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Awakening in 21 cities. I'm still sleeping

blessed and hugged my pillow. I have the smiling face which emphasizes the kind of dream I'm doing.
- Mystery Oh me too! Iio follow you always, and now being here in your arms! Is coming true the dream of a lifetime. - AHIAIHAI are cascaded to the ground.
Still sleepy I rub my eyes and realized.
- This is my room. It 's my first morning here in town and that means ... that the free ride is over ... bye holiday and welcome back books.
begin to prepare myself because I have an appointment with Paula. Meeting point of the bar as usual.
- Good morning, Mr. Sergio, Luke is still at camp, right? - Smile with wonder.
- Yeah that guy does not want to go back, I wonder why?
- I know! You maybe I'll say more in the ...
- Secret Status, you take something? - Application with a little 'lust for knowledge.
- Perhaps the first aspect that my friend .... here it is ... ... Sleep!
- I? But if I had to settle all cases and do the washing machine! Katie is still on vacation! - Seems exhausted.
- Ok, then you are justified! Mr Sergio bring me an 'orange juice for breakfast that I did not come to this appointment.
- Even for me thank you - it adds Paola.
- Just Misses.
- Micol So how was the awakening?
- Do not tell me! Traumatic, think that I was having a dream about Mystery.
- Lucky you! And how his face? Beautiful? And the body?
- I've seen! It was wrapped in a luminous cloud ...
- Maybe it was a deity. - Jokes about Paola.
- No, I tell you that it was him! I feel like crying when I had to look right in the face e. .. eee ... I fell out of bed ...
- Typical! - My friend did not seem surprised.
- But please do not persecute! - From a distance I see a guy, I think I know him.
- but that's a double ... Fred! But it's all bald! - Exclaimed in surprise.
- Girls! I've been waiting for? - And instead of 'he.
- Not really! - Comment sincerely.
- Um actually yes, I asked myself, he has the debt in mathematics. I thought it was cute to give a hand to him. - Paola admits.
- Cute? What balls! Here, too, break? - I say.
- Micol ...- But the boy replied puzzled.
- Do not overdo it! Faith let her lose. - Seek to recover the shape of m *
- Two orange for you, Fred, how are you? - Comes the father of Luke.
- Sergio okay, you? News of your offspring? - Seem very familiar.
- I heard it last night! But what have you done to your hair?
- The same question that I wanted him to do - ironically I am intruding.
- I've shaved ...
- You see! Look like Buddha. - I decided to massacre them.
- Micol stop it, is not evil, it seems nicer.
- so you really like me? - It 's always the same.
- Slow down! I said no cute that I like! - Paola is justified.
- Me disappointed. Sergio, as we are studying, we can do it here?
- Sure guys, at that table, you see? There disturb anyone ...
- I study and Luke always here, sometimes even Andrea, but usually when I'm there! - Faith admits.
- Always in conflict with each of you, right? - Asks Paola.
- Yeah! But before he left the worst thing happened.
- What are you talking about? - Ask intrigued by the argument.
- Just before Annie and Luke end up together.

->>> Falsh BACK cap.18
Unfortunately entering the room I see a scene not too attractive. Andrea and Fred are at loggerheads.
- Fred what are you talking about?
- I think that you absolutely do not deserve it ...
Neither of them saw me again., I would scream "NO Federico stop But spoil the plan for years. Andrea seems even more 'shocking.
- E'persa for you if you do not care ... leave it to me! I really like it! - Noooooo Frederick did not say that, in my mind, everything in my body screams.
- at least I know who you talk to?
- Have you ever noticed that MICOL is cooked for you? - I want to die, disappear, unconscious shame.
Andrea drops in prey to the wonder drink in his hand and I run away almost in tears. END FLASHBACK <<<


- Ah say I know this story ...- annoyed.
- You know that I was almost beaten up?
- NO! For what?
- I said ...
- ...- Tell me tell me I am very curious.
- I do not think it's time to talk, see who is entering .- Paola recommended.
At that moment makes its entry into the bar Andrea intent to greet Mr. Sergio.
Start to blush remembering the last debate and text message of congratulations. From a distance you see the owner of the bar indicate our table, Andrea turns shooting and angry, probably by the presence of Frederick, with whom he has a good relationship, goes toward us.
- Hello! - Exclaims. Meet all the blather and I feel shameful.
- Faith, what are you doing here?
- I'm helping them to study mathematics ...- Paul answers.
- Want to join in too? - I ask, but now I realize I made a stupid question, and I cover my eyes.
- Heavens no. I fortunately do not have the debt. But you should not do anything Federico program? They are a year after us.
- I told you too! He said he needed the same ... - Added Paola.
- Fred but you're out? - Speak.
- Ummmm ... I do not know a tube in math I really need.
- Well I'm going, I'm busy! Federico remembers our last conversation.

>>> FALSH BACK
- E'persa per te, se non ti interessa, lasciala a me! A me piace veramente!! - NOOOOOO Federico non dire cosi, nella mia mente, nel mio corpo tutto urla.
- Posso sapere almeno di chi parli?
- Non ti sei mai accorto che MICOL è cotta di te?- voglio morire, sparire, perdere i sensi dalla vergogna.
Andrea lascia cadere in preda allo stupore la bevanda che aveva in mano e io scappo via quasi in lacrime.
Andrea si avvicina e lo afferra per il colletto della maglia.
- SCORDATELO!- poi lo lascia e voltandosi va via.
- Dove vai, parliamone! – gli risponde Federico.

FINE FALSH BACK cap.18 e 19 <<<

- Sìsì, me I remember ...- Andrew salutes again, all reciprocate and Fred seems a little 'uncomfortable, but what are they talking about?
- Have Faith, where were we? Why was beating you? - Wonder.
- Um no nothing. - Answered vaguely

I'm home, the absence of Stephen SkyT is to study, he feels.
What may have happened after I ran away crying that day at the beach?
Andrea! We have not even spoken a word, yes, I could do it myself! I had to wonder if it was a "I love you" in the message and whether it was meant ... what? Maybe I'm looking for a pretext to define our relationship that I do not know ... maybe ... I tell him ... I must reveal my feelings ... know what is he to me and find out what am I to him.
In a week they started school, will differ from earlier this year because I will not be alone next to me there are many friends.

Every day I will do my best to survive in the midst of the din.
And every day I live a bit 'better knowing that the clouds over the serene there ...
Shy330/4/2008, 17:07
22 A new classmate.

's our first day of school.
We gathered at the entrance, we are all present, including Luke, the 'only absentee by Andrea: And you thought!
- This is a very sad day for me! - Comment.
- Come on! He had to start sooner or later try to console ...- Luke.
- You speak so because the holidays were one week longer! - Says Federico.
- Again with this story! You are jealous for the event?
- Why? I am also in good company.
- already studied with us. - Added Paola.
From a distance we can see Andrew, only to notice is Frederick.
- Look Andrew, already the attack.
We turn and see the sad scene: it is in the company of a girl who is practically her.
- Who is it? Those curly hair I have new ones! - I say furious anger.
- If I can help you turn around, so I do not recognize! It 's hard to say who she is, Andrea has always been a swarm of bees around the queen ...- answered Luke.
- Help I do not give a tube! - Respond.
- If not how, from forget it! - Says Federico.
At the same time the bell rings input. We share event giving us the output.
Paola and I finally enter in the class will be for this year 's IV C.
- E'abbastanza big difference than last year! - Says Paul, but not do much listening.
- Hey are you there?
- Of course there are ... I thought ...
- I understand ...
- The fact is that I imagined that after the holidays together would be easier for me to get closer to HIM! But if it's as Luke says, goodnight.
- Have not we think, is a friend of Luke who is always with us lately, so ...
- Not even good morning we said, that anger! It
input prof and all begin to take place. Last entry one girl that I know very well.

-> Falshback http://www.forumfree.net/?t=1485555
Behind us comes Ilaria.
- Can I talk?
- Tell me! - We move slightly away 'from others.
- I have to say that you liked me too, well done!
- What an honor! Even though your performance was not bad, especially you.
- Thank you ... - Told me with tears in his eyes.
- What is it? Rifarai you next year.
- not for the show is that it was I offer you the challenge of Andrew and if you now I'm free to talk and short of it ... I can not say anything ... Who is the cause of his ill cry himself.
- And you want me to believe that by now you boxes of your leverai Andie? Come on, there will be challenges between us ...
- What? -Seems curious.
- Come on, go on to celebrate with the class II-deserved second place. - Is frozen with a strange smile.
- Micol come on let's all go to the pub! - I am for Paul. <- fine flashback.



- And what does this here? Here was her curly hair. She was clinging to Andrea! - Comment startled.
Needless to say the professor asks Ilaria to show up.
- Hello everyone! My name is Ilaria Foschi, are repeating last year I was in the IV ° D - The class of Andrea - I decided to change section.
- What luck! - Exclaimed softly, Paola chuckles.
During the first hour Ilaria began his theater with other classmates, I decided to go to see her own to start a good year.
- Who do you review! How are you? - I ask.
- Well! - Ilaria replied smugly.
- What is it? -I ask annoyed by the behavior.
- I am bored by your air master class ...
- Mistress? I came just to say hello.
- as I propose class representative. - Informs me.
- does not matter, usually Paola does not me.
- Sin ... - Responds.
- Continue to challenge want you with me? A pro's that then?
- you feel that you're competing. - Reply.
- IO? But you're out? - Me away and say to Paola that go to the bathroom.

walk down the aisles, trying to appease my anger but in the meantime I find myself screaming.
- can not stand!
- Hey, you're back madder than before? - Andrea walked right behind me.
- Restart with your appearances in the back by a broken heart? And then, hey? Should I be?
- I said you're crazy! See other crazy around? That alone screams?
- Scream, because I have something against someone ... or cry ... you know where your "girlfriend" Ilaria is in my class?
- Yes - safe answers.
- Did you know? And when?
- Since it was rejected, he said that would come to your class!
- Why did not you tell me?
- Just because I supposed, and they're giving me the confirmation that the first day would be good fun - laughing heartily.
- Will you stop laughing like a Nerd?
- Nerd? You are a fool!
- Now I would be mad too?
are interrupted Ilaria arrives promptly.
- Blanco, in class. Now I understand why you were out half an hour.
- Someone has complained? - I ask.
- Yeah ..
- Who?
- Me! - Replies placid.
- Keep your cool Micol, hello .- I hate being angry.
- Matta Hello! - Andrea greets me, and I am his tongue out in return.

Back in class attends a debate on their new classmate.
- You know, before I said it was with Andrew, her former classmate.
- Really, I'd say that's just the cutest of the school.
- I would even say his friend Luke, however, is no joke and even Fred! And how WOULD BE together?
- He told me that they were a year or two years ago and returned from vacation Andrea requested it to him.
- E’una bella coppia!- le ragazze sono tutte entusiaste.
Ascolto ed incanalo non voglio di certo rovinarmi la giornata.
Il pomeriggio sola a casa rimugino su tutto.
Ho detto che non la sopporto, Andrea poteva dirmi che ci stava insieme é logico che Ilaria ce l’ha con me! Anche io ne sarei gelosa.
Inaspettatamente ricevo uno squillo da Andrea e facendomi coraggio decido di mandargli un sms.
“Ciao Andrea, dopo averlo saputo, mi sento molto in colpa per aver parlato male della tua simpatica ragazza. Non sapevo assolutamente della vostra storia..”


Il giorno dopo a scuola Andrea cerca di chiarire con Ilaria e trovatala la chiama in disparte.
- Vorrei sapere perché?- inizia him.
- What?
- You asked me to abide by, but not in the way you wanted, but I was okay ... - He has assumed a glacier.
- Yes it is true, then? - Ilaria hands begin to sweat.
- So why every year we invent a new one? The last was I have to get the thread, this year we're together ... how long this farce?
- Did you know? By whom?
- Who cares! After our brackets ...
- How do you define it in parentheses? - Has a tone slightly unstable.
- Because life is very short and not a year like you say ...
- Andrea ...
- Ilaria, I love you muchly you've been always next to me ... but you know ...
- Do not repeat the story of "just-friends ... break my heart. - With tears in his eyes.
- Ilaria, I did not mean to hurt you! I never wanted to. - Embraced.
- But that's how things stand ...- mentions a fake smile.
- You are nice and friendly even when you want!
- When do you want? What a consolation!
- Of course when you're not sour after a while we go about 'the bell rings, are you okay? - Asked uneasily.
- Yes I'm better, just promise me that will always be friends!
- Yes always, do not even need to ask, sure that everything is fine?
- very safe, you're in love, right? - asks suddenly.
- Who speaks?
- E'inutile you do the dumb, though I'll be the first to find out.
- Then when you reveal the riddle, come say it to me! -The two make their way to school, Ilaria trying to be strong but his heart is hurt. Ilaria
arrived in class approaches me at the counter.
- I'm with Andrea.
- your business! - I say annoyed.
- I've always done these tricks with him, and maybe that's why I moved away.
- do not know why you're telling me these things.
- I wanted you to know me personally. - He explains.
- Do not resent me, this is killing me ...- with tears in my eyes, I change expression.
- I'm sorry. - I can only say.
- This time it's different in one way or another, come back to me, even if only as a friend ... but now ... there you are.
- I do not know what to say besides "I'm really sorry to see you so." I feel guilty, but you should know that our relationship and 'far away that you have.
- No, I gave blame you but I was wrong! But listen to me. A word of advice, Never Give Up! - As he says he shakes my hand tightly and then comes together and walks away leaving me thoughtfully.
Later walking through the corridors I run, as always, Andrea.
- This year will be worse! If before we met by coincidence inevitabile.Ci this year will be two separate classrooms.
- What a mess, I'll try to go out less, stop smoking!
- What? - Seems dazed.
- Scherzo, I do not smoke!
- Yesterday I had a stroke, I thought, Mico has spent € 15 cents and sent me a text message.
- Why do you think I would be stingy?
- A little ', you have my number and I've never even made a phone call .- the reason is that I am ashamed.
- Erm, the contents of the text message then no longer look after I spoke with Ilaria! It seems strong and unflappable, but instead is very fragile and all because of you. Bast * - I say, but it was per stemperare il clima.
- Se conosci bene la storia allora non puoi darmene la colpa.
- Non conosco bene la storia. Ma comunque non te ne darei mai la colpa!
- Ah meno male allora, non è niente male come amica... cerca di starle vicino...
- Sei molto dolce. Diciamo che sei proprio un bravo ragazzo.
- Mi stai facendo gli occhi dolci? - mi dice divertito.
- Uhm, io ti dico una cosa carina e tu mi prendi in giro UFFA!!!
Shy310/5/2008, 09:25
23 Un ritorno al passato.
Buona domenica, mio caro blog.
Come hai notato ho cambiato Template, ho messo su quello con la copertina del cd di Mystery...e si! Finalmente è uscito il suo intero album ed io e P. lo abbiamo prenotato due mesi fa, not let us go!;)
It 's not cute? Luckily I found it around, I'm not good with graphics.
not because I write a long 'is not that nothing happened and only now is the strangest thing happened.
Yesterday I went to the hairdresser with I. and I've cut a lot 'of hair, this morning at the bar with the boys this was the main topic.
- Thanks guys!
- You're really cute! -> Comment of F.
- Truly a gem ...-> comment by L.
- We hope that you have shorter hair not a little 'brain! -> Comment A. -_-...
- But you seem to claim to do! - I said angrily.
- Do not take it, believe me you're really good.
- Thanks P.
- Well for me its brain was always a little 'shorter than the norm.
-_-- I. thanks! You're a friend ... Suddenly
who approached our table?
- Micol, hello!
- Fz ... Fz
Remember?
FLASHBACK "1.4. Franz and Sonia"
I finally finished the lesson, I go by the institution eager to talk and vent with Sonia ... I seek but can not find it ...
I hear voices! Franz and I recognize my friend that they're talking outside the school gate ... I come without being seen and start listening to their conversation ...
- At school I tried to talk to you a hundred times ... but to shoot on sight ... during the assembly of school I made the thread all the time ... the whole school has noticed ... but you do not! I think you do because you're not a dumb question!
- What?
- Sonia Well, I think I was clear ... I want to be with you, go out with you ... it's obvious! But you pretend! I understand! To not make me sick ... why do so ... can not believe it (putting a hand through his hair impatiently)! Ok ... better go ...
- No, wait ...
She stops him. Franz realizes from the look of Sonia, she should not have to do is the first step, kisses her and she reciprocates without question. I was
paralyzed. I just witnessed the union of two souls ... I have tears in my eyes ...
How could you hide that Sonia Franz also liked her ??... and even told us about? and that he had clearly shown his feelings? End flashback.
It is presented to the other and sat with us, P. I did the looks to see if it was the famous Fz. All who received very well, except A. that has not spoken a word. I wanted to ask him to S. but I did not have the courage. # #

Monday
Followers of my blog, the day today I had the worst aspects more than I expected.
lessons were finished and was returning home with my friends and those who occurs outside the school? Fz. We walked on the way back and the first to leave (force majeure as living elsewhere) was I. We talked quietly even when P. gone.
At this point it was clear that I accompany them as living a little 'before me, and instead came up and under my building.
- then later ... I live here, remember? :)
- Yes I remember, before I go but I want to ask you something.
- Me? - I asked in amazement.
- Well yes, I want some advice ...
- Ah here, tell me ...
- What would you do if you wanted at all costs what?
- Well, never mind what I would do I, because as these things are a bit 'goofy. In principle, however, I think if you really want something but do not let paranoia from work to get it.
I did make sense, thinking he was referring to S. Instead, he came up and kissed me.
It 'been a very busy (he committed the boy) but I could not sit there to kiss me as if nothing had happened and ...
- But you've drunk the brain? But back where you came from?
- Mico ...
I have not accepted explanation, I turned my back and I came back.
Now I'm angry and confused but at the same time excited for what happened. Less than a year ago I would have done it twice. Fz per me è stato una persona importante ma ha fatto le sue scelte, non può tornare indietro così.
In pomeriggio, un’altra cosa inaspettata, A. mi ha telefonato sul cellulare.”Ma tutte a me!!”ho pensato...
Fz non mi ha mai trattato in quel modo ed ora Andrea che non mi ha mai chiamata eccolo...un altro giorno avrebbe provocato un emozione incredibile...ma oggi no .
- Pronto!
- Ciao Sgorbietto, sono Andrea...
- Ovvio! Non ci sono molte persone che mi chiamano così, a cosa devo?
- Ho visto che quella sottospecie di uomo..
- Chi?
- Fz.. <_<
- Allora?
- Beh, ho visto che ti ha accompagnata a casa...
- Ehm, dove? - che avesse visto il bacio?
- Out of school, where I should see?
- Oh yes you are right, then? - Thank goodness.
- No, I wanted to know, not we're falling into his trap by sincere man ... - Made me feel really MER *.
- Micol's not me that I must remind you, has deluded you, made you suffer and you left her alone ... - He insisted.

>> Flashback 1.4 Franz and Sonia.

starting to go away, I feel my face flushed red and piangere.Mi ... I'm trying not to rest on the benches, I'm paralyzed! I cover my face.
A: Micol what is it? "Are you unwell? Just look
Andrea ... he had to see me in this situation? ... But I can not stand and tears in my eyes I trust.
N: Are you kidding, know that is not the time! I was just betrayed by my best friend ... I saw with my own eyes, and thank goodness because if someone had told me I would not have never believed! I've always trusted ... everything about how I felt when I met him when I spoke to her friend and tried to give me advice ... and ironically ... she felt the same ... or maybe not even like what I like! But now it is she who is kissing ... and not me ... the only thing left for me is feeling sorry for himself ...
started crying, the pain of love is the most terrible thing at this age ... the suffering of heart problems seem more grossi del mondo!!
Andrea non si pronuncia,per la prima volta(apriamo lo champagne?Domani forse!!),ma mi abbraccia...anche lui sa bene che non c'è niente che può dire per consolarmi... fine falsh back

- Perché mi stai facendo questo? :cry: - gli ho chiesto.
Ho pure pianto per il nervoso, si è sentito molto in colpa...ho cercato di convincerlo che non è stata colpa sua ma non ci sono riuscita. Mi trovo in una situazione davvero difficile... penso ad Andrea e subito dopo a Franz.

##Martedì
Avevo dato appuntamento a Fz con la mia soluzione già pronta. Avevo deciso cosa fare ed era opportuno che anche lui la conoscesse. Arrivata al bar, avevo notato che A. stava già Fz entertaining. As is now often found myself back to eavesdrop a conversation without it being seen.
- I wonder why after, how many? More than six months?
- Seven ...
- .. seven months, you're back among us to break the boxes ...
- Well, what has always broken the boxes you! And some still do not explain to you ...
- No, I do not so much interested in your presence just, I wish you did not suffer from a new person, and I imagine that you know well, what has suffered because of you! You know, last time I gave up because I realized that in reality you are a poor but this time I will not be forced to take you seriously kick ass ...
- You? Me? But why do not you go by? For once, do not intervene in the lives of Micol.
- No, you can not say that I have spoken to A!-I.
- I was really bad and as he says I think you're aware of it ...
- Well, I knew I had a crush on me ... but ... - I told him.
- I was very lonely after you and S. you have put together the other hand neither has ever contacted me to see how I was! Did I come here to ...
- can leave us alone? - Fz asked him to A.
- No, I know everything can be ... ... and I think I know well what to say.
- At least I hope so ...- exclaimed A.
- Yeah ... well ... so I do not know with what intentions you're back, but in reality I do not care ... I'm not going to attend a person who has already committed, leaving at home his girlfriend going around to the other court. I realized that I do not care, at least as a person and as a friend! And this decision I have to thank a person other than yourself, loyal and helpful ...
A. I was talking about, I wonder if he understood, I think so! I left them alone justified by a commitment. I do not know what will be known if A. he considers it appropriate, he'll tell you.
The important thing is that I have understood, that to me a story that is really closed. I promised to call Santa, maybe a bit 'But I. advised me to blurt everything, but I'm not going to spoil the party ... as you did with me!
And as the song of Mystery (who now plays constantly) "I Realize: It's Only You (A. <3) that I want...and only you that I need.”

Bacibaci Bloggers mine.
soon Shy320/5/2008, 19:06
Searching Job 24.

We're going back to school, Ilaria and I are talking about shopping, Paul is talking on the phone with Stefano.

- Unfortunately, after the holiday, I was broke! I need a little work part-time to reinvigorate my finances! - exclaimed.
- Yes, but then there's school as you do? "What do you think, Paula? Paola!
- yet put down! continues to be absent! - comment.
- What? - returned calls itself.
- Hey, you there? Your brain is connected? Ilaria-jokes.
- Sorry girls, but ... Stephen ... I think he is there and I here ...
- While I'm here! : P - I'll take it around.
- And me too! : P - Ilaria continues.
- Brave Girl, Call me around ... I would like to see you there ...- responds angrily.
- Come on, we're playing down! - Replied the other.
- Have not worry, Christmas will be here for ...- reassure her.
- But we are just at the end of September! Micol looks at six of a single console!
- Sorry darling. I was saying to change the subject by Ilaria ... I need a part-time!
- But I was wondering how will with school ...
- Well, if it takes a few hours of the afternoon ...
- It might take the books and study ... and ... maybe ... you know ... the babysitter would be ideal ...
- Now that I think we do, a woman in the cottage in front of my house, last year asked me if I have to babysit his children.
- But it was last year! "Exclaimed a voice disappointed.
- Today I am going to talk to her, try not harmful.
- Thanks Paola. Can you do me a favor really.
I'm not saying that this money I need for my survival but not take out so easily and even if I want to make me spend a few fancy, do not always want to ask them. Paola
now will be going from the nearby, we hope well.
- Hello Ms. Durso.
- Hello Paola, need something to mom?
- No, actually I came to ask if you need a babysitter again! A friend of mine would be willing to work for her ...
- Great, I was just sick of the repetitions of the boy Matthew, there's a new one anyway, you will know my children are a bit 'lively.
- A little '. (There are two pests!)
- Yeah, they're putting some' difficulties. Tell her to come today at 16:00 I will speak directly with her.
- Really, I do not know if tonight. - Paola tries to answer.
- MATTIA How many times have I told you not wrestling with your sister! - Screaming lady so scary.
- Um ...
- Paola Sorry, I gotta stop them, then send it to me now ...- closes the door.
15.00 and I'm waiting for news from Paola. Suddenly the bell rings and I hear the voice of my mother calling me. I rush over there.
- Paola! What's New? Or you come here to enter the room of Stephen and put his head on his pillow to smell?
- Idiot! I came to tell you that Ms. Durso is waiting to 16.00. Hurry up otherwise you too late.
- Ok, come on by to my room ...
- I wait for that first step of Stephen ...
- I knew it! What should I wear?
- I do not know, I would say as always.
- A job without notice, wow!
- Have not you're not alone!
- How? - I ask in amazement.
- There's a guy, who repeats to his eldest son, the lady said there was now the deputy because he is sick. You should keep up with younger children.
- What does it mean? - I say nonchalantly.
- You do not know them, if only you will know a guy with a sweet and intelligent children!
- Maybe, but I can imagine me with glasses, pimples and greasy hair! Yuck! - In minutes and I'm ready and Paola part for my new job.
During the ride a scooter, we meet Mrs. Durso.
- Stop it her! - I said my friend.
- Mrs. Durso, we were coming to her! This is Michal, my friend babysitter. - I put it on my card.
- Hello I'm Adriana. Micol, the boy of repetitions - the substitute - it's over, I have a little 'fast, the pay so again on my return ... hello. - I can see the smoke from his feet.
- It's always like that! I'll go. - Paola says.
- not come?
- No, there are two pests! The job is yours, then you are not alone with ...- look alluring.
- dddaaaii But you know that the brains do not like.
I'm out the door and I still do not have open, I knocked twice and the second time was very insistent Brains OPEN.
- Boys Micol !!!... the babysitter!
- Andrea! What are you doing here? - I can not believe.
- replaces his "teacher of repeats! He is crazy! - I do not know if he seems happy.
- I see your panties! - Says the boy.
- Hello ...- Just watch me 'maybe I should not put the skirt.
- Hush plague! This is the little Clare.
- Hello ...
- He talks little, you! Him too.
- I noticed!
- We go to the study.
- Of course I ask you to be replaced, you do not know maybe? - What I like to do acid with Andrea.
- you joking? It is a My friend in class, and she was so scared of losing the job that I offered myself to replace it, so it will be only for a week, let's Mat?
- No-no! - The baby cries forcefully.
- A study! - With impressive tone. Andrea
drags him into the other room and I remained alone with the child, looking at me but did not speak.
- Then we play with Barbies? - I propose, I love those dolls.
- No, we take the monsters.
- But you're a girl, you should not play with dolls with these things - oh my bad that I am! - The child stops for a moment, I'm about to say "I have to poop!" And instead makes a smile from a woman living and exclaims:
- It 's so good, right?
- About this doll? If he had green skin and red eyes.
- No, the Andes.
She understood the child, how many years will it have? 4 maybe?
- It seems the Prince of Barbie as Rapunzel.
- Really? Let me see. - That if you steal it and taking it home with me.
- no more I, Matt cut his head. - ** In me that that child.
- But why now you are all red? - I asked the little girl.
- Why do not we look a bit 'of TV?
This girl makes me more difficult to Ilaria his time.
Meanwhile, the two scholars.
- Andrea what do you think of the babysitter?
- What? - Grins.
- Are you good with that skirt! - The child looks like a wise guy.
- But what do you want to understand you!
- Hey look I HAVE TEN YEARS! I understand more than you!
- Now that one of the study is not for you! - Laughs.
I got an overdose of cartoons, now I want to see something serious.
- I do not like this! - Chiara whines.
- But how? "A place of love" is my favorite soap opera! - Something serious.
Andrew and Matt have joined us in the living room.
- We're finished! No, "A place of love" that sucks! - Says Andrea.
- Er, Clare insisted! - Exclaimed in a low voice and lucky that she did not hear me.
- Mattia look away from there, the TV is in front! - Showing my legs.
He and I in our living room, with our children, it would be great. The two brats complain about being hungry Andrea sends them to the kitchen to refuel and we are alone.
- Mike How romantic! - Oops ran away from me a comment while watching TV.
- About this artichoke? Just because it's a rich man and gift shop full of flowers to his girlfriend and romantic? Do something for someone you love using only three euro cents it is!
How sweet, Andrea! It seems really the prince of Barbie as Rapunzel (but who is?). Inevitably I'm staring at him, he noticed the back and is doing it too. I'm in another dimension, it's just me and him.
- Micol ...- I started to say but ...
- Look at how much stuff! - Matt comes screaming.
- Hurray we snack .- adds Clare.
- How nice! - Comment at all enthusiastic.
- The soap opera is over. - Andrea announced in a tone of satisfaction.
- and I have not seen anything. - Exclaimed, annoyed.
- You forgot the fries! I'm going to get. -Andrea says.
How beautiful is my mother, I follow him with his eyes. But I notice that she looks at me with amusement.
- What's Clare? - I ask impatiently.
- Like A Micol Andrea! - That this followed by a big laugh.
- Clare, drink your juice! - I say irritated, impatient bringing them closer to the mouth.
- Boys, no chips Ugh! - Andrea sad part.
- Oh no, I do the nanny to three children not two!
Andrea laughs heartily, I want to SCREAM, we were almost there I can feel it.
Shy329/5/2008, 19:49
The 25 concert.

I already saw you, you were in the midst of all the words
you are not able to say never.
You were in the midst of a life that could go
but did not know where ...

We are one of the halls at school, there is an entry around that says that our friend Fred, is organizing a concert that will bring nella scuola un cantante famoso. Ci stupiamo di come mai non ci abbia ancora informate.
- Almeno poteva avvertirci, lo avremo aiutato nei preparativi.
- Per carità Paola, già ha approfittato della mia bontà al campeggio durante lo spettacolo di fine estate e per il Karaoke...non mi va di lavorare senza essere retribuita.
- Micol, guarda sei diventata ossessionata dai i soldi da quando hai un lavoro!
- A proposito, lo sai che Andrea se n’è andato?
- Ah già, era solo un sostituto!
- E’ tornato quell’altro, credimi è bruttissimo ! Se non mi servissero i soldi mi licenzierei...
- Sei proprio una stro**a quando fai così, una persona orrenda!
- Eddai kidding! - Frederick I see coming towards us.
- Hello Girls, I sought you! Have you heard of the evening?
- We heard a traitor, should arrange an evening with a famous singer and do not tell us anything! - Comment nervous.
- Um, actually I started only two days and the news has already turned the whole school! I'll have to inform me of my staff who is so talkative ...
- But can you at least know who is this singer? - Asks Paola.
- Fred H. - Answers decisively.
- COOOSSSAAAAA? That beefy?? The rapper no one at Villa Nuova? Sorry Mystery, you know I love you but only ...- exclaimed.
- It 's no point do you justify Micol, Mystery has been heard and will be offended! - I am Paola.
- You are both mad! Mystery Talk like an omnipresent god? - Says Federico.
- Why do you not? - Paola and I say simultaneously.
- Never mind, it should come this weekend. I am mobilizing the whole school, but I need PR!
- People Retarded? And you thought of us?
- Micol I think Fred understands that he needs someone who sells tickets for the evening ... - I make him a tongue.
- Sisi. The proceeds will be donated to the nursing home nearby. He will actually FredH was here, you know? And once attended this school only the first years though!
- Really? I knew absolutely nienteee! - I say enthusiastically.
- then it's ok? 50 to you, and 50 to 50 to Paola Ilaria. Thanks hello.
- Aspe ... is now gone ... and now as they sell 150 tickets? - Asks Paola.
- Ilaria go on a rampage we scold "As I jumped in mind committing to meee? Without even contact me?? "- Exclaimed horrified.
- Talk to me? Micol you because I imitate? - Check suddenly Ilaria.
- Oh, and excuse the fact 'that Fred has put us in a pickle! - Justifies me intimidated.
- We must sell 150 tickets for a concert to be held this weekend che avrà come ospite Fred H.
- Alfredo Acca – rdo? – risponde Ilaria.
- Lo conosci?
- E’un amico di mio fratello, veniva a casa...
- CASPITA!!!E lo dici così?- le chiedo.
- Non è niente di così esaltante!
- Da quanto ho capito non ti è molto simpatico, vero?- domanda Paola.
- Io non parlo di simpatia è solo che … io non lo vedo tanto speciale come lo vedete voi...
- Dai è carino e le sue canzoni sono cool - non come quelle di Mystery - però se la cava!- aggiungo.
- Sarà, ma comunque vi aiuto lo stesso.
Ci siamo divise, io e Paola, gireremo insieme per le classi da un lato, Ilaria con i suoi 50 biglietti da another part of the institute.
- However, it was generous of you decide to donate the proceeds to the nursing home. - Comment.
- I do not know Ilaria, will fight as a child?
- Who knows, maybe it's just an ex-girlfriend's pissed!
- Are you suggesting that FREDH Ilaria and have been together? - Paola asked me in amazement.
- Probably.

I saw you play games with the mirror and

hurry to be great and then want to go back when you can not

While I expose my ideas to see Andrew walking the corridors, as do a run to chase him back leaving Paula but he stops and turns back, notandomi.
- running toward me?
- Um ... no ...-
- Where are you?
- Well you know I have a little 'fast! Paola and I have to sell 100 tickets by Saturday, and ...
- You do the run?
- BUT WHY 'NEVER PICK THE FLY?
- BUT WHY 'YOU ARE NEVER IN CLEAR EXPLANATION?
- Forget ... - Are not clear because you make me feel embarrassed.
- Yes, however, told me Ilaria ...
- Why not help us? - Ask him.
- Frederick also asked me, but I will not. - Responds calmly
- Why?
- 1 I do not like his music, I do not like the 2nd and 3rd person selling the tickets is too stressful!
- What pigroo! - I say shocked.
- Well a little 'yes ...- smiles.
- Why you do not like as a person? Donate the proceeds to the nursing home near here ...
- Well, you let yourself be enchanted too soon, better informed on him!
left me almost talking to herself and went! It is the second person that tells me something like, hide what Fred H? Ilaria
walking alone through the corridors.
- All love it! All love it! Just makes me sick.
- Foschi? - The English teacher stops her.
- Yes? Tell me!
- I see that you are selling tickets FredH! Well! I from 3? You know my daughters are not into the skin!
- I'm happy for them!
- Visa, young boys who achieve success so soon there should be an example! They committed the most ... and you should do it too ... for example in English!
- Again! Prof I continue to go around I have to sell even 47, I say hello.
moves away from her very angry.
- But bravo! How nice! What fun! I rather think the opposite, but because it has to come back as a ghost in my mind? - Thinking about this while walking down the Andrea reached.
- looking for you! - He says.
- now I do not enchantment, I'm done with you!
- Closed? I just wanted to know how are you?
- I'm fine! I am selling tickets for Alfredo, it does not know how makes me happy!
- Happy? I do not understand everything the devil throws ...
- And what I tell others?
- What do you care! It is an idiot!
- I'm trying to move forward.
- Yes, but just put a patch and do not end at all! I do not always adjust ...
- I forgot I had, but now, with the question of the concert ...
- You know that's not true! You told me you, I've talked about nightmares, anxiety, fear ... lied?
- How can you say such a thing?
- It is a bastard! You have to deal with, it is worth your dignity.
- Andrea why do you torment me?
- I am doing it for you!
- LEAVE ME ALONE! - The leave there pissed as she holds back tears.

There's a place inside you where it's cold
is the place where nobody ever came
that you are not.

Andrea decided to look for Fred, he finds in his class. With a nod calls him out.
- Andrea Micol I swear that I do not ...
- What do you mean stupid?!
- I ask you a favor ...
- For you all!
- And stop with the gushing! Cancel the show or call someone else!
- WHAT? See who are the responsible organization, but it was not my idea. Fred H called the mayor asking him to come, 's called the principal who has instructed me knowing that field.
- Tennis? You are only an animator of my boots!
- Andrea but what's the problem? We are selling a lot ... and I believe that Mystery could only overcome this enthusiasm, but you know, I inform you that it is still anonymous ...
- Shut up, you idiot! What the heck should this now? ... Hello ... let it be.
- ANDREA He explained that with you? - But Andrea did not listen and continues to head down.



26 Fred H.


That you're not the one that you're not you're not
but I'm here and if you just
that you're not, you may not be
me to do.

E'arrivato the day of the concert. I, Paola Ilaria and we prepared three hours before and I must say that we are dressed in a crash.
when Andrea saw us instead of us his compliments exclaimed: NOT 'MICA A WEDDING? How
gruff my love, well this, however, means that a little 'looked at me. Before
is a strange thing happened: when he arrived FredH the audience went into a frenzy, waving to greet everyone (including me and Paul), the only one who could talk to him up close was Faith.
Two seconds later, and Fred came to us, Paul and I have begged him to let us meet and Ilaria seemed rather bored. And what he said?
- No, girls can not possibly meet him hours later, Ilaria wants see you! You know, right? He became a drag
weight on him, he was not at all enthusiastic. What a strange behavior! This thing does not convince me!

I saw you you were already in the midst of all your excuses for not knowing what
.
You were among those who tell you "choose" or whore or wife.

Ilaria reluctant to get him, you just see her running to hug her.
- Ila, what time? How are you?
- Well, are you ready for the show? - Trying to extricate himself from.
- Yes, well of course as always! The boy ... what's his name? .. . Fred told me that you worked yourself to the sale of tickets!
- Yes, indeed .- separate answers.
- I'm glad to know that we're still friends.
- Friends? And who told you? I did it just for "The nursing home" ...
- From Ila, we misunderstood, I was not a great period of incolpasti me ... you ...
- I do not blamed! It was the truth was not an accusation, but nobody believed me, damn! Why are you back here? Why? Explain ...
- I'm amazed! Why even think of that episode? It is now water under the bridge, right?
- Maybe for you! For me it was the first time. - Exclaimed almost in tears.
Fred opens his eyes seeing her so, but would continue to talk to the manager arrives telling him to go on stage.
- Gotta go! If you want to talk about, let's get something together later? - He asks.
- No, I'm fine now. You're only a child can **** to!!
- Okay, okay! But do not say anything, right? You know the newspapers are not looking for more ...
- Go on stage, waiting for you! Go and play the role of nice guy you can, but disappear from my life FOREVER!
FredH goes on stage, Ilaria left alone in tears with his memories and the voices in his mind.
- Ilaria Come on ... come here ... it's only a game!
- no ..... no ... NO! Ilaria
collapses to the ground crying in despair.

I saw you keep up with too much mascara
behind another hairstyle you were behind a fear
that will never let go.

I, Paul and Andrew are following the concert, we sing and wiggle it while Andrew seems to be a funeral.
- Andrea stop to have this air of annoyance! After you have paid even a ticket!-I tell him.
- It is a fool! Fool!
- Please do not scream! - Begs Paola.
- I am really sick ... -Adds.
- Why the hell did you come ...?- ask him.
- to whistle and maybe throw eggs ...
- Ma? I want to know the reason for your tenacity, but since you've been wondering for about a week and do not answer me, I give up! - Say.
- Yes, it's better that way! Forget it. But where Ilaria? - Ask us.
- I think behind the scenes ...
- What? I'm going to get something to drink and buy some eggs pull his on stage, you want something?
- No thanks .- answer and he disappears into the crowd.
- What is strange I know already, but I see this situation worse! Paola Do not you think? Andrea tries
Ilaria, Faith asks for access backstage and seen that it is a bit 'intimidated by him agrees.
- Ilaria? - Finds her in tears.
- Andrea's all still imprinted in my mind! No one believed and believe me 'MAI .. - States crying desperate.
- You're wrong! I believe you.
- I have to suffer the terrible thing and Instead I feel terribly guilty ... why?
- Ilaria do not have to! You must not keep it all inside, talk openly ... not hide.
- And you think I will pass this way?
- Even if it remains a scar, you'll save, your soul will be ready to tackle other experiences. The important thing is that you do not fossilize over what has happened to you, go ahead, pull it all out. Hunting the evil from within you! - These words, Ilaria throws her arms around him.

I saw you ashamed of your mother
to tear your name always
without disturbing that you never know.

We are looking for Andrea, who has not returned, Fred told us that was behind the scenes with Ilaria.
We first saw a gruesome scene: ILARIA AND ANDREA hug! - Ohmiodio, again? - I think, but then known that she is in tears, she'll be suffering for him again?
- Ila, what happened to you?
- Oh why are you crying? - Also called Paola.
- Come on, why not start to blow off steam with them? - Andrea suggests.
He revealed his terrible secret, just 13 years FredH, a few years older, had abused her.
was his first time and since then no longer able to be with a guy - then with Andrea did not make us anything ...
He was the only one to know of his new friends and has always helped to try to overcome.
He told us that nobody, not even his parents, they believed. Just because a girl was very expansive.
What horrible things happen to girls our age, I do not even know I had ... Ilaria
behind his strong and aggressive attitude hides a heart of glass.
- the can not get away! - I say angry.
- Micol No, this is not that it needs Ilaria, let him lose that moron! In one way or another will pay. I trust, will pay in one way or another! - Explains Andrea.
- Ilaria, we'll be there forever! - Exclaimed a sweet Paola.
- Thanks Girls! - We gather tutte e tre in un forte abbraccio sotto lo sguardo felice di Andrea.

C'è un posto dentro te che tieni spento
è il posto in cui nessuno arriva mai
quella che non sei.

(Ligabue-Quella che non sei)
Shy37/6/2008, 17:52
27 Per qualche voto in piu’…

Io e le mie inseparabili amiche siamo al bar a fare sano spettegulez, in pratica loro lo fanno, io nel frattempo leggo il “Music News”.
- Ragazze sentite questa: ”Mystery batte FredH, sulla sfida delle classifiche...blablabla...da ben 10 settimane al primo posto...blabla...in un’intervista telefonica ha dichiarato << Quel tipo non mi piace, non è tanto quel bravo ragazzo che vuol dimostrare d’essere!> > ! Lo sapevo, se non piace a Mystery…! - Comment satisfied.
- Mystery ...- Bravo Paola is introduced.
- Viewed Ila was right, Andrea, is paying dear! As defined it? Divine Providence?
- No one was Alessandro Manzoni! But I think it is better to change the subject while the other says ...- Ilaria seems really did not want to talk, then I m'introduco.
- So you've decided for the courses, to increase our points of credit for the exam?
- I chose the poem!
- What? Paola never change! What a bore!
- But that excuse has to do, the professor of Italian invited me and I do not mind!
- I guess, you Ila?
- I invited Professor of Education physics for the volleyball team and I do not mind playing with it, but do you?
- Since I was not invited anybody, I enrolled in acting class ...
- What? - Said both puzzled.
- I always liked acting, I suppose have to sign autographs ...
- Michal? - Paola reminds me of the reality.
- Maybe you're exaggerating a bit '! You do not even begun! - Continued the other.
- Why are you so skeptical about my talent? - I complain about in the meantime Federico arrives.
- We are in the midst of a private discussion, could you excuse us? - Ilaria tries to send him away.
- How are you girls? - But he pretends not to notice.
- What do you want? - She seems impatient.
- Hanging out with you!
- What are you doing? Teasing? - Ilaria seems angry bad, Paola and I laugh at us the taste, when it 'he can no longer speak. TWO DAYS AFTER

Finally arrived early acting class, I look around to see if there's someone I know and vision of visions: there Andrea! Tell me if this is not telepathy? I knew we were on the same wavelength, I approach.
- Andrea, even here?
- attend "acting" from my first year! Usually we have never organized anything good, but this year it seems that Professor has good intentions. You see? There is also the nuisance.
- Federicooo! What are you doing here?
- Increase my credit, I did not like any other course ...
- Not me - I reply.
- You know you're late? - Andrea tells me reproachfully.
- Yes! Sorry. - I say embarrassed.
- a good start ... - Comments annoyed.
- Ugh, I rebuked the Professor, you do it?
The conversation is interrupted by a strange man, a very special, which reads aloud.
- What is that?
- Gugly? Quotes ...-meets Andrea.
- What? - Ask question.
- First we were informed that we "veterans" will of the specimens, it seems, a famous theater company is looking for an actor.
note with regret that the other company they're mocking.
- Why do they laugh?
- But I do not see how 'is ugly? - Says Federico.
- But it's very good! - And sometimes people 'just stupid.
- Here, the connoisseur of talent ...- notes Andrea.
- I really like Sisi. And what do the audition?
- epic tales of chivalry.
Almost like a magnet attracted to that boy, I leave the two and I'm closer to him.
- Can I interrupt you? - He nods a little 'surprise.
- Nothing I wanted to tell you that I believe are very good. - Thanks embarrassed.
- My name is Michal ...
- Pleasure ... William Willy ...
- Ah, like Shakespeare.
- Yeah! - Unfortunately all the others start to tease.
- "Do not Badar them ... but ..." in the words of Dante?
- "Watch and pass !!!"...- smiles at me.
- my memory is a bit 'short.
- But no matter! - Smiles at me again, there 'nothing to say, and' a really sweet.

THE NEXT DAY
distributed to the parties, Federico and I - the two newcomers - will work with the scenography, with great regret that Willy has a couple of scenes, Andrea a couple of jokes.
- It 's not fair! - Commented on Willy.
- Who would you say it. - Says Andrea equally penalized.
- I'm sorry for you, but then how do you do in a week to learn the parts?
- We know the entire text by heart, damn it, that anger!
- After being chosen what happens? - Curious wonder.
- You mean by talent scouts? It will bring the lucky chosen on tour on the spot like that.
then I am happy that Andrea has not been selected for a larger part, it has less chance of being chosen. You can not remove from me, I'm a bit 'selfish I know, but I want him near Ugh!
- What do you think? - Ask me.
- How nice! A tour.
Approaches Willy and I run to talk to him.
- I'm sorry, I think you had to be chosen as the protagonist!
- I do not I take it ...
- If you want to reach a goal you must always look ahead, never back. To all the people around you and you do not like it, do not give importance, the important thing is what you have inside, however know that I cheer for you.
I'm surprised at myself, but from where I have left these beautiful words? Willy
thanks me and embraced me so warmly. I never would have said, it is very expansive. Rest of stucco, the same Andrea behind us.

ONE WEEK AFTER
The performance was great, they were all very good. Willy and Andrew I say that I was excited. Who knows cos'avrà 'decided on TS.
I spent the entire week at the theater course, neglecting even my friends, they are a bit 'angry but then forgive me because I asked to see us (the entrance was free!), Just think about it I have to study!
knock on the intercom and Willy is asking me to come down.
- Hello Willy, what are you doing here?
- You mean how do I know where you live?
- Well ... this ...
- I asked your friends, have come to communicate important news ... hold on tight: I have been chosen! - Crushing hugs me so hard I can hardly grumble.
- But it's great! Leave immediately?
- Oh yes, I also came to say hello, seeing how I've encouraged, I was glad to see you one last time ...
- Do not be so pessimistic, I'm sure we'll meet again! - I make him a friendly wink.
- I hope so!
- How will you do with the school?
- The theater company will offer me a private teacher, you know, then I'm not the only one who still goes to school, but now I have to go ... - I said looking at his watch.
I greet him, handed him his hand but he pulls me to when I still embraces and gives me a kiss "play" (ie, without language).
- What's up? - Andrea comes out from behind the corner, but all I had to come tonight?
- I was going, hello Andrea. - Willy disappears in a second.
- Another Good luck! - I wish him red with embarrassment.
- Best wishes for your career! - Andrea exclaims angrily, but is jealous of me or him?
have been too encouraging with Willy? Maybe not, it was a simple way for him to thank me. Left alone with Andrew and for a while 'I can not talk to him.
- I interrupted something? - Ask me.
- Absolutely not! I was also puzzled by that ... I kiss!
- Ah, I see you not resist ...
- Come on it was a goodbye kiss ...
- You have nothing to excuse yourself! - 's true. 'Cause I'm doing?
- Why you make me so many questions?
- Never mind, I came to bring you this ...
- "Romeo & Juliet" will be next?
- Get ready! The specimens are a couple of months.
- Ah, you say that I propose to Juliet?
- The rules are that all the girls present themselves as the main character and then the professor must decide which side do ...
- You'll prepare you for the part of Romeo?
- I already got the part of Romeo ...
- Congratulations!
- Oh thank you!
- I gotta go, I'm sorry if you do not greet you as Willy?
- But I'm so sorry, hello. - Return with no possibility to fight back ..
I said! I said I can not believe! He had no reactions striking with, and stood there like a codfish.
The only thing that matters to me now is his Juliet!
Shy314/6/2008, 18:28
28 Christmas gifts.

Together with Ilaria and Paolo are shopping around, our favorite pastime. Coming out of a shoe store we founded the club of high-heeled shoes, all three heels much prefer and consider unnecessary.
- But look at all the girls is already decorated for Christmas .- exclaimed.
- Yeah, missing very little. I love this aria so festive nods .- Paola.
- I Christmas I empty shops, there is no one for me that does not deserve a gift .- I continued.
- Let's say, then you also empty your wallet, luckily you have a job this year. - Says the other, and it 'the case.
- Girls you go somewhere for Christmas? - S 'informs Ila.
- Stefano should be back, so I do not move, we are celebrating at home. - I say, so will Paola course, we put together the same question to another.
- I go to the mountains, I leave Dec. 23 and return Jan. 3!
- What luck! Paola also have the "distraction" Stephen, I am not even that ... - I complain. Paola
nods quickly, but then lowers his head.
- Why we do not exchange gifts this year? - Ilaria offers and we accept other happy.
I've never done I never had real friends, and this makes me feel excited! Work this year thank goodness, otherwise no cash for all these gifts. Ilaria
invites us to his house but Paul can not.
- I'm meeting Fred, I have to bring a CD that has given me a month ago. - There liquid in this way.
- Does it seem a bit 'strange for a couple of days? - Ilaria ask me, but I'm completely unaware of it.
- E'logico! You're always with your head in the clouds! To think that somehow - even if the whole world knows what. - That sympathy.
get home shows me the gift that has made with Andrea.
Initially I want to die. Yet this confidence? But then I'm quiet, wow we're friends, I trust her. At least I try.
- I made him last week, you know, to New Shine. - He tells me.
- Really? I did not know! Why did you do a gift?
- Hey do not you jealous! You should know that Andrew uses to exchange gifts with all their closest friends at Christmas, the closest word, well I am. Actually, I forced a bit '! - Look how relaxed ride that benefit.
- I'm sure he will also ask you. - Makes me a wink.
- What?
Ilaria has no doubts, I I'm not so sure. It would be a step forward for us, but who knows if they ever ask me.

are among the corridors of the school, in fact I'm trying to throw a few little touch to the affair of the gifts and get him to talk, but today just do not see, I believe it is absent. However, the usual meeting
Federico.
- Micol, joy!
- Faith hello, how are you?
- Real sweetness ...
- But sentences with no adjectives too myeloma not know the make, right?
- I would say no, cake! I think you're the only one not to have been affected by my fascination ...
- What can we do?
- Nothing. If Andrew is looking away, he told me Luke.
- Why should I look?
- No, I just wanted to let you know that since there can spupazzarci at will, will you? - Makes me a wink.
- Federico forget it. Back in the classroom. - I left there, that guy really makes me scompisciare, I believe that the role of the fool is natural.
'm back in the classroom, pulled a bit 'spirits up by Frederic, with the intention to have a conversation with Paola (instead of following the lesson of course!).
- So Pà six excited for the return of Stephen in the future?
- Well, actually, you do me a favor.
- What is it?
- You should tell your brother who among us can not work, because I'm in love with someone else! Do not tell him in these terms, but make him understand.
- Who? What? - I ask astonished.
- You know Fred and I want to be reciprocated. The
prof. calls us to silence (bad old, he could mind his own business!) and I did not even have time to react. I can not believe it really is doing a coward and not because he is doing to my brother Stephen, but why not behave like that.

I could not stay home this afternoon, I'm too sick to my brother, Paul, I was disappointed. Leave it through me.
I went to the bar and have a heavenly vision: Andrea of \u200b\u200bcourse, engaged in a game at pinball. My goal "MAKING CONNECTIONS TO CHRISTMAS GIFTS FOR PROMPT HIM TO TALK!"
- Hello Andrea, why did not you come to school?
- Hey Michal, I had a commitment.
- Michal? You called me by my real name, do not believe it!
- you know are good, we are almost at Christmas .- bingo! The link did it alone.
- What will you do at Christmas? - Are a wise guy.
- I'm going to New Shine, you?
- At home, Stephen is also back.
- I do not know if we will have occasion to meet me and your brother, then salutamelo. This year, Christmas came in a flash. During this time I spend a lot of money for gifts.
- The same also I are two wasteful!
- By the way, take a piece of paper and a pen, I resent the inside pocket of his jacket, you see ...
- Can I get my hands in your jacket?
- Otherwise, how did you get the paper and pen? Come on, give me your address!
- Why?
- Because I want to send the Beagle Boys to do a robbery at home ... -Idiot, he thinks the time to be funny?
- Fool, I will send you a surprise from New Shine, no?
- What a nice idea, thanks! - Is fatttaaaaaa.
- So, now why do you look like that? - I would jump for joy.
E'fatta, Andrea will send me a gift, I will do it to him before you start: I am officially entered in his circle of close friends. Hurrah!
Shy322/6/2008, 16:00
29 The return of Stephen.

missing three days at Christmas. The fact that Andrew has suggested I exchange gifts should make me happy, but they are more concerned about the news that Stephen is waiting on his return, as I do? I do not even know what words to use to not hurt him ... Well ... I would run home and strangled Paola ... I look forward to Stephen, who will be here any minute, to pass the buck.
Ring the bell, he will.
- I open my Mom! - I rush to the door. But why should return for Christmas? Of course I'm happy, but I have a very bad mood.
- Plague Hello! - He just makes me I see.
- Welcome back, come across that mom and dad are going back and forth, can not wait to see you again! - I try to smile but I think this forced smile is scary. I would wear a mask. After greeting my
rushed to her room to place luggage, I wait for the right moment, behind the door to leave and shorter then suddenly exclaim, "You know, Paola told me that I was going to refer to that country because fell in love with another ..."... PAOLA bah ... KILL! A Christmas
have these instincts are not to murder me, unfortunately Stefano saw my stand.
- I left you find strange and even more unbalanced than usual, I suspect that I was the balance of this house.
- From what I had seen her?
- You're out ten minutes, you'll understand, I'm not blind! From Say What?
- you know, it's hard to say but I have to report you and you do not know how much I owe you make this carcass weights. -Also 'cause I do not know how to let a boy.
- This is Paola, right?
- Yes, you sensed something? - Maybe kicked the balls and told her she would appreciate the despite everything.
- does not answer my calls for over a week! - ARGHHHHH Paola.
- Sté Unfortunately, I can not do anything, and I would tell you that 'the distance ...
- He found another one! - Stab.
- Exactly! I do not even know me, I swear. - Turned over the knife wound.
- Well ... that is bad ... but ...
- Call it, goes to his house, ask explanations! Wow!
- No, it acted as a girl matures so far and so I expect an explanation from him. But it has to come from her. If you said so, will force not to be with me.
What a winning combination: you so childish - at this moment-he is too mature. If I'd been in his place I would have fallen out of his house in a flash, maybe with a knife - a joke, but I would have brought her for sure.
I left, I went to the bar. I had to get away from my house, STE is incredibly sad and I am a bit 'I feel guilty.
- Micol! Then Stephen came back? How are you? - I welcome a lively Luke.
- Hello Luca, so good. Will be here soon to say goodbye. - Who knows 'if riusicira' to at least blow off steam with Luca. I know it is not 'the best blow off steam with his little sister. But he seems radiant.
- Do you have a look so excited.
- I just got a gift from Annie, with a letter near! I have not yet opened, waiting for Christmas day ...
- Cute, eh? I also sent a birthday card and I remembered to send it too.
- Sweet, right? But that is Paola? Do not come over together? E'successo something?
- long story, I'll tell you when you'll be closer to us.
- Hello guys! What do you do? - Paola is introduced.
- Luke told me that now is the gift of Annie. - STRO're a ** to!
- How beautiful! "He sent a note to me!
We have not exchanged many words, I left immediately. I also have the gift to Andrea, I want to give it to him before you start, but I do not know him. Actually I do not know her tastes much directing me in a sex shop, but then indurrei treason in New Shine, so I do not think is the case.
'm not excited to get him a gift, I would not do a bad impression. And then I think Paola: But what will get it? What a mood!
- Nikelina. - Fred calls me from the window of his car.
- Friedrich ...- I approach.
- Love, Where are you going so thoughtful?
- To make a gift ...
- I want a gift? But I do not I have done nothing.
- No Faith, is not for you! - At least that for you saving me.
- But It 's a boy.
- Yes! But I do not know her tastes!
- Let me guess: Andrea? - But it is public domain then? It is proposed to help me.
- I do not know if you can be so helpful, you are water and fire ... night and day ...
- thick as thieves?
- Maybe I have not explained well, you're so different, I mean.
- Exactly, will choose what I do not like it, then that will certainly appeal to him.
I accepted, I got in the car. I took her to the mall. Both can not be worse than me in choosing gifts, at least he has a point of departure. Same story, long ago it was Andrew who advised the gift for Franz. Mica me fall in love even of Faith? About a minute ... but now that I think about it! Is not he the one that Paul said he was in love? Traitor.
- Faith, I would like an explanation from you.
- so suddenly?
- Did not you know that Paul was with my brother?
- Of course I do. He was? - Seems surprised.
- Yes, and it was' all your fault.
- excuse But what you're getting?
- Have you made to woo a girl girlfriend?
- Are you jealous? - I said winking.
- Come on, be serious for once.
- All right, no!
- NO? What kind of answer is?
- No, I started to woo a girl girlfriend.
- Paola And then?
- rephrase: I have not made to woo Paola.
- But she is in love!
- Paola But who? - Sbellicarsi starts laughing.
- Do not laugh, you know, you bastard.
- But last week brought me a CD, I swear, he built a repellent to me. I asked her to go get a coffee and he's escaped. You will not have misunderstood? Then I tried I never knew your brother. Playboy, but not to this extent. I'd steal the girl only to a person.
- Who speaks?
- Andrea! - And looks at me waving of Understanding.
- But I'm with Andrea. - MAYBE!
- Better ...
- but stop ...
Federico has nothing to do, would have told me I'm sure. Paola hides something else.
I finally found a gift for Andrea. Fred advised me a scarf, but you offer? Now it is done anyway and you can not change, so will not say if they like it or not: just think ill of me.
At home I found a nasty surprise now have a "bawd." Stephen asked me to bring his gift to Paola.
I look outside his house so that there is but instead leave it to the housekeeper.
- Micol hello, come in! - Paola I opened it.
- No, I have to run really, I came to bring you this!-I give the package. She remains of stone, will understand. The packaged in a package with wrapping paper covered with little hearts can not be on my part, insists he does not know what to say then.
- From Katie is doing to hot chocolate, you're five minutes.
- Despite the tempting proposition - the hot chocolate just got good! - I can not accept! Play Paola ... I used to have with you a relationship based on sincerity.
- Yes, me too!
- I do not think you Fred brought up but I know it has nothing to do.
- I do not think you're in the position of having to go to inform ...
- Well, you're politely saying that none of my business ...
- That's exactly ... - Says, looking away from me.
- I in this story because I went there I took you! Okay anyway I'm leaving, but not before telling you that if you do not hide anything, certainly not the hide of me or to Stephen but yourself! In the long run, not good for you. - I make a nod of the head and went away leaving her with the package in his hands. Taking
curiosity Paola opens the package.
The gift consists of a beautiful music box with engraved above.
"For my biggest love "... the girl looking and listening to the sweet music bursts into tears pouring down.
Shy328/6/2008, 14:50
30 Christmas holiday.


Finally came the Christmas holidays. The school has closed and I can sleep in peace. Here things are going well, Stephen seems to have softened the blow broke it taking it easy (repeat: I do not I succeeded!). Between today and tomorrow will be Ilaria Andrea and I have to meet in the morning - late-on to give them my presents! (We hope to - my "maybe" he-like the gift that Faith advised me to buy him).
will dawn (about 10:30 in the morning) and my house are most awake. I feel that Stephen warns star coming out and I put my head under the pillow: DO NOT NOISE, I HAVE TO STAY!
Stefano finds himself left the house in front of Paola.
- I've been waiting for.
- Since when?
- From half an hour! Sooner or later you would come out well, no? Anyway welcome back ...
- Thanks, I thought that I would not have magazine for a long time.
- Look Stephen, thanks for the gift, I've dropped and well this is for you! I had planned to give it to you ... but on the eve ...- him over and tries to go right away.
- NO! Wait, do not you think it's time to talk about? Why do you act this way? I know that in reality there is something bothering you. If you love another as you say, I want to hear from your voice!
- Well if you really want to know, there is no other ...
- I had imagined, not to be presumptuous, then tell me what is the problem!
- I do not know, will 'that we had little time for everything. Also know, we got together after twenty days and then you left. We have not known for anything ... e. ..
- E. ..? We often hear, is not it? We have many things in common.
- Do not deny it, we talk about the distance! A SkysT you meet and you know it is a better person than me.
- Here's the problem! Are you afraid that distance can divide us and meet other people. I also know afraid of this, I tell you, every day! But do not run away from me, tell me about.
- I'm so scared. From everything!
- There is one person in the world who might like what you ...- Paola opens her eyes and blushes.
- do not know how you told me what makes me happy, I really needed to be reassured!
- You're beautiful when it becomes red. But next time tell me first, ok? Also, if you were to return to these questions. I'm here I'm listening.

Me and you whats going on? / You and me, what happens?
All We Seem to know is how to show / it seems that all we know is how to show The feelings
That Are Wrong / bad feelings.

So dont go away, say what you say / then do not go away, say what you're saying That you'll stay Say
/ say you'll stay, Forever and a day ...
In The Time Of My Life / Forever, and ever in my life,
Cos I need more time, yes I need more time / because I need more time,
you, I need more time just to make things
right / Just to make things (Oasis - Do not Go Away)

- Yes - Paola nods his head.
- Yes? What does this mean? Would you stay with me? Yes? Or that you'll always be true? Yes!
- Both things ... - Paul a big hug and then kiss him.
- Do not make me some more jokes! You make me die of a broken heart! - Stefano says later.
Finally at noon I also decided to leave my bed. I have an appointment with the girls to exchange gifts because Ilaria start today (but I had already said before, no?).
At the bar there is still no. I sit at the counter and ask Luke to bring me a super nutella brioche, sooner or later will become a cow I know, because at home I also made breakfast.
- Micol, are you hungry? - Paola asks me to check suddenly.
- It 's all your fault! We do expect to fill the loneliness and I eat sweets ...
- Oh, poor you! - Pretends to sympathize.
- But the appointment was not a quarter of an hour ago?
- Yes, I'm sorry but I was with Stephen.
- Stefano? - If the dates will be holy right?
- Yes, we have clarified. I should have spoken before, I would not have done all that mess ...
- Ah, have you realized? Imbecile. Sorry but you deserve it.
- Yes, and I'm sorry if you have not been listening.
- All are skeptical about my advice.
- Micol, I trust your advice, because you're a good friend and I wish you a good casino!
- But I treasure! - Hugs me and goes Ilaria asking us if we converted to bi or even lesbian love. Both hasten to deny she laughs and fun.
We exchange gifts and do not require me to open it before Christmas will be hard for me to resist. We hope you enjoy mine. In practice, two identical cosmetic bag, only to Paola with soft colors and Ilaria, well in his style ... Join Andrea
bar, I told him to come, I sent him a message that told him to report to the bar and we'd all (otherwise might have seemed an appointment) and I had to teach him a thing. Did not respond to the message, however, has come. Since I do not want to give it to him in the presence of my friends (I'm a shy!) I rush at him and I do sit at another table, two fitted to my friends asking that they look as if they knew the long (but they are so Clear?).
- I did not come, have not responded to the message ...- I say.
- Why, you ask me to come, why should not I?
- Why have not you said ...
- Well I made a phone call ...
- Ah, here is a response to interpretation!
- Call it what you want, but I'm here, no?
- Well, yes! So this is my Christmas present for you ...- gives me a smile 32 teeth just right.
- THANKS! Can I open it? - Ask me.
- No, you must wait at least eve ...
- But I'll die of curiosity ... - That tender.
- Well, I also ... - Is very funny. It moves and shakes him to discover what could be inside, like a curious child. Just sweet!
- I Have these problems, but since my friends have banned me, I forbid you.
- But I got to do that? What game? A person who dies before curiosity?
- Yes, I just think of that! We go from the others?
- Ok, but sometimes you're just evil! -I says.
- I understand ... - We laugh together and get closer to my friends who I am sure, would like to make two thousand jokes, but fortunately I have everything under control.

Stop Weave From Tangling



31 Where's my guitar?

I'm still sleeping peacefully in my bed when I hear people call me Stephen.
- Hey, Pssss, Michal!
- Um ... who? - In fact I know very well.
- Micol it's noon!
- Really?
- Paola is already here, if you hurry let's go for a ride together, what are you doing home?
- Okay, I get up.
but trouble! E'tremendo girlfriend have a friend, Ilaria without boring. always go out in three, do not leave me alone at home to look it but I figure the thumbs of the candlestick does not hold water.
After half an hour I'm ready and go downstairs.
Paul is playing the piano (we because my mother and Stefano play it, while my father is a half-hearted bass player). He has just completed a classical piece and mine are lost in the applause of admiration.
- What good! - She told my mother.
- Sai Paola, Micol also played the guitar! Then he stopped for no reason ...- added my father.
- True, Micol then why did you stop? - I asked my mother.
- Er, parents will explain again, in a hurry!
me have slipped away quickly, I actually stopped playing for a reason very useful, I do not want to talk about especially with my parents.
arrive at the bar. I am looking desperately for someone to exit.
- Faith Hello, Hello Luke. - Entertain me a bit 'with them.
- Bede thanks, du? - Luke did not answer me in the prime of his health.
- Tonight I want to go out for pleasure! I was only three days with these two, do not take it anymore!
- Hey, thanks. Ungrateful, that we we care about you. Go for good! - Stephen complains.
- No Stephen, maybe I explained evil, you will not ever see. I would like to leave you a little 'just me ...- evidence and its a bit' if you drink it.
- I can not help box, Sendo bi bo ... influence ribango home ...- cries Luca.
- Out of a Friedrich? - I ask.
- tonight I should be going to a club, playing a friend of mine, if you want you can come with me?
I accepted in a flash and now I'm waiting to be taken. First dress I opened the closet and saw my guitar. Do not use it this summer, four months. Here's the intercom will be Faith.
We came into the room, nice but nothing special.
- There is already playing, maybe we made a little 'late.
- It 's all your fault, you have come to take me an hour and a half hours!
- I'm not very punctual, here it is anyway! That's my friend Mark Mink.

Another turning point, a fork stuck in the road. / Another turn at the junction
blocked the road Time grabs you by the wrist, Directs you where to do. / Time grabs you by the wrist and gets you where you were going
So make the best of this test, and don ' t ask why. / Then take the best of this text and do not ask why
It's not a question, But a lesson learned in time. / Is not a question but a lesson learned in time

It's something unpredictable, But in the end is right. / Is something unpredictable but in the end I hope you are right
Had the time of your life. / I hope you have had time in your life So take the photographs

, and still frames in your mind. / Take photos and
Framed in your mind Hang it on a shelf of good health and good time. / Hang it on a shelf in good condition and at the right time
Tattoos of memories and dead skin on trial. / Tattoos of memories and dead skin on trial
For What It's Worth, It Was worth all the while. / To what it's worth it was worth all the time
It's something unpredictable, But in the end is right. / Something but unpredictable the end is right I hope you
Had the time of your life. / I hope you have had time in your life. (= Green Day Good Riddance (Time Of Your Life) / Good riddance (Time of Your Life))

I have to admit that it is really very good. He plays the guitar so beautifully that I should be getting even I on the scaffold. When he plays brings heart sank.
- Come on you present it! - Federico brings me in a closet that should be "behind the scenes."
- There he is, Mark, how are you?
- Well thanks and you? - Says running a hand through her long blond hair to the "Beatles" new way.
- Quiet, let me introduce my friend Micol.
- It is a pleasure is Marco. - Show me your smile.
- The famous Mark, the pleasure is all mine! - I say.
We sit at a table for a drink and Federico shoots suffered third degree.
- So how are you career?
- Today here, tomorrow somewhere else. Luckily I always have the old guitar that keeps me company!
- You know Mark, I was playing too long ago! - Do not know why I'm telling you.
- Not long ago! I saw you play this summer and do it very well!
- Maddai! Micol, I must tell you something. There I have on my lips since I saw you, you look like my sister terribly, the same eyes! He played the guitar, a real talent, I compared I am nothing. Then for one reason or another stopped playing, but fate did not give her the time to take a motorcycle accident took her away! Now my songs are all dedicated to my angel.
I feel a chill wind through my heart and if I was wrong to leave the music?
- I'm sorry! - I say, as Fred has been embarrassed embalmed. Mark turns to me with shining eyes and said.
- Do not let some silly reason to take away your passion, before it is too late. Think about it ...
I feel lonely and empty. I feel only now the absence of a part of me. Back home, I opened the closet, just before leaving I saw my guitar and now ... no more! Where's my guitar?
Shy316/7/2008, 19:52
The Angel 32.

'm at the bar with Paola to discuss my latest misfortune: the death of my guitar.
- Have you asked your mother or your father?
- What could have done with my guitar?
- I do not know, ask Stephen. Arriva
Frederick and embraces us.
- Adore Hello! How are you? - Spupazza us both.
- Hello, well ... - I say pouting.
- What's goodie? - Begins to shake his chin with two fingers.
- It's cheese, I can not find my guitar. - Exclaimed in despair.
- I'm sorry! Also what you said Mark, when I seen her at home I was sad sad little face!
- Who is Mark? What did he say? - Asks Paola.
- This is not true! It was not my sadness.
- Maybe ... - And Frederick 's a bit skeptical.
- Explain! - Demand for new Paola.
Fred is trying to tell what happened the previous evening when Stephen falls among us and greets his beloved with a fiery kiss on the lips.
- Hello everyone! - After it discovers us.
- Stephen, have you seen my guitar case? Yesterday was in my closet then when I got home it was gone.
- In truth the last time we had my mother!
- Really? Thanks! Hello guys, I'm going to solve this problem.
I moved away from them, leaving Fred to tell my adventure. Known faces of the other two questions.
get home in record time and I rush to my mother.
- Mom, for if you took my guitar?
- Well, since not used it more, I thought I'd give it to charity. The auction on Sunday.
- Brava! Without even asking ... - I feel that the smoke is coming from his ears.
- sorry you did not think, now where are you going? - I do not want to discuss and leave her to speak for itself.
- I'm going to auction so you have something else so I - being close the door shut.
I do not know where to go, I can certainly go to the parish to pick up the guitar. Whom should I contact for advice? With my scooter
vague aimlessly to find myself out in the local last night. I remember that this is the last day that I find Mark.
me a warm welcome and immediately asks me what happened to me, as if he read my heart.
- My mother gave it to charity and the last thing I would do is to resume andarmela. So I do not have my guitar! It 's true you realize the importance of a thing when you seem to have lost it ... Mark really made me realize that I had long since lost a significant part of me and now what do I do? Please tell me something? I feel so stupid! - Tears wet my face.
- Micol, you know, this is my last day in this city. Tomorrow I will start a promotional tour across the country ... one thing is to say ...- and as she does me tight shoulders.
- ... Never give up! Even when you feel lost, we both know what your destiny. E 'written in your eyes and that's why I'll give you my guitar! - Literally shocked me the curtains.
- There are very affectionate but I always knew from day to day I had to part with it and give it to you that I think is the fairest way to do it.
Me put it in his hands, then a voice tells him he must go on stage!
- We play together tonight ... - Pulling me by the hand.
- But you like playing?
- I feel that my manager does not lead guitars reserve? Come on ...
The stage, the light pointed at us, this is my life, for a moment I feel really ALIVE:


This here is for you and even if there is a much
I just wanted to say was that
here at the end of me.
It is for you that you know who I'm talking from


and you will like a minute and then you'll forget it.

Why are you alive as you are alive

how much life I've spent
and not ever get back alive and six

alive for that you're always ready, always greedy always
just as you want ....

(Viva! Ligabue)

After our performance, he still has a half-hour concert. But it is behind the stage to greet me.
- Thanks Mark, this is the best gift I ever received.
- Come on! It 'also used! - Said ironically.
- So, farewell ... - I say with a great desire to embrace him.
- No, I'm sure we'll meet again! - I pull the guitar in his hands and pulls a pen from her purse. On the back of the guitar writes: "Michal, the angel of music! With Love, Mark. "Then I return and I can not hold back my tears.
- Thanks! - Is already experiencing a drop down my cheeks. He me a big hug and kisses my forehead and I'm looking for is how: with his eyes clear and thin and his hair is in constant disarray. Greets me after a while, 'because his audience is waiting, while I see his shoulders from a distance in a fit I'm shouting
- Hello brother! - He turns to me with a beaming smile and then I stop cry.
I go home relieved, I open the door and my mother joined me at the entrance.
- Micol, really sorry!
- Mama I'm sorry you have been stupid! I solved it, see? - I say, showing my guitar.
- You have given back in the parish?
- But no! You gave me one of my close friend!
- I am happy - relieved to embrace approaches.
- Honey, look you got a package .- tells me. I'll take
shaking comes from New Shine, do not embarrass me holding the camera in close and open the note.
"Hello Witch! I admit, I made it there ... I open your gift in advance! Thank you! It 'really hot and has a fabulous color! You have good taste! Here in NS is all very well, maybe sometimes we come together. I send you my CADEAU POUR TOI! I hope you like it, because I turned the whole city 'to not look bad! Best regards, Andrea. "
anxious and I open it I get his hands on the cute bracelet cauchu targhettina with over a white gold with the words: "DESIRE PUOR TOI JE LE meilleur", you should know that New Shine 'was of French domination, and therefore many souvenirs are in French.
I put it immediately and I do not think I will never part. It 'a very special present for me and he is really special.

Dear readers of my blog,
January started a few days, soon everything will return to normal.
Sx in a bit 'again for Skyscraper Town, Px for now does not want us to think and does it well. Better to enjoy them without thinking these last days!
year that ended has brought me many beautiful things ...
- Ix Px and have become my best friends.
- Ax I deepened the friendship with that before I only knew of "oversight "...( bloggers gave me a gift so sweet and beautiful my darling).
- I got acquainted with the magnificent Fx (too strong), Lx and small Anx.
- Mx I met a guy whom I respect very much (almost as Axmio) ... that came into my life, bringing light. I hope to really meet again one day.
So what more could I ask for next year?
(Maybe that Axmio finally noticing what I love?)
That's all folks
KissKiss
Nx
Shy ~ 07/26/2008, 16:30
33 The Trio.

- Micol But where is'? - Ilaria exclaims impatiently.
- Dai calmati, è sempre la solita non la conosci? - cerca di calmarla Paola
- Ciao ragazze! - eccomi spuntare da dietro di loro.
- Finalmente... - mi risponde la mia cognatina mentre Ilaria mi fa un cenno di capo, scocciata.
- Dimmi cara, ti sei divertita? Noi ti siamo mancate? - chiedo per cambiare argomento
- Tu no di certo, specialmente i tuoi ritardi! Dai scherzo, mi siete mancate tanto entrambe.
- Che carina! Chiedo scusa per avervi fatto attendere... - dopo averla addolcita sparo loro le mie scuse.
- E’ di mezz’ora il tuo"piccolo"ritardo... - Ilaria non accetta spiegazioni.
- Scusatemi, ma ecco, beh parliamo d’altro? Ho una proposta!
- Dai sputa il rospo.- he asks finally.
- How about forming a "Trio"? I play guitar, keyboards and drums Paola we put Ila ...
- But I do not play drums. You've got some lessons ... but ... I do not know the play well ...
- IMPROVED! - Reply.
- A trio of music? A Band? Ficooooooo! - Paul answers.
- first try of the other songs, then maybe ...- explain.
- Yes, then better to get our own style and began to compose something of our own! - Adds Paola.
- Just what I wanted to say, Paola how long you think? - I asked.
- I thought about it often!
- even I'm starting to develop, we ask the Faith, to find some little place we do show ...
- Yes, but I believe more in there! - Ilaria as usual exaggerated.
- But where we feel? - Is back down to earth.
- I do not know ...
- We will need a box, a garage, a cellar ...- says Paola.
- My garage is unusable, you plan stuff! Barely got to do the scooter and the car ... -I say.
- I'd better, a warehouse: it's my family! My father will surely agree it is unused for years so I think it will take only a good cleaning! - Proposes Ilaria.
- Fantastico, a few days we organize ourselves and go to clean it ...- I surplus.
Paola asks to be advised and I assure him. Afternoon
boring, sound a bit ', then rest. It 's a real monotony, I almost miss school. Ilaria
I decide to go to see the fateful stock. Do not really think of nothing else from this morning, not much notice are sure to find at home. I do not call
Pa, why are the last days is here that Ste.
Here. Foschi. Peeeeeeeee (sound of telephone).
- Who is it? - Will be the mother.
- I Micol.
Without even asking another, I opened. I take the elevator second floor, and 'my second time at the home of Ilaria. Mrs. Foschi waiting for me outside the door.
- Good evening ma'am. There Ilaria?
- No dear, you exit with his father, want to wait here?
- The talked about the stock? - Maybe give me the keys.
- Yes, wait if you want to give him a look I give you the keys. - BINGO.
- In truth I wanted to start clean ... - I say in the face of 'naivety.
- All alone? Wait Ilaria give you a hand, no?
- No, no problem so I do not think ...- end today as I speak and disappears after a couple of minutes again.
- Here are the keys, and two blocks from here! Very close to the supermarket. If you see out there is an intercom that says "gloomy" ... I'll just get back Ilaria.
I leave and run away, now I see him. I can not do anything, I'm too curious.
- Micol beware - this is the voice of ...
- Andreaaaaaaaa! - I can not suppress my joy at seeing him.
- Did you enjoy this gift?
- Yeah, see? I do not hardly ever get up! - Tell him showing.
- Almost never? - Maybe I exaggerated.
- Scherzo, though I appreciated very much. But when you come back?
- Just this morning. Where are you going? Have you been shopping? - He says pointing to the bag in my hand.
- I'm going to clean up a warehouse, these are the cleaners ...
- Have you made do the cleaning?
- No, you idiot! I need help, do you want? - Ask him slamming the eyes, he looks at me puzzled.
meet by chance at the bar and Paola Ilaria. The first comes with Stefano who has a date with Luke, the second just returned from the committee with his father was made to accompany himself. Let the sunshine boys, the two find themselves talking.
- Where are those two? - Calls Ilaria.
- Ah I did not understand very well ....
- What do you have?
- Did you just noticed? I hate to be a "life" ... - Paola ironic answers.
- Fool, look ... dubious?
- Good point, are a couple of days are like this, Ste has noticed but I can not help it.
- Are you sad about his departure?
- No, doubt was the exact term. - She says putting his hands through his hair.
- May I ask why?
- I think it's time to make love with him ...
- I believe it ...- Ila replied confidently.
- You think so?
- Of course I say, do not waste time. You do not know what you're missing .- ensures a wink.
- What a pig! - From a pat on the shoulder.
The two start laughing when the car's mother Ilaria stops outside the bar, the girl the note and leaves, after a short fall.
- We must go, Michal came home. I gave my mom the keys to the store and told her that I would have reached, we gotta go 'cause he had to clean it. - Communicates with Paola.
- Let's go! It 's the usual impatient. - Snorts another.

We entered the store and I Andrea.
- What dark! - I can not stop coughing.
- What filth! - Andrea adds.
- We must get to work immediately.
- There is not even a light bulb! - Complains.
- Force! - I recall it.
- Who put me in a situation? Micol Eh? - He says sullenly.
Shy ~ 02/08/2008, 13:57
34 Declaration failure?

the bar and Paola Ilaria are about to go to the store.
- But 'cause they always seem to have snow in your pocket? - Paola complains.
- will be a disaster in there, I did not want to clean today! In the meantime I
and Andrew.
- I checked the electric meter, it's alright. There are only bulbs ...- Andrea announced.
- Thank God I'm tired ...- I'll jump on a bench and left as soon as you sit up a halo of dust.
- Yuck! - Says Andrea coughing while in the meantime, close the gate, so, however, remain totally in the dark.
- Why have you locked in?
- We need to talk! - Sits next to me, I can not wait for anything good. I feel "strange" excited to be here alone with him.
- What is it? - Ask him.
- No, do not panic. I want to talk, tell me a bit 'of the Trio.
Always at the bar the two girls meet Luke and Stephen.
- No way, I can not take Stephen away from you, which began to collapse. - Exclaims Luca.
- How cute! - Ilaria said.
- Darling I thank you, but ... - Trying to explain Paola.
- Do not listen, we're back because we solved quickly. But I really missed you! - Stephen, clarifies his girlfriend welcomed hug.
- Guys, we're going to give a system for the store. Come and help us out? - Luca and Stefano aggregate without stories. In the meantime
warehouse.
- ... It made me realize how important it is for me the music and feel that I have to start doing something about it, I do not know if the reasoning is clear? - I see that my face did after the story but suddenly I feel and embrace the heart starts beating fast.
- Sure, you understand and do not know how much respect you.
not know what the fact of being a little 'appreciated by him is true for me. How do you feel for me Andrea? Because I feel your heart beat as mine?
- It 's been a gradual thing, our friendship has reached a point that well here, I want that between us
...- I'm dreaming. Do not wake me, leave me here forever safe in his arms.
Andrea approached her to my cheek and I'm leaving you feel the magic of the moment, but suddenly I hear a loud knocking at the gate.
- MICOL ...- is the voice of Ilaria.
- perhaps not yet arrived! - Explains Paolo.
- No! It must be here, the gate is not locked.
The magic is broken and Andrew runs to open them, I get up and take a cloth and start dusting. We were not doing anything wrong, but we are both embarrassed.
- Andrea! What are you doing here? Micol alone with the dark? -Asks the Ilaria meddling.
- A helping hand? Nothing, but where were you lazy? - He explains in tone.
- Andrea, you will not hurt my sister - inappropriate comments of Stephen.
- What the hell are you saying? - I say nervous.
- Do not worry Steph! Ok, Micol because now there are many people who can help you, I'm going. Hello everyone! - In greet the choir and I would start crying like a hysterical.
- Miss, I do not tell it right. - I Ilaria whispers.
- We begin to clean up here, then I'll explain! - That hassle.
We spent the afternoon tidying up but I'm completely absent, I can not help but think of him. In a break three of us sit on the bench and the memory of what was happening right there emerges, suddenly I cover my eyes and tell you everything.
- Cosaaaaa? - Says Ilaria.
- think what would have happened had we not had our timing! - Adds Paola.
- Do not tell me! - I replied, biting his lips.
- Come on, if he intended to plead, he will find another occasion to comfort me ...- Ilaria.
- hope ... - I'm not very confident.
- By the way, what do you think that Paul will love with your brother?
- What? - Now it takes me a drink.
- Actually I had not even told you! - Ilaria apologize.
- Are you sure, really? - I ask Paola.
- I think so ... - Is she a bit 'of rosy cheeks.
- will be the only virgin among the three? - This is not 'right.
- Apparently yes! - Ilaria laughs.
- I think it is best done with an expert, Stephen .- type comment without thinking.
- Expert? - My cognatina opens her eyes.
- Well I mean that it did, did not you know? - Explain.
- Well, I supposed. But I never thought ... - Seems a bit ' worried.
- he just did not condone .- importance. Luke and Stephen are back with the bulbs and Paola reaches them.
- Cursed tongue to say ...- Ilaria.
- Look, there's really nothing wrong to have done so already with other, perhaps she does not mind this, maybe it's a bit 'unsafe. It seems to me too obvious.
cabbage that day, may Andrea you were really saying? And now they will not do more? I feel sick at the thought of the opportunity lost. Passing through the room I see Stefano di Paola and I decide to talk to him, swearing to myself that is the last time I m 'intruding.
- Have you ever thought of making love with Paola? - I ask him after the usual pleasantries.
- What questions do I? - I understand that what it dry a bit.
- I know it's not my business, but maybe she thinks and if you do not worry, never will.
- reassure her about what?
- I will not understand but maybe because there has never been afraid of making mistakes, of not being up. -
After he said this left him restless and I think, want to make love with Andrea. But maybe I'm speeding up a little 'time because we have not even kissed.
Stefano di Paola went home, she invited him to speak to her room because her mother is not there and the nurse is too busy doing other things.
- I want to make love you Paola! - he exclaimed suddenly.
- Me too! But I'm afraid.
- What?
- I'm afraid not to be so familiar, in fact are not, and therefore can not do it like me.
- Look I'm not a Don Juan?
- You have more experience than me.
- My love, will be the most beautiful of my other times, this time because I love a girl in a total ... I've never loved anyone as I love you now!
- Stephen, two days walk away, and I do not know if the next time I see you everything will be like now, but with my whole being, now as ever, I want you to be the boy of my first time .- Paola closes the bedroom door key, approaches a lui sedendosi sulle sue gambe e baciandolo con sempre più passione. Ormai ha deciso, e' sicura che quello sia il momento e la persona giusta.
Shy~11/8/2008, 18:02
35 - Romeo&Giulietta.

- Mio dolce Romeo...ehm...- lapsus.
- Eh no Micol! Questa parte proprio non entra proprio in quella testolina, vero? Eppure di tempo per prepararti ne hai avuto. Pensa che al tuo fianco ci sarà il Romeo dei tuoi sogni...- esclama Paola che mi sta aiutando a provare.
- Si, mi devo impegnare.
- Mi dicevi che sarà in versione moderna come il film con Leonardo DiCaprio.
- Sarà meno cinematografico, niente incendi a pompe di benzina ma semplici scazzottate, niente pistole ma coltellini, niente Extasi.
- say more theatrical ... - While I pretend to laugh at the jokes of Paola I find myself on a cell phone call, I hope Andrea - for whatever reason - but is instead 'Luke.
- Luke? Do you ring? Why? - Asking curious my friend.
- I do not know, for weeks we are more affectionate. Hugs, rings. And 'something happened naturally. We have gained confidence.
- Do you remember ...
- I know it's with Annie and issue a case that is one of the best friends.
- Exactly ...
- change the subject can not understand! But Ilaria?
- Ilaria went out with her mother, I'm good, you're saying? Has passed the ugly story of Fred H?
- I do not know PA. It 's very close but in my opinion is better ... Meanwhile
Ilaria and her mother are shopping, you get to the music store appears before their eyes a giant poster of Fred H. Ilaria for a couple of seconds it stops to look away but her mother draws the attention.
- Ila, what's the matter? We go there after my favorite clothing store.
- step inside you, you wait outside, take a little 'air.
Once the mother came into the shop, Ilaria leans against the wall to think.
With the help of my friends I'm leaving, feeling of being past the block "Alfredo Accardo."
- Look who's here! - Federico stops beside her.
- Hello. - Answers her, but annoyed tone.
- Talk about the fate ...
- I believe that fate sometimes should mind his own business.
- Sob! Wait ... "your eyes are blacks ..."
- Save! My eyes are not blacks, are brown - hazel-tending to not do cascamorto to do with me. - She adds sour.
- Indeed! Let's go get something from the bar?
- I can not wait for my mother.
- Ok, it will be for next time.
- Okay! - The answer but just think he's a nuisance.
Later, the auditions.
- Federico! -I admit it.
- Hello Michal, I called you but your phone?
- I left it at home, what did you tell me?
- moved the test.
- when?
- A day after tomorrow.
- Um ... not bad ... but now?
- Now the director will make us a speech, I think the usual laments about whether to engage seriously .... etc. ... - In the meantime, I notice a strange movement.
- But in the front row, next to Andrea who?
- Did not have made? It 's a friend of hers, she starred in the soap.
- A place of love: it was Sheila.
- It's called ... - I interrupt.
- Lara Balestri, I know all of that soap is my favorite!
- Will participate in the hearings. He is trying, together with Andrea, he wants that part at all costs. You better keep an eye, see How long cute? - Actress in a school play? Here we cat breeding.
- umpf, if you want to test, does not scare me one bit '. For other things, is not that I care all that much ...- What a liar, I'm already 'gnawing jealousy.
After the speech of Professor, I met my friends at the bar. I explained to them so quickly.
- It 's perfect, beautiful. Have you ever seen in "A place of love"?
- I do not see that stuff ...- Ilaria answers.
- I see an episode every now and then, but I do not remember any character named Sheila. - Paola says.
- In any case, you should absolutely beat! - Ilaria encourages me.
- Treasury today but I can not help you, I have a backlog of 50-year history because of your dear brother. I have to recover completely. - Informs me my cognatina.
- Do not count on me, I can not. I have training with the volleyball team. - Explains the other.
- UFFAAAAAAAAA! Who can help me?
- What do you need? - Luca intrudes.
- A hand, we see today ... the stock of Ilaria not miss it! - And suddenly he's proposing is a bit 'confused. Me and Luke
friendly, we got to try my hand for hours.
- "Farewell Juliet" - Luke states stretching me.
- No stretch, is not the case, we can skip the kiss scene.
- How no! I'm trying for hours just for this moment.
- If I had read the script carefully you would realize that there are many other parts still more HOT!
- Yes, but then you tell me ... "he goes on "...- jokes.
- Oh, but it's too late! Do I have to audition! Come with me? - Ask him.
- Better not! These things make me nervous and my presence annoy you too. I close here I go, breaking a leg.
- I can not answer, I should say "Amen"? - Ask him out of the race as he laughs.
I arrived at school but I can not find the classroom of the specimens, have changed the last minute. I'm opening the doors of all classes.
- Opss sorry! - I just sgam Andrea in atteggiamenti calorosi con quella rossa, Lara.
- Micol, dove vai?- mi chiede lui imbarazzato.
- Cercavo la classe dei provini...- spiego, vorrei mettergli le mani al collo.
- E’ quella seguente! - si intromette lei con aria di sufficienza.
- Grazie, allora io, ehm vado. - sto per chiudere la porta.
- Stavamo provando! - si stara' mica giustificando?
- Che interpretazione magistrale! - esclamo sbattendo con forza la porta.
- Accidenti! - esclama Andrea.
- Quella era Micol?- chiede Lara.
- Sì. - risponde lui e lei sembra irritata.
Quel quadretto romantico mi ha fatto perdere la concentrazione. Erano avvinghiati, altro che provare. Erano fin troppo realistici.
- Hello Fred, what part do you suggest?
- Tybalt, Juliet begin auditions for silence. - I warned.
- But with all this public, which embarrassed! They are already devolved. - I'm not the head.
- The first is the star, Lara announced ...- Federico.
- Yes, well ... be prepared with Andrea! Federico
advances and she starts to play, Andrew and Juliet Romeo with which the aspirants will do the test and obviously there is harmony between them already. They are perfect, it seems the movie, but I have tried with Paola and Luca. Not enough, I can not do this picture of me ** a. It was with him, in front of her. Do not let anyone laugh at me. Go away! I say to a of my company and I leave the class.
How could I ever compare me to her? As usual there is always something that dismantles all, I do not know why I'm crying. Why did I take so long? On the other hand was just a stupid party.
In the class where they are doing the test.
- Mico Blanco ...- called Professor / Director.
- He said he went ...- someone responds.
- What? - Andrea exclaimed aghast.
- He was here until two minutes ago. - Added Federico.
- all I know, he told me he was going away!
Andrea left the class and begins to travel to reach the exit, I just wiped my tears and he calls me.
- Micol, but where are you going?
- At home, why? - I do not even want to talk to him.
- Are you kidding?
- Not at all! - Not even to see him.
- Are you going?
- Yes, but what do you care? - My tone and 'raised a decibel.
- Lara, has you scared?
- Andrea ** kr iti! - I say attack.
- run away forever the face of difficulties? When you grow up?
- What the hell you say, you idiot, eh? We understand well that everything is already decided, it's all a farce. A 'actress to a school play, boo! If not, have asked me also to try together. We could find the harmony that we have all seen with your girlfriend. You're screwed, even a chiedermi se avevo avuto dei problemi a provarla da sola. Non ti sei fatto sentire, dunque, fatti gli affari tuoi! Non scocciarmi ed AUGURI per la rappresentazione perfetta di Romeo e Giulietta, ops! Auguri porta sfortuna, vero? Non l’ho fatto apposta! - bugia.
Non ha parlato, non poteva, se no gli avrei mollato anche un calcio in c**o, ho voltato le spalle e me ne sono andata. Non aveva giustificazioni, mi sento così depressa e penso di andare da Luca al bar, senza motivo. Lo abbraccio e piango sulla sua spalla.
- Non è possibile che non sia andata bene. Eri preparatissima, cos’è successo?
- Mi sono ritirata ma non è solo per la parte. - singhiozzo.
- Vuoi un succo d’arancia?
- No, Luca per piacere mi accompagni a casa.
- Certo, avviso papà...
- Grazie!- non è una stupida parte visto che era Andrea la persona a cui volevo stare vicino.
Shy~25/8/2008, 18:55
36 La crisi.


Stamani a colazione con i miei genitori.
- Micol cosa c’è? Hai qualche problema? - mi chiede mio padre ed io rispondo con un cenno con la testa.
- Qualche peso sullo stomaco? Ti puoi confidare lo sai. - continua.
- No, non ho niente, davvero. - dopo aver detto questo faccio una pausa di silenzio, poi mi alzo saluto e vado via.
- Sta crescendo!- esclama convinto mio padre.
- Caro, ma ha 17 anni! Il periodo della crescita è iniziato for some years!
At school my friends look at me worried, I think they're afraid that might react badly, but certainly not the kind of girl who cuts the vein for a fool.
Out of school, while I take the scooter, you decide to talk to me. We enter into the conversation "Andrea."
- I understand. This situation is not easy ...- Ilaria tells me sympathetically.
- You're right! Micol but you have to respond - advice Paola.
- And that's what I'm going to do. I do not want to attend more acting, I do not care. I will change course. - Proclamation.
- Brava! - Approve Ilaria.
- What? - Are in crisis.
- You can join the volleyball team, I will speak with the coach! - proposes Ila. Answer refused.
poem? - Offers Paola. 
- Imagine! Thanks girls for your efforts, but I think they should leave it alone with my own forces, if you know what I mean.
- Sure, you're right answers .- Ilaria.
- But do not forget that for anything, we are here! - He says Ilaria.
- I know, dear, thank you. Girls sure that neither wants a ride? - The others are mentioned not to worry, before leaving I put the headphones with Linkin Park. I love this song.

From the Inside / From the inside (from experience)

I do not know who to trust no surprise / I do not know who to trust no surprise
Everyone feels so far away from me / all feel far away from me Heavy thoughts sift through dust
and the lies / thoughts rummaging through heavy dust and
lies Trying not to break but I'm so tired of this deceit / I try not to break I am so tired of this deceit Every time I
try to make myself get back up on my feet / every time I try to get up
All I ever think about is this / that's what I think of all this All the tiring time between
/ And all this time tiring
how Trying to put my trust in you? Takes just so much out of me / and how to trust you?
cost me so much I take everything from the inside / I take it all inside of me (I know everything experience) and
throw it all away / and throw it away
'Cause I swear for the last time /' Cause I swear for the last time
I will not trust myself with you / I trust you Tension is building inside steadily
/ tension increases continuously in
Everyone feels so far away from me / all feel far away from me Heavy thoughts forcing
Their way out of me / heavy thoughts come forward with the strength out of me
I will not trust myself with you / I do not trust you
I will not waste myself on you / I do not waste it with you
You / You

- I hope you manage to survive, I do not know how it goes. He has always denied even though we all knew! If you only vent a bit ' also with us - said Paola.
- does not tell us for fear of what you feel the same test. - Ilaria replica and the other is in agreement.
- Girls, hello! Micol just wanted to know how he is!? - Luca approaches. The others do not say more than a "might feel better."
- I'm sorry too, I swear, I did not imagine that he cared so much for Andrea. Does not deserve it! I would do anything but her.
- Do not want to be helped. - Says Paola, Luca after greeting goes away immediately.
- I see too share the sentiments of Micol, here we cat breeding. - Ilaria has doubts.
- Impossible, has a girlfriend.
- Well, I will not be drinking.
I started thinking about everything ilo afternoon on what to do, but nada.
I phoned my friends to go out a bit, 'I'm going to the park where I will meet Ilaria, later we will reach that Paola is studying (really have to be doing well and I Ila, but we overlook!). Ilaria
the street clashes again, as often lately, with Frederick.
- Ily!
- Federico hello ...
- How are you?
- So far so good ... not to see me nervous.
- How have you prevented! Where are you going?
- Appearance Micol!
- I'll give you company if you want! Eh?
- would say no to anything?
- No.
- Exactly.
I went out running, I made an appointment to Ila and I'm getting late. In a hurry I was undone the bracelet he gave me Andrea, maybe fate has it that the toggle. For now I try to put it back.
- Micol.
- Sob! Andrea! - F ** o! I saw it with her bracelet! And he wears my scarf, it should not grr! If kissing Lara, you soak in the scent of DIVA.
- I need to talk!
- What do you want? -I say without even stopping.
- I want to understand what happened!
- Well I do not care to talk about it, I can not wait! Hail!
- How do you want, but someday you'll be forced to talk to me!
But those who think he is? Force me to talk ... tze! Ila and I find I get to the park and Faith.
- As usual, too late! - He says Ila.
- Sorry ... but ... you had a date? - I ask ironically.
- Absolutely NO! And 'he glues.
- I love that its aggressive air! - He explains.
- And I hate that I adore her anything! Grr. She says. - Burst out laughing. I'm really funny together.
- OMD is a miracle, Micol is smiling! - Says Ilaria.
- No, my dear, if the taste is laughing! Laugh at us?
- Federico're a funny guy! - My compliments.
- Thank you my darling! - Ilaria not respond while my ability to compliment.
We sat on a bench to talk about this and that, then finally came Paula and Luke with the scooter. We have become a really nice
group. I have not thought of Andrea in this pair of Oretta.
Luke was attentive throughout the afternoon, took care to entertain me then he proposed to take me home.
- you live here, right? Now I know it by heart this place.
- Yeah, how much trouble this time, right?
- not even tell a joke! Micol Listen, I know ... ... that you are suffering ... I am aware of ... but I really want to tell you ... that when you want ... I'll always be ... - Seems extremely embarrassed.
- You are sweet, but like I said to my friends, I have to overcome alone. Anyway thanks, you're a true friend. - I'm going to hug him but he stops me.
- No, Micol. I do not want to be just that.
- No I know Luke.
Try to tell me something, but then reaches out and strokes my cheek. I feel his warm hand on my neck down, close and support her lips on mine. We left in a warm and sincere kiss. Then I realized and detachment.
- No Luke, we can not.
- ...- I'm sorry you feel discomfort.
- Better than a little 'no see, I am a friend of Annie!
- And I love her ... but ...
- Luke, do not say things you may regret tomorrow! Dormice on.
We salute you and I go home. I think, I think! I felt protected by that kiss, I felt that my heart would not have suffered for that. I do not want to suffer, Ugh! I know, however, that Luke can not be my refuge.
I open the door and my parents are watching a dance competition.
- Micol, come see how good they are here.
- Why not 't sign up for a course of dance "Latin American".
- Latin American?
Shy ~ 13/09/2008, 09:58
37 You can dance!

We're out of school waiting for the bell sounds. I decided what to do instead of acting and my friends are informed.
- Latin American dance group ... - I answer.
- Cooosssa? - Ila exclaimed aghast.
- Look do not tell me, do you want me realize that maybe you do not like? - I say.
- Not at all! But I hope that at least a little something to know already do ...
- Absolutely not! - Replied, smiling widely.
- Double good luck then!
- Thanks Pa! I thought you told me "best wishes".
- "Congratulations!" - Plus the wicked Ilaria and I do answer with a tongue. The bell rings and we start the school day.
Strange but true, when Andrea and I have not had a fight we fight more in the corridors, rather, so I will not ruin your day.
afternoon. 17.00.
I went to register at the gym. Has nothing to do with credit points, gym and private, but I is still registered to play until I make 5 absences, that is to say 4 weeks e mezzo per ora (poi con l’avvicinarsi della rappresentazione Romeo e Giulietta il corso s’intensificherà!) fino ad allora troverò una soluzione.
Dopo aver pagato l’iscrizione, la prima retta ed aver preso il dépliant dei corsi mi si avvicina una ragazza occhialuta con un sorriso smagliante.
- Ciao sei nuova? Io mi chiamo Sara!
- Sì, io sono Micol.
- Anche io frequento solo da un paio di mesi...
- Ah e ascolta Sara, io sono una principiante, é forse un problema?
- No, leggi sul dépliant, ci sono corsi proprio per noi: c’è scritto ”ballerine alle prime armi”.
- Ah, non l’avevo notato.
- Guarda un po’ là! That is our teacher. His name is Carlos, and Puerto Rican! Beautiful, eh? - Eyes widened and I almost stuck to the glass that allows me to see him dance.
- Very hot ...- comment.
- Yeah, to be honest, I attended another course in this gym, aerobics, but then seeing him ... well ... I wanted to change.
- understandable!
Shortly after I rush to the bar, I meet with my friends, I have to give them the news that I met a guy that I like more than Andrea.
- You can not understand what was lucky! - My debut.
- I'm glad, what happened? - Asks Paola.
- My instructor is a cool scary!
- Interesting! - Ila answered.
- Who is interesting? - Federico arrives and sits down at our table.
- certainly did not talk to you. - Ilaria replies.
- You are always so cute baby. Micol But let me say that I think you were wrong to leave everything!
- has better things to do now ... - Paola says to avoid the topic.
- Yes, watch the master in his shorts ...- continues Ilaria winking.
- No, no shorts, pants-wearing a simple jazz, but we see a bad ass.
- Ila, you do not dare to look at others! - Says Federico covering the eyes.
- Levami your hands off me, you moron!
- Frederick, but for you is it serious? - Paola question.
- Why, I'm sorry What did you think? - he says.
- The stop, please? - Ilaria says impatiently.

First day of class in Latin America. I got in tight suit, I'm really cute, who knows what would he say if he saw me Andrea ... but never mind! I do not have to think anymore!
- Good morning, my ladies, you're the new girl, right? I had warned ...- Carlos tells me as beautiful as the sun.
- My name is Michal!
- I'm Carlos, approached. So I can follow you better. - Very embarrassing.
- So girls, let's make a list for our Micol?
Start the music and dance but I distracted him to look, how sexy!
- Micol, are you there? - Closes the music to attract my attention.
- Hehe, not much ... - I admit. He decides to take him to the first lesson. What a man!

Meanwhile in acting. Andrea Federico approaches and start a conversation.
- You know yesterday I saw Micol.
- Do you understand, at least you, why not more?
- Well actually the whole world knows. I know that now attends a course in Latin American dancing and his teacher has to sit at the mandolin.
- Mh. Spit it out. - Seems interested.
- I just know this I swear! - Andrea looks suspicious.
After the course, after the shower, I went to the bar. I have to clarify with Luca.
the kiss I have not yet told anyone, not even to my friends, I do not know how to react.
- I need to talk urgently and in private! - Introduce me.
- Come with me on the back, I talk to myself.
- What's put me in suspense!?
- Nothing Micol, I heard Annie.
- did not not tell you ... the ...?
- No! How are you thinking?
- Look Luke, I like you a lot. But this story does not lead to anything good. E 'game already on the wrong foot and can hardly stand up.
- I believe it myself. - Wiping his hands on his pants.
- We are alone and that this leads to one another. - Explain.
- Yes, then you know I felt guilty. She said he had a surprise for me.
- Poor baby, I swear to you Luke, I'll keep this secret from the grave. - M is a ** from a friend.
- Thank you, kisses good but ... - Says making me a wink.
- You're not wrong. - I like to say, our kiss was really hot.
We look at the attraction is there and you hear it, but I get close and kiss her cheek.
- Keep a safe distance but ...- laughs, then smiles at me and hugs me. I would be fine with Luke, but if it had not existed Annie and Andrew. The first is fundamental for him, the second for me, though I do not want to admit it.
fall within the bar and we argue that Frederick and Ilaria.
- Together Again? - I say.
- Always together. Tell the truth, avevate un appuntamento? - continua Luca.
- Luca, le hai mai prese da una ragazza? - minaccia Ilaria.
- No e non vorrei nemmeno farlo oggi.
- Appunto smettila, altrimenti vi meno entrambi. - afferma indicando i due ragazzi.
- Non toccarmi Fede!- cerco di difenderlo.
- Fede? E a me? Posso prenderle da lei? - protesta Luca.
- Sì, di te può farne quel che vuole! - rispondo.
- Cattiva! - Luca mi prende quasi in braccio, ma io resisto ridendo di gusto.
- Ehi! Qui la vittima sono solo io!- esclama Ilaria.
- Federico, smetti di perseguitare Ila. - gli dice Luca.
- Bravo! – annuisce lei.
- Luca, non intervenire. Non può vero Micol?- chiede aiuto Federico.
- No you can not.
- Micol mind your own! - Ironically I order my friend.
- Honey, I told Andrew we now have a crush on ass golden year. - He tells me.
- HEY! First, you must not talk about me in the presence of that 'individual. Second, you must not mention in my presence the name of that 'third thing to be inhumane ... who told you that I have a crush on him?
- Ah, these things do not you tell me, right? - Luke asks me suspicious, what a mess! Should I plug the mouth with a pound of lime to Frederick.
- It is not true! - I try to explain.
- In fact I even knew it, it's just a dirty .- Ilaria by a hand.
- Guys, it's a lie! - All three are laughing taste and I feel embarrassed.
Luke is really a nice guy, making it clear to him I probably lost a love, but I recovered a great friend and who knows maybe Fred is right, no doubt Carlos is a beautiful piece of guy, it's time to forget Andrea and change everything ? The next lesson, I'll ask some more.
Shy ~ 21/09/2008, 18:02
38 An unexpected surprise.

for two weeks attending a course of dance and Carlos also noted improvements.
- umpf, I can not wait to go home I say ...- exhausted out from the locker rooms.
- I'm too exhausted ...- adds my classmate.
- Why Carlos continues to train? Alone too!
- I've heard this week there is a national dance competition will be held right here, and he is in the final.! I think it takes a lot to overcome. - Obvious, and 'a professional. After more pleasantries my dance partner greets me in the meantime I continue to look at training, I just have a look insistent, because Carlos calls me feeling set in the room where he's trying. I made a figure of m ***! Rule one: I have to stop to fix it.
- Micol, do not you go home?
- I've been watching ... uh ... you're practicing hard ... I'm impressed! - I will be credible?
- I have a final ...- says, seems to have fallen.
- I understand, but that's enough! You are already so perfect! - Go down with compliments, as I have become brazen, after so long repressed my feelings for Andrea.
- Thank you, we're going to take something from the bar of the gym, will you? Agree incredulous, men are vulnerable to their compliments. Ilaria
returning home from training for volleyball event (so to speak) meets Federico.
- Somebody up there has it in for me - it introduces you saw him.
- What a day NO! - Responds.
- I go to school et'incontro ...- he continues.
- I wonder why, right? Maybe because we frequent the same school?
- Exit "volleyball" and I see you ...
- It 's logical follow me!
- It 's fate, but never mind. Let's go to Luke (the bar) that I offer you something.
- You already know the answer!
- What a vile world! Today I've been through all the colors, the teacher mate, asked me to surprise! In the course of acting is probably the part I Levin ... you, the woman of my life I categorically refuse! Why? Why? Pourquoi? Warum?
- Okay, let's go find Luke. - The girl has changed its look, now seem to be compatible.
- Really? Tell the truth, Luke is an excuse! I knew you would not have withstood a lot of my charm.
- I changed my mind, I'm going to say ...- house altered.
- No daidaisusu by ... I was joking!
- Mh. Do not always the fool. - She says annoyed.
We sit, me and Carlos, the table in the bar of the gym.
- So you feel comfortable here at Loreland? - Speeches that I do.
- Yes, the environment was initially a bit 'difficult but now all is well ...- smiles at me.
- Do you speak our language well how long are you here?
- Two!
- Wow, you look like a lorelandese ...
- Just because your language is very similar to mine ...
- True! But how old are you?
- 25 ...- "25-17 = 8" eight years apart, what will they come?
- You came here with someone ...- continuous interrogation.
- No, I just came, then I met a very kind person. Thanks to her I came to work in this arena, I teach for just one year. First I made a lot of work but dance is my life!
- A meeting will be the lucky girl would say ...-?
- Yeah, but talk to you.
- Er, here ...- I understand you do not want to learn more.
Meanwhile, Lara and Andrew are trying.
- What good old days, eh? - She is remembering the past together.
- Andy But what do you do? "Continues.
- Review this part, I do not think I'll be so good ... we met for this, no?
- You're already perfect ...
- Too good ...
- Come ...
- Lara? - He seems annoyed.
- Ugh, that beard! Do not think of us as "Romeo and Juliet" think of us as "Lara and Andrea "...- she approaches threw her arms around his neck.
- Are you kidding? What is there to think about us?
- If you do not puzzling for a moment, for who knows what, perhaps it would be easier.
- But you ...- Andrea leverage his hands from his neck.
- But I, but I ...! Andrea the problem here is you. I have no problems.
- Enough, I'm leaving.
- Ugh, but where are you going now? - He leaves the room, her disappointed and alone.
E 'was a really good talk, I feel good, Carlos is very nice. Now I'm heading to
Luke's bar to see if there is anyone, because every night you find yourself without an appointment there. I
vibrates the phone, Fred, who wants to talk about the acting course?
- Hello?
- Micol ... I have to talk ...
- If it's something about Romeo and Juliet ... wait!
- No, really wanted to talk to Ilaria.
- Where are you? I'm coming to the bar.
- I'm at the bar.
- Well, two minutes and we talk about close ...
- No, we're all here! I came from the bar - for privacy - I need to vent ..
- then I stop, what is it? I feel it in your voice a little bit of embarrassment.
- ah yes Well, I wanted to ask if ... Ila somehow you have never been spoken di me!
- Mi pare di no, ma se vuoi glielo chiedo.
- No, lascio che le cose prendano il suo corso naturale, ma tesoro, non ti offendi, vero? Tu mi piaci ma hai già tanti casini sentimentali...ultimamente...
- Arriva al dunque...
- Ultimamente ho notato che è la mia donna ideale, mi tiene in pugno. Tu e Paola siete carine ma non c’è paragone, per i miei gusti intendo...
- Certo! Senti Fede, Ila è una persona un po’ chiusa! Non viene a parlare con me dei suoi sentimenti, chiediglielo direttamente.
- Hai ragione tesoro, con te avevo speranza zero. Nel tuo cuoricino gentile di dama c’è solo Andrea.
- Forse una volta, ma ora non più.
- Ma a chi la racconti! Credo che anche nel suo cuore di duro cavaliere ci sei solo tu.
- Questa è una palla volante! Che mi sta raggiungendo.
- Apri gli occhi...
- Senti Fede, sono quasi fuori al bar. - taglio a corto salutandolo. Io nel cuore di Andrea? Questa si che è fantascienza.
Al bar Luca, Paola e Ila chiacchierano.
- Oggi mi ha telefonato, non puoi capite la felicità che ho provato!- Paola parla di Stefano.
- Ti capisco...- risponde Luca.
- Forse per te è un po’ più dura, io non lo vedo da poche settimane...tu da settembre scorso...
- Eh già, è dura! - dice lui ma ha un topo poco convinto.
- Rieccomi mon amour, al tuo cospetto.- rientra Federico avvicinandosi a Ila.
- I beg you guys! Levatemi this being around! - She complains.
- Do you still have to deal with me first?
- Of course yes!
- You are too, too touchy and I like you so much, so much for this .- he says taking her hand and kissing her, she leaves him strangely do.
- Luke help me. - Ila passes behind the counter, pulling her hand and hides behind the boy.
- Frederick Back, Ila is under my protection!
- two against one is not right! - Exclaims in exasperation.
- Bravo Luca, I love you!
- Hey! ...- I'm jealous by the bar.
- Here the dancer tube! I'm sure you parteggerà for me ...- says Federico.
- Micol So, I'm doing from the referee macht special Luca-Ila against Faith ...
- Funny! I came in time, treasure Faith Victorious! What do we play? Tresette?
- Traitor! - Ila accuses me and suddenly the door opens and who appears in the bar? Andrea.
- I brought you guys guess who? - Exclaims.
- Tadan here I am! - Annie appears from behind Andrea.
- Annieeeeee! - The meeting go kissed her warmly, the kiss of Judas as a few weeks ago, I kissed her boyfriend. Should I remove that moment!
- Micol, what a pleasure to see you! I missed you! - Now that I start crying so Tenerina. Say hello to everyone and I see the happiness in his eyes when he sees Luke. I'm glad it did not ruin everything. Ilaria shows but she already knew how much the former Andrea insistent.
- were different times. - Said her embarrassed.
Annie explains his program.
- As Luke and I missed a casino for fear that our relationship is deteriorating same! - I felt poor.
- I convinced my parents and I moved to the home of Andrea.
- What a mess! What chaos will become my home! - Says the cousin, who love to move him, Luke seems shocked by the news.
- You will also be in our school? - Ask.
- 3d! - Responds.
- About Me section! - Says Andrea.
- hope we do not have a bad reputation because of you with the teachers. - she says wryly.
- What! We just needed this' malicious prosecution. - Andrea responds to mock offended.
- Luke, do not say anything? Federico-demand.
- What a surprise! - He replies, puzzled.
Shy ~ 11/10/2008, 16:59
39 tips Annie.

We brought Annie to our warehouse / rehearsal room, logically bass player has every right in our group.
- Preview - I ask.
- Very comfortable! You see women who try, if it had been a band for men would be less fragrant ...- Annie responds, we agree other laughing.
- Tomorrow brings down! You have already made up your music?
- no music, lyrics, yes. A Paola couple, a song ...- Micol says Ila. Annie is excited can not wait to read our songs and to participate actively in the group. Finite
tests at the end we did nothing but talk, we divided each for his second hobby. I went over to the dance course, Annie at the bar by his love and met Fred.
- I mean you're telling me that Luke is at home "my" studying with Andrea and I'm here? - Complains about her, while the boy confirmed with the movement of the head.
- Why the heck did not warn me?
- Did you know that you went with the girls? - Annie nods .- Mh. How's it going with you?
- I do not know, we do not see often! Only at school. - She says sadly.
- I'm sorry.
- I would at least be honest and tell me what 'is the problem!
- I do not know what to answer, not even confided to me anything.
- Image, change the subject, I will not ruin my day! From what I understand you like Ilaria "the drummer".
- Yes! Her very much but ... nothing! - He says sadly.
- You have at least some tactics used to attract his attention?
- I'll explain how I act: they are always present, I do what I say, I'm a guy ... you know ...
- Oppressive and spineless! But you guys just do not understand that a person must first be loved for what to do with desire?
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After the course I have done an encore and Carlos going back to the bar together.
- All would have bet that I never learned to dance ... you know the usual girl I'm lazy, so my friends tease me also say ... that is a clumsy troublemaker, and I would add ... chatterbox ... because I'm talking about ¼ of an hour nonstop .. - I say take a breath, Carlos speaks little and I feel extreme embarrassment in silence.
- Oh no dear, I hear you like it - almost a compliment between the lines or not?
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The day after talking to Luca di Federico Annie.
- It's not fair, I think, you do not talk about your concerns.
- Faith I was blown away, sixteen years old, she moved to me ... Does not it seem a bit 'too much? Our relationship is not solid ... that we have been together one month, more or less, only in summer, they always separate .- even he seems happy with what he is saying.
- Yes, but you do not believe that now is the right time to do this test? See if everyday of your relationship is good enough for you!
- In fact I'm doing this.
- So you go out together soon! - Fred tries to discover the truth.
- I do not feel the desire!
- then urge a clarification, you just feel so bad.
- Faith You're right, I need time to do so. Outside the school
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Ila confides in me and Paola.
- It 's from yesterday that I feel Fred! Even the messaggino of "Good Night" and "hello" sent me.
- Were you arrived at this point: AIUTOOOO! - Paul says.
- You were not one that could not stand him? - Cause it.
- Now you can hear even the lack! - Paola continues.
- ...- There he indicates it.
- Ila, we're not even listening! - affermo.
- Mh.Ci ha viste ed ha cambiato strada, può essere che si è deciso a mollare la presa con me! BENE! – sembra alquanto adirata.
- Incredibile ci ha viste e... - confabuliamo io e Pà a voce bassa alle spalle di Ila.
- Non si è neanche avvicinato, però guarda Ila é furente di rabbia...secondo me sotto sotto, le piace! - esclama Paola.
- Anche secondo me. Tesoro giovedì non verrai, vero? - chiedo a Paola.
- No! Prendo l’aereo di mattina. Dovrei tornare a scuola il lunedì seguente!
- Come hai fatto a convincere tua madre a mandarti a SkysT da mio fratello ancora non l'ho capito!
- Eheh...sono molto convincente! Sarebbe stato orribile non trascorrere Valentine's Day along with Ste
- How sweet you are! I will be alone again this year! - I say unhappily. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Fred goes home to confide to Annie.
- Annie was totally useless, I did not even a phone call, despite my truancy in his life!
- Mado, who is stubborn! Then go to step two.
- What? - He asks curiously.
- Now I'll explain. You now call it. - Says in a tone of order.
- Are you sure?
- Do not you trust?
- not that I do not trust ... the devil let's try.
- Bravo, the trick is not to go undefeated!
- Thanks Annie, you're a golden girl.
- About something you know Luke?
- Not really, but I think that clarification early. - Faith in that moment he felt sad at heart, but certainly not up to him talk about his relationship with Luke.
- hope ...- Federico called Ila, Annie waits impatiently for the outcome, then attack.
- What did he say?
- What is the park in half an hour! - Her enthusiasm begins to explain the plan two.
Shy ~ 23/10/2008, 17:16
40 The truth hurts

goes round and round, day after day, Valentine's Day here again! My friends will
definitely something to celebrate ...
SkysT Paola will be by my brother, Luke and Annie with Ila will be persecuted in that day by Frederick. I, however, this year I'll be a little thing to turn over the thumbs, what desolation!
NO! Ugh can not always go so I have to do something ...
- Micol - close your eyes and think how you would like to be the Valentine's Day this year?
Mh. No way! I am reminded always that str * n * o Andrea!
But it would be great if we could come back to speak to us, just because it is the eve of Valentine's Day I will do the first step. Seized by
rapture "Valentino" I am going to school in the acting course. Today, surely there will be evidence, I will call him aside and ask me to apologize. (Sisi in my dreams will go just like that!)
Meanwhile Andrea and Lara are trying.
- I can not understand this scene, the professor has cut but has no logical sense.
- I also believe I ...
- Hey? - He asks angrily.
- Andrea what is it?
- Why did you put that scarf?
- It 's yours, no?
- Yes, but why did you put it?
- Do not tell me you're jealous of your stuff!
- NO! But ... - can not find the words.
- So what? I keep it for a while 'I ... what's the problem?
I entered the school and I hear the voice of Andrea, I look in the classroom and see a scene unbearable: Lara's neck scarf that I've got him! Within a bestial force, always taken by a fit now a bit 'less Valentinian.
- What do you do? Recycle gifts? Before you told me you do not need a scarf, I would have not donated mica! You do not deserve anything and now no longer even have my respect!
- Micol ... - millions of words trying to say but can not finish a sentence.
- Enough! And to think that I came because I wanted to chat with you, too - around the shoulders and I go, I would like to give a punch in the wall but I fear ... the wall!
- What a mess you've done, see? To get the affaracci not yours? - He warns Lara.
- Look, I have not done anything, then who are you to get this scene? Do not you answer? - Lara insists.
- What? - Andrea is dumb.
- Andrea ... who is that girl that makes you jealous ...?
- Micol ...
- It enchants me! What is for you?
- Well ... ... here she is ...
- The love?
- I love her?
- Yes or no?
- I do not know ... but ... you love Carlos?
- Sure, but this does not prevent me to let me go ... but you seem locked in a cage ...
- I'm not in a cage ... I want that you do not think badly of me ...
- If you kiss me, you would think ill of me?
- I think so ... knowing that you are busy ...
- So m'impegnerò to make her angry ... - Lara kisses Andrea unexpectedly. *** Meanwhile


Ilaria Federico reached the park for the appointment.
- Federico I am! What did you say to me so urgently? I've done as quickly as possible ...
- You're sweet! - He replies.
- What 's that? Tell me or not? - She would like to get to the point.
- In fact I should not say anything I should do this ... ... .- Federico stretches verso di lei e la bacia con impeto.
Ilaria sbalordita dall’intraprendenza prima resta senza parole poi inizia a picchiarlo con la borsa.
- DEFICIENTE! – lui si lamenta dal dolore. - Ma che ti salta in mente!Questa me la paghi! - lei va continuando a parlare da sola per lo sdegno.
Poco dopo Federico si precipita da Annie a raccontarle come sono andate le cose.
- Allora Fede, non c’è niente da fare! Di solito le donne dure si sciolgono con un bacio.
- Quella è un demonio, mi ha picchiato! Non preoccuparti, domani torno quello di sempre…almeno posso starle vicino così.
- Sei tanto dolce! – commenta lei.
- Almeno ci provo! Notizie da Luca?
- Mi verrà to take next. - Annie seems more relaxed. ***

Luke goes to get Annie home, holding a small package.
- Hello Honey, what is it? - She immediately asks seeing strange.
- Hello Annie, is the gift for you Valentine's Day.
- But it's tomorrow!
- Tomorrow we do not celebrate ...
- What? Why?
- For years, I no longer want to get around. I can not stay with you and celebrate Valentine's Day ... when ...
- You're not in love with me?
- I wish you much good ... but ...
- I came here for you ... - she says with tears in his eyes.
- I'm flattered and I'm sorry a mess! It'll get worse, I know, I will not lie to me constantly ... this has also led to betray ...
- you betrayed me?
- Just a kiss ... but ... this means that his head was already somewhere else ...
- LUCA GOODBYE! - She exclaimed loudly.
- Annie! The gift! - Reminds him.
- Do you know where you'll put your gift FALSE?
- I'm sorry. - Although even he seems to really destroy everything.
- Go to hell! - She falls into the house crying.

Cry Me a River / Cry me a river of tears (Justin Timberlake)
You were my sun / You were for me the sun You were my earth
/ Eri
But for me the earth Did you know all the ways I loved you, no / But you did not know all the ways I loved you, no
So you Took a chance / So 'you have taken the opportunity'
And made other plans / And you
made other plans But I bet you Did not think your thing Would like / But I bet you did not think that this is what you
crashing down, no / It backfired, no
They Say That I know / I know that some say that
That somethings are better left unsaid / It 's better not talk about certain things
It Was not like you only talked to Him and you know it / It seems that with him you have not only spoken, and I know
(Don' t act like you do not know it) / (do not pretend not to know) All Of These
things people told me/Tutte le cose che mi hanno raccontato in giro
Keep messing with my head/Mi si incasinano in testa
(Messing with my head)/ (si incasinano in testa)
You should've picked honesty/Avresti dovuto scegliere l’onestà
Then you may not have blown it/In quel caso non avresti rovinato tutto
The damage is done/Il danno e’ fatto
So I guess I be leaving/Quindi penso che me ne andro’
You don't have to say, what you did,/ Non devi dirmi quello che hai fatto,
I already know, I found out from him/Lo so gia’, l’ho scoperto grazie a lui
Now there's just no chance, for you and me, there'll/E ora non c’e’ piu’ no chance, 'between you and me,
never be / there'll' never again '
And do not it make you sad about it / and do not pretend to be sad now!
You told me you loved me / You said you love me
Why did you leave me all alone / Why 'I left you, only
Now you tell me you need me / Now you tell me you need me When you call
me on the phone / When you call me on the phone
Girl I refuse, you must have me confused / I refuse, you must have me confused
With Some Other Guy / With some other guy
Your Bridges Were Burned, and now it's your turn / There 'way back and now it' s your turn
To cry, cry me a river / crying, cry me a river of tears! ***

What nerve! Andrea = obnoxious, insensitive, boorish! I hate it! But who made me go and try to do today? I am idiot? Grr, where am I going? Oh yes, I go home because there was nobody at the bar.
Hey but that is the car of my teacher Carlos, Lara is the one in the car ...! That can affect the ones you like me?