tell the truth, avevate un appuntamento? - continua Luca.
- Luca, le hai mai prese da una ragazza? - minaccia Ilaria.
- No e non vorrei nemmeno farlo oggi.
- Appunto smettila, altrimenti vi meno entrambi. - afferma indicando i due ragazzi.
- Non toccarmi Fede!- cerco di difenderlo.
- Fede? E a me? Posso prenderle da lei? - protesta Luca.
- Sì, di te può farne quel che vuole! - rispondo.
- Cattiva! - Luca mi prende quasi in braccio, ma io resisto ridendo di gusto.
- Ehi! Qui la vittima sono solo io!- esclama Ilaria.
- Federico, smetti di perseguitare Ila. - gli dice Luca.
- Bravo! – annuisce lei.
- Luca, non intervenire. Non può vero Micol?- chiede aiuto Federico.
- No you can not.
- Micol mind your own! - Ironically I order my friend.
- Honey, I told Andrew we now have a crush on ass golden year. - He tells me.
- HEY! First, you must not talk about me in the presence of that 'individual. Second, you must not mention in my presence the name of that 'third thing to be inhumane ... who told you that I have a crush on him?
- Ah, these things do not you tell me, right? - Luke asks me suspicious, what a mess! Should I plug the mouth with a pound of lime to Frederick.
- It is not true! - I try to explain.
- In fact I even knew it, it's just a dirty .- Ilaria by a hand.
- Guys, it's a lie! - All three are laughing taste and I feel embarrassed.
Luke is really a nice guy, making it clear to him I probably lost a love, but I recovered a great friend and who knows maybe Fred is right, no doubt Carlos is a beautiful piece of guy, it's time to forget Andrea and change everything ? The next lesson, I'll ask some more.
Shy ~ 21/09/2008, 18:02
38 An unexpected surprise.
for two weeks attending a course of dance and Carlos also noted improvements.
- umpf, I can not wait to go home I say ...- exhausted out from the locker rooms.
- I'm too exhausted ...- adds my classmate.
- Why Carlos continues to train? Alone too!
- I've heard this week there is a national dance competition will be held right here, and he is in the final.! I think it takes a lot to overcome. - Obvious, and 'a professional. After more pleasantries my dance partner greets me in the meantime I continue to look at training, I just have a look insistent, because Carlos calls me feeling set in the room where he's trying. I made a figure of m ***! Rule one: I have to stop to fix it.
- Micol, do not you go home?
- I've been watching ... uh ... you're practicing hard ... I'm impressed! - I will be credible?
- I have a final ...- says, seems to have fallen.
- I understand, but that's enough! You are already so perfect! - Go down with compliments, as I have become brazen, after so long repressed my feelings for Andrea.
- Thank you, we're going to take something from the bar of the gym, will you? Agree incredulous, men are vulnerable to their compliments. Ilaria
returning home from training for volleyball event (so to speak) meets Federico.
- Somebody up there has it in for me - it introduces you saw him.
- What a day NO! - Responds.
- I go to school et'incontro ...- he continues.
- I wonder why, right? Maybe because we frequent the same school?
- Exit "volleyball" and I see you ...
- It 's logical follow me!
- It 's fate, but never mind. Let's go to Luke (the bar) that I offer you something.
- You already know the answer!
- What a vile world! Today I've been through all the colors, the teacher mate, asked me to surprise! In the course of acting is probably the part I Levin ... you, the woman of my life I categorically refuse! Why? Why? Pourquoi? Warum?
- Okay, let's go find Luke. - The girl has changed its look, now seem to be compatible.
- Really? Tell the truth, Luke is an excuse! I knew you would not have withstood a lot of my charm.
- I changed my mind, I'm going to say ...- house altered.
- No daidaisusu by ... I was joking!
- Mh. Do not always the fool. - She says annoyed.
We sit, me and Carlos, the table in the bar of the gym.
- So you feel comfortable here at Loreland? - Speeches that I do.
- Yes, the environment was initially a bit 'difficult but now all is well ...- smiles at me.
- Do you speak our language well how long are you here?
- Two!
- Wow, you look like a lorelandese ...
- Just because your language is very similar to mine ...
- True! But how old are you?
- 25 ...- "25-17 = 8" eight years apart, what will they come?
- You came here with someone ...- continuous interrogation.
- No, I just came, then I met a very kind person. Thanks to her I came to work in this arena, I teach for just one year. First I made a lot of work but dance is my life!
- A meeting will be the lucky girl would say ...-?
- Yeah, but talk to you.
- Er, here ...- I understand you do not want to learn more.
Meanwhile, Lara and Andrew are trying.
- What good old days, eh? - She is remembering the past together.
- Andy But what do you do? "Continues.
- Review this part, I do not think I'll be so good ... we met for this, no?
- You're already perfect ...
- Too good ...
- Come ...
- Lara? - He seems annoyed.
- Ugh, that beard! Do not think of us as "Romeo and Juliet" think of us as "Lara and Andrea "...- she approaches threw her arms around his neck.
- Are you kidding? What is there to think about us?
- If you do not puzzling for a moment, for who knows what, perhaps it would be easier.
- But you ...- Andrea leverage his hands from his neck.
- But I, but I ...! Andrea the problem here is you. I have no problems.
- Enough, I'm leaving.
- Ugh, but where are you going now? - He leaves the room, her disappointed and alone.
E 'was a really good talk, I feel good, Carlos is very nice. Now I'm heading to
Luke's bar to see if there is anyone, because every night you find yourself without an appointment there. I
vibrates the phone, Fred, who wants to talk about the acting course?
- Hello?
- Micol ... I have to talk ...
- If it's something about Romeo and Juliet ... wait!
- No, really wanted to talk to Ilaria.
- Where are you? I'm coming to the bar.
- I'm at the bar.
- Well, two minutes and we talk about close ...
- No, we're all here! I came from the bar - for privacy - I need to vent ..
- then I stop, what is it? I feel it in your voice a little bit of embarrassment.
- ah yes Well, I wanted to ask if ... Ila somehow you have never been spoken di me!
- Mi pare di no, ma se vuoi glielo chiedo.
- No, lascio che le cose prendano il suo corso naturale, ma tesoro, non ti offendi, vero? Tu mi piaci ma hai già tanti casini sentimentali...ultimamente...
- Arriva al dunque...
- Ultimamente ho notato che è la mia donna ideale, mi tiene in pugno. Tu e Paola siete carine ma non c’è paragone, per i miei gusti intendo...
- Certo! Senti Fede, Ila è una persona un po’ chiusa! Non viene a parlare con me dei suoi sentimenti, chiediglielo direttamente.
- Hai ragione tesoro, con te avevo speranza zero. Nel tuo cuoricino gentile di dama c’è solo Andrea.
- Forse una volta, ma ora non più.
- Ma a chi la racconti! Credo che anche nel suo cuore di duro cavaliere ci sei solo tu.
- Questa è una palla volante! Che mi sta raggiungendo.
- Apri gli occhi...
- Senti Fede, sono quasi fuori al bar. - taglio a corto salutandolo. Io nel cuore di Andrea? Questa si che è fantascienza.
Al bar Luca, Paola e Ila chiacchierano.
- Oggi mi ha telefonato, non puoi capite la felicità che ho provato!- Paola parla di Stefano.
- Ti capisco...- risponde Luca.
- Forse per te è un po’ più dura, io non lo vedo da poche settimane...tu da settembre scorso...
- Eh già, è dura! - dice lui ma ha un topo poco convinto.
- Rieccomi mon amour, al tuo cospetto.- rientra Federico avvicinandosi a Ila.
- I beg you guys! Levatemi this being around! - She complains.
- Do you still have to deal with me first?
- Of course yes!
- You are too, too touchy and I like you so much, so much for this .- he says taking her hand and kissing her, she leaves him strangely do.
- Luke help me. - Ila passes behind the counter, pulling her hand and hides behind the boy.
- Frederick Back, Ila is under my protection!
- two against one is not right! - Exclaims in exasperation.
- Bravo Luca, I love you!
- Hey! ...- I'm jealous by the bar.
- Here the dancer tube! I'm sure you parteggerà for me ...- says Federico.
- Micol So, I'm doing from the referee macht special Luca-Ila against Faith ...
- Funny! I came in time, treasure Faith Victorious! What do we play? Tresette?
- Traitor! - Ila accuses me and suddenly the door opens and who appears in the bar? Andrea.
- I brought you guys guess who? - Exclaims.
- Tadan here I am! - Annie appears from behind Andrea.
- Annieeeeee! - The meeting go kissed her warmly, the kiss of Judas as a few weeks ago, I kissed her boyfriend. Should I remove that moment!
- Micol, what a pleasure to see you! I missed you! - Now that I start crying so Tenerina. Say hello to everyone and I see the happiness in his eyes when he sees Luke. I'm glad it did not ruin everything. Ilaria shows but she already knew how much the former Andrea insistent.
- were different times. - Said her embarrassed.
Annie explains his program.
- As Luke and I missed a casino for fear that our relationship is deteriorating same! - I felt poor.
- I convinced my parents and I moved to the home of Andrea.
- What a mess! What chaos will become my home! - Says the cousin, who love to move him, Luke seems shocked by the news.
- You will also be in our school? - Ask.
- 3d! - Responds.
- About Me section! - Says Andrea.
- hope we do not have a bad reputation because of you with the teachers. - she says wryly.
- What! We just needed this' malicious prosecution. - Andrea responds to mock offended.
- Luke, do not say anything? Federico-demand.
- What a surprise! - He replies, puzzled.
Shy ~ 11/10/2008, 16:59
39 tips Annie.
We brought Annie to our warehouse / rehearsal room, logically bass player has every right in our group.
- Preview - I ask.
- Very comfortable! You see women who try, if it had been a band for men would be less fragrant ...- Annie responds, we agree other laughing.
- Tomorrow brings down! You have already made up your music?
- no music, lyrics, yes. A Paola couple, a song ...- Micol says Ila. Annie is excited can not wait to read our songs and to participate actively in the group. Finite
tests at the end we did nothing but talk, we divided each for his second hobby. I went over to the dance course, Annie at the bar by his love and met Fred.
- I mean you're telling me that Luke is at home "my" studying with Andrea and I'm here? - Complains about her, while the boy confirmed with the movement of the head.
- Why the heck did not warn me?
- Did you know that you went with the girls? - Annie nods .- Mh. How's it going with you?
- I do not know, we do not see often! Only at school. - She says sadly.
- I'm sorry.
- I would at least be honest and tell me what 'is the problem!
- I do not know what to answer, not even confided to me anything.
- Image, change the subject, I will not ruin my day! From what I understand you like Ilaria "the drummer".
- Yes! Her very much but ... nothing! - He says sadly.
- You have at least some tactics used to attract his attention?
- I'll explain how I act: they are always present, I do what I say, I'm a guy ... you know ...
- Oppressive and spineless! But you guys just do not understand that a person must first be loved for what to do with desire?
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
After the course I have done an encore and Carlos going back to the bar together.
- All would have bet that I never learned to dance ... you know the usual girl I'm lazy, so my friends tease me also say ... that is a clumsy troublemaker, and I would add ... chatterbox ... because I'm talking about ¼ of an hour nonstop .. - I say take a breath, Carlos speaks little and I feel extreme embarrassment in silence.
- Oh no dear, I hear you like it - almost a compliment between the lines or not?
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
The day after talking to Luca di Federico Annie.
- It's not fair, I think, you do not talk about your concerns.
- Faith I was blown away, sixteen years old, she moved to me ... Does not it seem a bit 'too much? Our relationship is not solid ... that we have been together one month, more or less, only in summer, they always separate .- even he seems happy with what he is saying.
- Yes, but you do not believe that now is the right time to do this test? See if everyday of your relationship is good enough for you!
- In fact I'm doing this.
- So you go out together soon! - Fred tries to discover the truth.
- I do not feel the desire!
- then urge a clarification, you just feel so bad.
- Faith You're right, I need time to do so. Outside the school
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Ila confides in me and Paola.
- It 's from yesterday that I feel Fred! Even the messaggino of "Good Night" and "hello" sent me.
- Were you arrived at this point: AIUTOOOO! - Paul says.
- You were not one that could not stand him? - Cause it.
- Now you can hear even the lack! - Paola continues.
- ...- There he indicates it.
- Ila, we're not even listening! - affermo.
- Mh.Ci ha viste ed ha cambiato strada, può essere che si è deciso a mollare la presa con me! BENE! – sembra alquanto adirata.
- Incredibile ci ha viste e... - confabuliamo io e Pà a voce bassa alle spalle di Ila.
- Non si è neanche avvicinato, però guarda Ila é furente di rabbia...secondo me sotto sotto, le piace! - esclama Paola.
- Anche secondo me. Tesoro giovedì non verrai, vero? - chiedo a Paola.
- No! Prendo l’aereo di mattina. Dovrei tornare a scuola il lunedì seguente!
- Come hai fatto a convincere tua madre a mandarti a SkysT da mio fratello ancora non l'ho capito!
- Eheh...sono molto convincente! Sarebbe stato orribile non trascorrere Valentine's Day along with Ste
- How sweet you are! I will be alone again this year! - I say unhappily. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Fred goes home to confide to Annie.
- Annie was totally useless, I did not even a phone call, despite my truancy in his life!
- Mado, who is stubborn! Then go to step two.
- What? - He asks curiously.
- Now I'll explain. You now call it. - Says in a tone of order.
- Are you sure?
- Do not you trust?
- not that I do not trust ... the devil let's try.
- Bravo, the trick is not to go undefeated!
- Thanks Annie, you're a golden girl.
- About something you know Luke?
- Not really, but I think that clarification early. - Faith in that moment he felt sad at heart, but certainly not up to him talk about his relationship with Luke.
- hope ...- Federico called Ila, Annie waits impatiently for the outcome, then attack.
- What did he say?
- What is the park in half an hour! - Her enthusiasm begins to explain the plan two.
Shy ~ 23/10/2008, 17:16
40 The truth hurts
goes round and round, day after day, Valentine's Day here again! My friends will
definitely something to celebrate ...
SkysT Paola will be by my brother, Luke and Annie with Ila will be persecuted in that day by Frederick. I, however, this year I'll be a little thing to turn over the thumbs, what desolation!
NO! Ugh can not always go so I have to do something ...
- Micol - close your eyes and think how you would like to be the Valentine's Day this year?
Mh. No way! I am reminded always that str * n * o Andrea!
But it would be great if we could come back to speak to us, just because it is the eve of Valentine's Day I will do the first step. Seized by
rapture "Valentino" I am going to school in the acting course. Today, surely there will be evidence, I will call him aside and ask me to apologize. (Sisi in my dreams will go just like that!)
Meanwhile Andrea and Lara are trying.
- I can not understand this scene, the professor has cut but has no logical sense.
- I also believe I ...
- Hey? - He asks angrily.
- Andrea what is it?
- Why did you put that scarf?
- It 's yours, no?
- Yes, but why did you put it?
- Do not tell me you're jealous of your stuff!
- NO! But ... - can not find the words.
- So what? I keep it for a while 'I ... what's the problem?
I entered the school and I hear the voice of Andrea, I look in the classroom and see a scene unbearable: Lara's neck scarf that I've got him! Within a bestial force, always taken by a fit now a bit 'less Valentinian.
- What do you do? Recycle gifts? Before you told me you do not need a scarf, I would have not donated mica! You do not deserve anything and now no longer even have my respect!
- Micol ... - millions of words trying to say but can not finish a sentence.
- Enough! And to think that I came because I wanted to chat with you, too - around the shoulders and I go, I would like to give a punch in the wall but I fear ... the wall!
- What a mess you've done, see? To get the affaracci not yours? - He warns Lara.
- Look, I have not done anything, then who are you to get this scene? Do not you answer? - Lara insists.
- What? - Andrea is dumb.
- Andrea ... who is that girl that makes you jealous ...?
- Micol ...
- It enchants me! What is for you?
- Well ... ... here she is ...
- The love?
- I love her?
- Yes or no?
- I do not know ... but ... you love Carlos?
- Sure, but this does not prevent me to let me go ... but you seem locked in a cage ...
- I'm not in a cage ... I want that you do not think badly of me ...
- If you kiss me, you would think ill of me?
- I think so ... knowing that you are busy ...
- So m'impegnerò to make her angry ... - Lara kisses Andrea unexpectedly. *** Meanwhile
Ilaria Federico reached the park for the appointment.
- Federico I am! What did you say to me so urgently? I've done as quickly as possible ...
- You're sweet! - He replies.
- What 's that? Tell me or not? - She would like to get to the point.
- In fact I should not say anything I should do this ... ... .- Federico stretches verso di lei e la bacia con impeto.
Ilaria sbalordita dall’intraprendenza prima resta senza parole poi inizia a picchiarlo con la borsa.
- DEFICIENTE! – lui si lamenta dal dolore. - Ma che ti salta in mente!Questa me la paghi! - lei va continuando a parlare da sola per lo sdegno.
Poco dopo Federico si precipita da Annie a raccontarle come sono andate le cose.
- Allora Fede, non c’è niente da fare! Di solito le donne dure si sciolgono con un bacio.
- Quella è un demonio, mi ha picchiato! Non preoccuparti, domani torno quello di sempre…almeno posso starle vicino così.
- Sei tanto dolce! – commenta lei.
- Almeno ci provo! Notizie da Luca?
- Mi verrà to take next. - Annie seems more relaxed. ***
Luke goes to get Annie home, holding a small package.
- Hello Honey, what is it? - She immediately asks seeing strange.
- Hello Annie, is the gift for you Valentine's Day.
- But it's tomorrow!
- Tomorrow we do not celebrate ...
- What? Why?
- For years, I no longer want to get around. I can not stay with you and celebrate Valentine's Day ... when ...
- You're not in love with me?
- I wish you much good ... but ...
- I came here for you ... - she says with tears in his eyes.
- I'm flattered and I'm sorry a mess! It'll get worse, I know, I will not lie to me constantly ... this has also led to betray ...
- you betrayed me?
- Just a kiss ... but ... this means that his head was already somewhere else ...
- LUCA GOODBYE! - She exclaimed loudly.
- Annie! The gift! - Reminds him.
- Do you know where you'll put your gift FALSE?
- I'm sorry. - Although even he seems to really destroy everything.
- Go to hell! - She falls into the house crying.
Cry Me a River / Cry me a river of tears (Justin Timberlake)
You were my sun / You were for me the sun You were my earth
/ Eri
But for me the earth Did you know all the ways I loved you, no / But you did not know all the ways I loved you, no
So you Took a chance / So 'you have taken the opportunity'
And made other plans / And you
made other plans But I bet you Did not think your thing Would like / But I bet you did not think that this is what you
crashing down, no / It backfired, no
They Say That I know / I know that some say that
That somethings are better left unsaid / It 's better not talk about certain things
It Was not like you only talked to Him and you know it / It seems that with him you have not only spoken, and I know
(Don' t act like you do not know it) / (do not pretend not to know) All Of These
things people told me/Tutte le cose che mi hanno raccontato in giro
Keep messing with my head/Mi si incasinano in testa
(Messing with my head)/ (si incasinano in testa)
You should've picked honesty/Avresti dovuto scegliere l’onestà
Then you may not have blown it/In quel caso non avresti rovinato tutto
The damage is done/Il danno e’ fatto
So I guess I be leaving/Quindi penso che me ne andro’
You don't have to say, what you did,/ Non devi dirmi quello che hai fatto,
I already know, I found out from him/Lo so gia’, l’ho scoperto grazie a lui
Now there's just no chance, for you and me, there'll/E ora non c’e’ piu’ no chance, 'between you and me,
never be / there'll' never again '
And do not it make you sad about it / and do not pretend to be sad now!
You told me you loved me / You said you love me
Why did you leave me all alone / Why 'I left you, only
Now you tell me you need me / Now you tell me you need me When you call
me on the phone / When you call me on the phone
Girl I refuse, you must have me confused / I refuse, you must have me confused
With Some Other Guy / With some other guy
Your Bridges Were Burned, and now it's your turn / There 'way back and now it' s your turn
To cry, cry me a river / crying, cry me a river of tears! ***
What nerve! Andrea = obnoxious, insensitive, boorish! I hate it! But who made me go and try to do today? I am idiot? Grr, where am I going? Oh yes, I go home because there was nobody at the bar.
Hey but that is the car of my teacher Carlos, Lara is the one in the car ...! That can affect the ones you like me?
